As I took a sip of the miso soup, Sayu said that as if it had nothing to do with her. Wait, actually, that does have nothing to do with her.
I had intended to drive her away as soon as possible, but for some reason she began prying into what had happened yesterday, and for some reason I answered honestly.
âThereâs no way that thatâs how you actually feel.â
âOf course I do! Being rejected sucks, doesnât it? Not like I would know though.â
âI seeâŚâ
I took another sip of the miso soup that Sayu made as we chatted idly.
Now that I think about it, itâs been a while since I drank non-instant miso soup. Itâs strangely delicious. The salty flavor of the soup was spot-on and the fact that this was âhomemadeâ left a stinging sensation in my chest.
Ah, I really wanted to drink Gotou-sanâs homemade miso soup.
âHow does it taste?â Sayu asked, interrupting my train of thought about Gotou-san.
âA-Ahh⌠Well.â
âWell?â
âAll things considered, itâs great.â
âAll things considered hm?â
Sayu cracked up a little, before glancing at me mischievously.
âUhm, Gotou-san, was it? You wanted to eat miso soup made by her, right?â
ââŚNo, not really.â
Itâs uncomfortable to be seen through so easily. I hastily turned my eyes away from her, to which she once again laughed out loud.
âBulleye. Youâre so easy to understand.â
âYou really are a troublesome JK.â
I scowled in a conspicuous manner, but Sayu seemed to have found that funny as well. Her shoulder trembled as she started giggling.
In any case, talking to her was somewhat nauseating, or perhaps embarrassing? I donât really understand.
She had full control of the conversation. I merely followed along. Letting her seize the initiative didnât make me feel too good.
âHey, Yoshida-san.â
âWoah-â
The voice had come from right beside my ear, causing me to jump in surprise. While I was lost in thought, Sayu had somehow managed to put her head right beside mine. She stared into my eyes and brought her face closer.
âDo you want me to comfort you?â
I could feel her breath on my skin as she said that. Goosebumps rose from my body.
âDidnât I tell you to cut that out already?â
Her lips scrunched as I pushed her away from me.
âEhh~, youâre not being honest at all.â
âIdiot. Iâd have to be a crazy and miserable man to be comforted by a high-school girl with a scrawny body like yours.â
Hearing what I said, Sayu went âehh~â and suddenly started unbuttoning her blazer, which she then abruptly threw aside.
âI think my boobs are pretty big though.â She said as she puffed out her chest.
Although my mind objected against looking at it with all itâs might, my eyes found themselves fixated on what was being presented under the shirt. Iâm a guy, after all.
âW-Well, you might be pretty big for a high-school girl⌠But Gotou-san is even more impressive.â
âHaha, more impressive you say.â
Sayu giggled and contracted her chest, returning to her previous hunchbacked position.
âWhat cup is she then?â the girl asked as if it were nothing special.
W-What cup⌠Thatâs, what cup is sheâŚ?
âI-I donât really know, but around F probably.â
âF? Thatâs the same as me then.â
âHah!? Youâre also an F!?â
âYup. If it looks even bigger than these then itâs got to be a G or H, right?â
H-cup⌠Whatâs an H-cup?
Images of gravure models and their supposed cup sizes flashed through in my mind. âJust once is fine, Iâd like to grab an H-cupâ. That, I wonât say.
âBut you know~â
Sayu opened her mouth.
âIsnât an F that you can touch better than an H that you canât?â
Saying that, she once again stuck out her chest and tilted her head.
I sighed as naturally as breathing.
âHey, what do you get out of seducing me? What are you gonna do if I really pushed you down?â
âEh? Then we can just do it normally. I think youâre pretty good looking, so Iâm not really against it.â
ââŚYou want to do it with me?â
Hearing that, Sayu blinked her eyes a few times.
âNo, thatâs not really what I meant.â
âTHEN WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT!!â
I exclaimed from my seat without thinking. I just couldnât understand the reasoning behind her irregular behavior.
âIf you donât want to do it then donât press it! There are guys out there that would go for it you know?â
Sayu raised her eyebrows and tilted her head.
âIsnât it the opposite?â
âWhat is?â
âThereâs a girl whoâs fine with doing it right before your eyes. Why wonât you do it?â
âHuhâŚ?â
A breath that couldnât be called a sigh nor a confused yelp escaped my throat. Were our ages too far apart for me to understand what she meant? No, thatâs not quite it.
I looked at Sayu as if looking at an alien. She showed a wry smile in response.
âWhatâs the matter? Youâre the weird one arenât you? All this time, no one has treated me this considerately without some demand.â
ââŚâ
Her declaration left me speechless. I thought she was just a typical small-scale high-school runaway, but judging by what she just said, she hasnât gone home for months?
As for how she managed to find shelter all this time, the thought alone was distasteful enough.
ââŚGod, how stupid can you be.â
I muttered under my breath. I squatted down in front of Sayu, level with her eyes.
âWhere did you come from? Show me your student ID.â
Hearing that, Sayuâs expression turned gloomy for a brief moment.
In the next moment though, she bore a bright smile. She stuck a hand in her skirt pocket and retrieved a foldable wallet. Opening it, she took out her student ID and presented it to me. I took it from her.
âAh, AsahikawaâŚâ
My mouth gaped in surprise.
The ID wrote âAsahikawa 6th High School, 2nd Yearâ.
