CH 72

“I think you’re a bit too down on yourself, Kai.”

“……is that so?”

“Yes. Definitely so.”

After being served by Mari, I said a lot of unsure words to her, and this is how Mari kept telling me that it wasn’t true.

It was because of the feelings that had been planted in me by the girls in their hypnotic state that I thought they had feelings for me, and at the same time I was confident that they would absolutely despise me if they knew what I had done to them in their normal state.

“But… fufu ”

Her motherly face, which she had been telling me about earlier, had gone silent, and now she was just staring at me, her expression was very gentle and at the same time affectionate, as if she was gazing at her beloved one.

“Finally… you understand, don’t you? How much we think about Kai-kun, how much we were attracted to you… and how much we longed to be connected with you in the true sense of the word.”

“… uh… yeah, I guess.”

Even if the actions and motives are impure, it is a sin to not understand after being served in the same way as before, while being told so straightforwardly that she likes you, and I thought it was an act that hurt her feelings that she had… although it is only Mari at the moment.

“As expected, it was a bit of a shock to me, and I can’ t say, ‘There must be a mistake’…. Well, what I’m trying to say is—.”

I tried to say it, but I swallowed my words when I saw the look in Mari’s eyes as quickly as I could.

However, even though I didn’t say it out loud, maybe as punishment for trying to say it out loud, Mari sucked on me so loudly that my hips floated and in many ways I almost went out of control… but at any rate, she forgave me.

“That’s why you’re still crazy about me like this, isn’t it?”

“…Well, yeah. you can say that I’m used to it, but in the end, the only difference is whether you’re hypnotized or not.”

I buried my face in Mari’s chest like I always do.

But…in this way, this ample softness is really so enveloping that it seems to be able to receive anything.

Of course, Mari’s personality is the same…but I guess it’s not just Mari but everyone else as well.

“…Everyone else too…?”

“Yeah. Emu and Saika, of course, but Aika and Fiana probably already have perfect memories, I think. You had sex with them, didn’t you?”

“Ah…Mari?”

By sex, I mean that of the real thing.

I remembered everything while Mari was serving me, but I was relieved to know that I remembered that I had kept the line I was supposed to keep.

However…who would have thought that I would have had my first experience without my own will?

And so I had always thought that Konoe-san was my first time, but now I remembered perfectly that Mari was the one who had taken my virginity.

“At the time, I thought it was a bad idea. But I had been hypnotized many times, and I thought that even if Kai-kun doesn’t remember it, it will be a lifetime memory for me.”

“…huh.”

I’m still tilting my head and wondering if this is about me, but it really is about me.

I moved away from Mari, picked up my phone, and once again activated the hypnosis app.

I focused on Mari as the target, and activated it, but there was no particular change in Mari’s attitude, only a slight change in her eyes.

“You still understand this, don’t you?”

“Yes. I still feel lightheaded, but I can now move around as I please.”

“…Oh, really?”

What is hypnosis…?

But now it is clear that Mari and the others were the same in that the hypnosis gradually stopped working like the woman who got involved with me, which means that the worst possible future may have been coming for me.

“What…?”

In other words, there could have been a world line where Mari and the others would have hated and resented me with all their hearts.

Like the man who was chased in his dreams, he would be punished for it, and live with the unforgivable sins of his life, no matter how many years passed… No, I’m not going to say I’m not guilty of what I did, just that it ended up being for the better.

“Kai-kun.”

“Ugh…”

Mari jumped into my chest again, and I collapsed, unable to support myself and letting my back rest on the bed.

“You don’t have to feel guilty about the hypnosis thing against us, I’ll tell you that much is true, okay? We wanted to, we wanted to be with Kai-kun, so we didn’t even tell you that we were conscious like this.”

Yes, Mari had told me about that as well.

She said that she had discussed it with Emu and Saika not to tell them because she thought that I would leave them if I found out that they still had the memory of being in hypnosis.

If I had found out, I would not have been able to use hypnosis against them, and I would have kept my distance from them…or I would have disappeared from their lives in some other way.

“Because I absolutely hate that kind of thing. That’s why I didn’t say anything. But…I’m glad that so many things came to light today.”

“That’s because…”

“Because it means that I can make out with Kai-kun without having to rely on hypnosis anymore, right?”

” That… ”

That’s… that’s certainly true.

If Mari and the other girls want to continue their relationship with me, then there is no need to rely on the hypnosis app.

I will always be able to hold her in my arms and do naughty things with her.

“That would be so wonderful.”

“Right? So I’m so happy and–”

That’s so nice and wonderful.

But… As for me, when I think about the girls, I strongly feel that I have to make one thing clear.

“Hey Mari!”

I put my hands on both cheeks of her, who had been hugging me for a long time.

I looked her straight in the eye and told her what I was thinking in words.

“This is something I need to tell not only Mari, but everyone else as well, but let me tell you first. I love you…I love you guys so much and I want you to be by my side forever.”

“…Yes.”

“…I know this is unforgivable. I want to cherish the time I have with you all, and I always will…so Mari, I want you to stay by my side as always.”

The answer was a passionate kiss from Mari.

This is a feeling that is consistent not only with Mari, but also with the other girls I have met through the hypnosis app.

I can’t throw this feeling away, and I’ve had to tell them many things and take responsibility for them in a way…that’s why I would never throw them out as being too much for me.

(…I don’t think it’s a matter of throwing them out or anything like that. After all, I just love all of these girls.)

This feeling was the best I’ve ever had anywhere.

But when it comes to this, I’m going to have to work a lot harder too… and that’s exactly what I’m going to do. I’m going to become a stronger and more dependable man myself.

I kept thinking about that while receiving Mari’s love so much that it almost melted me.

Later, after we finished kissing, we talked about something other than Mari and the others.

“What? Did that happen?”

“Oh. I thought it might be possible at the time.”

When I told her that I had saved an old man who was suspected of being a pervert, Mari was surprised, but in the end she said it was just like me after all.

And of course, I told her about Matsubusa-san.

“…I see. Hypnosis apps are certainly a matter of how you use them and the will of the user. I’m so scared to think if it was someone with malicious intent instead of Kai-kun…”

There was a future in which I might not have been in contact with the hypnosis app, and there was the possibility that the girls might have been victimized in this way without my knowledge.

I’m really glad that didn’t happen. I thought as I hugged Mari again.

“But…I wonder what a hypnosis app really is?”

“…I don’t know. I really don’t understand.”

How it came into my possession and why such power exists in this real world remains a mystery.

I don’t even know if someone really created it, or if it was born out of nothing in the form of a mutation… what in the world is this thing really?

“Ah, yes, Kai-kun. You don’t have to hold back anymore, and I’ve got a proper rubber on hand, so from now on, you don’t need to hold back anymore, right?”

“…?”

“Ufufu~ There’s no use in trying to hypnotize me into doing what you say, okay? Kai-kun can’t escape now, there’s nowhere for you to escape to.”

You sound like a bad guy.

“I’ll even turn into a villain to protect my relationship with Kai-kun. And I’ve used hypnosis apps on Kai-kun, so I’m a bad girl enough .”

Maybe it’s because we’ve reached a point of closure, but Mari is really getting aggressive with me.

While I don’t have any bad feelings about that, I won’t lie that I was slightly scared, along with nervousness at the thought of more of this.

(This… is going to be a bit of a challenge.)

At the time I was having such extravagant worries, there was a scene that suddenly flashed through my mind.

(…what?)

The one pointing his phone at the frightened Mari… me?

However, that mysterious sight was only for a moment, and was soon smeared by the softness and fragrance given to me by Mari.