The emperor scratched the tip of his chin. There was worry hidden in the small gesture.
Recently, the Shinsu had given him an unpleasant notice.
âWe will be having a ceremony. Send your firstborn child as an observer.â
It was an order disguised as a suggestion, thrown at him out of the blue.
Firstborn child â that meant Belinda.
There was a time when heâd regularly gone to ceremonies as a means of providing communication between the royal family and the Shinsu clan. But that was before their relations drifted into the state they were in now. It was originally possible because theyâd been close to each other.
But now? They were far from close friends. He only met the elders of the clan once a year for a silent meal. His stomach tightened.
âWhatâs worrying you, Your Majesty?â
The empress â could she read his mind? â whispered from her seat opposite him, drinking tea.
âI donât want to send a royal to be an observer for the beasts.â
âThey might be beasts, but we canât compete with their power. Itâs best to do what they ask of you.â
ââŠâŠ.â
Instead of answering, the emperor scratched his chin again.
âItâs a relief they didnât ask for one of our children to be sent to that forest.â
The emperorâs expression shifted.
Â
âBelinda Ryn Athez is also my child.â
The look on the empressâs face hardened as if someone had splashed her with icy water.
She knew that heâd cared about the child in the past few years, unlike when he first brought her to the palace, but she wasnât expecting him to cross this line, calling her his own.
ThenâŠ
âYour Majesty, Princess Belinda has arrived.â
The servant announced from behind the door. It seemed to be Belinda, whom heâd told to visit in the morning.
âCome in.â
The poised princess entered, elegantly curtsying. From her graceful steps, it was clear that the shabby, crude girl from years ago was nowhere in sight.
âMay the great Emperor and Empress possess the infinite glory of the Empire. Have you called for me?â
The emperor got to the point without hesitation.
âThe leopard Shinsu clan will be having a ceremony soon.â
âIs that so?â
âAnd they have expressed a desire to have you as their observer.â
âExcuse me?â
Belinda looked up. The emperor, unhappy with the situation, sighed.
âItâs a dangerous place, but theyâve been set on you the whole time, so youâll be fine.â
âI understand.â
âWill you go?â
âYes.â
Belinda lowered her eyes again and replied submissively. She didnât utter a single word of protest.
That just increased the emperorâs concern.
Bringing her to the palace at all was a rather impulsive decision. He wouldnât have hesitated to kick her out on a whim.
However, she lived in the guest palace quietly, never making her presence known. Even those times she had the emperorâs attention, she didnât abuse it. Like a flower blooming in the corner of the flowerbed, quietly sticking to its place, she was quiet but confident, resolute and bold.
The empress broke the silence.
âWhat are you still doing here? Leave now.â
Having said all there was to say, the lowly princess was dismissed.
âMay the Emperor and Empress always be filled with glory.â
After all the usual formalities, Belinda quietly left the room.
Looking after the skirt disappearing into the hallway, the emperor sighed again. He didnât want to push his daughter into a dangerous situation, but he couldnât refuse.
***
âAn observer? Whatâs that?â
Belinda grabbed Aymonâs front paw and pressed it into the pad of green ink. The calm demeanor sheâd shown to the emperor was nowhere to be seen â the mischievous sparkle in her eyes made her look like she was still just a child.
ăIt just means that youâll sit next to me at the ceremony, help out a bit and nod sometimes.ă
âHow would I dare to do such a marvelous and important thing?â
ăItâs not marvelous or important. Every other Shinsu has to do it too.ă
Belinda firmly pushed the ink-covered paw onto the bottom of the silver letter paper. It left a cute footprint. There was still a small stack of letters to be stamped with Aymonâs paw.
However much she lived up to her âsecretive princessâ title, she had aristocratic friends now. Well, sort of. She was sending all of them letters.
âYou should have told me about it earlier. I was so nervous when they called me in, and it came as a surprise that you suddenly asked me to go to the Shinsu forest.â
ăI did tell you about it. You were just too busy trying to tie a ribbon around my neck to listen.ă
âDid you? Anyways, is there anything I need to prepare? Itâs important. I donât want to make any mistakes.â
ăNo. Trust me and just come. Leave the rest to me.ă
Belinda laughed and stamped another letter.
