âAn escort knight, who fully knows that a criminal is in my wifeâs bedroomâŚâ
The indifferent expression was a punishment for Talin.
âI couldnât believe it even when I saw it.â
Talin just bowed his head silently.
Vlad glanced back at the chief standing behind him. âI told you to report to me without delay, but you didnât.â
The chieftain also shrank like a willow tree.
The air that had become as cold as a winter valley gave Dandelion the feeling that his lungs were shivering.
Gray eyes turned towards her room.
Tristan, who was overwhelmed with his appearance, was also very nervous.
Vlad stared at him. âTake him out.â
âI will take your order.â Talin, saluting politely, strode in and grabbed Tristanâs back.
âArghâŚ!â
The pain in his shoulder pricked him and he let out a pained groan.
No one cared about his reaction. Lily was only reflexively startled, but that was the end.
Talin easily dragged Tristan through the hallway like a straw doll. At Vladâs orders, the chief also followed in his footsteps.
Vladâs gaze finally turned to Dandelion, who began to tremble all over.
The gaze didnât even seem to register that he was a human.
âYou have been with her since you two were young, so let me ask. Did your sister kill your mother, Brother-in-law?â
âErm⌠t-thatâŚâ Dandelion stuttered, feeling like his tongue was being cut off.
Vlad, who watched the reaction closely, asked, âDid she stab her with a knife?â
Dandelion jumped. His eyes popped out and widened as if they were about to fall. âN-no! Sister didnât. She would get worried over thorns, what more a knifeâŚâ
âThen did she push her down the stairs or strangle her? Or maybe used poison?â
âThat⌠Itâs not evenâŚâ
A subtle annoyance began to appear on Vladâs sullen expression. âI hate protracted conversations. Tell me directly what the exact cause of death was.â
âShe died from a severe cough. She was weak at firstâŚâ
âRight. My wife had the ability to make other people cough. Had I known earlier, the war could have ended much sooner.â
With Dandelionâs intelligence, it was difficult for him to notice that Vlad was being sarcastic.
Dandelion lowered his eyes. âIf it werenât for Sister, Mother wouldnât have been dragged out of the houseâŚâ
âStop.â
Lily didnât want to hear it anymore.
This was ridiculous. Vlad thought it was going to be absurd at least, but he didnât know it was at this level.
He slightly closed his eyes and tilted his head from side to side as if to loosen his tight neck muscles. âNow I understand roughly.â Pausing with his head tilted slightly, he opened his eyes and looked at Lily.
Her face was pale as snow.
Vlad, who had been staring at Lily, slowly opened his mouth. âLily.â
She trembled slightly.
âIt will be hard to accept, but now I have to say it.â
He could see Lilyâs eyes tinged with fear. Vlad felt bitter.
âI know youâve been working hard. But your younger brother is the best idiot in the world. I can assure you that the piglets raised by serfs are smarter.â
ââŚâ
Lilyâs eyes were downcast.
Dandelion was in a similar state.
âItâs not your fault. In the world, the more you think the love you receive is undeserved, the more you think lowly of yourself. SoâŚâ Vlad narrowed the distance between him and Dandelion.
Dandelion grabbed his right shoulder without even taking a step back from him, breath hitching.
âSometimes, education is needed, Lily.â He slowly raised his right hand, reaching for Dandelionâs head. âLet me tell you in advance.â His long fingers pointed at the center of Dandelionâs forehead. âWhen a person dies of disease, it is not murder, it is called misfortune. Stupid.â
Keok!
A finger struck Dandelionâs forehead.
âUghâŚâ Dandelion groaned, then he fainted.
Vlad lightly grabbed Dandelionâs shoulder.
The younger man was raised by his clothes.
âDandelionâŚ!â
âDo not come,â Vlad said without even turning his head.
Lilyâs steps stopped in the middle of the room.
âBoys have to faint a thousand times as they grow up. Donât worry too much, Iâll teach him manners when he wakes up.â
Vlad lightly patted his dangling hand.
