I thought it would be nice to relax in my room once in a while, so I was currently busy reading in my room. Incidentally, the book Iām currently reading is āEating Tour in its Entirety Guide: Symphonia Kingdom ~~Volume: Food Stalls~~ā, written by Kuro. There were apparently several different types of Eating Tour Guides just for Symphonia Kingdom alone, and Iām now reading them in order. Naturally, there are many of these restaurants I donāt know about, but itās interesting to read Kuroās subjective impressions and evaluations of them. I also marked the restaurants I wanted to try, thinking of going there to eat next time. While I was thinking about this, a knock resounded at the door of my room.
[Yes? Itās open.]
[Excuse my intrusion.]
[ā¦ā¦Lunamaria-san?]
When I replied it was okay to come in, the door opened and Lunamaria-san came in, pushing a cart with a pot of tea on it. Is she bringing me tea? How rareā¦ā¦
[Milady got some good tea leaves and is giving them to everyoneā¦ā¦ Should I brew it for you?]
[Ahh, is that so? Thank you. Then, please.]
[Understood.]
Lunamaria-san, bringing me a cup of tea, skillfully brewed tea when I asked her to. Hmmm. Lunamaria-san looks like a woman who can do things when sheās workingā¦ā¦ The troubling part is when she becomes mischievous, she will instantly become a useless maid. Well, even if thatās so, I can rely on her in times of need, and sheās serious when it comes to work, so she doesnāt only have bad qualities.
[ā¦..Here you go.]
[Thank youā¦ā¦ Unnn, itās delicious.]
[Iām glad to hear that you liked it. It seems like Miyama-sama is in the middle of readiā¦ā¦ Eh?]
[Unnn?]
After smiling when I told her how I felt about the tea, Lunamaria-san opened her mouth to leisurely chat with meā¦ā¦ but she stiffened when she saw the book on the table.
[Mi- Miya- Miyama-sama!? C- C- C- Could that beā¦ā¦ Underworld King-samaāsā¦ā¦ Eating Tour in its Entirety Guide!?]
[Eh? Yes, it is. You knew about it?]
[Of course I knew about it!!!]
[Uwooohhh!?]
Lunamaria-san vigorously approachedā¦ā¦ Ahh~~ Come to think of it, Lunamaria-san was Kuroās fanatic.
[T- This is the first time Iāve seen the real thingā¦ā¦ S- So this is the legendaryā¦ā¦]
[ā¦ā¦H- Huhhā¦ā¦]
[As a ā7-digit memberā of the prestigious Underworld King Adoration Society, I wanted to see it at least once too!]
[T- There are that many people in the Underworld King Adoration Society huhā¦ā¦]
Underworld King Adoration Society? Whatās that, some kind of fanclub? Lunamaria-san said that sheās a 7-digit member, so does that mean there are at least a million members? Seriously? I mean, Lunamaria-sanās eyes are bloodshot and sheās kinda scaring meā¦ā¦
[ā¦ā¦Ummm, would you like to read it?]
[Would it be alright!?]
[Hyiihhhā¦ā¦ Y- Yes, which volume do you want?]
[Which volume? M- Miyama-sama, by any chanceā¦ā¦ You possess several books of the Eating Tour in its Entirety Guide?]
[Ah, yesā¦ā¦ I have all the volumes.]
[All volumes!?]
When Kuro gave me these books, she said that it was the complete set, so I think it probably is the entire set. When I told Lunamaria-san about it, her eyes widened.
[ā¦ā¦I- I never expected that you would have all the volumesā¦ā¦ A- As expected of Miyama-sama. Rumor has it that only the President has all the volumes, and even though I heard of its existence during the final interviewā¦ā¦]
[Final interview? Eh? Does that mean you need some kind of exam to join that Underworld King Adoration Association?]
[Yes, there are three exams: written exam, suitability inspection, and the practical exam, and after these tests are three sets of interviews.]
[What the heck is that, thatās scary.]
What kind of organization is this Underworld King Adoration Association!? Written exam? Practical exam? What the heck is that for?
[ā¦ā¦Incidentally, just for referenceā¦ā¦ What things are in that exam?]
