In the next chapter the perspective changes from Emmaâs mother to Emma because at that time, Emmaâs grown-up when Eris was born.
After dinner, I looked around and stepped into the study. The room, located at the end of the aisle on the first floor, was completely different from the familyâs study I went to when studying writing.
Just in time, the marquis was away today as well,
When I turned the door knob of the study, there was a rattling sound, but it did not move. Looking at the tightly locked doorknob, 1 pondered for a moment Should I ask to have it opened? However, it bothered me that the maid whispered that I should not be caught.
Most of the attendants of this mansion were not mine, but the marquisâ. If caught, there was a high possibility that they would stop me or confess it to him.
Even if I heard a sound later, I should go in and find out what he was hiding. I called Anakin a little.
âAnakin, I have to go over there. Donât cut the whole thing. Itâll make a sound.â
âOkay.â
He cut down the doorknob and opened the door according to my command. I called Anakin as entered the room.
âKeep watch here. When a servant comes, send him away.â
âWhat should I do if someone who is not a servant comes?â
ââŠâŠ. There is nothing we can do if the original owner of this room comes. Let him in. You donât have to scratch it and make crumbs.â (PR/N: an idiom for making things worse/bigger by doing something that shouldnât be done.)
Leaving Anakin, who bowed his head, behind, I took a step into the study. At first glance, it was an ordinary studyâŠâŠ It was definitely a little small. It felt like a wall was built in one room to divide it into two.
I approached the bookshelf, Tooked around and swept across.
I didnât know the name of the marquis or the name of Eris mother, so I had to hope that Eris would be written on the family tree. And almost at the end of the page, Erisâ name came out.
When I turned the book over to the end, a letter was stuck in it. I opened the letter and hesitantly looked through the contents.
âŠâŠSheâs not interested in the family business, so Iâm going to find a man who can continue the family business instead of her. I can find a partner from another powerful family, but he canât ignore her just because she doesnât do anything. It would be nice if could choose him as an ambitious and meticulous man from a fallen noble familyâŠ..
When I finished reading the letter, I noticed a book with exceptionally lesser dust. When I pulled the book slightly, the bookshelf opened with a click. Something white was shining beyond another cleverly hidden room.
I went inside as if possessed and looked. It was⊠a coffin. Like a scene from Snow White, a woman with black hair was asleep in the coffin.
Without having to read her name engraved on the side of the coffin, I could recognize who she was at a glance. Because she resembled Eris that much.
It felt as if he had moved everything related to her into this place. Then I heard someoneâs urgent footsteps.
My body was roughly turned. I teased the marquis a lot, but Iâve never seen his face so angry. The marquis whose face was red and trembling, soon raised his hand and grabbed me by the wrist.
âYou⊠disgusting. You know that, right?â
Catching my trembling arms, he pushed me out of the room. As the marquis tried to catch me again, Anakin, who approached, put the sword at the marquisâ neck.
âLet go. She is not one to be treated recklessly.â
âHow dare youâŠâŠ You donât know your place and you shouldnât talk to me!â
Anakin silently brought the sword closer to the marquis neck. Blood began to fall from the marquisâ neck. Only then did the marquis let go of my shoulders without saying a word as if he had calculated that he could not win.
I shook off my shoulders as if something dirty was on me and faced the marquis next to Anakin. Anakin still lifted up the sword.
I spoke quietly to the marquis.
âIf you answer my question, Iâll shut up and forget about it.â
âAre you threatening me?â
âThatâs right, Iâm threatening you right now. I donât think killing you here would make any difference.â
âWhat do you mean stuffed? Watch your mouthâŠâŠ.! just did what she wanted.â
âShe wanted it?â
âYeah. SheâŠ.. wanted to die beautifully.â
The marquis swallowed a painful groan once and added the words.
âI called it postpartum depression. ButâŠ.. She originally had no lingering feelings about this world. Same for me, our daughter also wasnât good enough to catch her interest.â
After saying those words, the marquis closed his mouth and looked at us. His eyes were telling me if I wanted to kill him, to kill him. However, despair was deeply cast on his determination. Somehow, my enthusiasm died down and I asked Anakin to pull down the sword.
