Episode 76 ā Childhood Friends
I have two childhood friends.
They were the only ones who never left me and kept encouraging me after that incident.
Even so, I couldnāt brush away my sense of loss and kept the door to my heart tightly closed.
It was Aika whoās taking care of me and forcefully opened the door of my heart.
At first, I was annoyed by Aikaās constant invitation when she came.
āBut one day, Aika finally snapped.
āHey, Naru, how long are you going cowering like that? Do you think thatās cool?ā
It was the first time I had been told like that. Even Rin had treated me as if I were a tumor.
āI had enough, Iāll never get involved with you again, Naru. Iām done with you.ā
Iām used to losing people, so it was just one more person leaving me. I didnāt think about it that much.
āStop it ! Why are you ignoring me?ćI canāt believe you !ā
I realized my mistake when I saw Aikaās angry face, and almost crying.
I realized that what I was doing now was the same as the people who left me.
āIām sorry Aikaā¦.donāt go away.ā
Aika hugged me while crying. I was so into the guitar that I had no interest in relationships.
But from this moment on, I started to see Aika as a girl.
As I got involved with Aika, I gradually regained my strength. As usual, my only friends were still Aika and Yukki, but I was fine with that.
Around this time, Rin began to call me āstupid big broā with contempt, and we hardly spoke to each other anymore.
In late August, my father and Rin left for the United States. Normally, I was supposed to go with them.
Although not as much as now, my mother was often away from home, so Aika was the one who took care of me.
We became close in a different way from childhood friends.
āWell, you know the rest of the story.
I went out with Aika, and was severely dumped by her.
But I am the person I am today thanks to Aika.
Thatās why, I canāt respond to Akaās feelings, but I will always be grateful to her.