My motherâs voice sounded from the other side of the door.
ăEh? AahâŚ..ă
ăMou⌠Youâre always sleeping, youâre going to be late..!ă
When I heard those words, I look at the clock. Itâs already near 8 oâclock.
So much time had pa.s.sed. I thought it was only a few minutes. When I realized it, the dizziness and headache I felt earlier had gone.
What was that I wonder⌠I donât have much time left. I have to hurry, or else Iâll be late.
I also need to take care of my body, and then go to school.
Because of one matter in the morning, itâs boring, and itâs always repeated like a loop.
When I arrived at school, the cla.s.s is about to start. And because I hurriedly prepare to come to school, I forgot to bring my textbook. The girl beside me seems to noticed, but she just ignored me. Of course, I as well didnât request to share her book.
The Mathematics teacher finally entered. When he saw my desk, he didnât see any textbook.
ăWhat? You forgot your textbook? If thatâs so⌠You, girl, share with him.ă
ăâŚâŚ Haăźi.ă
The girl beside me answered with an ill-sounded reply. And thenâŚ., I canât see it!!!
In spite of being told by the teacher, she didnât let me see it. The textbook was slightly quivering. AnoâŚ. That position, I canât see it you knowâŚ
From then on, I just keep silent in my heart until the lesson is over.
Anyhow, she doesnât seemed to have any understanding. Like this, all the lessons is over. Finally, itâs time to go home.
In an instant I hurriedly went back home. At a section near my house, I run using my whole energy. But, it backfiredâŚâŚ
ăUwaaaâŚâŚă
When I opened the front door, my sisterâs voice sounded from insideâŚăWelcome home..ăis what she said.
And when she look at my appearance, her gaze is filled with unhappiness. Thatâs right, she is my blood-related sister that also hates me.
I, who used my whole energy just to come back home without even waiting for the train and run straight through traffic lights, was. .h.i.t with that kind of att.i.tude from my own sister at the front door. But this only happened because of my own fault. Supposing that I stopped at a traffic light, this might not happen.
But, this kind of thing wonât make me resentful to G.o.d. Why? Because G.o.d is the one who made me like this, and G.o.d wonât feel guilty anyway.
Letting out a sigh, my sister went back to her room. So Cute⌠Even though we were born from the same parents, sheâs so cute, and Iâm ugly. This unfairness, came from G.o.d.
Sigh.. I donât even know how to start complaining to G.o.d. Me and my sisterâs features are so different, only the genes are the same. Letting out a sigh like my sister, I went straight to my own room.
ăSatte⌠Letâs onani thoroughlyâŚă
I said murmuringly while taking off my uniform. After I got back home, masturbating is already a daily routines.
When I took out my p.e.n.i.s, itâs already half-awake.
I opened the ero manga that I took from the bottom of the drawer at my desk, itâs about an orc doing a woman knight.
I immediately noticed something.
I put the ero books at the bottom of the drawer, and it was all camouflaged with notes and prints. So the books were thicker. But, the thickness is obviously useless.
Because when I look inside the drawer, not even a single book remains. I specially went to a bookstore where I had to change train a few times just to get there and bought it secretly, but now, all my precious ero books are gone.
Did mom dumped all of it!?
That was the first thing that comes to my mind. But, I especially hid them inside my drawer,  no one will be able to found the ero booksâŚ.
âŚ
In the first place, what the heck is ero bookâŚ.. ?
Just now.. what am I doingâŚâŚ? And what the h.e.l.l is ero book?!
At that moment, the illness from this morning, a.s.sault me again. Many information also emerging inside my head.