When I returned to the room, the maid was waiting for me inside, restless. She looked at my face and immediately collapsed as if her legs had no strength.
âDo you know how nervous I was when the Marquis came?â
âSorry. I made you worry.â
âDonât apologize. You donât have to apologize to me, lady.â
I sat on the bed and looked down at the maid and asked.
âYou said my mother died shortly after I was born, right?â
âThe madam died by the time you were being breastfed.â
ââŠDid she get sick?â
The maid stuttered for a moment and said,
âProbably, yes. She was originally weak, but I heard she got worse after giving birth.â
âBut even if you brought the masterâs best physician, you wouldnât have been able to cure an incurable disease. She didnât have the will to get better.â
âMy father said my mother had postpartum depression.â
âPostpartum depression? Well⊠My mother, who had been watching the owner since she was young, said, she was consistent until the day she died.â
âThat story⊠Can it be more detailed?â
She was obviously hesitant, but then bit her lip. As is always the case with those who hesitate, the story started with âI donât know the details.â
(Note: From this point on, Emma is telling the story from her motherâs perspective.)
The owner had been a docile and clumsy child since childhood. Children usually express their opinions through crying and laughter, right?
But the owner neither cried nor laughed. Thatâs why the ladyâs grandmother and grandfather were worried a lot. (PR/N: ladyâ as in Eris.)
Was the child not smart enough� That was.
That was why they appointed a tutor a little earlier than others, but contrary to their worries, they were told that she was rather clever. If she was taught, she understood everything, so even if it was a daughter, they had no other successors, so it was enough to educate her as the head of the family.
But the owner wasnât interested. So they were frustrated and asked the owner herself. What in the world do you want to be? Weâll support you no matter what you say. Do you know what the owner answered?
â Father, I donât want to be anything. Iâm not interested in anything, and Iâm just tired of living. Do / have to do anything? Does a girl have to do anything?
My mother was across from the ladyâs grandfather, so she clearly saw the expression at that time. She said, she never saw such a sad expression in her life. I would have done the same.
What parents wouldnât be sad when their finely raised daughter acts like a person who was going to die right away?
The ladyâs grandfather and grandmother said that anything would be fine, so they struggled to arouse the interest of the owner. They taught her instruments, raised animals and plants, and even taught her gambling by attaching a handsome and eloquent man.
But nothing caught the ownerâs attention.
Getting married was the last choice. The reason was that if you have a family, give birth to children and raise them, you will have some fun in your life, Someone said that the owner was not interested in animals and plants, but they firmly believed that raising a child was a different thing.
Thatâs how the marquis was chosen. He said he liked him because he was a man who was sincere and ambitious, but could not fulfill his desire due to his poor and powerless family. The ownerâs parents said, they wouldnât get involved in anything as long as he let the owner do nothing as she did until now.
The unfortunate thing was⊠the marquis fell in love with the owner. The marquis would have done anything for the owner, his wife, but the owner was
not happy with anything. Even though she didnât refuse when he held the owner in his armsâŠâŠ that didnât mean permission. The master didnât even feel the need to refuse.
The despair of the marquis who knew thatâŠâŠ. was incredible. The marquis began to go outside. Drinking and gambling, of course, he even called a prostitute to his house. He was going to show it to the owner.
The owner didnât change her expression even though she knew that the prostitute had taken over the bedroom. She just slept in the rest of the rooms. Because there were a lot of rooms.
T/rant: my guess is that Quies might be stranger?
Anyways, a detailed information on the new character name!:
Meaning of the name âCarnivalâ: There isnât a special âmeaningâ to it as such but anyways this is what I gotan instance of merrymaking, feasting, or masquerading.
Meaning of âAxelâ: Axel is a Scandinavian form of the Hebrew name Absalom. He has the incredible meaning of âmy father is peace,â