I may have a dirty temper, but Iâm not the kind of person who takes pleasure in seeing someoneâs fear,
Even when watching the movie, upon a cruel scene, was the one who would close my eyes and wait for it to pass.
When the witch informed me that I have to kill Helena, I lost my confidence in an instant.
âIs this really necessary? There must be another way? I shouldnât have to kill her.â
âWhy are you suddenly so weak? You asked for any way to return to your original worldâŠâŠ Did you think that crossing worlds would be easy?â
âThis is ridiculous.â
Am I worried about her? Well of course I might be worried. Actually, more precisely, I was more concerned about my thin nerves that would surely break if I killed someone.
Am I really okay to sacrifice an innocent person for my salvation? A question Iâve never thought about now came to me.
In order to prevent the destruction of the world, the sacrifice of a noble person is necessary, and that we have to bear it â itâs the conclusion based on what had seen in the media so far.
But is that really fair?
Wouldnât I be resentful and unfair if I was in the position of being the victim?
Helena will want to live. The girl with an optimistic nature and like a flower garden is a girl who firmly believes in each dayâs happinessâ, even if life is a little difficult right now. And she was the kid who deserved to be treated like that. StillâŠ
âI value myself more.â
Without another word, I put the knife in my arms
My chest got heavier. Seeing this, the witch smiled as if she was supremely happy. She lifted her hand and floated her little glass sapper and sent it to me.
âThe other offering is tears.â
âWhat tears?â
âI wonât tell you that.â
âWhat?â
I looked at Medea in bewilderment as she suddenly stepped out and grabbed both my hands.
âYouâre smart. Find out for yourself what tears they are. Itâs not fun for me to solve everything, is it?â
âIâm not doing this for fun.â
âIâm sorry about that but I do it for fun.â
The witch got up and pulled my hand. She slowly guided me to the door and arranged my messy hair. She opened the door and added.
âIâm not helping you in good faith either. Itâs because of the situation youâre in, and your actions are making it interestingâŠâŠ. it keeps me entertained. Iâll be your strongest partner until then.â
When I stepped out the door, Anakin was waiting for me. I didnât understand how she knew, so I just blinked, and the witch laughed and poked me in the cheek.
âThank you very much for that. Letâs go, Anakin.â
âDonât forget, it takes that determination I told you to cross the world.â
As I was taking Anakin out of the alley, I suddenly looked back. The lights were off in her shop before we knew it.
I woke up in my soft bed after a long time and felt refreshed. Maybe it was because the maids washed
me yesterday and gave me a massage. I changed into my outdoor clothes, smoothed my hair, and called Anakin.
âDid you call?â
âI couldnât give it to you yesterday because I was in a hurry. Take this.â
Anakin, who received money and a necklace of gemstone, made a face that showed he did not understand.
âBring it to your brother. Itâs okay to take a break at home while you deliver it.â
ââŠâŠItâs not worth this much.â
âNever mind if itâs not your money. Iâll be locked up at home for a while anyway. Donât talk, just go.â
Damn, why canât I wear my pajamas when Iâm at home? I donât know if the aristocrats are aware of the pretentiousness of it. As I handed Anakin a purse and the necklace and went back to bed to lie down, Anakinâs empty hand grabbed my finger.
âOh.â
Astonished, I turned around, and was even more startled when Anakin lifted my hand. He mumbled for a bit, I couldnât tell if he was grumbling or moaning, then his quiet voice asked quietly.
âWould you like to⊠go with me?â
âWhy me?â
âAre there any more things for you to do?â
âNo.â
Anakin then subtly rolled his eyes. Itâs not noticeable, but it looks like itâs restless. A man who isnât usually like that makes him look even more suspicious. I sighed and roughly pushed my hair back.
âIf thereâs something you want to say, just say it. Donât beat around the bush.â
ââŠI wish my master would go with me.â
âWhy?â
âI donât want to leave you alone.â
ââŠWhy would I be alone? Iâm with the maids.â
At that, Anakin looked at me quietly. Really? Those pale eyes asked me. I tried to respond confidently, but somehow my jaw and throat were clogged.
I was planning to put my face in my pillow and cry alone once he left me. Without Anakin, no one will hear me cry in this mansion.
A sigh came out instinctively. Why would this man, who doesnât usually ask for anything, suddenly behave like thisâŠâŠ I touched my messy hair again and spit it out.
