Qu Qing didn't have much hope for his mother's waking up after more than ten
years of disappointment, but he didn't expect that he would actually have hope
of seeing his waking mother again in his lifetime. .\nWhen he saw the man on the bed with his eyes open, he almost suspected that it
was his own delusion.\n"Mom?" He called out to the other party, and then moved forward cautiously,
those eyes were still familiar to him.\nThe moment mother Qu saw her son, she looked at her in confusion for a while
before she dared to confirm that the other person was really her own child.
She burst into tears and wanted to say something, but she could only barely
make a single sound when she opened her mouth. , She suddenly panicked,
obviously she still didn't know what state she was in.\nQu Qing hurriedly reassured her not to speak in a hurry, and at the same time
called the doctor loudly, unable to hide her excitement.\nFollowed by messy footsteps and a series of examinations, and finally the
doctor said to him: "Congratulations, everyone is fine now, but just woke up,
the body is extremely deficient in nutrients, but don't eat too greasy food at
first , Let's start with a light liquid food, and there are many other
precautions, your mother has to be hospitalized for a period of time, and you
usually have to..."\nQu Qing listened with joy, asking the doctor from time to time, and carefully
jotting down the things that need attention.\nThe two of them were talking in the ward. During this period, Qu Yin kept
staring at the current Qu Qing without blinking.\nThe doctor almost left after speaking, leaving time to the mother and son who
had not spoken to each other for more than ten years.\nAfter recovering the ability to speak, Mother Qu's first reaction was to grab
Qu Qing's hand and look at her with tears in her eyes: "Your hand..."\nFollowing her line of sight, Qu Qing also looked down at his hand, and
suddenly realized the change in his body. On his hand, there were thick
calluses that had grown after doing physical work, as well as wounds and some
scars. In the past few years, his hands have been cultivated a lot, but he has
inevitably done a lot of work, but all of them are done voluntarily and
willingly.\nBut his memory is still on the eve of the college entrance examination. His
mother always grabbed his hand and said proudly: "These hands should be used
to play the piano and become a musician."\nIn fact, he probably did have a dream in this regard, at least the goal was to
become a person who made a living by music. For this reason, he also spent a
lot of money to learn musical instruments since elementary school. Originally,
he was a music student. He was also prepared for the test, but fate made him
take a completely different path. After so many years of hard work, these
hands are no longer suitable for playing. After more than ten years of
painstaking training, The boring practice day after day completely vanished.\n"Mom, don't be sad, even if you don't play the piano, it's nothing."\nMother Qu cried even more sadly, hugging him tightly: "I'm sad for you, you
worked so hard for so many years..."\n"I'm not sad, but rather happy. In fact, I wanted to say it a long time ago.
It's so boring to practice musical instruments. I don't like it, but Mom, you
like it, so I insist on it."\n"Really?" She raised her head and looked at him. In fact, for her now, to be
able to live well and reunite with her son is already a blessing from God.
Even if she is lost, she can only Can accept reality.\n"It's true, I'm not lying to you. If I really liked musical instruments, I
would have continued to practice every day for the past ten years or so, but
in fact, I have only touched an instrument only a handful of times." The only
time was for fun. Hua Zizhou is happy.\nIn fact, he realized very early on that he probably had no talent or interest
in art, and it was not a bad thing to give up like this.\nTwo months later, Qu Qing bought a two-bedroom second-hand house. The
convenience was that there was no need for decoration and the furniture was
complete. He took his mother back directly and thanked the Wang family for
their help. His mother took care of her body. As for what happened in the past
ten years, he didn't mention a word.\nEven to his friends, he only mentioned it vaguely. These are what he earned in
ten years, and his friends didn't doubt anything, and the life went on like
this.\nOn this day, seeing her son busy in the kitchen, Qu Yin flashed worry in his
eyes, hesitated for a while, and finally asked cautiously when he was eating
in the restaurant, "Son, I'm all right now, you don't have to take care of me
all day. Me, our family has been supported by you all these years, and it's
not easy, in terms of savings, I..."\nQu Qing smiled and added a bowl of porridge to her: "Mom, just say what you
want to say."\n"Do you need to go to work? Our family should have no money..." She kept
looking at the expression on Qu Qing's face as she spoke, probably because she
was afraid that what she said would hurt his self-esteem.\nThrough the slow rehabilitation in the past few months, she has never dared to
ask. On the eve of the college entrance examination, she suddenly had an
accident. How did her son come over after that, but she saw his son's
calloused hands and strong muscles She lost a lot of body, and her heart was
aching hot.\nHis son... those hands, the ones that were supposed to be playing the piano,
but now it's all her fault.\nQu Qing noticed that the corners of his mother's eyes were a little wet, so he
immediately put down the things in his hands and patted his back to comfort
him.\n"It's okay, I succeeded in starting a business in the past and saved a lot of
money. Mom, you don't have to worry about money, it's enough. If you don't
like the old house, we'll look at the new one after dinner. , I was thinking
of a place where I didn’t live, and it was convenient to buy second-hand
pictures.”\nMother Qu was shocked. She thought that buying this apartment must have spent
all her son's savings, but she didn't expect that he still had a lot of money.\nQu Qing thought for a while, and then revealed his bank card balance.\nMother Qu was so shocked that her jaw dropped.\nQu Qing thought he didn't believe it, so he took out his mobile phone and