* * *
Vlad slowly poured the tea into an elegant teacup engraved with gold leaves, the teapot looking like a toy in his large, calloused hands.
Lily did not respond to the ridiculous sight.
She sat in her chair like a stone, staring at the steam rising from the teacup.
Vladâs voice, sitting in the chair opposite her, interrupted her thoughts, âIt is better to drink it while it is warm. You were very cold.â
Concerns stood out from the lines of his face.
Lily held the teacup, eyes still unfocused. She put it to her mouth, enough that she only wet her lips.
âDid he not harm you?â
She shook her head.
Vlad also scanned to make sure she didnât get caught on her shoulder or arm. The moment he had heard reports that Dandelion had taken Tristan to Lily, his blood rushed backwards from his toes.
And when he came to his senses, he was in the hallway leading to her bedroom.
What greeted him as he crossed the hallway was Dandelionâs voice.
If he had left the situation unattended, he wouldnât have been able to stand it.
Vlad began to reconsider the treatment of Talin and the chief.
Lily slowly raised her head. âI pardoned him,â she said. âOn my ordersâŚâ
Vlad knew right away that it was about Tristan.
âI see.â
âIâm going to ask for compensation from the Isles. Heâs been spared the death penalty, so that much is reasonable. What I was thinking of was the information on the distribution and trade routes of the jewels at IslesâŚâ
âLily.â
Vlad was worried.
Do you think I will forget about what happened just because you desperately try to change the subject? So Iâll pretend not to know?
âWhen you said that the people around you keep dying. Was it about your mother?â
ââŚâ Lilyâs hand turned white from clenching the teacup.
Vlad, who was looking at her softly, reached out and took it from her. It was still hot enough to burn his hand if it had spilled.
Lily took his hand with a smile.
âDid your family keep saying that? That itâs your fault that your mother died of an illness?â
Hearing it out loud like that, it did seem absurd.
Three years had passed since the end of the war. It hadnât been long enough to forget what it meant.
âEven the knights who returned from slaughtering dozens or hundreds of people on the battlefield werenât called murderers.â
Returning to their families, they were called survivors and heroes.
If her illness took her mother away, then Lily was a child who lost her mother, not a murderer.
What the hell was she talking aboutâŚ
ââŚâ
Lily had her head lowered so deeply that she had her chin touching her collarbone.
It was the stigma she had been carrying for over two decades. She found it difficult to even face it.
She was stripped bare in front of her opponent, whom she did not want to see that side of her.
It felt like someone was squeezing her heart and trying to burst it.
The back of her eyes and nose felt stuffy, and she couldnât quite figure out what kind of emotion it was.
As she was trying to relieve her tension, his friendly and gentle eyes and voice felt too much.
What if he would criticize her once he knew the entire story? Perhaps he would pretend to sympathize with her but secretly think she was pathetic
Irrationally, she wanted to run away. She wanted to do anything that could end this situation.
âNow⌠I donât know if I should tell you. Sorry.â
He looked at her shoulders, which were starting to tremble frantically, and frowned thinking he had made a mistake.
Does she know she looks like this everytime?
She needed a lot of time to adapt to new people and surroundings. It was difficult even to change her mindset and habits, which she had held firmly throughout her life.
And the way Lily always lowered herselfâŚ
âIf you donât want to talk, then donât. Itâs true that I pushed you too hard.â His mouth twitched for a moment, as if he was choosing his words. âYou donât have to explain anything. I will pretend that nothing happened today.â
âN-no. Donât do that.â Lily slowly raised her head.
Vlad was startled. Her green eyes were filled with intense emotion.
She seemed confused by herself and her own feelings.
âWords⌠ I have something to tell you.â She clenched her fists under her table as if she was determined to do something. âI⌠ I have to apologize to you, Vladâ
Vladâs eyebrows twitched.
He was a bit surprised, but he didnât ask questions or say anything. He leaned back in his chair, staring at her in silence.
Lily began to tell her story as she stared aimlessly at her tea table. âYou are actually⌠ my fourth marriage partner.â