She looks like she is in a very good mood, thought Yu Gyeoul.
ââŠâ
It happened about half a day ago â Yu Yeorum crawled out of the water with a crushed body.
Lifting her up, Yu Jitae walked into the tent and closed the door, before telling her, âPlay by yourself for a bitâ. Before long, an aura that Gyeoul found unpleasant â the aura of the red race â started to flow out of the tent.
This was odd, because Yeorumâs aura had never been this big. So what kind of aura was thisâŠ?
In any case, playing by herself was something she was good at. Sitting near the soothing waters, she closed her eyes while humming a song. Looking back, the memories of the very distant past vividly filled her mind. The rustling voices around her the moment she broke out of her egg; the hands that tossed her around like a product; and the first thing she saw when she opened her eyes⊠those eyesâŠ
Emotions of that time vibrantly resurfaced along with the memories. Constantly ruminating on those memories allowed Gyeoul to fully enjoy herself to her heartâs content.
Sometimes, she wanted to forever remain in that world of illusion.
A lot of time went by. The tent reopened and Yeorum walked out looking like a severe patient with countless unclosed wounds all across her body.
Why was she so injured this time?
Since last time she said she bumped into something, she must have crashed into something this time.
Yeorum walked to a corner of a large piece of rock and started to meditate.
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That night, after her meditation, she became extremely loud.
âDude, Iâm super strong now.â
âAbout to smack Yu Jitae very soon.â
âWhat? Smack Yu Jitae? Oh my! Yu Yeorum, even the sky is not her limitâŠâ
Gyeoul gave a frown. It definitely was a crash. She must have crashed into something head-first.
âYu Gyeoul. What should I do?â
âTell me, huh? What should your unni do?â
âI donât think I can lose anymore so what should I do! Hahahahaha!â
Gyeoul ran away but Yeorum followed.
Persistently she followed her and grabbed her in the end, to simply explain how much stronger she had become. Unable to deal with it any longer, Gyeoul blocked her ears but her thunderous voice roared through her palms.
âStop the nonsense. Youâll be going deeper tomorrow so prepare yourself beforehand. Thereâs not much time.â
âYes sirr â„â
Yeorum finally became quiet.
After that, Yu Jitae and Yu Yeorum shared a lot of conversations till night. It went like this.
âWe have to go together.â
âIâm fine though? I can do it by myself!â
âItâs dangerous. Yeorum. This time, Iâm serious.â
âIâve always been serious though.â
âArenât you afraid? You should have felt yourself what lies deeper down.â
âYes, but if I go by myself, are you going to let me die?â
âNo.â
âThen I wonât die. Iâll be back in one piece.â
Sheâs so full of confidence as alwaysâŠ
Gyeoul always found that to be bizarre. Yeorum was never in a good shape whenever she returned from the dive. She was severely injured every time. Gyeoul could remember the pain Yeorum went through â how she vomited blood after constant short breaths; her pale expression as if in fear and how she crawled while pulling her legs with her arms.
And yet Yeorum would smile after a little as if nothing was wrong.
Gyeoul found that astounding.
How could she be full of confidence after going through all that?
How was it that she could still smile?
Wasnât she scared?
âŠMaybe itâs because she injured her brain?
If it was me, I would be scared for a month at leastâŠ
That seemed to be the end of that day.
But in the middle of the night, Gyeoul opened her eyes after hearing a strange sound. A strange gulping sound was heard from outside the tent, along with a teary noise.
Lifting her body, she found that the door of the tent was half-open. With her eyes in the shape of (o.O), Gyeoul looked outside and found Yeorum facing the ocean.
She was crying.
âŠEh?
âŠWhy is she crying?
â??â
Curious, Gyeoul was about to walk outside but someone pulled her body in. Caught in someoneâs embrace, Gyeoul turned her head and saw Yu Jitae who shook his head facing the child as if telling her to not go outside. She didnât know why he was stopping her but she obediently gave a nod.
She felt strange.
That night, she had trouble falling back asleep.
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The next morning.
