***Simonâs eyes turned red like he was going to cry. Mason questioned back âPardon?â with surprised, and Simon pressed his eyes with his hand and said it angrily.âIf thatâs not it, then what is it?ââWhat?ââYou cried for an ambulance when you just got a scratch on your hand while filming, and now you said you are okay! Donât you remember you fainted because your few strands of hair got cut? You were in the hospital for a month because of your broken finger nail⊠And you said you were okay. What must be it if itâs not a deadly illness?âââŠ.âMason wasnât sure if this man was offending him, or if Haley was actually mentally ill. He just stayed quietly. Simon thought about something how Mason was acting and covered his mouth and cried, âOh, god, god, god.ââHow long do you have? Three months?ââNo, Iâm really ok⊠No, well, I do feel little weak, but itâs not that serioâŠ.ââWait, you donât even have threeâŠ!âSimon screamed, and Mason blocked his mouth. The director screamed with annoyance, âDonât you know weâre filming?!â People were glaring, and Mason bow his head.Mason blocked Simonâs mouth, and he felt something wet and looked at him.âSeriously, Iâm okay. Ah, why are you crying?ââMmmm, mmâŠ!âMason took his hand off right away seeing Simon crying with his mouth blocked.Tony and this guy. They cry so well. He couldnât get used to it because usually he lived with very tough and stiff men that even have brains made out of muscles.âItâs not like I liked you, no, I didnât like you. Still we saw each other for 10 yearsâŠ. Oh my god, you look like my son.âI didnât like you more because you resemble that weak, childish, and stupid guy. Simon confessed out of nowhere and covered his eyes with his hand. People were looking at this place. Mason slightly put him into the corner to cover him crying and tried to stop him from crying.ââŠIâm not gonna die.ââThen you will be alive after three months?ââNo thatâŠâMason stuttered. He shouldâve sure that he is going to be alive after three months, but suddenly he came in thought âNo, Iâm not sure if my eyes are gonna open right tomorrow.ââWell, of course I will be alive right?âMason said it little late, but Simon pressed his eyes again and bit his lips to hold his tears. Mason touched his forehead.âLiz? Liz, wait IâŠâMason was wondering how to calm him down but heard someone calling for Haley. Tony was standing pale holding the script. Mason talked to him brightly.âGood that you are here, Tony. Can you tell him that Iâm not going to die?ââNo, you are gonna die.âTony said it like he was going to burst out tears and replied coincidentally, and Simon leaned his head on the wall taking a deep breath saying âof courseâŠ.â Mason looked at Tony confused.âTony?ââSimon, I have something to say to our actorâŠâTony pulled Mason and said it with a sad tone, and Simon shook his hand like he understood and bit his lips like he was holding his tears. Tonyâs head was facing the ground and took Mason to the corner of the filming set.âTony. What death? Why did you say that? He was already misunderstanding⊠Heâs crying, that man.âMason said it like he was complaining, but when Tony put his head up Mason stopped. Tonyâs wrinkled eyes were filled with tears and tip of his nose was red.ââŠ.What?âMason asked with hesitation, and Tony suddenly hand him the script that he was holding.âWhat is this?ââLook. âThat , Dan is your role.âMason looked at sobbing Tony and looked at the script uncomfortably. The name Dan didnât come out for a while, so Tony had to turn the page for him to see the scene.# 42. Behind the building (N)There was a gun sound, and Dan ran in the rain with bare feet.Dan (shiver with coldness and shout) Amy! Amy! (finds Amyâs shoe on the ground. Dan is painful) AmyâŠ! (picks up the shoe and looks up)(Gun sound)(Dan looks up with tears all over his face and looks at Alfred)Alfred (smiles dirty) My, Iâm sorry about this. This time I was faster.Dan (looks at Alfred with surprise and looks down his smoking chest. Covers the spot and it starts to bleed. Coughs out blood.) Where is AmyâŠ? (Collapse forward)ââŠItâs a dying scene.âMason indifferently looked at the script and said it. This is what he was talking about minute ago about dying. Tony felt sadder because of what Mason said. He bit his lips and held his tears.âMmm⊠I think the writers decided to cut you off.