Her words that itâll be harsh were no exaggeration. She taught me six hours a day, and she made a distinction between what to remember and what to forget for Eris, who would be accustomed to the social world of noble ladies.
âThere have been some implicit rules in society so far. The placement around the eyes means Iâm interested in youâ and the placement on the upper lip means â want to kiss youâ. These cute spots, tapped by fans, formed a âsilent social languageâ. ButâŠâŠ.â
She folded her fan and shrugged it off.
âForget those vulgar language, for the ladies of the imperial court are more concerned with dignity than arrogance.â
There were many very trivial and petty rules.
âFurthermore, when you walk with His Highness, you must walk two steps back. You canât be behind him or ahead of him. When you drink tea, donât drink it too fast, and time it with the pace of the conversation.â
The biggest problem I faced above all else when it came to teaching Helena was dancing, but to prevent words from leaking out, I had to even act as a dance teacher.
Come to think of it, even though I should have danced as the main character at Erisâs coming-of-age ceremony, Helenaâs aftermath was so great that no one said anything even if I didnât dance. In fact, the crown prince and Helena had saved me.
âThe ballroom starts with Polonaise. Minute is a form from the old ages. Second, waltz, Quadrille seems to be in vogue among aristocrats, but not in the Imperial Palace.â
Polonaise? Minute? Quadrille? Unknown names flew past me. At the very least, I barely understood the waltz. What if she asks me to dance? Realistic fear preoccupied the stomach. The teacher did not know my thoughts and continued to explain.
âFirst, letâs start with the female choreography again to familiarize the senses. After the female choreography is finished, you should also learn the male choreography.â
âMenâs choreography?!â
âOf course, you should also learn the male choreography. That way, wonât you keep pace with Lady Antebellum? You, there, come here.â
The nanny, who snorted as if asking her the right thing, called Anakin, who was standing at the corner of my room like one of my ornaments.
âYou keep up with me for now. Do you know how to dance?â
Lead? Me?! The teacherâs eyes filled with anticipation reached me. Damn, what kind of lead is a dance lead? Iâve been too busy trying to take care of my situation. In my heart, I prayed to God, no, to Eris, who had passed away.
Please, when the song comes out, I hope this body will remember it for me. Isnât it said that if you dance a lot, your body will move on its own, even if you are unconscious?
I roughly solved the language problem with that, sol hoped that Erisâs body would do this for me too.
Anakin put his left hand behind me, and his right hand, clasped mine. As the gramophone turned, upbeat music in three beats came out. And like a miracle, my body moved.
I moved forward with one knee slightly bent and straightened to the beat, then stopped in the middle and circled around Anakinâs still body. Then, following the instructions of his master, he circled the room once and held out his left and right feet alternately as if kicking lightly. After moving one foot to the right, unknowingly put my left foot back and sat down with my legs slightly bent.
In the original dance of the past, the right and left symmetry must be correct. Polonaise is a dance that opens a ball, so fortunately, it was on the very easy side. It was a series of pulling and spinning.
It was originally a dance where your partner changes throughout, but since there was no other person to change with, I continued to dance holding hands with Anakin, pretending to change partners.
This became more enjoyable as my tension started to ease away. When the music that lasted for four minutes ended and I sat down with my knees slightly bent, the teacher applauded.
âOf course you dance. So youâre gonna ask an old lady who doesnât even have a good knee to dance? Youâre so ugly. Just dance as youâre a girl and it wonât fall between your legs!â (N: yes, that between the legs.)
âKeuk.â
Hearing this nannyâs poignant words, I clamped down on my molars as I wanted to burst into laughter at Anakin. I felt my nostrils twitching slightly so I turned my head away.
The most ridiculous of dances was the Mazurka. Itâs somewhat similar to Polonaise, but very different. Not only did I have to hop and hop with my arms outstretched, as if hoofing, but I also had to clap in the middle.
Every time Anakin, who had never had a chance to dance Mazurka as a commoner from the slums, fumbled clumsily, the teacher shouted in disappointment.
Watching him from the side, I almost died from struggling to hold back my laughter because Anakin was so cute.
After the teacher left and I finished eating, I couldnât sleep even though I was tired enough to die. Because Thad to go back to the library, pull out a book, read it, and copy it.
After reading and writing about ten or twenty books, got a rough idea of the grammar system. Still, it was fortunate that the letters, alphabets and the language were like a mixture of European languages. Like Tolkien, it must have been reinventedâŠâŠ. I didnât even dare to learn.
I squeezed my puffy eyelids.
From tomorrow onwards, I had to go into the Imperial Palace and teach Helena. All I thought was that I hoped Helena wasnât stupid. Of course Helena is going to be stupid, but⊠I wish she was at least less stupid.
No, is stupid better? So stupid, that if she makes me repeat the same thing countlessly, I might feel frustrated enough to want to kill her. The blunt knife Medea gave seemed to have become sharp for a moment.
In one way or another, because I was so busy being taught by the teacher, it took a long time before would enter the palace. Although the imperial etiquette lessons were not over, I had to send Helena out to society as soon as possible, so I decided to start with the very basics that I could teach.
I liked the feeling of the dark green silk fabric gently wrapping around my body. Today, I looked more like a tutor than a noble girl.
As I am only meeting Helena to teach her, wearing an elaborate dress and putting on a bunch of accessories in my hair would be too cumbersome.
So I tied my hair together with the same fabric as my dress, put on velvet shoes, and walked to find Helena. I noticed that the people who passed by me without recognizing who I was, suddenly paused only by looking at my outfit. With eyes wide open, they began to whisper.
I wish light clothes would become fashionable. Though the clothes in this world are pretty, theyâre still close to the Victorian style. I thought Iâd die from having to deal with wearing multiple layers of fabric. The handmaiden, who had been ordered by the empress, led me to a suitable room. She brought tea and refreshments, and asked me to wait for a moment for Helena.
Although the refreshments are too sweet, the Imperial Palace sweets are the best. When I ate it with fragrant tea, I felt better. Iâm usually not a big fan of sweets, but considering what will happen in the future, I thought it would be beneficial to consume the sugar for energy, as I know full well what is coming.
At that moment, I heard a knock on the door. When I heard Helenaâs tender voice from beyond the door,
picked up the teacup, rinsed my mouth lightly, and answered.
âYou called me.â
âYouâre welcome to come in.â
When Helena entered the door and confirmed that it was me who had called her, her eyes became alert and she trembled like a rabbit. No, someone might think Iâm here to eat her. I havenât done anything yet and I canât believe itâs at this point. It is questionable how such a small child lived in the Imperial Palace in the original novel.
Seriously, everyone in this palace seemed to like Helena, so I wonder what she was worried about. Even if I send her poison, the servants will throw it away, and if the enemies attack, the crown prince will, take revenge in her stead.
There was no reason for this girl to get her hands dirty, for if she cried a little, the person who made her cry will be driven into a bad person and will never be seen again.
âHer Majesty has chosen me as the right person to educate you. We have a long way to go, so come and sit here.â
âEducation?â
Helena still stood there in embarrassment, looking away, but finally, she staggered and sat on the sofa opposite me. I silently pressured her to sit with my head tilted as I observed her. I asked Helena, purposely not making eye contact with her.
âLady Antebellum, how much basic knowledge do you have? Can you read and write? How about ballroom dancing?â
âW, writing? I did, but I did learn letters. I know how to read. I donât know what it meansâŠâ
âDancing? Do you know how to perform at least one of the dances like the polonaise, waltz, mazurka, or cotillon?â
âI donât knowâŠâ
ââŠWell, I didnât expect it. Letâs start with writing before learning etiquette.â