Jasonâs face turned red as soon as he saw my expression. I thought Hubris was the one with a dark side, but it seemed Jason also had a dark side.
Why is it only around me that these men honestly show their true colorsâŠ.. Once again, I felt sympathy for Helena.
I decided to no longer pay any attention to Jason, and I looked around the gemstone a little more. A particularly dark stone stood out among the sparkling blue stones.
âAh, sometimes non-blue stones come out of the lake, They are purple stones. However, compared to blue stones, the color is turbid, soft and prone to scratches.â
I remembered what Hubris told me, that the color of my soul was purple. I donât even like purple, but suddenly I roll the stone in my hand.
The color was cloudy, the softness wasnât pleasant, and it was not sold because it did not shine⊠It reminded me of myself.
âOwner, make a necklace with this gemstone. In a shape like this.â
âReally? It must be uncomfortableâŠâ
âIt doesnât matter. Itâs none of your business.â
When I returned to the inn, Anakin was quietly waiting for me, even though we had little luggage. Good boy. As I was stroking his hair, Jason spoke without notice.
âAre you coming with me?â
âNo. Itâs a long trip, and if I look at your face, I might vomit.â
Jason bit his lips and made an excuse in a small voice,
âThat was a slip of the tongue. Still.â
âIâm not saying it. If youâre afraid that Iâll run away, then follow me. Arenât you an expert in following others?â
Anyway, I had something for Anakin, so I turned around again. He was standing still, gently blinking his eyes.
âAnakin, get on your knees.â
As he knelt obediently, I took out the necklace I had bought earlier from my pocket. The well-cut purple gemstone dangled in the center. It was fortunate that Anakinâs neck was thin. The short black strap looked very good on him.
Anakin shifted awkwardly, as if he was not familiar with a necklace in the form of a choker. He must be frustrated. Well, actually, it was like a dog collar to the people here. I said, holding his hand as he clasped his neck.
âAre you uncomfortable?â
Yes.â
âIâm glad youâre honest. I made it inconvenient.â
Whenever he feels uncomfortable with his neck, heâll remember me giving it to him. The words I couldnât bring myself to say settle down. I donât know why my eves followed his face. Confused eyes that did not understand gazed back at me, causing me to quickly turn away. Iâve just indicated to Jason that I had a dark side as well, so I kept silent.
Impatient because my feet were starting to get numb, Thollered out.
âWell, arenât we going?â
âWell, Master. Since itâs a long distance, Iâm worried if Iâm the only escort. The fact that the master has been announced missing has already spread widely, so if you meet a bandit in the middle of the trip, it might be dangerous. Wouldnât it be safer for all of us to go together?â
Iglared at Jason after Anakinâs explanation. Jason in turn smiled at me softly. Fuming as I didnât want to respond, I turned my head away.
I had heard about thieves who like to set up camp on every street corner and I wondered if Anakinâs concern was about that. Thieves tried to stop every
No matter how close Anakin was to the level of a Sword Master, he still had not yet achieved it.
Though Sword Masters canât be beaten by an ordinary personâs tactics, it was because he would have to fight and protect me at the same time, that I reluctantly allowed this.
We bought a seemingly simple-looking carriage and disguised Anakin as a coachman. I couldnât help but notice that it was the most uncomfortable carriage that I had ever ridden in. Instead of being simple, Anakin and Jason decided on a horse that was fast and strong.
Jason and I didnât say a word in the carriage. To be precise, Jason looked like he wanted to talk to me, but I ignored him. No matter how many times he called my name, the sound of horseshoes was so loud that I pretended not to hear it.
But Jason really was a man with a greater persistence than I thought.
âSir Kazar, are you asking me because you truly donât know?â
âIs it because Helena has the crown princeâs attention?â
âYou seem to be mistaken, also if I were to hate you, would have hated you even more than Helena. I donât âhateâ Lady Antebellum that much. I donât even bother anymore.â
âThen why did you bully her when she was such a young girl?â
âBecause I was young then.â
Eris was younger than fifteen when she decided to âoutrageouslyâ bully Helena. Of course being young didnât mean she had to be self-centered. At a young age, it was easier to be hurt by others.
âAre all sins forgiven because you were young? Do, you still look down on your friend, Lady Antebellum?â
It seemed unfair to hear or receive advice from a person who was actively harassing âErisâ in the past.
