Why is the crown prince here? After Young Lady Kazarās debutante ball, I thought there would be nothing to see now.
I didnāt say anything officially, but it was practically a broken engagement notice. This is because āa fianceās loverā was not just a flaw.
The empire was stricter than expected because the pope was not the first power, but anyway, it was a state with diplomatic relations. Having a lover secretly after marriage was acceptable, but not before marriage. Thatās why the crown prince tried to break up the engagement with me.
Even if he had a lover before marriage, he had to bury her under the water, by denying that they are āfriends in front of people. An affair before marriage was treated as a strict reason for disqualification, and in severe cases, he could be questioned about his faithfulness and even be forced into a religious trial.
Still, I didnāt know. This gate incident alone was the same. From the imperial side, a plan can be used to take down the Miserian family altogether.
I barely raised the corners of my lips to the crown prince, hiding my thoughts.
āYour Highness, what are you doing here? If you have something to say, I will visit the palace again next timeā¦ā
āHis Majesty is not coming.ā
The crown prince declared. Somehow, in the midst of my doubts, there was a chill up my spine. It felt like! had to hurry home, like the anxiety I felt when I looked up at the dark sky from time to time.
āThen itās late, so if you donāt have anything else to say, Iāll leave.ā
However, despite my greetings, the crown prince walked towards me expressionlessly, so I stood up to avoid him and stepped back.
With every step I took, my heart was pounding and was sweating profusely.
The crown prince paused for a moment and then returned. He looked kind of in pain. I had a bad hunch, a very bad hunch. I moistened my dry lips and looked into his eyes. The distance to the door was too far.
āYouāll get married even if you donāt want to.ā
Why are you saying this? Cold sweat dripped from my hands. My wet, wet hands gripped my skirt. As I was stepping backwards, my heel slammed into a wall, and I realized it was the wall. I instinctively glanced at the window next to me.
I was out of breath, so I grabbed the window frame to open the window, but the latch did not turn due to my lack of strength. Even at that moment, the prince was approaching me.
āNow I must return those words. You did not marry me, but this imperial family.ā
āYour Highness, donāt come near me.ā
āItās not that weāre getting married, but that our names are married.ā
āI told you not to come closer.ā
Two stories high. I was going to jump if I had to. know itās a crazy idea, but it feels like I have to do it. Even if I break my legs, itāll be okay if Anakin hugs me.
At last, the latch turned and the window opened, and only then did I catch my breath. I was terrified when I saw the height I would fall from if I were to jump off.
The crown prince grabbed my waist like that. As if dancing, my body drew close to him. We stared at each other for a long time. A terrible silence surrounded us. I warned him clearly.
āDonāt touch my bodyā¦ā
Attempts to get rid of him were again blocked. The prince held me like that and moved slowly. It was in the direction of the bed.
āYour Highness?ā
āWhat are you doing now?ā
If I had a siren in my head, my ears would have been ripped apart by now. Never go alone okay? The witchās words flashed in my mind. Your knight.. Keep him by your side in any situation.
I tried to give strength to my toes somehow. Soft carpets did not allow this. I stretched my arms to grab anything around me and hang onto it. The silk curtain I barely grabbed escaped my hand like a grain of sand.
āDonāt do it, Your Highness! Let go, let go!ā
All my efforts were lightly ruined by the crown prince holding my back and knees, hugging me. He carefully laid me down on the bed and then looked down quietly.
I tried to get up, but my arms kept losing strength, and the crown prince pushed me down again.
By that time, I was so scared that tears flowed down my cheeks.
āYour Highness, whatās wrong? Whatās wrong with you? Youāre trying to scare me, right? Iām being arrogant. Thatās why, right? Thatās enough for me nowā¦ā¦.ā
āToday you will have my child. And that will be your shackle.ā
A clear death sentence was given to the ear that was trying to avoid it. I convulsively tried to get out of the bed, but the crown prince immediately grabbed me by the waist.
Shrinking with fear, my throat could not even scream and barely spoke in a rattling voice.
