Shingen couldnât help but look away from Julienneâs straight gaze. Should he tell her the truth? Although itâs somewhat too cruel, itâs painful to report the death of a loved one to a young girl. But itâs not something that can be kept hidden. Because both sides needed to know.
ďźââââââmoreoverăitâll be best to tell her as early as possibleâŚâŚďź
Shingen then boldly stared back at Julienne. She needed to understand this clearly.
ăâŚâŚIâm sorryâŚâŚI am not Maruto. Heâs already deadâŚâŚ Heâs no longer here with us.ă(Shingen)
A stream of tears ran through Shingenâs cheek. And with that words, Julienne finally came to realize that it was the truth.
Itâs okay even if itâs a lie. Itâs fine even if I was mistaken as long as I can touch Marutoâs skin again. Julienne thought to herself. She placed her palms on Shingenâs cheeks.
ăâŚâŚWhyâŚâŚwhyâŚâŚwhy did you leave meâŚâŚyou promised, didnât you? âNo one will persecute you anymore so no need to be afraid. Iâll treat you as a humanâădidnât you say soâŚâŚthen whyâŚâŚyou turned back on your own wordsâŚâŚă(Julienne)
Julienne collapsed right after. Shingen heard how she had muffled her words with his chest. He didnât understand what had actually happened to her. But he knew enough that she truly yearned for Maruto. Though there was really nothing he could do to fix this, Shingen decided to pet her head softly. The petite girl trembled a little.
Riruâs eyes darkened. The girl might also still feel burdened by Marutoâs death. Ortashia also tightened her fists, biting her lips as the urge for revenge resurged.
=====
ăMy apology. Because you really resemble himâŚâŚIâve made everyone upsetă (Julienne)
Julienne bowed deeply that her face was pressing on the table towards Shingen, apologizing. Shingen promptly waved his hand.
ăNo, no, itâs alright.ă (Shingen)
Rather, being tackle-hugged by a girl might be considered as a rewardâââââââbut that aside, Ortashia is sitting at the center of the rectangular table, with Shingen on the right side and Riru on the left.
Julienne still sank her head in front of Ortashia. Mina was still at the back, cooking in the kitchen she rented from the inn we had stayed at the first time we arrived on the town of York. Sheâs been in charge of their meals from the beginning.
The reason was a bit goofy. Riru was too gruff to even cook and Shingen himself couldnât cook well, so itâs only natural that Mina took the role. The appearance of Mina magnificently standing on the kitchen was a mirror to that of a young wife.
After a while, Julienne, still with a shadowy expression, finally said something.
ăâŚâŚActuallyâŚâŚIâve already known from the beginningâŚâŚă(Julienne)
ăEh?ă(Shingen)
ăWhat do you mean?ă(Ortashia)
Ortashia raised an eyebrow.
ăâŚâŚThe last day I met with MaruruâââââI kind of knew that heâs going to die.ă(Julienne)
Julienne had a certain talent since her birth; that she could see parts of the future.
Itâs like horoscope, fortune telling and other similar things.
However, this led her to be persecuted as a child of a demon.
Thatâs why she only mentioned about her ability to the person she trusted the most. Such as how she foresaw Marutoâs death. It wasnât really accurate since it was quite vague.
Ortashiaâs face turned grim.
Due to that frowning face that screams âWhy didnât you stop him if you knew beforehand!?â Julienne started to explain.
ăThatâŚâŚwhen he showed such a brave smile back then, I felt that I need to stop himâŚâŚ But I couldnât say it. I simply couldnât say it. If I do that, Iâll affect fate in a wrong way. I just had that feeling. So I hesitatedâŚâŚat that time, at that momentâŚâŚIf only I stopped himâŚâŚthose thingsâŚâŚă(Julienne)
Julienne had tearful eyes and a brooding expression on her face. Ortashia, in turn, came to understand why she didnât stop Maruto despite knowing what will happen in advance.
ăWhat you mean is, by stopping him, I would die instead of him?ă(Ortashia)
ăI do not know for sure but that wouldâve been the case. It came up so suddenly. But it never tells anything accurately. Always vague.ă(Julienne)
ăThat day: what did you see?ă(Ortashia)
Julienne seemed to be hesitating.
ăNow we wonât blame you. You are not an incompetent officer that deserves that.ă(Ortashia)
Julienne nodded a little. Her mouth opened a little.
ăâŚâŚI saw a white wolf walking on a road dyed with red and blackâŚâŚă(Julienne)
Ortashia closed her eye, leaning to the backrest as she exhaled.