âBe careful of your words, Sir Kazar. As you said earlier, after the coming-of-age ceremony, I am officially a member of the royal family!â
âIâm not cold to her, in fact I am more open to her. I am just giving her the same courtesy I would to anyone of her position. Friend? Does she now say Iâm a friend?â
I decided to just abuse the power in the yard that didnât even break the marriage. This was from the guy whoâs using this authority to give me orders when I canât even break off the marriage? How dare he say such things to a royal family member!
Hearing those words from Jasonâs mouth, who doesnât treat me as if I was Helenaâs friend, made him feel like a hypocrite. Even if his mouth was crooked, he should try to speak honestly. Trying to be my friend when you really donât want to be my friend due to some lowly conscience?!
âDoes Sir Kazar view Lady Antebellum as a close friend? You dare tell me that she is my close friend under the false pretense that you are being âmy friendâ?â
At that moment, Jasonâs mouth shut tight as if he regretted his words.
âShould I not forgive you forever as well?â
Suddenly a shout was heard outside the carriage.
The carriage stopped and I unintentionally tried to look outside. Jason pulled out his sword and went out first.
âIf you leave now, I will spare your life.â
â Hahaha! What nonsense are you talking about? We saw you take the lady into the carriage, so you need to leave so that I can have the lady.â
Before I left the inn, I was a little terrified to hear there were bandits targeting me but to see them actually appear before my eyes was surprising. Hearing other shouts, I realized that the bandit was not alone.
âIâll probably regret this, who knows.â
However, Jason replied calmly and brought his head back into the carriage. He reached out his hand to me and whispered, inaudible to those outside.
Canât we just fight together and go back? When came out led by his hand, the number of bandits was a little more than I imaginedâŠâŠ Actually, there was quite a lot.
âIf thatâs all the bandits weâll meet, weâll get rid of them and leave together, but I donât think thatâs the case.â
He scrunched his nose in embarrassment, smiled, and added with a bitter expression.
To be honest, I knew in my head that the path Jason suggested was the best option. But my heart was not willing to obey him.
Before I could protest, I was lifted by Anakin who placed me on the horse and seated himself behind
me.
He was smiling. Youâre doing this on purpose to avoid it! Seriously?!!
âItâs dangerous. Please sit down.â
âLet go of meâ, for real?!â
I should have learned magic from a witch. I shouldâve struck him with a bolt of fire on the top of his head and turned him bald.
How annoying!
By the way, riding on horseback was very painful when the seat was hard. Even if it was uncomfortable, I was in a situation where I had to run away, so I was patient, but Anakin spoke quietly.
âIt will be more comfortable if you relax and lean your back against my chest.â
ââŠâŠFine.â
Itâs a little better to lean on Anakin almost like a hug, but that was the only thing âŠmy butt still hurts. UghâŠâŠ I feel like there will be bruises there.
âAnakin, how far is the capital?â
âI drove the carriage for two days, so thereâs about one more day to go.â
âA day on horseback? By the time I get there, my butt will be black and blue.â
Sighing, I asked Anakin with a troubled face.
âShall we go to the village and buy some cushions?â
âOkay. When are we going to find time to find and tie up a cushion? If I had known this would happen, would have worn a thick skirt.â
By the way, I was already in a bad mood at the thought of going back to the capital. Anakin hesitated and talked to me first, perhaps because he knew me.
âCan I tell you something?â
âYou?â
This was a great development, seeing that Anakin spoke up first. On the other hand, I wonder if it was because I was so grumpy. I really canât kick Anakin who can easily roll away.
âOkay. What kind of story are you going to tell me? Is it your story?â
âMy story wonât be interesting. Iâve lived a smooth
life.â
âNot every life has to be dramatic.â
ââŠIf I have to tell a story, I want to tell about the present. Iâm not the type to focus on the past.â
At first glance, I wondered if it was some endless romantic tale, but then I had a habit of thinking negatively about anything said.
Even if I become the past, will he move forward so, casually? Somehow, I felt a sense of ambivalence. I hoped so. Because I know the sorrows of those left behind. Memories are sometimes torture.
Then I thought I was too arrogant, and I laughed. I may not be as important to him as I think.