checked it for her.\nShe stared at the string of zeros for a long time, and even after counting the
decimal points three times, she realized that what her son just said was true.\nSeeing her son's indifferent face in the face of so much money, Qu Yin once
again realized how many wonderful times she had missed her son.\nSeeing her own child really didn't care, she dared to ask how he survived
after he became a vegetable.\nQu Qing pondered for a while, and first said lightly about the most difficult
years in the beginning, and secretly said that he had met a mysterious person,
had a high-tech career, and let himself go to a far away place to do work
similar to farming. My son, because that place was relatively backward, he was
lucky to become a teacher in the village, and then he led the people in the
village to get rich, and because of this he saved a sum of money.\nHe finished the ten years of hardship dryly in three or two sentences.\nMother Qu said dissatisfiedly: "This is too simple, you can be more careful,
who have you met, have you suffered any hardships, and your students and
friends, best, have you met someone you like? of."\nthe person I like?\nQu Qing moved his fingertips, and his son Zhou suddenly appeared in his mind.\nIn fact, it should be said, but he realizes that his mother does not know his
sexuality.\nHe once asked his mother about her attitude towards homosexuality. Qu Qing
still remembered how she was completely unacceptable, so when he talked about
the past, he deliberately ignored Zizhou's deeds, fearing that he would say
too much. A lot of exposure, so he only said that he once adopted a very cute
son, but he couldn't bring it back. It's too far away from here, and he
shouldn't have the chance to meet again in the future.\nWhen Mother Qu heard that he had an adopted son, she couldn't wait to take a
look, and asked, "What's there to be afraid of if you're far away, modern
transportation is so developed, if you're far away, it's better to fly a
plane, don't you think? "\n"It's not like this..." Qu Qing shook his head, "I can't go to that place by
plane, and I probably won't have the opportunity to go there again in my
lifetime. There, it's like another world."\nIn fact, it is another place that cannot be reached with the power of current
science.\nSeeing that his voice was getting more and more lost, Qu Yin stopped asking
questions.\nQu Qing didn't talk about it anymore, but talked about friends, students, and
interesting things he knew in ancient times, but he didn't say anything about
Hua Zizhou. Know how to speak.\nAfter dinner, he had been feeling a little irritable, and he couldn't show
anything in front of his mother, so he called and asked Wang Yi to go out for
a drink.\n"What's the matter with you today?" Wang saw his expression, slowly raised the
glass to his mouth, and drank it slowly.\n"Actually I'm gay."\n"Pfft!!!!" Wang Yi spit out a sip of wine, then backed away in horror, taking
a self-defense gesture, "You, you, what did you say? I'm a family man!"\nQu Qing rolled his eyes: "Don't worry, the person I like is not yours."\nWang Yi pondered for a while, then sat back and stared at him and asked, "So
you want to come out? But do you have someone you like, maybe someone you met
in the past ten years?"\n"I did meet someone I like, and even married him locally, but I know my
mother's attitude. My mother won't accept it. I don't know how to tell her."\n"Then you... and the person you like, you will still be together in the
future? Hide your mother? Where are you, you are hiding well." Wang Yi patted
his shoulder as he spoke. .\nQu Qing could also see from his expression and his actions when getting along
with him. There was no discrimination in his eyes, but this actually made Qu
Qing relieved.\n"That person is not here, and he will probably never see him in the future. He
is from there, and I have returned to my own world. With our own strength, we
cannot go to where he is, and there is no way to go. "\n"Then are you going to find someone else in the future? Tell me what you
think."\nQu Qing sighed: "I love him, and he loves me too, although there is no way we
can continue to be together, but I don't plan to betray him, I just want to be
single for the rest of my life, but I... hope my mother knows there is him The
existence of such a person, although I will never meet again in the future,
but my mother's health is not completely healthy, if I come out to her, I am
worried that she will not be able to bear it."\nThe two looked at each other for a while, and couldn't find any solution. Wang
Yi finally said to him: "You just drag it on, and then wait, and when there is
a chance in the future, tell it slowly. your mother."\nBefore the two said goodbye to each other and went home, Qu Qing seemed to
suddenly remember something, and called his friend back: "What business did
you fail to do before? I'm a little interested. I saved some money there
before to bring Come back, but I still want to earn a little more for
retirement, do you still have a business to do, I want to be a shareholder."\nWang Yi was stunned for a moment, and immediately said: "I want it! Are you
really rich? After all, if you want to start a business and become a big
business, you need a lot of money, and there has been inflation in the past
ten years."\nQu Qing asked him very simply: "How much money do you need."\nWang Yi tentatively said a number.\n"Okay, let's settle this matter for now. We'll discuss how it works in two
days. I'll go first, bye."\nWang Yi waved his hand, but he still hasn't recovered from Qu Qing's wealth.\nQu Qing found that since that day, his mother really didn't worry about his
work anymore, but started to find a partner for him.\nUnder her earnest gaze, Qu Qing couldn't refuse after 10,000 reasons. In the
end, she had no choice but to quietly reject several girls in private, and
then hide on the grounds that she and Wang Yi partnered to start a business.\nSeeing that it was not the way to live like this, Qu Qing had to admit that he
had someone he liked, but Qu's mother asked him without saying who it was.
