Tristanâs complexion was noticeably paler. Looking into the sky, he came to his senses and shifted his gaze to Lily.
He struggled to suppress the jealousy deep in his stomach.
Lily having sex with her husband. It was an event that would have happened anyway.
Leaving one more mark on the woman who had remarried twice didnât change much.
But it was the first time her relationship with her husband had left her with a relaxed smile instead of tears and bruises.
Her morning should have started with tears. That was the opening he was looking for.
âIt doesnât matter. It means you havenât seen his face, right?â His voice cracked at the end of his sentence.
Lily looked at him nervously. âI want to stop talking about this⌠Tristan. Iâm here to ask you another thing.â
Tristan realized something else.
She couldnât see his face, but he did.
Did you do it in the dark?
If notâŚ
âDid you do it blindfolded? Is that what he ordered? You followed it like a fool?â
âTristan!â Her emotions burst out. âYou⌠youâre really weird. Youâve changed. Why did you become like this?
âItâs you who has changed. Before this marriage, you always told me everything. I also told you everything.â
âHey, Iâve never had a conversation like this with you. Iâve never asked you⌠anything like that.â Lily moved further away from him. âWhy did you go to the maidâs quarters at that time? You know you shouldnât do that. You should be glad I figured it out first, or elseâŚâ
âI havenât changed. Itâs just all for you, Lily.â Tristan sighed. He was at a loss for words for a moment, rubbing his face. âLily, youâre so naive⌠I have no idea how youâre being treated by your husband. It hurts so much that I⌠couldnât sleep all night. I was worriedâŚâ
His voice was trembling in a mess.
Lilyâs green eyes fluttered in confusion. âI donât know what youâre talking about. Tristan. Iâm doing just as my father wants me to. Now you donât have to worryâŚâ
âPoor Lily. I knew that. Even when youâre served by those filthy things, you donât say anything. You donât know much about the worldâŚâ Tristan, who had been biting his lips as if hesitating to speak, opened his mouth with difficulty. âYour husband collected you. The maidsâ quarters confirmed it.â
Collected�
Lily couldnât understand what he meant.
She frowned slightly and shook her head.
Tristan ruffled the back of his hair. âThose abominations roaming around in that castle! Theyâre the ones the whole world has abandoned. For a man who has collected ominous things to keep in the estate, donât you know youâre just an appealing trinket too? YouâŚâ
ââŚ!â
Lilyâs breath caught painfully. It was crystal clear what Tristan meant.
She was a commoner with a curse that made her noble husbands die.
As Lily froze like a stone, Tristan approached her step by step.
Lily sighed and took a few steps back, hiding her arms behind her back.
It was a defensive posture that she adopted for fear of being caught by her arm.
At that action, something even hotter in Tristanâs stomach soared. âLily. If he had thought of you as a proper wife, those things wouldnât have served you. He just collected you like an interesting ornament.â
The empty side of the bed came to her mind.
Yeah. On the surface, she did seem like a plaything.
Her stomach churned. Her whole body lost strength, and her shoulders swayed slightly as she bowed her head down.
After a precarious silence, she murmured slowly, âI⌠I know.â
âWhat?â
âBut whatâs wrong with that?â
Lilyâs voice was not weak, nor was it wounded.
The person who would easily resign herself was gone.
Tristanâs face distorted in bewilderment.
âT-thank you for your concern. But TristanâŚâ Heat gathered around Lilyâs neck and eyes. Lily clenched her teeth to contain the burning sensation. âI didnât know you thought so.â
Tristan flinched.
âAbout my maids. Just because you donât see them as people, you say what you want. They treat me nicely so Iâm doing the same. Since when on earthâŚ?â
Her breathing was shaky.
Tristan had a hunch that he needed to do something right away. âCalm down, Lily. Iâm not the one to blame. Do you know that the blood of a terrible monster flows through him? Heâs been possessing you by controlling your brain with magic.â
He had thought Lily would start listening to him again, and was startled by the look on her face.
Lily was glaring at him. âDonât be rude, Tristan.â Her vivid, green eyes were contemptuous. âIt doesnât matter who he is. At least heâs a much better person than you are now.â
The real abominations were the people who whispered and pointed fingers without knowing the whole story.
Lily knew those types well, and she was well and truly sick of them.