After that, we saw packs of Fang Rats pass through the ends of the passages twice; in a woodland area, we saw a troop of Goma walk past while making a racket for some reason. After the skinny Red Dog, we advanced through the dungeon without a single other fight.
Thus precisely following the directions of the Magic Compass, we arrived at a stairway. Similar to the one where I first entered this dungeon, it was a spiralled descent. And as I thought maybe, there indeed was a Fairy Square upon reaching the bottom.
âLetâs stop here for today. We should get a little sleepâ
âMm⊠ok, letâsâ
Me and Futaba-san, we were both tired. Even if I didnât make the proposal to rest, Iâm certain weâd both be out like logs.
Iâll just stop thinking too much for now. Controlling our exhaustion, Futaba-san and I ate a poor meal of Fairy Walnuts with cold water, and descended towards a siesta.
Sleeping with a girl under the same roof⊠would be a rom-com like scenario that I truly couldnât care less for, and I lied down freely spreading my arms and legs over the soft grass. Futaba-san too, right now she wouldnât be stupidly conscious of the opposite sex, and should be weary, yes, mentally weary, and going to sleep at an appropriate distance away.
âUu.. ku, uuuâŠâ
As I turn my face to peek, what appears is a side-turned large, round back trembling. Sheâs doing her best to supress it, but the crying is obvious.
For what cause, is she shedding tears this time? I had no desire to think about it, and per consequent, none to console her either. I want to cry too.
The surprising difficulty of killing Monsters. Futaba-san who canât attack. Packs of them where itâs instant death at encounter. Every one of these is more than enough to chip away at my spirit. None of them were at the level of stress a short, otakugeek highschooler could hope to endure.
âItâs ok, Iâm, still, okayâŠâ
Murmuring as if it was a prayer, I tightly shut my eyes.
âI still, donât wanna die⊠like hell Iâll die hereâŠâ\nSurvival instinct. Thatâs what moves me, the only, yet absolute think that drives me. Iâll definitely get out of this place alive. And Iâll absolutely make it back to my previous world.
ââŠNn-â
Sometime during my endless contemplations, I had fallen asleep. I donât know for how long, and I donât feel like checking.
Feeling the languish of awakening, rubbing at my eyes, I raise my body.
âFutaba-sanâs⊠still sleepingâ
They say that sleep brings up a child well, the thought buzzes through my mind. But having the body grow while the heart stays immature makes that completely useless. If you could become courageous just by dozing off, Iâd be a Hero already. At the least, a level 58 one.[1]
âNo, thatâs wrong⊠itâs not, her faultâŠâ
Seeing Futaba-sanâs utter uselessness, unable to kill even a starving, and on top of that, restrained pup, my inner feeling for her becoming the same as those 3 who abandoned her, is something I canât deny. Iâve been hitting my limits too, I just canât let her off. Iâm not that big of a man to laugh away these things as nothing, I know that for a fact. Just as I expected things from the strength of a Knight granted to Futaba-san, I was all the more disappointed and full of complaints at her failures like this.
Still, I wonât resent her. I wonât get angry, or blame her. Ever. I donât give a shit about my feelings. If feelings arenât working, try logic.
So think, think Momokawa Kotarou. Before finally speaking out that disgruntled resentment, think up a plan.
ââŠAh right, first on the list of problems are those Novice Skillsâ
The biggest flaw isnât with the individual that is Futaba Meiko, but with the shitty system of this anything-goes magic-filled other world that produced the thing called a âVocationâ which is a disappointment that keeps on giving.
I already have an endless list of complaints from being a Shaman with nil Attack Skills, but letâs leave that aside for now. Whatâs important are the 3 Novice Skills that Futaba-san currently possesses: âForesightâ, âRepelâ, and âBlessed Bodyâ.
That she has no Attack Skills i.e. Martial Artsâ is not the issue.\nThe issue would be her lack of Skills that focus the mind in battle, Psyche Skills.
Up âtil this very morning, well we may have changed by now, but anyway, we were just normal highschoolers. Just because we received magical powers, thereâs no way we can suddenly go fight fearsome Monsters.
Nevertheless, be it the Higuchi party I encountered, or the Class Rep team that abandoned Futaba-san, they were more or less able to fight off those Monsters.
As for why these students could conveniently go to battle. The secret lies in powers that affect their psyche.
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If I recall, there was a name and description like that. Right, this was indeed one of Satou Ayaâs Novice Skills in archery.
She had neither the composed disposition of the Class Rep nor the bravado of Natsukawa-san. She was a model of completely average highschool girl, and though I hadnât spoken to her even once, her demeanor in class leads me to that judgement.
Even someone like her was standing shoulder to shoulder with the other two, fighting with gusto.
\nTo my regrets, this world is neither a game, nor follows does it follow the rules of any game system.
At the very least, if you fight honestly and gather experience, you can get new powers, is something established from what Iâve heard from Futaba-san. Thatâs likely because, as per the info from the text messages, our Vocations are granted by gods related to battle.
Thatâs why I acted under the assumption that even if we beat that weakened Red Dog, itâd turn into experience points⊠but really, Iâm not all too sure exactly what level of fighting is considered enough to levelup the Vocation.
It could even be that learning conditions are completely dependant on the whims of the God⊠if thatâs the case, then the one who granted Futaba-san her Vocation, the God of Knights, it was apparently a womanâs voice so maybe Goddess, anyway, this God of Female Knights may not recognize her beating monsters with underhanded methods.
Whatâll I do if she wants something like my super lucky Armor Bear slaying to grant a levelup⊠itâs at impossible difficulty already, fuck.
âSigh, letâs just make some medsâ
I decide to avoid all this dead end thinking, and immerse myself in work as if running away from reality.
That reminds me, I havenât closely looked at the details of this Fairy Square, maybe I can make a new discovery like that Power Seed from before.
With light expectations, I do an âeasy does itâ like those old folks and stand up.
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[1]There could be a reference here, but I wouldnât know. if someone does, please say. Iâll change this tlNote then.
[2]Japanese Archery⊠itâs like yoga but with sharp objects!