Having somehow survived today, I was now at a variety shop that sells household goods with Nanami-san on the way home.
To be precise, I had managed to escape from the swarming boys⦠but⦠I felt a little gloomy about going to school tomorrow.
No, with Nanami-san by my side, I should be able to brush away any gloominess. Just thinking about the warmth of our connected hands, thereās no way I could feel gloomy.
The purpose of coming to the store, of course, was to buy a large lunchbox for myself⦠While selecting the lunchbox, we were discussing it back and forth, and it felt like⦠how should I put it⦠we were just naturally doing it, like a newlywed couple. I indulged in such fantasies.
Right after I thought thatā¦
āYou know, we look like a newlywed couple. Itās dangerous, isnāt it?ā
Nanami-san said that, and I thought I was going to die. The combination of blushing cheeks and a shy face was incredibly powerful. Thank you very much.
āI⦠I was thinking the same thing.ā
I weakly retaliated with a trembling voice, and Nanami-san blushed even more and tapped my back. What a pleasant pain⦠No, not in a sadomasochistic way, but it really made me feel somehow happyā¦
In the midst of all that, while I was aware that we were being lovey-dovey, we finally finished selecting the lunchboxā¦
āThis one is perfect. Alright, Iāll go buy it.ā
Nanami-san headed towards the cash register, and I panicked and stopped her.
I wanted to buy my own lunchbox, and if possible, I even wanted to cover the cost of the ingredients for todayās lunch.
But I was refused the money for the ingredients⦠She insisted that it was something she did willingly.
If thatās the case, then at least I should buy my own lunchbox, I told her, and handed her the lunchbox I had bought.
Well, itās only natural, though. Sheās making it for me, and yet I let her buy the lunchbox. What kind of boyfriend am I?
Certainly, even I understand that itās not right.
But when Nanami-san received the lunchbox from me, her face brightened up.
āIt feels like I received a present.ā
Upon receiving the lunchbox, she held it dear, and I thought that a handsome guy would be able to come up with a clever response in a situation like this⦠Unfortunately, that was beyond my capabilities.
The best I could say was a meek āThank you for tomorrow as well,ā while bowing my head.
She responded to my words with a smile, without any unpleasant expression, saying, āIām counting on you.ā
Then, she asked me what I would like for tomorrowās lunch.
I thought anything Nanami-san made would be fine, but I had heard somewhere that saying āanything is fineā is the most troublesome response, so I requested a dish that came to mind.
āUm⦠maybe a hamburger?ā
āI see, a hamburger, got it. Oh, can you eat bell peppers?ā
āI can eat them⦠I can eat anything except for strong-smelling herbs like cilantro.ā
āIām not a fan of cilantro either. But, in that case, I wanted you to say that you can eat anything when it comes to my cooking. Or something like that?ā
ā¦I see, so I should answer like that in these situations. Itās a learning experience.
Despite knowing that itās too late, I tried repeating those words, but she ended up laughing out loud. Well, Iāll take it as a good response.
After that, we walked home together while chatting. Of course, our hands were still held together.
And then, we parted at the station where we had arranged to meet in the morning.
As we said goodbye, she told me that she would contact me again at night, so I nodded and agreed. Itās frustrating that I canāt come up with clever lines, but thereās nothing I can do about it.
Because I become aware of it in unexpected moments.
Because itās a punishment game, sheās dating me.
āWell⦠thatās the summary of what happened today.ā
āHey, youāre giving off a negative monologue, but isnāt it already unrelated to the punishment game in her mind? Sheās definitely head over heels for you now.ā
After coming home and starting up a mobile game, I consulted with Baron-san and he immediately responded as if to say that my dilemma was pointless. I denied his words, thinking he was being foolish.
āI thought it would be impossible within this week⦠Holding hands and clearing the hurdle of going to school together, receiving a homemade lunchbox, and even feeding each other āaahā? Didnāt she confess to you just yesterday? Thatās not something that normally happens.ā
You thought it would be impossible within this weekā¦
Well⦠letās not dwell on that. Iām the one seeking advice, so letās just assume that he set high goals for me.