âTony was shivering like the world was ending and said last month present Chanel bag payment didnât even start yet how can they do this to us. Mason sparked his eyes saying âReally?ââThis is the only work these days⊠How are we gonna live without even thisâŠââI can just quit being an actor and do something else.âLike working in a company or opening a shop. Like normal jobs. Mason smiled lightly. He was actually thinking of quitting and just in time the job drops. Continuing from where he came back alive, it was a perfect timing like god is helping him.âWorking in a company? Opening a shop like a normal job?âTony said, âLike you will able to do itâ with the tone of amnesia is such a scary illness and sighed. He was a precious body who never even bought a single water bottle with his own hand. Working in a company? Opening a shop? It suited more if he said heâll film AV. (Adult Video aka porn)ââŠ.âTony sighed quietly looking at Haley just smiling like he doesnât have anything in his head. If he had his memory, when he gets this script he will, âthey are gonna kill Dan? And what is this? Running in bare feet? What if I get hurt? Iâm not doing it! Not doing it! Not doing it! Fuck Cougar bastard, Iâm gonna kill him!â Itâs good that he is not jumping in anger and just smiling calmly, but he felt bitter thinking he was stupid but got stupider.âBut if Iâm gonna die like this, canât I just say I have amnesia and quit?ââNo. Never. Whoâs gonna believe that? Itâs not like there was something wrong with the MRI image.âNobody even believes that he had a heart attack. It was not like he committed a crime, but he wasnât brave enough to say that in front of the reporters. He freaked out imagining the situation where he announce Haley has an amnesia. His image was already on the ground. Few days ago he flirted with Raynoah and got dragged out and went to the ER right after and surprised people but now amnesia. Canât add images of liar or mentally ill on top of slut and druggie.Mason scratched his cheek looking at Tony trembling thinking about something.âBut itâs true. I canât hide it forever. You said I filmed this for 10 years. I probably have many people close⊠Wonât they know right away?âWonât they know within a few word? Mason asked, âIsnât it weirder if I get find out later?â Tony sighed like his head hurts.âYou donât have close people.âTony said it with the tone of âyou actually have amnesiaâ and sobbed.âYou usually donât remember people and ignore them well. Those people⊠think you are just being fickle whenever you talk. Donât mind them.âââŠâŠâThey wonât even notice that I lost memory. I was think if that really made sense, but Tony didnât seemed like he cared about that. He looked more worried about something else and looked at the script.âWhat?ââNoâŠnothing.âHe shook his head like something wasnât clear. Mason was about to ask what happened, but assistant director annoyingly shouted, âHaley, are you done getting ready? I told you we are gonna film the next scene right away.ââGet ready. âKelly! Can you fix his hair?ââSince you are gonna get wet, hair is fine, but you need to change your clothes.âA woman who looked like a staff looked at Mason. Mason panicked and said, âNo, I didnât even memorize the lines yetâŠ.â But Tony and Kelly stripped him and gave him new clothes and took away his shoes. It was so fast.âWe are ready!âKelly shouted to the director. Mason shout back, âNo, no, not yet!â but Tony carried him straight up and took him in front of the camera.âSorry, Liz.âTony whispered. What are you talking about, what are you doing, why are you sorry, when he was about to say these, he was already in front of the camera.He looked around, but unlike few minutes ago, the area was very quiet, and everyone had their eyes on him. They are like we will criticize you for whatever you do.Gray hair old director was sitting on the chair just staring indifferently.He moved his finger and soon cold icy water started to fall on my head. One staff came and closed the slate to announce the scene was starting and walked away.Mason fidgeted his body feeling the cold water on his head and frowned. The director opened his mouth.âReady, action!âCold cue sign was sent. The red light meant the film started and the black lens was pointing at him like a gun prepared to shoot him.\n