The desks in the classroom decreased by one after summer break.
The girl with long black hair, who should be sitting in the seat before mine, disappeared.
What our homeroom teacher told us during the HR period after summer break, was that Chako quitted school due to family circumstances.
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Family circumstances when Chako doesnât have parents?
Impossible.
I ran around searching for Chako.
I tried to get more information from the homeroom teacher and even personally asked Tomotaka-senpai, whom Iâm not close to.
However, the homeroom teacher said it was a private issue and wouldnât tell me. On the other hand, Tomotaka-senpai only gave a troubled smile as though he didnât know what to say.
It was the first time Chako did a thing like quitting school so I didnât know what to do.
Numerous times, I visited Chakoâs house and the shops we went to together but I didnât find the girl with long black hair.
âWhat should I do⌠Chako canât be found.â
After class, I sit down with Yuusei-kun in the usual Occult Research Club and discuss.
For the most part, weâre currently pursuing Chakoâs whereabouts.
âMy bad, Naba. I tried investigating the Kamo family too but⌠the Kamo familyâs defense is tough after all, Iâm not too sure.â
âUn⌠I see.â
âA young girl with long black hair⌠Iâm keeping a look-out but no one has seen anyone fitting that description so far.â
Chako vanished all of a sudden.
Even though I finally found a way to save her and got stronger, I canât do anything at this rate.
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Sensing the stalemate, I heave a sigh.
Looking at such a me, Yuusei-kun continues speaking after some consideration.
âI can ask Kamo personally but⌠if he didnât answer when you asked him, heâll certainly not answer if I ask.â
âAre you on bad terms?â
âAh, rather than being on bad terms, I guess itâs like we donât attempt to be on good termsâŚâ
Yuusei-kun says evasively.
I nod: âI see.â
Tomotaka-senpai has a complex about Yuusei-kun.
I really canât imagine the two of them being on good terms.
âDoes Kamo-senpai avoid you, Yuusei-kun?â
âAh, nah, he doesnât. He conducts himself normally around me⌠Itâs just that, I hate Kamo.â
Yuusei-kunâs eyes are filled to the brim with irritation.
My eyes widen at his words.
I had the impression Tomotaka-senpai wouldnât even think of being on good terms with Yuusei-kun because heâs being compared to him. However, it didnât cross my mind that Yuusei-kun hates Tomotaka-senpai.
âIâm surprised that you hate someone, Yuusei-kunâŚâ
Yuusei-kun has confidence in himself and an unquestionable capability.
Perhaps itâs the ease of someone who stands above others; he behaves as though he completely disregards other people. YetâŚ
ăKamoâs an enemy!ăfloats up distinctly in Yuusei-kunâs eyes.
âKamo, that guy⌠is popular.â
âEh?â
Shock crosses my eyes at the abrupt words.
Yuusei-kun merely glances at the shocked me, before continuing with a resentful expression.
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â⌠When I was 4. There was a girl called Rika-chan who was of the same age and trained together with me.â
â? Okay.â
Tilting my head at the reminiscencing that began all of a sudden, I nod.
Yuusei-kun has a faraway look, like heâs recalling something.
âShe was a little clumsy, you see. Because Iâm good at everything, I thought at that time: âWhatâs with this moron?ââ
â⌠Right, thatâs mean.â
âYeah. Even then, on Valentineâs, she gave me chocolates.â
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What a good girl.
Surely, she was intensely threshed by Yuusei-kun just like I am now. On top of that, she gave him chocolates despite being thought of as a moron.
âBeing the first time I got them from someone other than my mum, I was excited. Once I think that this brat likes me, even though sheâs a moron, I come to find her kind of cute.â
â⌠I see youâve been condescending since you were a child.â
It appears that Yuusei-kun had the ease of someone who stands above others when he was 4 years old too.
He sounded so arrogant even though Rika-chan should have been of the same age as him.
Yuusei-kun gives a small sigh when I glare at him with narrowed eyes.
âDeciding to cherish Rika-chan, I searched for her. I wanted to answer her feelings⌠At that time, there were many people gathered in that meeting of onmyoujis or whatever. Rika-chan, whom I finally found within the crowd, was giving Kamo a chocolate.ââOne of those small parcel types.â
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Perhaps recalling what happened back then, his eyebrows furrow tightly.
Having an idea of the following event, my eyebrows furrow too.
Itâs as though I can see the pitiful, young Yuusei-kun before me.
âMine was palm-sized. Kamo was a small parcel-sized.ââThatâs the difference between obligation and true feelings[1].â
Although it was a heart-throbbing and pure first love that even she didnât know whether it could be considered such, it was probably a cruel scene for the overjoyed young Yuusei-kun.
Yuusei-kun raises the corner of his mouth and speaks self-derisively.
âRika-chanâs face was red to a never-before-seen degree as she spoke to Kamo with all she had. She wasnât like that with me so I understood immediately. That she liked Kamo⌠My first love died the moment after I became aware of it.ââIt was Kamoâs fault.â
â⌠Thatâs, unjustified resentmentâŚâ
I softly mutter to Yuusei-kun who has irritation dwelling in his eyes.