āIs that so? Well, even though itās called a punishment game, sheās dating me to get used to being with guys, right? So maybe sheās just simulating being in a relationship with me?ā
āNo, when it comes to confessing as part of a punishment game and then starting a relationship, itās more like a professional arrangement⦠I actually expected her to say something like, āIām dating you, so donāt get carried away and donāt talk to me at school.'ā ( TL notes: yeah most of the times.)
āSheās not that kind of person.ā
Even though Iām the one seeking advice, I couldnāt help but feel a bit irritated by Baron-sanās choice of words and countered him.
Since itās just text, my discomfort might not come across, but even though itās just imagination, I feel slightly uncomfortable when sheās spoken of in a negative way.
Well, thatās probably the nuance that doesnāt come across in text. I know that Baron-san doesnāt mean any harm.
āAnyway, letās consider the following possibilities regarding her current state.ā
With that, Baron-san starts discussing her situation.
āPossible scenario 1: She finds pleasure in playing with men, like a seductive type⦠Is it called a femme fatale?ā. ( TL notes: femme fatale ā an attractive or seductive woman who causes distress to the man involved with her.
āI donāt think so. Sheās not used to being with men⦠Her friend mentioned that when they decided on the punishment game.ā
Thatās why I, who was considered to be herbivorous or even fasting, was chosen. And if she were that kind of person, she would have actively dated numerous handsome guys who confessed to her in the past without hesitation.
I can confidently assert that there is a one-in-a-million chance for possibility 1.
āPossible scenario 2: Since she knows that sheāll break up with you in a month anyway, she doesnāt mind being disliked and is using you to create her ideal girlfriend image and testing it out.ā
I see⦠so that was acting out her ideal girlfriend image for Nanami-san⦠Even though sheās not used to dealing with guys, she came on quite strongly, so I found it strange. But if she was forcing herself to act, then it makes sense.
ā¦If that was really acting, women are terrifying. Iāve thought about it before, but she could definitely make a living as an actress.
Sheās beautiful, cute, has a great figure, and a good personality⦠sheās just adorable.
āPossible scenario 3: On the day she confessed, she fell head over heels for you because you helped her. Sheās already smitten with you.ā
āThatās the least likely, I think. I mean, all I did was shield her from getting wet with water. To be smitten with someone because of something like that⦠Is it even possible?ā
Well, setting aside the outdated expression⦠Itās something anyone could have done, not just me. Can someone really fall in love with someone that easily over something like that?
Well, itās not really my place to say, considering Iāve been completely manipulated by her all day⦠But still, as a motivation for her to like me⦠it feels unbelievable.
āPossible scenario 4: You actually reincarnated from another world as a cheat character with the ability to make women fall head over heels when they confess to you.ā ( TL notes: all isekaiās I watched till now flashed in my mind)
āIsnāt that too specific of an ability?ā
If making women fall head over heels when they confess is the ability, itās pointless since they would already be head over heels when they confess⦠Baron-san, youāve come up with a strange twist.
āWell, personally, I think possibility 3 is the most likely.ā
āI think itās possibility 1. It would be better to break up quickly.ā
Peach-san joins the conversation but quickly disappears after saying that. She consistently criticizes Nanami-san. She must have a strong sense of justice and canāt tolerate playing with peopleās hearts.
āFor me, I lean towards possibility 2. Iām probably just a practice partner who she doesnāt mind being disliked. Thatās why I can do various things and act without worrying about others.ā
āWell, whether itās 2 or 3, it doesnāt make much of a difference in what you should do from now on.ā
Earlier, Peach-san advised me to break up quickly. It was probably due to her sense of justice, but in terms of playing with peopleās hearts, there isnāt much difference between me and her.
During this punishment game, she started to like me⦠and what will I do after she starts to like me?
āSo, Canyon-kun, did you make her lunch and thank her in any way?ā
āOh, no⦠I thanked her, but⦠due to various reasons, I didnāt do anything to repay herā¦ā
Thatās right, she made me lunch, and I even had her feed me fried chicken, but I only said words of thanks to her. Since she declined the ingredient costs, there was no way for me to repay her.
When I conveyed that, Baron-san responded with a somewhat exasperated answer.