āDonāt do it, Your Highness. Save me, please save me. Your Highness, Your Highness, pleaseā¦!ā
Without a word, he grabbed the laces on my clothes and started pulling them out. No, donāt do it. Somehow, my struggle was blocked, my body firmly caught under the princeās body.
I didnāt know the difference in power would be this
big.
No gap was seen. It was hard to breathe, and it was hard to breathe because my head was dizzy. Iām scared. Iām scared, Anakin.
I tried to call out Anakinās name, but all that came out of my throat was a wheezing, rough breath. My heart was beating too fast.
It felt like it was going to explode.
No, no, no! As soon as the princeās hand came under my skirt, my eyes turned bright red.
In times like these, it would be nice if you showed up like the prince in the novel. But you are not a prince, and I am not a heroine. It was so unfair.
I struggled like a madman, as if I was having a seizure,
Kicking, pinching, punching the crown princeā¦ā¦. Despite being beaten by me, the crown prince was silently continuing his work.
I screamed out her name as if squeezing it out.
āHelena!ā
āH, Helena, think of her. Wonāt she be ashamed of
you?ā
At that moment, the crown prince lifted his head and clasped my shoulders tightly and looked at me.
The eyes that I finally met were dotted with sadness and shame. It was frustrating, and it made me angry. Why are you making that face? Itās like youāre the victim.
The prince opened his mouth a few times as if to say something, and then lowered his head. He didnāt tell me any reason. Whatever the reason, there would be no justification for doing this now.
Instead of making any excuses, he bowed his head and tried to kiss me. I twisted my head to avoid it, but his lips followed.
A groan came out as he tried to push into my lips and bit them tightly with his molars.
When my mouth opened due to the physiological nausea, he did not miss the gap. Something unpleasant slipped into my mouth. As I tried to bite,
Alectoās hand gripped my chin tightly. I raised my nails and tried to shake him off, but to no avail.
The squealing sound was appalling. Suddenly my body shuddered. He didnāt even bother to take off my clothes anymore. After all, the ultimate purpose of this act was different. I couldnāt even earn a single minute of time.
Despair engulfed me like a tidal wave.
I was collapsing like a shipwreck engulfed in a wave of helplessness. I wanted to bite my tongue and die, but even more so, knowing that I am not going to die. really canāt do anything like this, like thisā¦ā¦ like
thisā¦..
No, I couldnāt end it like this. I couldnāt even call this the end. I had to survive. I had to do anything,
Gasp, I took a deep breath and grabbed something in my outstretched right hand. It seemed to be a vase that was usually left on the tabletop. It would have been fine if it wasnāt a vase. Whatever it was, it didnāt matter. If only I could stop this situation now.
I held it firmly in my hand so that it did not slip from my trembling hands. Then I swung it at the side of his head at once. With a cracking sound, the crown princeās hand stopped. I didnāt stop. I told you not to Please, please donāt. I didnāt like it, I even cried at you,
What happened after that, well, I donāt know. The memory was clear, but somehow there was no sense of reality. When the vase was broken, the broken pieces left in my hand were stuck in the crown princeās neck.
The feeling of being immersed in the soft, smooth flesh was terrifying. I didnāt have any strength in my body until now, and I didnāt know where I got that strength. It is said that crazy people are strong, but maybe they really went crazy.
The crown prince staggered while grabbing his neck, then tried to resist while grabbing my wrist. I bit his wrist with my teeth. We fought over and over again in the same place.
I struggled not to lose the piece in my hand. And swung it as much as I could and stabbed the crown prince. In fact, the expression āpushed it in by forceā may be more accurate. The blood that burst like a fountain was scattered across my face.
I crazily cut him. Anger and resentment were not the only things that surrounded me.
It was closer to a more fundamental fear.
I definitely have to finish it now. If the crown prince comes back to life, I donāt know what heāll do to me. More terrifying things could happen. The primal and desperate self-defense controlled me.
Over and over againā¦ā¦ Until the sound of our breaths subsided and finally the crown prince did not move.