[The written exam consists of 500 questions randomly chosen from several categories, including general education and magic. However, there would be 100 of these questions about āMaidologyā every year.]
[ā¦ā¦H- Huh, I seeā¦ā¦]
What the heck are those questions? Feels like something only a certain perfect maid would be able to answer. No, letās not think too deeply about this. Theyāre probably in a world that I donāt need to know about.
[W- Well, putting that asideā¦ā¦ M- Miyama-sama? W- Would it really be alright for me to read it?]
[Yes, Kuro said Iām free to do what I want to do with themā¦ā¦ Should I lend you some of the volumes?]
[ā¦ā¦Miyama-sama, you were my messiah all alongā¦ā¦]
[Iām not.]
Lunamaria-sanās tension was starting to get strange, so I handed her one volume of the Eating Tour in its Entirety Guide to shut her up. Thereupon, Lunamaria-san immediately pounced on it. Her eyes are scaryā¦ā¦ Those arenāt the eyes of someone reading the book, theyāre definitely the eyes of someone who was about to head towards a decisive battleā¦ā¦
[ā¦ā¦A- Ahhhā¦ā¦ How wonderfulā¦ā¦ How sublimeā¦ā¦]
[ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦..]
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Each of her reactions are too exaggerated. Well, I guess thatās how valuable the book is to Lunamaria-san. In fact, I might look at it as some kind of restaurant report bookā¦ā¦ but for fanatics, it might as well be the Bible huh. Already forgetting her original purpose for coming here, Lunamaria-san sat down on the sofa, reading the bookā¦ā¦ Ummm, arenāt you working right now? No, letās not voice out our tsukkomi here. It kinda feels scaryā¦ā¦
Looking at Lunamaria-san, I let out a small sigh before taking out cookies from my magic box.
[ā¦ā¦I have cookies as teacakes. Lunamaria-san, would you like to have some?]
[Thank you, āKaito-sanā! Iām really glad!]
[ā¦ā¦Unnn?]
[Ahhā¦ā¦]
Somehow, I think something strange just nowā¦ā¦ Lunamaria-sanās voice just now, it wasnāt her usual cool voice, as her voice sounded innocent like a child. It isnāt as if she did it on purpose eitherā¦ā¦ Itās as if she had accidentally ālet her true nature come outā.
[ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦]
[ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦]
Lunamaria-sanās face then began to turn pale as she looked at me, sweat dripping down her forehead. A very awkward silence passed between us while I stayed silent, unable to say anything. After a while, Lunamaria-san quickly stands up, still holding the book. Her face also seemed to be dyed red.
[ā¦ā¦M- Miyama-sama. P- Please excuse my impudence, but may I borrow this book?]
[Ah, yes. You can borrow it.]
[T- Thank you. Iāll be excusing myself then!]
[Eh? Ahh!?]
As soon as I nodded, Lunamaria-san walked out of the room at great speed. Errr, what just happenedā¦ā¦ Could it be that Lunamaria-sanā¦ā¦ was feeling shy? I somehow feel like Iāve seen something very unusual.
A few hours after Lunamaria-san left the room, I spent my time leisurely readingā¦ā¦ but Lunamaria-san, who should have ran away, came back.
[ā¦ā¦Errr, Lunamaria-san?]
[ā¦ā¦Miyama-sama, here.]
[ā¦ā¦What is this?]
When Lunamaria-san came back, she handed me something wrapped in a palm-sized wrapper. Itās slightly warm and faintly smells sweetā¦ā¦ Are these sweets? As I tilted my head to the side, not knowing why she handed it to me, Lunamaria-san averted her gaze towards the right, speaking with an air of calmness.
[ā¦ā¦Please think of it as some kind of hush money?]
[Hush money?]
[Please donāt tell anyone what happened earlier.]
[ā¦ā¦Alright.]
[Thank you. Now then, Iāll be excusing myself.]
I planned to calmly talk with Lunamaria-san, but seeing the firm look on her eyes, a lot of things were conveyed. Even so, this packageā¦ā¦ Pink paper and tied with a frilly ribbonā¦ā¦ It feels like Lunamaria-san has quite the cute taste. I felt as if Iāve seen a side of Lunamaria-san, which I donāt usually see, making a small smile naturally appear in my lips. Opening the package I receivedā¦ā¦ I found a variety of colorful marshmallows inside.
