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With Kaito lying on her lap, Illness is cleaning his ears. What Kaito had felt from Illness was that she was as calm as usual, making him think that he was the only one who was nervous in the current situation.
One of the reasons for this is his Sympathy Magic. Kaito, who can use Sympathy Magic, is able to read Illnessā emotions and he can sense if she feels anythingā¦ā¦
Thereās no mistaking that. In fact, Illness hasnāt done anything to suppress her magic power, nor has she intercepted Kaitoās Sympathy Magic, her emotions havenāt moved significantly.
However, being calmā¦ā¦ doesnāt necessarily mean oneās mind is serene. Currently, the biggest emotion in Illnessā heart is happiness, and Kaito had strongly felt emotions related to ājoyā from Illness. However, on some occasions, the greater emotions would end up overshadowing the smaller ones.
(How should I say thiiiiisā¦ā¦ This feels straaaaaange. I had given Kaito-sama a lap pillow and am now cleaning his eaaaaars, so Iām supposed to be so happyyyyyā¦ā¦ but me feeling this strangely restless is troubliiiiiing.)
Yes, the biggest emotion she is feeling may be happiness, but she was also a bit shaken and nervous. No, as intelligent as she is, she understands her situation. And exactly because she understood that she felt confused.
(I suppose this too is a change huuuuuh. When Iām thiiiiiiis close to Kaito-sama, I feel my heart beating fasteeeeerā¦ā¦ This might be a different feeling from befoooooore. As my feelings of affection towards Kaito-sama grow strongeeeeer, it seems like the emotions I canāt completely suppress start to surface on their oooooown.)
While gently and carefully cleaning Kaitoās ear, Illness did indeed feel her heart beat faster. In the first place, the magazine that made her want to clean Kaitoās ears with him lying on her lap was also one that contained romance-related content, a type of magazine she had never seen before.
She could feel her mind was steadily changing, but she also seemed to be somewhat enjoying the change.
(I thought Iād lived a long tiiiiime, but thereās still so much I donāt knooooow. If the me Shalltear-sama described as empty sees me noooooow, I wonder what sheād feeeeeel?)
At least, there were so many emotions swirling in Illnessā heart that she could proudly say that she wasnāt empty anymore.
However, strangelyā¦ā¦ Having learned more than before and expanded her outlook, there are also things she recalled in the past that became even more incomprehensible to her.
For Illness, this was the case with her current feelings.
(How troubliiiiiing. I couldnāt quite comprehend my feeliiiiings. Do I not want Kaito-sama to notice my rapidly beating heaaaart, or do I want him to notiiiiiiice? Itās certainly quite difficuuuuuult. Itās nooooooot a matter of which is the ācorrect answerā, but both of these feelings seeeeeems to be coexisting with my heart.)
Not wanting him to realize it, but still, wanting him to realize it. Though it may seem contradictory, strangely feeling like such an emotion was understandable, a smile of genuine happiness appeared on Illnessā lips.
(However, as for the answer to this feeliiiiiingā¦ā¦ If I stay by Kaito-samaās siiiiiide, it feels like that answer might not be that far awaaaaaay. No~~ I may have already figured out aaaaaall the answers, but I just maaaaaay have been pretending not to notice it, turning my gaze awaaaaaay. Thinking that waaaaay, I may be surprisingly timiiiiiidā¦ā¦ Kuhihi, having lived for a long tiiiiime, I suppose realizing a new side of oneself even now might just be a happy thiiiiiingā¦ā¦)
Despite being perplexed by her changing feelings, Illnessā mind remained calm and she accepted the changes that were happening to her in a positive way.
After all, such changesā¦ā¦ for Illness, they were also given to her by her beloved Kaitoā¦ā¦
Serious-senpai: [ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦]
? ? ?: [Senpai? ā¦ā¦[There is no response. Itās just granulated sugar.]]
Serious-senpai: [ā¦ā¦Couldnāt you justā¦ā¦ use sugar in that reference?]
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