Yeorum was surprisingly back to normal during breakfast. She still had wounds and her stamina had yet to fully recover. Because of that, she took a rest at the corner of the tent while Yu Jitae and Gyeoul were playing outside.
It was by night that she finally started to prepare for the dive.
âFishy Yeorum ready for the dive! Skipping the exercise before dive!â
âAbout to become a blue dragon at this rate!â
âShat! Thatâs a bit iffy!â
âYeorum is a fishy!â
âAnyways, off she goes!â
With a loud announcement, she entered her third dive.
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And a few hours later at dusk.
The dimensions cracked open as a red hatchling revealed itself.
The might of a baby dragon, reaching 8 metres in height fluttering its wings, shook the whole atmosphere of this wide dimension. In a normal ocean, schools of fish would have suffocated to death from that pressure; the aura that alerted the world of its arrival and presence.
However, the red hatchling couldnât fly for long.
It staggered in all directions, unbelievably feeble for its large size. Like a fly that had breathed in pesticide, it wobbled before dropping to the ground but even after that, it fluttered its wings and wriggled, seemingly in pain.
Startled, Gyeoul turned towards Yu Jitae.
âCan you stay inside the tent for a bit?â
***
The sea was tranquil, just like its name.
Yeorum was silent and so was Yu Jitae.
She sat facing the ocean with her face away from him.
For a long time, they remained silent as Yeorum gazed down at the water with her head lowered. Everything was so silent to the point that the small sound of her lips parting reached the ocean as well as his ears.
As if she found herself pathetic, Yeorum said.
âI failed.â
Yu Jitae didnât return any words. Gyeoul and him were the only ones that saw what happened just then because he made sure that no-one else could see her.
ââŠWell, were you surprised? Since I suddenly popped out?â
âI wasnât really, no.â
âReally? I guess thatâs just how you are. Itâs the first time I showed you my dragon form. How was I, pretty?â
âNo.â
âCanât you just say I was pretty even if itâs just empty words?â
âNo.â
ââŠâ
She picked up a pebble and threw it in the water.
Pongâ
A ripple travelled across the silent ocean.
âWhy did you come out.â
âWhat do you mean why. Itâs nothing crazy. I just found it hard on the way down. Tried to endure it but it wasnât easy.â
âHow far did you go down.â
âJust deep enough. Ah, of course it was more than 500 metres.â
âLetâs go down again after healing your wounds.â
âItâs fine.â
âWhat?â
âIâm gonna stop now.â
Yu JItae gave a frown.
Yeorum picked a different pebble and began throwing it up and down. She looked extremely fidgety.
âYeorum.â
âAh, câmon to be honest, this should be more than enough already.â
âYou canât give up here.â
âWhy? I at least went down 500 metres didnât I? And Iâve built a lot more mana. Itâs 1.8 times more than what I started with so thatâs enough.â
âIt is not enough. Far from it. I didnât prepare this training to only build such an insignificant amount in your body.â
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The rock that had been jumping up and down her hands came to a stop.
âWhat did you prepare?â
âWhat?â
âPutting that stupid invisible flag underwater?â
âNo. It hasnât yetâŠâ
âLike I said, I just donât want to do it okay?â
Her voice became a little louder. He couldnât see her face so he couldnât see the expression that was on her face.
âThis much is enough isnât it? Isnât the training for me to get stronger? Iâve become strong enough already.â
âYeorum.â
âWhy, I tried as hard as I could, you know? Same for 200 metres but for 500 metres, I put in more effort than I had ever done in my life.â
ââŠâ
âIâve done enough. This is fine already. How much harder can I do from here? Isnât it fine to stop what I donât want to do after this much?â
âYeorum. Calm down first.â
âI am calm. Iâm just stating the facts.â
âYu Yeorum.â
Yu Jitaeâs voice serenely echoed across. As if startled, her voice came to a stop, but before long, her hands started fidgeting again as the pebble bounced up and down.