ā¦ā¦As I thought, it was really something cuteā¦ā¦ Thatās one side of her that I didnāt expect. I was given homemade-looking marshmallows, but whether itās the wrapping paper or the ribbonāāāā- Lunamaria-san is quite feminine.
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It was late at night at Duchess Albertās mansion. Illness was walking with a regular stride through the corridor of the mansion, which boasts of a considerable size. She usually has more than 10 times the workload of other maids, but thatās still too few of a job for the extremely excellent Illness. She is trusted not only by Lilia, the Head of the household, but also by Kaito, who entrusted her with the care of Bellfreed and Lindwurm when heās away.
Being a Demon, she doesnāt require sleep, so she also goes around the mansion at nights like today, making her rounds. Walking through the corridors of the mansion, Illness was thinking of starting preparations for breakfastā¦ā¦ when she stopped walking. After a few moments of silence, she opened the door to a nearby empty room, went inside, locked it securely and spoke.
[Am I to receiiiiiive a new missioooooon? Shalltear-samaaaaa.]
Just after Illness announced this, the view at a part of the room distorted and her boss, Alice, appeared.
[No, itās not about a mission. I just want to consult something with you for a bit.]
[Consuuuuult, is iiiiiiit?]
Hearing Aliceās words, Illness curiously tilted her head. Having such a reaction is normal though, as this would be the first time she had received a consultation from Alice. Needless to say, Alice is abnormally smart. So smart that while Illness was in the middle of trying to read a personās next step, Alice could already foresee a hundred or two possibilitiesā¦ā¦ She couldnāt think of anything that such an Alice would consult with her.
[Itās not yet a certainty that this will be the case. Currently, Iād say that there would be a 20% chance that such a future would happen. Connective materials have been starting to come together, but such an event wonāt occur unless the spark appears.]
[ā¦ā¦My apologiiiiiiies, but I donāt think thereās anything I could help with thaaaaaat. If it was an ordeeeeer or a missiooooon, I will follow iiiiiitā¦ā¦ but I donāt think Iāll be able to help in a consultatioooooon.]
Thinking that she probably wouldnāt be able to help Alice, Illness took a deep bow, turned away and was about to leave the room.
[Even if I say this is related to Kaito-san?]
[ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦.]
However, her feet came to a complete stop at Aliceās words. Pulling away her hand that was about to touch the doorknob, she slowly turned towards Alice.
[ā¦ā¦Would it be alriiiiight if I ask for the detaiiiiils?]
[Yes, of course.]
For Illness, thereās only one thing in this world that takes precedence over everything else. Hearing that this matter concerns Kaito, whom she loved dearly, the option of not listening to Alice disappeared in Illnessā mind.
[As I said before, it was still not definiteā¦ā¦ but the possibility has been created. The possibility that Kaito-san would get involved with āthis worldās biggest tabooāā¦ā¦]
[ā¦ā¦That matter that āthe Six Kings and the Supreme Gods wonāt intervene at aaaaaallā?]
[Thatās right.]
[Just suddenly hearing thaaaaat, that sounds unbelievableeeeee. I donāt think itās possibleeeee for Kaito-sama alone to reach āthat truuuuuuuthā.]
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The contents of Aliceās statement made Illness look a little quizzical.
[Yes, it normally would have been impossible. However, Kaito-san had this tendency to attract trouble. I mean, heās already met the subject in question.]
[ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦]
[Though I say that, as I mentioned before, the probability of such an event happening is about 20%. Conversely speaking though, Kaito-san has a one-in-five chance of reaching it. The great incident that became the turning point of this worldā¦ā¦ and the truth hidden behind it.]
Hearing the words Alice quietly spoke, Illness closed her eyes and thought. After a short pause, she slowly opened her eyes.
[ā¦ā¦It will definitelyyyy become a battleeeee.]
[Thatās highly possible. I canāt see a possibility where Kaito-san would know that truth and not act on it. However, this is just troublesome. Finding an ally on Kaito-sanās side in this matter, that is.]