âIt feels like youâre taking me there to get married. Hey! Whyâd you move all of sudden? The print got smudged.â
Aymon immediately sprang up when he heard her words. Belinda patted him on the back a few times, like she was trying to calm him down, then went back to stamping. The cute beast next to her seemed to be very shaken up by the word âmarriageâ.
âWhy are you so surprised? Iâll give your elders six geese, two cows, and four bags of flour. You just come and weâll get married. Iâll take care of everything,â she joked, âbecause thatâs how people get married, you know.â
ăâŠâŠ.ă
âDonât you know youâre not a human?â
Aymon didnât answer. She looked up.
âI was just joking because everyoneâs so obsessed with marriage. Why are you so stiff?â
ăNo reasonâŠă
He finally replied.
âLucyâs taking a marriage preparation class, too. Even though she doesnât have any candidates for marriage yet.â
ăLucy? Our Lucy!?ă
Aymon jumped again. Lucy wasnât around that day because of a family event.
Arenât you being too dramatic?
Belinda was about to ask him out loud but decided not to.
She had a bad feeling about this. Aymonâs attitude towards Lucy had become a little strange lately.
âYeah, LucyâŠ. Anyways.â
Aymon glared at the floor with a serious expression. His ears pricked up as if he was lost in thought. He glanced at the ring on Belindaâs finger and yanked his foot out of her grasp.
ăAre you and Lucy the right age for marriage?ă
âYeah.â
ăAlready!?ă
âYeah, already.â
For a moment, it looked like the black leopardâs face turned white. He began to mutter with a blank stare. It was hard to tell if he was talking to himself or Belinda.
ăIf youâre old enough to get marriedâŠ.. Then after the ceremonyâŠ.ă
âWhat? I canât hear you.â
He quickly came to his senses.
ăWhy would you get married so early?ă
âWhat do you mean, early? Iâm an adult.â
ăI mean, we donât mate that early.ă
âHuh? Why?â
He started muttering to himself again.
ăOur purpose is to see childrenâŠ. Well, when the season comesâŠ. Of course, itâs possible before that, butâŠ.. Would Breedee be okayâŠ.ă
Aymon recited, as serious as ever.
Belinda tried to get closer so she could hear, but eventually gave up and went back to fiddling with a letter.
Maybe itâs because of his age. I guess animals have turbulent emotional phases too.
***
It was late at night â the time for humans to sleep and beasts to be awake.
Aymonâs ceremony was being held in the Shinsu forest, shrouded in darkness under the full moon. It almost felt like the forest was breathing.
Belinda was sitting in front of a brazier, trying to take in the moment.
The animals moved around without a single sound, except for the occasional purr from around the brazier. Belinda tightened up whenever she felt something pass by.
Iâm not afraid. Iâm not afraid.
It was strange and scary, but she didnât want to ruin this precious day for Aymon.
Two grown leopards stood opposite to the three little ones, sat in a row. The red flames of the fire reflected in their eyes. The rest of the leopards, circling around the brazier, approached them one by one.
They would only be recognized once they received the blood of the chief. Then they could become adults.
Since Aymonâs mother died, the position of the chief had been empty. All of the baby leopards who completed the ceremony were about to select a new chief as they turned into adults.
Aisha, who was fulfilling the role of the chief, stared at Belinda.
âYouâre the royal thatâs Aymonâs observer.â
Instinctively, they could tell that she was scared. But she was looking at Aymon calmly. After all, that was the duty of an observer. The forest had eyes everywhere â the birds sitting on branches, the snakes slithering by. Thatâs the role of an observer. To remember the protagonist of the ceremony and see them become a new member of the clan on behalf of all the creatures watching on.
By all means, Belinda was doing her job.
Aishaâs eyes fell on her trembling fingertips. They got up from their seat. The rest of the leopards circling around stopped. They all turned their eyes to the large leopard descending from the platform.
Is that the elder Aymon was talking about? If he smears his blood on him, the ceremony will be complete.
She gulped, thinking of the explanation Aymon had given her.
The mysterious elder walked up to Aymon and the other two baby leopards. He bit his paw with his sharp fangs and rubbed the blood on Aymonâs forehead.
ăWelcome to the clan.ă
The beasts surrounding them cried out and bowed down to the roar of the ruler that shook the ground. Belinda closed her eyes out of instinctive fear. A cold sweat ran down her forehead.
At that moment, she realized fully that Aymon, who had always laid next to her, was a feared and great animal.\n