âFine, letâs go, then.â
âAre you sure?â
âGet ready before I change my mind. If thereâs a lot of stairs, you can carry me and go.â
âGladly.â
Anakin readily carried me all the way to his shabby house. It was breathtaking to observe his strength and stamina. Anakin knocked on the door and spoke quietly.
âItâs me.â
âWho is it?â
The door didnât open and the childâs sly voice returned. Anakin glanced at me and urged quietly.
âDonât mess with me. Since we have a guest.â
âYou donât have any customers. You donât bring any street farmersâŠ..â
The child, who was grumbling as he opened the door looked at me, covered his mouth with his hands, and screamed. Then he slapped Anakin on the back and hurried back into the house.
âOh no! I havenât cleaned the house at all!â
ââŠLetâs go in.â
When I entered the still shabby house, the child was hurriedly arranging, sweeping, and wiping things. The child shyly tipped his trash under the bed and clasped his hands together and asked.
âTea, would you like some tea?â
âYeah. Use this.â
Knowing this, I brought tea from home. I raised my hand to stop the child from entering the kitchen and then raised my head to face Anakin.
âYou make tea. I have something to tell him.â
âYes.â
âYes?!â
Anakinâs answer and the childâs scream rang at the same time. The child trembled and sent a rescue signal to Anakin with his eyes, but anyway, Anakin was my knight, so he walked past the child heartlessly,
Abandoned by Anakin, the child was suddenly intimidated and looked down at his knees.
âWhatâs your name?â
âPertilâŠâŠ.â
âWhatâs the name you made?â
Surprised, the child who had first blushed in shame, glanced at me and then gave his name clearly,
âKynthia, itâs Kynthia.â
âThatâs a pretty nameâŠâŠ. Iâm here to give you your hard work. I even put in the price of enticing Hubris, And of course, the price of silence is included.â
At the sound of a heavy bag, Kynthia carefully checked the money in the bag and blinked his eyes. Kynthiaâs hands shook as he confirmed the amount.
âA-all of this?â
âIf you think about it, the price of silence is the price of your life, so itâs not that much money.â
âThank you, miss! Thank you!â
âYouâll need to buy some sweets for the children in the neighborhood. Itâs not easy to have children to do what you want.â
Just in time, Anakin brought the tea, I sipped it and hung the gemstone necklace on Kynthia. Kynthia looked like he was about to cry. Oh, and I thought of one more person when I was obtaining the necklace.
âI need to ask you for one more favor.â
âAsk me anything!â
âWe need to save someone. This is also the most important thing to keep secret.â
âSure, leave it to me. What kind of person should I save?â
âA man who is well versed in royal court etiquette. He is currently not associated with the imperial family at this time. Itâs better if he hates the imperial family, if possible.â
I was born and lived in a republic, not a constitutional monarchy. I followed the etiquette from the book, but I had to be perfect first to teach someone.
All I want is a chance to use the dagger to stab her in class. If Iâm teaching a maid, they wonât be too strict
on surveillance, so I could leave the room whenever wanted. However, I need a witness who will see me stab Helena, so Iâll have to call him backâŠ..
âHow long do you think itâll take?â
âA week is enough. Iâll send you a message through my brother.â
âSounds good.â
Kynthia took some coins out of his pocket and threw them at Anakin. Anakin skillfully grabbed it. Kynthia, who turned around, calmly ordered Anakin.
Seeing that heâs good at giving orders, it seems like Anakinâs been pampering her on a regular basis.
âBuy some snacks and bread with it. Give it to the children as you wish.â
â⊠Will it be okay?â
âIâll allow it.â
With a quick bow, Anakin opened the door and left. Kynthia, who was measuring his footsteps, asked me a long time later
âHave you been laughing lately?â
âNo, not really.â
âYou look happy.â
Kynthia had a relieved expression
âI was scared of you sometimes. You were like a doll controlled by a witch. You seemed like you were just breathing, I couldnât tell if you were alive or notâŠ..â
Kynthia asked while tapping his fingertips.
âDoes he have a name, too?â
âI created one for him. I call him âAnakinâ.â
âThatâs a nice name.â
âYour naming was great, too. Why didnât you give him a name?â
At my question, Kynthia shook his head.
(N: The name âKynthiaâ or âCynthiaâ is feminine, but it is a male child. He probably chose the name because it sounds pretty.)
Note: meaning of Kynthia/Cynthia in Greek baby names is Moon