[Indeeeed, that matter is a little complicateeeeeeed. Shalltear-samaaa, you also couldnāt carelessly make a move in this matter, riiiiiight?]
[ā¦ā¦Well, if it really comes to that point that it canāt be helped anymore, I will take Kaito-sanās side. Me moving might be some kind of defeat for Kaito-san though.]
Alice and Illness both had a common understanding that they would take action if Kaito knew the hidden truth of that matter. They will try to somehow solve it.
After allā¦ā¦ That matter is something āgreatly related to Kuromueinaāā¦ā¦
[Why are you telling me thiiiiis?]
[Suppose that when this prediction becomes reality, Kaito-san would need to challenge it with the best members he could assemble. In that case, however, a huge wall would stand in front of Kaito-sanās groupā¦ā¦ the wall called āthe Portcullisā Giant Soldier, Funfā. Frankly speaking, an average opponent wouldnāt be able to win against Funf-san. She is, without a doubt, one of the most powerful among the Count-ranks.]
[I seeeee, thatās why you called for meeeee?]
[Yes, fortunately, most of my executivesā¦ā¦ the Ten Demons, other than Pandora, had their names unknown to the public. Even if you were to show up to save Kaito-san, no one will probably realize that you are Pandemonium.]
Unlike the other members of the Six Kingsā subordinates, Aliceās subordinates often infiltrate different places. Thatās whyy, even though itās known to the public that she had a large amount of subordinates, detailed information about them is unknown. The same is true for the Ten Demons, as even though their names were very well known, but few people have seen them. Thatās why Illness can be involved in this taboo without anyone connecting her with the Six Kings.
[ā¦ā¦I understaaaaaand. I will fiiiiiight.]
[ā¦ā¦Can you win?]
[I intend to wiiiiiin.]
Itās still only a possibilityā¦ā¦ and at this point, itās more likely that it wonāt happen. However, the pieces were definitely coming together, so they should be prepared.
[You certainly are one of the strongest Count-ranks in the world, I have no doubt about that. However, you areā¦ā¦ āborn with a low amount of magic powerā. Even if you had trained your body until you acquired the strength of a peak Count-rank, that doesnāt change the fact that your magic power is inferior to that of mid Count-ranks. In a high-dimensional battle, the difference in the amount of magic power is directly related to the difference in physical ability. You are the type who compensates that with your techniquesā¦ā¦ No, I know I shouldnāt ask this since Iām the one who brought this up to youā¦ā¦ but can you break her āAegisā?]
[ā¦ā¦I intend to use āAesiiiiiirā.]
[Heehhhā¦ā¦ Youāre going to bring out your trump card huh. That āSecret Technique that has never been used for more than 15,000 yearsā since its creationā¦ā¦]
[Yeeeees, I think I probablyyyyy meet the requirements noooooow.]
Alice looked a little surprised when Illness brought up the word āAesirā. The Aesir is the most powerful secret technique that Illness possesses, a technique that she, who has a handicap in terms of magic power, has developed in order to smash through the superior status of others.
[Incidentally, how many āyears worthā are you going to use?]
[I suppoooooose 5000 years would be my limiiiiiit. Any more than thaaaaaat and my body will break doooooown.]
[ā¦ā¦5000 years huh, donāt you think it would be a waste? If you use that power three times, the next time you can use that will be 5000 years from now, right?]
In response to Aliceās words of confirmation, Illness softly smiled.
[It will never be a waaaaaste. My bodyyyyy, my heaaaaaart, my souuuuuul, my everythiiiiing is devoted to Kaito-samaaaaa. If itās to secure the futuuuuuure that Kaito-sama waaaaaaantsā¦ā¦ I will gladly offer him my 5000 yeeeeeeears.]
[Fyuuu~~ Kaito-san sure is loved huh. In that case, can I leave this to you?]
[Yes, āAesirā, āmy eyeeeesā, I will use them if itās necessaryyyyyy.]
[My, oh my. I guess that would be the first time, even for me, to see you fighting seriously. Well then, as soon as that possibility becomes certain, Iāll call on you again.]