However, Yuusei-kun progresses on as though to say that he didnât hear my words.
âThis repeated every year after that. Yuuko-chan, Rei-chan, Yui-chan, Elise. Kamo gets true feelings. I get obligation.â
â⌠Every year?â
âYeah. There were other matters too. On top of these, Kamo that guy started dating in middle school. One after another. Ahh, so irritating.â
âEh? Was Kamo-senpai like that?â
I was surprised by the unexpected content of Yuusei-kunâs words.
Thereâs no signs of women around the current Tomotaka-senpai.
It was the same in all iterations so even though they say men are like that, I thought he was a chaste person.
âYeah. Though it didnât seem the same after he entered high school. Isnât that irritating? Ending his womanizing in middle school, how popular was he, dammit. Stop messing around!â
Yuusei-kunâs eyes turn increasingly sharp.
âBesides, he gets the senpai buff because heâs a year above. Itâd have been great if I were older than him. Both Rika-chan and Yuuko-chan wentăYuu-kun seems childish in comparison to Tomo-kun.ă, can you believe it? Ah, shit!â
Perhaps recalling what happened back then, Yuusei-kun musses up his hair.
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âSnatching all the people around meââGet lost, ikemen. Explode, riajuu.â
Keh, he spits out strange terms.
Not understanding those terms, I tilt my head in confusion.
âRiajuu?â
âYeah. Being the Student Council president, making a cute girl his familiar, being gushed at by his juniors⌠Isnât his life fulfilling? What it means is that people like that should explode and die.â
â⌠Did you say that to Kamo-senpai?â
Donât tell me, he actually told him?
When I look at Yuusei-kun apprehensively, he snorts.
âI say that to him. Whenever we meet.â
â⌠Yuusei-kun.â
âThatâs why, I think he wonât answer even if I ask⌠My bad.â
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When I look at Yuusei-kun with narrowed eyes, his gaze makes a quick escape.
I sigh at the sight of that.
âOkay, I got it. Thanks.â
It looks like thereâs quite a bit between Yuusei-kun and Tomotaka-senpai too.
In the first place, I only requested Yuusei-kun to searched for Chako so nothing can be done about him being on bad terms with Tomotaka-senpai.
âAnyhow, we havenât found Tomonaga but there must be a way. Donât give up and continue to think, alright.â
âYes.â
Yuusei-kun hasnât given up.
Thatâs right. I havenât given up either.
âHey, isnât Yuusei-kun an ikemen too?â
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Unintentionally, I let spill what Iâd been thinking.
Yuusei-kunâs long and narrow eyes look cool and so does his straight nose and smirking mouth.
Although he gives a slightly cold impression maybe due to his glasses or expression, I believe he still counts as an ikemenâŚ
Yuusei-kun nods: âI know,â at my question.
âYeah⌠thatâs right. The makings of my face isnât bad. But my personality isnât likable. Women like handsome, gentle and princely guys after all.â
Tch, he clicks his tongue as though recalling Tomotaka-senpai.
âKamoâs the Student Council president. Everyone likes him, right? Heâs good at grasping peopleâs hearts. Unlike me.â
He then looks straight to the front.
âIâm strong after all. Phantoms donât meet my gaze and onmyoujis treat me like a separate existence somehow. Well, itâs because Iâm strong. It canât be helped.â
I see.
Yuusei-kun wasnât just talking about being popular with girls or not.
âDifferent from me, youâre a geniusâ others draw a line between them.
He mightâve felt a little lonely even though he accepts that.
âIâm the same as Yuusei-kun.â
â⌠Yeah.â
âWeâre cheats, arenât we?â
âYeah, thatâs right.â
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Yuusei-kun laughs out loud too when I chuckle.
âAlso, you know, Chako has high communication skills. Sheâll definitely get along well with you.â
âOh, I wonder.â
âKousuke-kunâs a phantom too but heâll be friends with you regardless of your onmyouji identity.â
âOh.â
Yuusei-kun frowns with a complicated look.
You donât have to make a face like that.
You will definitely be friends.
âLetâs do lots of fun things after we save Chako, okay?â
â⌠Yeah.â
Yuusei-kun smiles a little at my words.
Itâs a small smile but, different from The Peerless Onmyoujiâs, itâs a gentle one.
âAlright! Letâs ponder about the new body while searching for Tomonaga. Heard that?â
âYes!â
The sun had fallen outside the window and the skyâs dyed in violet.
Yuusei-kun and I continue to discuss in the clubroom after class, searching for new possibilities.
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[1] Giri choco/Obligation Chocolates are usually given to male friends, classmates, co-workers etc. basically guys you donât have romantic feelings for. Honmei choco/Chocolates of True Feelings are the opposite. It kind of works as a confession if given to someone youâre not already together with.