Originally posted on RBKTR Translations.
Author: Yi Zhi Da Yan (äø€éš»å¤§é›).
Translated by: Yujuan.
44.
With my boyfriend like this, I felt really awkward.
You all know, someone who's held it in for such a long time will very easily be aroused after getting incited.
I shouldn't be like this, at least I shouldn't be like this in front of my boyfriend who has a physical defect, this will provoke his frail little gla.s.s heart, he will become incredibly depressed,Ā  even suffering a major blow, he'll feel inferior, from then on never being able to rise again.
Boyfriend: Just what are you filling up your head with this time?
Me: I'm notā€¦
How can I tell him the truth!
If I tell him the truth he'll become even more depressed!
Boyfriend: Very good, you're not impotent.
Of course I'm not!!!
What do you mean by that! I'll get angry!
My boyfriend then said: Do you think there's something wrong with me?
You don't have a problem?!
My boyfriend smiled coldly: You actually think I have a problem.
What should I do I feel like my boyfriend is acting really odd today, could it be that he ate something strange this morning? Wasn't he the gentle, cute, all-forgiving perfect boyfriend just yesterday?
ā€¦Wait a minute.
Something seems to be up.
The s.p.a.ce within the car was incredibly narrow, and my boyfriend was pus.h.i.+ng me down like that, just about his entire body pressing against mine.
He seemsā€¦ to have alsoā€¦ become arousedā€¦
So my boyfriendā€¦ is not impotentā€¦ he's not frigid eitherā€¦
What the f.u.c.k.
Was that all just a misunderstanding before this? Thinking about it carefully my boyfriend never said he had a problemā€¦ Nor did he ever say that the person here to see the doctor today was himā€¦
This is really f.u.c.king awkward.
Don't disturb me, I want to calm down for a bit, let me calm down by myself.