[Understood.]
Alice disappeared, leaving only Illness in the dimly lit room. After Illness stared at her palm for a bit, she lightly flicked her fingers. Thereupon, ten knives appeared around her and after flying around the room by themselves at a tremendous speed, all of the knives simultaneously attacked her. After Illness made one turn to the side, all the flying knives were in her hand.
[ā¦ā¦Off by about 3 mm huuuuuh. Itās been peaceful latelyyyy, so my battle seeeeense may have been a bit duuuuuull.]
Looking at the knives in her hand, Illness quietly spoke in the empty room.
[Using Aesir at a time like thiiiiiis makes me a little nervouuuuus. I guess Iāll contact Ozma-samaaaaaa and get myself some trainiiiiiiing.]
As she muttered this, Illness turned her attention back to the knives in her hand and smiled. Reminiscing about the pastā¦ā¦ and about how the beginnings of her and her master also started with knivesā¦ā¦
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It was about 19,000 years ago.
It was a time when order was beginning to be established in the Demon Realm through Aliceās efforts. Illness was on a leisurely journey around the various regions of the Demon Realm. There was no particular reason why she decided to do so. If really she had to say one, it was for self-improvement. Illness is a unique species of Demon, having no parents of siblings. She has no purpose, no dreams of becoming something. She was born with the power to manipulate diseases, but she had no idea for what purpose she was to use it. Feeling empty, she just vaguely tried to master the martial arts she had created. It wasnāt as if she felt the need to do that thoughā¦ā¦
While traveling and helping people in various places, she continued to do what she thought was generally right. In a sense, she was stoic even to herself, and although she was born with little magic power,it was at least conspicuously growing, and before long, even in the vast Demon Realm, she had become a strong person who could be counted among the top.
One day, as she continued her journey, a turning point arrived. While she was walking through the most enormous forest in the Demon Realm, she suddenly felt a presence nearby.
(ā¦ā¦This iiiiiiis, I think itās safe to saaaaay that theyāre intentionally showing their preseeeeence. A presence that is always emitted from a certain directioooooon and with a certain intensityyyyyyā¦ā¦ Theyāre trying to beckon me towards theeeeeem.)
She didnāt look in the direction of the presence she felt and continued walking as if she didnāt notice them, but there was a bead of sweat trickling down her forehead.
(They got meeeee. I can feel the direction of that preseeeeeence, but I canāt detect the souuuuurce~~. This would be the first time in a long time that Iām being outclaaaaaaassed.)
After thinking about it, she turned towards the direction of the presence. To find out the other partyās reaction to her actionā¦ā¦ Would it be fair to say it worked? There was indeed a reaction. It was just for a moment, but the presence she had been feeling got strongerā¦ā¦ However, that was definitely on purpose. The fact is that, even though the presence got stronger, Illness is still unable to detect the source of that presence.
(Now this is troubliiiiing. Theyāre far more powerful than I thouuuuught. Iām sure what I just felt wasnāt their full poweeeeer, but the density and quality of their magic power is juuuuustā¦ā¦ Theyāre so incredibly strong that I can only despaaaaair. I would already do weeeeeell surviving two exchanges against theeeeem.)
Recognizing that the presence she sensed was far superior to herself, Illness quietly took her stance while breaking out in a cold sweat.
(Unfortunatelyyyyyy, itās probably impossible to escaaaape. At the very leeeeeast, Iād like to strike back an arrow before I diiiiiiie.)
While Illness was concentrating with all her might while boosting her magic power, a large number of knives were thrown almost simultaneously from all around Illness. Spinning around, she flicked them away, grabbing the last one in her hand. Immediately thereafter, she heard a voice echoing from deep in the forest.
[Splendidly done. Youāve done well. I could tell from how you trained your magic power that you were more than ordinary, but you have exceeded my expectations.]
[It is my honoooooor to receive your praaaaaise. But if itās possibleeeeee, would it be alright if I could see you in persooooon?]
[Of course, I donāt mind.]
With a cheerful voice, a girl with long blonde hair and a mask appeared in front of Illness. At first glance, the girl wasnāt so different in stature from Illness, but standing before her made Illness sweat profusely, trembling in fear.