āIngredient costs⦠You, youāre not dealing with a bento shop⦠Instead of that, you should thank her by treating her to some sweets or something, in that kind of form.ā
Ah, I see⦠there was that way too⦠I didnāt think of it at all⦠Or rather, my mind was too scattered to come up with itā¦
No, we walked home together, so there were plenty of chances⦠This was my mistake.
āWell, wait a moment, Canyon-kun. Your lack of action today gave me an idea for the next mission. This Saturday, youāre going to ask her out on a date.ā
āA date?!ā
Suddenly faced with this command, I panic. Asking her out on a date is a leap thatās too sudden, and I canāt possibly imagine myself doing it⦠And yet, thatās the instruction given to me by Baron-san.
She mentioned after school that todayās events were like a date, but she was the one who initiated it, and it was an extension of walking home together⦠But if I were to ask her out on a date myself⦠the difficulty level would skyrocket.
āYou donāt need to overthink it. She probably wants an equal relationship, so itās necessary to offer a moderate return as thanks for the lunch⦠Yes, going to the movies together would be a good idea. Itās a classic.ā
A movie date⦠what is that unknown sound? I canāt possibly do it, but Baron-san is telling me to do it.
āIt might seem a bit old-fashioned, but it would be good if you cover all the expenses for that dayās date. As thanks for making you lunch, she would probably accept it smoothly, donāt you think? You said you receive lunch money from your parents⦠if you save that, you should have enough, right?ā
Certainly, she said she would make me lunch from now on. To simply accept that without offering anything in return⦠it feels unfair and far from the idea of an equal relationship she mentioned.
In order to continue dating her from now on, Iām sure I have to follow Baron-sanās advice and give her a reasonable gesture of gratitude. Otherwise, I will continue to feel indebted to her.
Because itās a punishment game, I want to at least maintain an equal footing. Regardless of what happens in the future.
āToday, you only talked about yourself⦠maybe itās because sheās a good listener⦠From tomorrow, you should make an effort to properly understand her hobbies and preferences. Ask her about the kind of movies she likes, and get an idea of her preferences.ā
āā¦Itās a bit challenging, but Iāll do my best.ā
āWhen you decide which movie to watch, itās good to pre-book the tickets. It can get hectic if you buy them on the day, and she might even offer to pay for her own ticket, so if you buy them in advance, you wonāt have to worry about that.ā
āUnderstood⦠By the way⦠the information about thatā¦?ā
āOf course, itās all secondhand information from the internet. It seems smart to do it that way for a movie date. For things like paying for lunch, itās better to take care of the bill discreetly when you leave the table.ā
ā¦Although itās secondhand information from the internet, I want to take it as a reference. Iāll keep it in mind for now.
āListen, itās important that you ask her out on the date. Donāt keep waiting forever. Show her that youāre very interested in her. Otherwise, I donāt think sheāll ever develop feelings for you⦠Well, I already think sheās head over heels for you, though.ā
āThank you, Baron-san.ā
āNo problem. Iām just hoping things go well for you. And⦠Canyon-kun, itās important for her to like you, but you should also make an effort to like her. If you continue to date her and have a good time, it would make me happy, as someone who didnāt have a fulfilling youth during school days.ā
āYes, I understand. Iāll do my best to develop feelings for her as well.ā
I replied that Iāll do my best, but in reality, I was confident about that aspect.
After all, in just one day, Iāve started to be drawn to her, even while recognizing that this is a punishment game relationship.
Well, to be honest⦠I really like her. I have that level of self-awareness⦠Itās quite evident.
ā¦I canāt help but think Iām a bit shallow.
Just as I had that thought, a message arrives on my smartphone. The sender is⦠Nanami-san. And it says the following:
āā¦Is it okay to have a call right now?ā
Interlude: Nanami-san before sending the message
Iāve been staring at my smartphone screen for a while. Iām hesitating about contacting Youshinā¦
I wonder if it would be bothersome? But I want to hear his voice⦠What should I doā¦
ā¦Enough, Iāll go for it! I donāt have the courage to call him directly⦠so Iāll take an intermediary step for now!