Obviously, such reasons were unconvincing.\nMother Qu saw that Qu Qing was always hiding like this, pushing and resisting,
and vaguely felt that something was wrong, so she found an opportunity to talk
to him.\nQu Qing thought about it again and again, and finally admitted his sexual
orientation, and also said the existence of Hua Zizhou.\n"I like men, and I already have someone I like. Mom, I don't want to have a
blind date anymore. Don't force me again, okay?"\nMother Qu was silent for a long time before shaking her hands and asking him
sadly, "Can't you change it?"\nAlthough Qu Qing was reluctant to let her be so sad, he still shook his head
firmly in the face of this matter.\nDuring this period, she kept her eyes on her, for fear that she would suddenly
be unable to think of any impulsive act of self-injury.\nAfter Mother Qu said to be quiet, she went back to the room alone, and Qu Qing
also sat and waited outside worryingly.\nShe didn't come out until ten hours later. There was a faint smell of smoke in
the air. As soon as she turned on the light in the living room, she was
surprised to see her son sitting in the dark all the time with a cigarette in
his hand.\n"You haven't moved, have you, have you eaten dinner?"\nWhen Qu Qing saw her come out, he snuffed out the cigarette and threw it in
the trash: "I'm not hungry, Mom, you'll be fine, I'm going to bed, good
night."\nMother Qu saw the door that was gently closed, and recalled that the moment
she turned on the light, she saw the lonely eyes on her son's face that she
had not had time to take back, and she felt uncomfortable for a while.\nMy own mother was already irresponsible, and now she has to force her child to
do things she doesn't like, and she feels guilty for a while.\nAfter that day, Mother Qu didn't say anything about letting him go on a blind
date, and then she became curious about Qu Qing's former partner, always
asking what kind of person the boy Qu Qing liked and how he looked like. ,
what you like to eat and how you behave.\nQu Qing was slightly surprised that he would ask these questions, but he was
very happy to tell her everything about Hua Zizhou.\n"He has a good personality, doesn't like to talk much, and is a bit clingy. At
home, he's as docile as a little rabbit, but when he goes outside, he's just
as ferocious as a hungry wolf."\nHearing his description, Mother Qu burst into tears with laughter and urged
him to say more.\n"Well...I think about it, he is really very good to me. Everyone thinks that I
take good care of him. In fact, most of the time at home, he takes care of me
a lot. It can be said to be connivance. He won't refuse me any unreasonable
request I make to him, it's stupid, right..." Qu Qing said, and smiled
naturally, and after laughing, an indescribable sadness flooded into his
heart, so as to avoid Losing his composure, he quickly suppressed his
emotions.\n"He loves candy very much. When we went shopping together, he couldn't walk
when he saw the candy buyer. I thought that he had few opportunities to eat
candy before, so I condoned it. Alas, he ate it bad later. I lost a tooth, and
I screamed that it hurts every day, and I also regretted it to death, I knew I
should take care of it..."\nQu Qing spoke for an afternoon without knowing it, and he didn't even realize
how vivid the expression on his face was when he was talking about Hua Zizhou.\nWhen Mother Qu watched him talk about that person, she always had endless
words to say, and the corners of her mouth showed a bright smile from time to
time. In the past few months, he had never smiled so brightly. At first,
Mother Qu felt that he was mature. Now, he has become a man who has
experienced a lot of things, so naturally he will not laugh so recklessly, but
where did he expect that not laughing just didn't meet the person who could
make him truly happy.\nAfter listening to it all afternoon, she only felt that the other person was
really the most suitable person for her son, so she asked, "Can you bring him
here? I really want to see him."\nThe smile on Qu Qing's face froze for a moment, and then he got up a little
embarrassedly: "I'm a little uncomfortable, go out and buy some medicine."\nAfter he finished speaking, he went out, closed the door, leaned back against
the door panel weakly, covered his eyes with the back of his hand, and his
voice trembled.\n"I want to see him too..."\nA wistful sigh diffused in the empty and lonely corridor, and soon disappeared
again.\nThe author has something to say: Originally this chapter ended, but I always
felt that the paragraphs so far were suitable for the ending, so the ending
was changed to the next chapter, I will write it immediately, and I will
update it later.\nThanks to the little angel who threw the rocket launcher: 1 San Miao;\nThanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 San Miao;\nThanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: CCCCCC, 5
bottles of fried chicken; 2 bottles of Kan Dashan;