(I knew she was far superior to meeeee, but I guess I was still underestimating heeeeer. Her strength is clearly on a different leveeeeeel. For someone to be this strong to be in the Demon Reeeeeealmā¦ā¦)
Having sensed the overwhelming strength of the girl before her just by being in her presence, Illness gave up resisting and simply waited for her to speak.
[Oops, I havenāt introduced myself yet, have I? My name is Shalltear, nice to meet you.]
[My naaaaaaame is Illness.]
[Illness-san huh. Once again, that was splendidly done. For that, Iād like to discuss something with youā¦ā¦]
[What is iiiiiit?]
When it seemed like the girl was about to get down to her main business, Illness raised her vigilance. Thereupon, the girlā¦ā¦ Shalltear grinned and spoke.
[How about becoming my 'subordinateā?]
[ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦.]
[Well, this is that so-called being scouted. I still need more people to perfect the order in the Demon Realm. You have such splendid strengthā¦ā¦ I promise Iāll welcome you as an āexecutiveā, you know?]
[ā¦ā¦Who are youuuuu?]
Illness had no idea who Shalltear was. Although she was talking about something large-scale like the order of the Demon Realm, she was concerned that such a powerful person wasnāt well-known in the Demon Realm and unknown to Illness.In response to Illnessā question, with a smile still on her face, Shalltear spoke.
[For those who donāt know me, I am known as the Phantasmal King, No Face.]
[!? Youāre one of those āSix Kiiiiiingsā Iāve heard so much about these days huhhhhā¦ā¦ I seeeee, just from the fact you call yourselves Kiiiiiings, I can tell youāre tremendous beiiiiiingsā¦ā¦ Sooooo? What does King-samaaaaa want me to dooooo?]
[Well, youād definitely be curious about that huh? Letās see. Well then, let me explain to you what the job is and how your reception will be.]
After saying this, Shalltear began giving her a detailed explanation and after she finished listening, Illness thought for a moment before speaking.
[ā¦ā¦I understand the gist of thiiiiiings. I also have no objections with the conditiooooons, so I will be your subordinaaaaaate.]
[A prompt decision huhā¦ā¦ I see, I seeā¦ā¦ Seems like itās another ādistortedā one huh.]
[Yeeeees?]
[No, itās nothing. Well then, from today on, you will be working under me as an executiveā¦ā¦ When acting as my subordinate, you are to call yourself with a ācodenameā. Information is a useful weapon, and deception is an essential tool. You are, letās seeā¦ā¦ You are to call yourself āPandemoniumā.]
[Understood, Shalltear-samaaaaa.]
[Very well, you are free to do as you please until further notice. Well then, I look forward to working with you in the future, Pandemonium.]
In response to Shalltearās words, who called her by her codename, Illness responded with a deep bow. Just like that, Pandemoniumā¦ā¦ which was later known as the āDoomsday-Invoking Plagueā, had become Shalltearās subordinate.
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Since becoming Shalltearās subordinate, Illnessā¦ā¦ Pandemonium has been obedient to her master. She does her job perfectly and reports regularly. Having no purpose or goal, it was very easy for her to follow someone elseās orders. She was the only decent among the Phantasmal Kingās Executives, the Ten Demons filled with people with strong peculiarities. Yes, on the surface, that isā¦ā¦
[ā¦ā¦How should I say thisā¦ā¦ You have some really interesting distortion, donāt you?]
[What do you meeeeean? You also said something like thaaaaaat when we first met, riiiiight?]
Hearing the words Shalltear said at once point, Illness tilted her head in sincere curiosity.
[Lacking greed, those words certainly sound nice to the ears, but when itās reaching your levelā¦ā¦ You could say empty would be a more apt description.]
[Empty?]
[Ye, you desire for nothing. āYou want nothing from anyoneā. Your way of being, your everything, all of it was completely on your own. Therefore, you act based on the standard of āwhat is rightā that exists in you. The principle of your actions exists only in yourself. I mean, even towards me, you donāt hold any respect or any other feelings either, right? You only do what you do because you think āitās right to obey your masterās ordersā.]
[ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦.]
Yes, Pandemonium only sees herself. She judges her surroundings through her own measure. In a sense, itās the ultimate self-centeredness of thoughtā¦ā¦ That was how distorted of a person Pandemonium is.
She basically treats everyone kindlyā¦ā¦ because she thinks treating others kindly is right.
She doesnāt hesitate to deal with her most closests people as long as Shalltear orders her to do soā¦ā¦ because she thinks that was what it means to be a master and subordinate.
She doesnāt have any purpose or goalā¦ā¦ because she doesnāt think of them as necessary.
She doesnāt understand the feeling of happinessā¦ā¦ because happiness is something you have to seek to acquire.
[You desire nothing from no oneā¦ā¦ You only give to others. Through your own basis, your own sense of value, acting as if itās the most obvious thing in the world, you give to othersā¦ā¦ That ādevotionā is definitely your true natureā¦ā¦ but ādevotion without an object of devotionā is just a distortion.]
Her true nature is devotion that asks nothing in returnā¦ā¦ However, the target of her devotion does not exist. She has nothing. As Shalltear had said, she really was empty. Illness herself understood that. However, she doesnāt see the need to changeā¦ā¦
[I seeeeee, thatās very interestiiiiiing.]
[And even now, you donāt think what Iām telling you is necessary. The act of others giving you anything in itself is something you donāt desire. Itās something you canāt comprehend.]
[ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦]
[ā¦ā¦I hope you find them someday. āSomeoneā you could offer your devotionā¦ā¦]
[I suppoooooose. If that happeeeeens, I might be able to understaaaaand what it is that youāre sayiiiiing.]
Although she gave Shalltear such an answer for the time being, Pandemonium had concluded through her own basis that such a day would never come true.
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Nearly 20,000 years had passed since she encountered Shalltear, but Pandemonium remained empty. Even though she remained unchanged, the world and the current state of things changed. Order has been created in the Demon Realm, and the terms āSix Kingsā and āPeerage-rankingsā became common knowledge, and the Treaty of Friendship was signed between the three realms.
Pandemoniumās station had changed, as she became the Chief Information Manager of the Symphonia Kingdom, and she began working as a maid at the royal castle under her real name, Illness, which she had never used since the day she met Shalltear. However, her heart has not changed. She continues to live a life devoted that asks nothing in return.
[Illness! Listen to me! I won second place in the martial arts competition!!! Well, I lost to Sieg in the finalsā¦ā¦ but I will definitely win the next one!]
When the princessā¦ā¦ Lilianne, who she has taken care of since she was a child, told her so, she responded with an answer that follows through her standard. Praising a person who did her best with a smile is rightā¦ā¦
Giving such a response doesnāt satisfy Illness, but it does satisfy Lilianne. In that case, such a response is right.
[Please, Illness! I know how to behave as a Duchess to a certain extent, but I have no idea how to teach servants or anything like thatā¦ā¦ Most of the people who said theyād follow me are former knights, and thereās no one else who understands what itās like being a maid!]
Seeing Lilianne asking this to her while rubbing her head against the ground, Illness thought that āIf she was asking so desperately, considering her request would be rightā. And thus, she confirmed this with her master, Shalltear. She thinks that making a decision on her own wasnāt right. Whether Shalltear accepts having relocated or not doesnāt matter to her. She would just continue to walk the path indicated by others, going according to her standardsā¦ā¦
It was four years later that a turning point came to such an empty, desireless Illness.
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Gathering all the servants, the head of the mansion, Lilianneā¦ā¦ now Lilia, strongly declared. The first male guest in the mansion is a valued guest for Lilia, and she does not allow any harm to come his wayā¦ā¦
However, her words didnāt reach Illnessā ears.
She just kept her gaze at the male guestā¦ā¦ the otherworlder named Miyama Kaito. Her eyes, which were always unfocused, focused on him, staring at him as if she were devouring his being. Seeing a being she felt was beautiful for the first time in her lifeā¦ā¦ Kaito, a certain emotion welled up in her heart.
