Itâs not like there wasnât a way to help, but honestly, it was annoying. I canât give up my life, and I canât help anyone in a difficult situationâŠ.
While thinking about it, the man was kicked harshly again, and the bag that covered his body and face was peeled off.
Oh, I recognized him. Itâs the man who put his shoes on me last time.
The man seemed a little surprised to see me. The worries deepened. We donât know each other at all, and we donât know each other enough to be saved.
It wasnât that little girl or that man who signed me anyway. Isnât it arrogant of me to pretend to know him? It was that idea that stopped me in my step.
Thated those who hastily sympathized with me. Of course, I didnât like people who used or laughed at my situation when I said difficult things and asked for understanding
But even though I could do it enough, was more disgusted by people who were fussing and showing concernâ. They made me an inferior being by raising themselves by their âconsiderationâ, and even getting drunk on being âconsiderate of meâ.
We were on good terms, but we didnât really like each other and his first impression of me was close to the worst.
The woman who threatened to kill with one finger is now saving him from being bullied? It was deceitful.
I didnât ask for anything, but nothing made a person seem ridiculous as much as helping. It was clear that I would be cursed even if I saved him.
I turned around and he didnât call me either. Thatâs how the oath ceremony began.
The Empire strictly limited the number and timeframe of an individualâs promotion to a knight to avoid private armies being formed.
Since the knight ceremony is not held every year, nobles who want to attract any soldiers, or those who want to hire a noble-born knight to connect with, gathered like clouds.
Some nobles were worried that they would lose the knight they wanted to take, while others were already giving out hints during break time.
Thad to sit in the front seat because it was in the order of high status, but I gave up my seat to a noble who seemed more desperate because I would not be selecting anyway.
When I stood at the back and looked around comfortably, I somehow focused on the heterogeneous knights. They looked a little older than the others around them and were visibly intimidated.
âThey were not chosen at the last ordination ceremony, so the appointment was postponed, my lady.â
Perhaps because he noticed my gaze, the âfoolish romanticâ family knight from before whispered to me. (Q/N: the knight who accompanied her in chapter 3.)
ââŠâŠâŠ.And then what if itâs delayed?â
âNo one wants to have one that has never been chosen, my lady. Well, it may have been bad luck, but if you keep not getting chosen, thereâs probably a reason. And as time goes by, you get older and you lose your stamina. So after 10 years, you usually give up on being a knight and become a mercenary.
Mercenaries may be better, but it was never a good ending for those who âdreamed of an honour.
Standing at the back corner where | couldnât even see well, there was the man who was beaten earlier. I cannot even see what kind of expression he was making. No matter how good that position is, itâs hard to be chosen.
âWhat happens when you become a mercenary?â
âWell, the wealthy commoners prefer clean knights to mercenaries of unclear origins. Besides, if youâre a poor nobleman? Then the price will go through the roof. If you have a daughter, you can marry and aim for an increase in status. You can trade with other wealthy commoners who have a daughter.â
âIt was a hand me down tradition. No, I have to say itâs a slave. It is a terrible future for nobles who value dignity rather than death.
In the meantime, one by one starting from the Royal Family, they started calling out their names or raising their fingers to point out the knights standing below.
The knights who were pointed at climbed onto the platform and knelt in front of the noble who pointed to him. The nobleman then was handed a sword from an attendant, using it to tap the knightâs shoulders, slightly away from his head.
At first, it seemed like a scene that would be portrayed in famous paintings, so I watched it carefully.
ââŠâŠ The last time I dared to disrespect âmyself with talks of romance.â
âDonât keep the past in mind.â
âThank you for your generosity, my lady. But dare I say it once again. If there is no reason to decline, please take in a knight.â
I stared at the knightâs face. It was an attempt to hear the reason. The knight knelt down quickly and met my gaze.
âThe ladyâs choice may save someone. Even if she dismisses him later because she doesnât like him, the knight was chosen by her so he could easily be picked up again by someone else.â
âSo?â
âThese men have given half their lives to become knights. If their efforts fade away because they didnât receive a single opportunity, wouldnât it be a shame?â.
âYou are begging me for mercy.â,
âYes, please have mercy.â
As my turn approached, the number of knights decreased. The rest of the knightsâ faces were all dark.
Savior. To save someone meant responsibility. It is more so when you save a man who is not a roadside beast.
âIâm going to hire that knight.â
The man I pointed to opened his eyes wide. I was handed a sword by my servant. It was a decorative sword, but it was quite heavy. The man, who came up to the urge, slowly knelt down.
âEven if the path is a continuation of hardship and adversity, Iâm willing to follow âit. No temptation will subdue me.â
The hazel-colored pupil broke open in the light. I slowly patted his head and shoulders with a sword.
I donât think I saved him with this. Even if I hadnât chosen now, he would have been willing to wait for another chance for a few years.
But I owe him a debt of kindness. Even though his messy shoes were dumped as soon as I arrived at the mansion, I was able to return to the mansion without a single scar on my feet. A very trivial, perhaps negligible favor⊠This is to pay off that debt.
âWhat is your name?â
âIâm embarrassed, but I donât have a name.â
âYour brother must have called you.â
The knights wouldnât have called him by his name, but at least his sibling would have called him by his name. When || looked at the crown of his head, he answered calmly.
âI was called âbrotherâ or âelder brother because none of the kids in the alley were older than me.â
How awesome. I donât even know a name that is popular in this country, but I was at a loss as to what to name him. Maybe can make this person have the same name as the main character of this novel.
I was not particularly good at naming. I glared at his soft-looking brown hair for a long time and put my hand on the top of his head.
âThen Anakin, Iâll call you Anakin.â
When he stood up, he turned his back on the sun and it was dyed in shadow. I remembered the passage in the novel that Thad forgotten while watching it.
Eris, who was hated by everyone, had only one dark knight who loved her to the end.
Now that Iâve finished my work, I feel like leaving. There were some aristocrats who gathered and were trying to strengthen their power by promoting friendship, but I just wanted to go home quickly. I donât even know anyway, but itâs better than being caught and making a mistake.
The Royal Family gathered, so for now, I, the princeâs fiancee, could not leave without saying hello, so I went slowly through the crowd.
âItâs a dazzling afternoon. Your Majesty, and Maâam.â
âYouâre gorgeous again today. The purple color of the Imperial Palace looks great on
you.â
âOur faces are full of virtue because the Imperial Palace has sent such beautiful clothes to us⊠Iâm sorry for being late in saying thank you.â
âHow humble⊠I heard that you said you wouldnât want a knight, is there a reason to have changed your mind at the end?â
âEveryoneâs trying to convince me, so do I have to go against the current?â
The Emperor smiled cheerfully at my answer. Standing next to him, the Empress and the Crown Prince both looked like theyâre trembling. I guess Iâm sorry for the two who like Helena. Yes, letâs break our marriage.
I gave the Crown Prince a slight wink. It was a sign that he should say something. But the Crown Prince was hesitating even though he knew what I was asking.
Oh, I knew what would happen next. In fact, the important event in the novel was not the ordination ceremony. Helena was a commoner, so she couldnât have a knight.
Therefore, the ordination ceremony was described as âthe ordination ceremony was heldâ, and was rather treated as important after the ceremony was over. This was because there was a scene where the warrior Jason came to the ceremony and pledged to become Helenaâs knight.
âJason, you can only take a knight pledge once! Why would you do that to me?â