âBut, Iâm serious. Iâve done enough. I think, it really is time for me to take a restâŠâ
ââŠâ
âAt least, I didnât cause trouble. I swam up to the 200 metre mark and teleported from there.â
She stood up from the ground.
âIâm going now. You two can play for a bit more. There wonât be any problems. That thing underneath⊠that shit probably doesnât even know I was here in its slightest dreams.â
He opened his mouth with a sigh.
âYes. Youâve done well. I know you were trying very hard until now. But you see Yeorum, you have to go again.â
âI donât want to.â
âYou must go.â
âI donât want to.â
âYou canât say no just because you donât want to. You have to do it.â
âI donât want to. No. Iâm saying I donât want to do it. And Iâm going to stop.â
âWho says.â
âI say it. Why? Am I not even allowed to decide that myself?â
Her voice became increasingly louder.
âIâm saying I donât want to do it! Can I not even say that?! Canât I find it painful to get hurt? Can I not hate how it feels to bleed? Can I not find it frustrating to not hear anything; get irritated to not see a single thing? Can I not say that? Me!?â
âYu Yeorum.â
âStop. Iâm going!â
âYou canât. If you donât do this now, youâll never be able to. You need to know that there is inertia to failures as well. Didnât I tell you? That you must do it in one go?â
âNo? I just donât want to.â
âYou can do it. Youâve been doing it well so why wouldnât you do something that you can,â
âDo you think I really donât want to do it? I canâtâ!!â
It was an anguished shout sounding like her throat was ripped apart.
âI canât do it! I just canât do it anymoreâŠ!â
As the silence came once again after her shout, her breaths turned audibly louder as her words began to tremble. A voice filled with tears soon crawled all the way up from beneath her throat. Uhk, uhk⊠but it stayed within her throat, unable to cross the syrinx.
âW, why are you doing this to me? You should know⊠D, donât you know what I want to say alreadyâŠ? You said youâve done it⊠you said you know how painful it isâŠâ
ââŠâ
âD, do you have to hear me say it in such a pathetic way? W, will that make you feel betterâŠ?â
Saying that, she lifted her hands and started wiping her eyes. Tears that had already flowed out were about to drop from her chin.
Yeorum started crying just like last night.
There was only one reason why she would cry.
âIâm, scaredâŠâ
Yeorum crouched on the spot. She seemed to have reached the limit in holding her tears in and she audibly sobbed.
âItâs too scary⊠I canât do it anymoreâŠâ
Her sorrow turned into drops that endlessly flowed down as heavy marbles.
âMy skin gets ripped the whole time; itâs painfulâŠ
âThe feeling of my bones breaking and disjointing gives me goosebumpsâŠ
âI feel painfully powerless from all the bleeding⊠it feels like Iâm about to dieâŠ
âAnd so what if I go downâŠ? Itâs dark. I canât see anything a, and, everything becomes narrow. I feel like Iâm locked in a small room⊠it suffocates my chest⊠Itâs scaryâŠ
âW, when I go down it becomes quiet⊠I canât hear anything; I canât tell the direction⊠I feel like a fool⊠itâs scaryâŠ
âDeeper down even the time feels off⊠my senses feel weird. I donât even know if Iâm right or wrong⊠I thought I was dying there for a month⊠it was too scaryâŠ
âAnd those weird things attack me. They like, bite me, scratch and stab⊠why do I have to be attacked like thatâŠ?
âMy heart feels suppressed, and plus my chest contracts like crazy. I try to endure it but it happens again in 10 minutes⊠I want to breathe⊠Why do I have to hold my breath like an idiotâŠ?
âWhy do I have to be the only one sufferingâŠ?â
The emotions that she had pressed deep inside her â those suppressed emotions came flooding out.
âWhat did I ever do wrongâŠ?â
Over countless times, Yeorum had wanted to ask that very question but she held it in, because that might again make her look childish. However, she couldnât hold it in anymore.
âWasnât I trying hardâŠ?
âI tried my bestâŠ
âI really, really did my bestâŠâ
She couldnât control the surge of emotions, and thus the child sorrowfully sobbed.