(ā¦ā¦I want to see iiiiiiit. Not that anxious expression on his faaaaace, but a smiiiiileā¦ā¦ I want to see him smiiiiile. I want to see him with a happy expression on his faaaaaace.)
After having devoted herself to others for a long time, it was the first time 'she had desired somethingā. She wanted him to be happy, she didnāt want him to have such a sad expression on his faceā¦ā¦ She desired for Kaitoās happiness. It brought about a dramatic change to Illness. Wanting to serve Kaito, she took it upon herself to be his personal maid. She worked behind the scenes to help him adjust to the mansion as quickly as possible. Andā¦ā¦
[Pandemonium, here is your new assignment. Gather as much information as possible about the otherworlder residing in the mansion, Miyama Kaito, and report to me with as much detail as possible.]
[I refuuuuuse.]
[ā¦ā¦What did you say?]
[As I recaaaaall, Shalltear-sama had told me this back theeeeen. That I have āthe freedom to disobey youuuuuuā. If thatās the caaaaase, I will use such freedom right heeeeeere.]
If she were to be honest, Shalltear was a little surprised by those words. After all, Illness, who had never once complained or even looked displeased since she became her subordinate, clearly refused the mission given to her. She was too obedient of a person. But now, she could clearly feel her strong intent to reject her command.
[ā¦ā¦Do you mind if I ask the reason why?]
[I donāt haaaaave any particular reasoooooon. Itās just thaaaaaat I am now putting priority on Kaito-samaaaaa over Shalltear-samaaaaa. Disrespectful it may beeeeee, from now ooooon, my actions will now prioritize Kaito-samaaaaaa.]
[ā¦ā¦I see, youāve found him. The one you dedicate your devotion to.]
[Yeeeees.]
Seeing Illness decisively answering her, a small smile appeared on Shalltearās lips.
[ā¦ā¦I see, it canāt be helped then. I will just prepare other means.]
[What will be my punishmeeeeeent?]
[Thereās none of that. You were justly exercising the rights I gave you, so I have no reason to condemn you. I will only tell you one thingā¦ā¦ Congratulations.]
After saying that she wouldnāt punish Illness for disobeying her instructions and congratulating her, Shalltear lightly waved her hand and disappeared. As she watched Shalltear left, Illness simply gave her a deep bow.
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After feeling nostalgic for a few moments, she left the room and started walking down the moonlit corridor again. In the silence, Illness continued to walk, feeling as if she is the only one in the mansion at the moment. When she arrived in front of one of the rooms, she stopped, and taking the master key of the mansion out of her pocket, she unlocked the room. Opening the door quietly so as not to make any noise, she then went inside.
She was in the room given to Kaito, and on the bed, Kaito was sleeping with a regular breathing. Approaching the bed where Kaito was sleeping, Illness gently fixed the slightly disheveled covers on his body. She then just lovingly looked at Kaitoās sleeping face.
(My apologieeeees for coming so late at niiiiiight. I just suddenlyyyy wanted to see your faaaaaaceā¦ā¦ This is troubliiiiing, before I knew iiiiiit, I have become greedyyyyyy.)
After gently and tenderly stroking Kaitoās hair, Illness held her hair in one hand and slowly brought her face close to Kaitoās. Thereupon, she gave him a kiss, just a slight touch of her lips on his cheek, before she softly murmured.
[I dearly love youuuuu. Even now and the futuuuuure, always and foreveeeeeer.]
Pulling her face away, Illness patted Kaitoās head once more, and went to the door to leave the room. As she put her hand on the doorknob, she turned around and softly spoke.
[I hooooope that the future you tread upooooon will always be filled with happineeeeeess.]
Leaving behind her wish for Kaitoās happiness, Illness left Kaitoās room and walked down the hallways three times, she looked at the moon shining outside the window and smiled.
[Kaito-samaaaa, you have changed my world. You filled up this empty meeeeee. Thatās whyyyyyy, I want to devote myself to youuuuu. Iām really glad to have met youuuu. I will definitelyyyyyy open up the path for youuuuu, the path towards your happy futuuuuuuure.]
Thinking of what Alice had told her, Illness quietly clenched her fists, vowing that she would definitely help Kaito.