<b>“I’ll kill you, I’ll kill you I’ll kill you I’ll kill you!”</b>
<b>“Be miserable. Everyone else should be miserable!!”</b>
Voices echoed in my mind.
Along with that, strong, twisted feelings consumed me.
Hateful.
So despicable.
There’s no one else more adorable than me.
It’s the same – this dark, desolate, sordid sensation felt exactly the same as the mud that wrapped Kami-sama.
Stickily coiling around me, binding me.
<b>“ – You’re the same, right.”</b>
It’s crawling from my finger, enveloping me – my body’s falling, sinking into the gloom.
<b>“ You’re the same – you also hate someone, right?”</b>
Somebody’s calling from the darkness.
Closer, closer – beckoning me to come.
‘No.’
My mind was dyed in black, filled only with that voice.
Telling it to stop was useless.
Can’t even think anymore.
‘– No, that’s…’ Even the desire to reject it was fading.
That mud on my fingertip –- these terrible, heavy emotions –- they’re seeping in, taking over me…
Almost.
“———Eleanor-san!!”
Someone grabbed my hand from the other side.
◆◆◆
“Eleanor-san! Are you alright!?”
My eyes snapped open at the voice loudly calling me.
When I lifted my head, all I saw was the interior of the gloomy room where Kami-sama lived.
My body was lying down on the slightly moldy sofa.
Blinked. Everything was still fuzzy.
“Hmm… I touched the Kami-sama’s black dirt…” .
Overwhelmingly deplorable emotions rushed inside me then .
I can’t remember the details, but it made me want to throw up. The feeling still lingered.
Dark, cold, black.
Just when I was on the verge of being overcome, somebody had grasped my hand.
It was… a man’s hand….I think…
Strong, gentle and warm, pulling me out.
“…Dream?”
“It wasn’t a dream.”
Somebody answered me in a flash.
It wasn’t Kami-sama.
Shocked, I whirled around – a breathtakingly gorgeous guy was standing beside Kami-sama near the edge of the sofa.
“Adoracion-sama!? Why are you here?”
“I just dropped by.”
He glanced at my fingertip while expressively saying that.
There’s still dirt clinging to it.
But it wasn’t as sticky as before.
It crumbled from my finger just like dried mud.
“ – So you touched the filth, human girl. If my Lord didn’t help you, you might have already sunk in that filth.”
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