Chapter 225
Stern to the end
※ Dorothea’s point of view .
From my early age I realized I was different from people around me .
It wasn’t because I was a member of the imperial family, it was simply a matter of ability .
What people might take years to learn, I was able to do it in the blink of an eye .
It didn’t matter if it was academia or martial arts .
From when I was a young child I was expected to be the empress, and I took it for granted too .
Not many people would understand that being able to do anything is boring .
Everything for me was just a way of killing time .
I was certain that I would eventually succeed the throne, but it didn’t move my heart at all .
From the time I remember, I was already tired of life .
Other people would call it an extravagant worry .
But for me, this world was a very boring place .
That all changed when I encountered the demon queen .
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One by one, my vassals died before my eyes .
Others, far weaker than me, had thrown away their lives to protect me .
There was nothing I could do about it .
I was too helpless .
‘I won’t kill you . If I killed you, history would change too much . ’
The demon queen said that and left .
All that was left behind were countless corpses and one foolish clown .
I was made to realize what fear was .
And from that moment I’ve only lived to get rid of that fear .
‘W-Wait! What do you want!? If it’s the throne, as soon as you’re old enough–’
I killed my father, the emperor .
It happened when I was seven years old .
My father had planned to abdicate as soon as I came of age, but I thought that would be too late .
Quickly, as soon as possible .
In order to defeat the demon queen, I had to create a mighty empire .
No, an empire wasn’t enough .
Unless all of humanity was united, we would be no match for that calamity .
From then on, I strived to make the country bigger .
I repeatedly invaded other countries and tried to force humanity to become one .
That may have been too forceful a method .
No matter what the cause, there was no justification for such aggressive acts .
I knew there was no justice in it .
Nevertheless, I knew I had to do it .
‘Your Majesty, you should be more aware of other people’s pain . If you continue as you are, no one will understand you, Your Majesty . ’
Old man had been preaching that at every opportunity .
I didn’t need understanding .
I only sought power .
Without power, I couldn’t do anything .
Power was everything to me .
And before I knew it, there was nobody left around me .
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“Even you must be slowly getting tired, right?”
The demon, Arist, said so in a mocking tone .
I wanted to close that mouth of his immediately because I was sick of listening to his drivel .
“However
 Even if you’re an enemy, I’m impressed . You’ve slain so many, and yet you’re still standing . ”
When I looked around after he said that, I saw countless corpses of monsters and demons scattered around me .
I didn’t know how many I’d killed .
But even so, there were still countless monsters and demons in front of me .
“Why don’t you give up? No matter how strong you are, it’s reckless to fight alone against so many . ”
“Yes, it is . ”
I was the only one left standing .
The soldiers from the rearguard had all died, leaving me alone .
I didn’t think I could kill all the attackers by myself .
But still .
Still, I couldn’t fall yet .
“Good grief
 It can’t be helped . I’ll deal with you myself . You should feel honored . ”
“Don’t talk so proudly after you sacrificed your subordinates to wear me out . ”
I readied my swords .
My trusty twin swords were chipped all over, but so far they didn’t break .
They just need to bear with me a little more .
“Hah–!”
I exhaled sharply and closed the distance with the demon .
“This is the God of the Sword, Dorothea?” I was appalled by how slow I was .
I hadn’t been this exhausted when fighting the battalion from Sousa .
I just prayed that we bought a little time .
“You’re attacking this me head-on
 It looks you can’t afford to do anything else . This is the end, God of the Sword . ”
Before my brandished swords I saw the demon’s claws .
This is as far as I go .
Before I could attack, my head would fall off .
But– .
“What!?”
Arist must’ve seen my body disappear .
I moved behind Arist with a speed impossible with my remaining strength .
This was the final ace up my sleeve – my living armor .
The jet-black armor I was wearing was a living magic tool .
As I couldn’t use magic, this was the only magical tool that I could use . It was a legacy of an ancient civilization unearthed in ruins in the empire and had been passed down throught generations of the imperial family .
This magical tool had a will of its own, and autonomously protected its wearer .
“You got careless, demon . ”
Making full use of whatever strength I had left, I swung my sword downwards .
“– Careless, huh . This just means I didn’t need to be careful, empress . ”
The sword I swung down to deal the killing blow cut into something that wasn’t a demon and stopped .
“Coward
 No, wrong . ”
“Yeah, anything goes on the battlefield . Right?”
An ogre threw his body in front of the demon .
My sword cut halfway through the ogre’s horn and snapped .
“You were strong, empress . But, goodbye . ”
Arist’s claw pierced my right breast .
I could instinctively tell .
It was lethal .
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“What is it? Is it your will? I’ll make sure to tell your daughter . ”
“
 me . ”
“? You have to be louder . ”
As the demon’s head drew close to my ear, I gathered my fading strength and grabbed it .
“
 I’ll take you with me . ”
“!? You bastard!?”
In the next moment, black flames poured out of my armor, engulfing the demon in flames .
“Gaaaaaah
!!”
“It’s a fire of the ancient civilization . Savoir it and die . ”
The flames, which ignite as the wearer’s life burns out, can even melt the adamantite the gods forged .
The black flames entwined around Arist like living tentacles, consuming his body .
“You bastaaaaard!!”
“Haha
 Hahahahaha
!”
I couldn’t keep my promise to Philine, but this wasn’t bad .
Contrary to my expectation, it didn’t feel bad .
(Forgive me, Philine . I’m laughing off my own death . )
I lived my whole life alone, and yet at the end I thought about my daughter, who I couldn’t say I’d loved .
While losing myself in laughter that welled up inside me, I let go of the last bit of my consciousness .
— I’m coming, Christoph .