ăI seeâŚâŚ That means at any rate, his fate has been set. He mightâve also foreseen it himselfâŚâŚ Otherwise, he wonât do something foolish like going to the frontlineâŚâŚthat foolâŚâŚă(Ortashia)
That last part was said in a very low voice that even Shingen and Riru didnât hear it.
The atmosphere became heavy all of a sudden, everyone fell silent. Despite the delicious dishes that Mina had prepared in front of us, no one had the appetite to eat. Wanting to undo the heavy air, Shingen thought to switch the topic. His glance fell to the glamorous dishes before him.
ďźââââââthatâs rightăMina had prepared all of this with great effortăIt will be a waste if no one ate it but with this kind of atmosphereăthere is no way I can eat with easeďź
Shingen clasped both of his hands together. The bread on the table somehow made a sound, making everyoneâs attention to turn on it.
ăWell, can such a heavy story wait until the meal is over? These are the dishes Mina cookedăWe have to eat it while itâs still warm.ă(Shingen)
The innkeeper at the counter nodded in agreement and Mina who was standing at the side seemed happy.
ăAra-araăthank you for your concern Shingen-kun.ă(Mina)
ăSure.ă(Shingen)
Whilst saying that, Shingen winked at Mina. Ortashia proceeded to take a spoon and took a scoop of the potato soup.
ăIndeed. HeâŚâŚnoăletâs refrain from thinking about that now or at least during mealtime. Otherwise, this wound will only get hurt.ă(Ortashia)
Ortashia gently tap on the eyepatch on her right eye.
Riru reached out for the grilled turkey in front of her while staring at Julienne.
ăAh, thatâs right. Julienne-sama, why donât you introduce yourself to Shingen when you feel better? Itâs the first time you two have met.ă(Riru)
ăOhăthatâs right.ă(Julienne)
Julienne turned towards Shingen and introduced herself after clearing her throat.
ăâââââItâs Julienne AlvershiaăI was the knight adjutant of sir Maruto. Iâm in charge of the eastern branch of the White Wolf Knights. In the future, pleased to make your acquaintance.ă(Julienne)
ăYeah, itâs my pleasure. My name is Shingen. Born in the far eastern land Jiparg. Was a lumberjack. And nowââââă(Shingen)
Ortashia interrupted right there while pinching Shingenâs cheek.
ăis MY pet!ă(Ortashia)
Shingen was wide-eyed.
Ortashia had said that with such a happy tone.
ăHe was abandoned in the middle of forest.I took pity on him so I decide to take care of him.ă(Ortashia)
ăEh?ăHah?ăWho did you take for a stray dog?ăWho?!ă (Shingen)
Laughters erupted.
Julienne leaned on the table and took a good look at Shingen.
ăUď˝mu. But for real, doesnât he look similar to him?ă
ăI also didnât notice it at first but the resemblance is striking.ă
ăI also agree.ă
ăIndeedăBack then, I really didnât notice tooăThis is indeed a curious case.ă
ăWellăthere is a saying that there are at least three people with a similar face in this world.ă
Shingen let out an unamused voice.
ăHeeeď˝for real?ă(Shingen)
ăUmuăPeople with those kind of faces usually work as a body double for kings or other important people.ă
A body double; someone who would take the blow when others attempted to take the life of that particular person.
For princes and kings, there will always be struggles backstage that canât be shown to the other aristocrats and assassination attempts are something common for them. This is where a body double will come in handy.
Riru was surprisingly voracious eater.
Because sheâs slim, Shingen had thought that she doesnât eat much but right now she was stuffing her mouth full of food.
ăNomăHere hereăShingen!ăHonât hust hawk here. Hotherhwise ham honna hit haverythingă (Donât just gawk there. Otherwise Iâm gonna eat everything) (Riru)
While saying that, she munched and cut on the meat vigorously. It was like looking at a mercenary eating on the tavern.
ăShingen?ăHor hou hoing hu hit hat?ăHwhy hor hyu hust herrin hat eet?ă(Are you going to eat that? Why are you just staring at it?) (Riru)
ăâŚâŚeh?ăwhatâŚâŚ?ă(Shingen)
ďźâââââwhy do you keep calling my name againâŚâŚďź
He didnât understand what Riru was trying to say.
Shingen wryly smiled.
Compared to that, Ortashia was eating the dishes elegantly like a true royal family member.
Maintaining the straight body posture, she cut out the beef with fork and knife dexterously into small portions before taking one portion into her mouth elegantly. It was somewhat amazing.
Ortashia, noticing that gaze on her, turned and looked back at him.