âYou came all the way from Hokkaido? Alone?â
âYup.â
âWhen did you leave Hokkaido?â
âAbout half a year ago I guess?â
âYou havenât gone home for half a year?â
This was the center of Tokyo, way too far for a lone high-schooler from Hokkaido.
âDid you tell your parents?â
âNope.â
âThen hurry up and go home stupidâŚâ
After that, I stopped.
Sayu, who had been acting quite frivolous until now, bore a rather gloomy expression.
Her gaze seemed settle on somewhere far away.
âItâs alright, theyâre probably better off without me.â
âHow do you know that?â
âI just do.â
As she answered, I could see a muddle of loneliness and resignation surface in her gaze.
I felt a prickling sensation in my chest.
âIâm out of money you see? So I have to do what I can to stay in someone elseâs home. Thatâs why Iââ
âWhat do you mean by âWhat I canâ?â
ââŚâ
Sayu hesitated to continue.
I could feel my stomach curl in anger, which was directed to no one in particular.
âWhat the hell do you take me for huh?â
I found myself blurting out.
âI donât know about the assholes youâve met until now, but I donât have a speck of interest in your body.â
âThenâŚâ
âYou donât want to go home, you donât want to go to school. Just what are you living for then?â
Hearing what I said, her eyebrows scrunched in distress.
âThatâs why Iâll find someone whoâll let me stayâŚâ
âWhat are you planning to do if I chased you out?â
âI-Iâll somehow find the next person.â
ââSomehowâ, what do you mean by somehow?â
âThatâsâŚâ
Taking in my words, Sayu seemed to have arrived at an impasse as her own words came to a halt.
I donât think that thereâs any normal thought process that would make one arrive at the conclusion of seducing simple and unknown men. No, at this point, itâs impossible for me to tell what ânormalâ really is.
A feeling that I couldnât differentiate into anger or sadness whirled within my chest. To shake this feeling off, I resolutely declared.
âThen work.â
âWork??â
âYou heard me. Youâre a kid that dropped out from school, right? Everyone lives by working and earning their wages.â
âB-butââ
Sayu then said in a soft voice that was unimaginable from her carefree attitude moments earlier.
âWhat I can earn from a part-time job isnât enough to pay rent.â
Well, sheâs right on that point. Anyhow, thereâs no place that would allow her to stay for a few months until she can afford to pay up, but itâs not like she can live out on the streets either.
âThen you can stay here while you work that out.â
âEh?â
âI said you can stay here.â
Hearing what I said, Sayu repeatedly blinked her eyes in disbelief.
âB-but I havenât given you anything Yoshida-san.â
âDonât give me such nonsense. I donât want anything that you have. â
I grimaced and continued.
ââI donât have any money! I donât have anywhere to stay! Then letâs seduce a man!â Thatâs what youâve been thinking, right? Listen, Iâm gonna knock some sense into that downright retarded brain of yours, you hear me?â
âWhy do you keep calling me stupidââ
âItâs âcause youâre stupid, stupid! Youâre just a spoiled brat without a sense of value.â
Sayu gulped as she took in what I said.
Looking head on, she really is cute.
Why did such a thought go round and round in my mind? Is it because I never had a proper youth? Because I never properly fell in love?
âYou donât have anywhere to stay, right?â
âMm.â
âThen you can stay here.â
ââŚMm.â
âOkay then. First off, you can do all the chores in the house. Thatâll be your job for now.â
Hearing that, Sayuâs eyes seemed to pop in surprise.
âHey, I was thinking that I could go get a part-time job.â
âYou can do that in the future. For now, adjusting the paces of our lives to one anotherâs comes first. Letting you run rampant will be troubling.â
Sayuâs mouth opened and closed a few times, as she tried to say something.
After waiting a while in this manner, she finally spoke.
âSo itâs okay for me to stay forever?â
âForever is a bit much. You can stay until youâve had enough of being a runaway.â
â⌠So you mean I can stay until then?â
I was unsure as to how to answer that.
Based on our last few minutes of conversation, I could tell that this girl was spoiled beyond belief.
She seduced men and lived in their homes, wandering from place to place. Although it may have been even harder than that, there mustâve been a more wholesome path that she couldâve taken.
To be used in lecherous acts by men she didnât even like. Personally, I think that is much, much harder than mere physical labor, but perhaps such feelings had become jaded after all this time.
If I tell her that âyou can stay as long as you likeâ, wonât she possibly end up staying for several years?
Choosing my words carefully, I finally replied.
âAt the very least, Iâll leave you be until that spoilt nature of yours is fixed up.â
Sayu, somewhat taken aback, meekly nodded her head.
âO-OkayâŚââ
I exhaled loudly and sat down.
Itâs been a while since Iâve gotten so hot-headed. To be honest, I have no right to be lecturing others.
I grasped the bowl of miso soup on the table and took another sip.
âMan, itâs already cold.â
Even though itâs cold, the miso soup Sayu made is still quite tasty.
âAh, thatâs right.â
I raised my head and looked in Sayuâs direction.
âW-What.â
Saying replied whilst avoiding my gaze.
Her commanding attitude a while ago had completely dissipated.
I pointed a finger at her and declared.
âNext time you try to seduce me, Iâm kicking you out.â
âI-I wonât try that anymoreâŚâ
Thus began the strange cohabitation of a 26 year old salaryman and a runaway high school girl.
Thinking back on it, my thoughts on how hard it would be to live together with a âhigh school girlâ had been far too na?ve.