āWill you forgive me?ā How could she asked such a request.
Without knowing how much I was suffering at that timeā¦..
I was almost overcome with anger when I heard Aikaās words.
Butā¦ā¦
I kept my composure as I remembered the time when I confessed to Iori.
ā¦..Maybe, Aika had a hard time too.
For now, I tried to think like that.
āForgive you, you said, what the hellā¦..no, forgive you or not, weāre already done. Isnāt that right?ā
Even though Iām trying to keep my emotions in check, I canāt help but speak harshly.
āYeahā¦ā¦,thatās right.ā
Aika showed a painful expression, unlike that time.
āFor now, Iāll listen, what happened?ā
āHmā¦.ā
As expected, thereās someone ā¦ā¦
āItās true that I liked someone else. Itās trueā¦ā¦ Iāve been betraying Naru for a long time.ā
She had been betraying me all alongā¦ā¦
To be honest, I was shocked.
In my own way, I intended to face Aika properly.
āI seeā¦..soā¦.you broke up with with me because you couldnāt satnd it anymore.ā
āYeahā¦.ā
Even though she didnāt like me, was it better than being in a relationship with someone while betraying them?
āMy bad, Aika,ā¦ā¦, Iām sorry I didnāt notice it. Iām not in a position to forgve you or not, but if you worry about it, Aika, then donāt worry about it anymore.ā
This was the best I could do.
āThank you, Naru, but thatās not true.ā
āWhatās not trueā¦you like someone other than me, right? I had been tormenting you, Aika,Ā for a long time without realizing your feelingsā¦..Isnāt that what you mean?ā
āLike I said, Thanāt not true.ā
āAika, thatās not good. If you go around with this stupid brother of mineā¦.. you too, speak straightforwardly and properly.ā
Whatā¦..are you talking about?
āNatuā¦ā¦ā
The expression on Aikaās faceā¦ā¦.
āThe one I like is.ā
No way, reallyā¦ā¦.
āNaru right now.ā
Itās like Iori san said.
And then the tears started to flow.
āThe one I like is Naru whoās shining. Not the Naru from when we were dating.ā
Aika hadnāt changed her mind.
Aika had always been encouraging me to realize it.
But I was just taking advantage of her kindness.
Thatār why Aika could only choose to break up with me.
It was all my fault.
āHey, Naru, right now, youāre thinking that it was all your fault, right?ā
āEh.ā
Sheās right on target.
āYukki told you, right? Stop that self-solving.ā
She heard it.
āIām the one to blame. Itās true that I dumped you, Naruā¦..I couldnāt make Naru shine, thatās the truth.ā
āAikaā¦.ā
āIām frustrated too, okay? So itās selfish of me to ask for forgiveness.ā
I know what youāre saying, but ā¦ā¦.
āI also know that Naru cares about Kubota senpai.ā
āYeahā¦..ā
āThatās why, this is a declaration of war against Kubota senpai, please tell her.ā
āEhā¦..ā
Of course I will tell Iori. Itās not like I canāt tell her.
āBut I canāt respond to your feelings, Aika.ā
āThatās why itās a declaration of war. Someday, Iāll make the current Naru turn to me.ā
āItās hard being a popular guy, isnāt it?ćStupid big bro.ā
Itās certainly hardā¦ā¦because I never thought it would turn out this way.