From my early age I realized I was different from people around me .
It wasnât because I was a member of the imperial family, it was simply a matter of ability .
What people might take years to learn, I was able to do it in the blink of an eye .
It didnât matter if it was academia or martial arts .
From when I was a young child I was expected to be the empress, and I took it for granted too .
Not many people would understand that being able to do anything is boring .
Everything for me was just a way of killing time .
I was certain that I would eventually succeed the throne, but it didnât move my heart at all .
From the time I remember, I was already tired of life .
Other people would call it an extravagant worry .
But for me, this world was a very boring place .
That all changed when I encountered the demon queen .
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One by one, my vassals died before my eyes .
Others, far weaker than me, had thrown away their lives to protect me .
There was nothing I could do about it .
I was too helpless .
âI wonât kill you . If I killed you, history would change too much . â
The demon queen said that and left .
All that was left behind were countless corpses and one foolish clown .
I was made to realize what fear was .
And from that moment Iâve only lived to get rid of that fear .
âW-Wait! What do you want!? If itâs the throne, as soon as youâre old enoughââ
I killed my father, the emperor .
It happened when I was seven years old .
My father had planned to abdicate as soon as I came of age, but I thought that would be too late .
Quickly, as soon as possible .
In order to defeat the demon queen, I had to create a mighty empire .
No, an empire wasnât enough .
Unless all of humanity was united, we would be no match for that calamity .
From then on, I strived to make the country bigger .
I repeatedly invaded other countries and tried to force humanity to become one .
That may have been too forceful a method .
No matter what the cause, there was no justification for such aggressive acts .
I knew there was no justice in it .
Nevertheless, I knew I had to do it .
âYour Majesty, you should be more aware of other peopleâs pain . If you continue as you are, no one will understand you, Your Majesty . â
Old man had been preaching that at every opportunity .
I didnât need understanding .
I only sought power .
Without power, I couldnât do anything .
Power was everything to me .
And before I knew it, there was nobody left around me .
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âEven you must be slowly getting tired, right?â
The demon, Arist, said so in a mocking tone .
I wanted to close that mouth of his immediately because I was sick of listening to his drivel .
âHowever⊠Even if youâre an enemy, Iâm impressed . Youâve slain so many, and yet youâre still standing . â
When I looked around after he said that, I saw countless corpses of monsters and demons scattered around me .
I didnât know how many Iâd killed .
But even so, there were still countless monsters and demons in front of me .
âWhy donât you give up? No matter how strong you are, itâs reckless to fight alone against so many . â
âYes, it is . â
I was the only one left standing .
The soldiers from the rearguard had all died, leaving me alone .
I didnât think I could kill all the attackers by myself .
But still .
Still, I couldnât fall yet .
âGood grief⊠It canât be helped . Iâll deal with you myself . You should feel honored . â
âDonât talk so proudly after you sacrificed your subordinates to wear me out . â
I readied my swords .
My trusty twin swords were chipped all over, but so far they didnât break .
They just need to bear with me a little more .
âHahâ!â
I exhaled sharply and closed the distance with the demon .
âThis is the God of the Sword, Dorothea?â I was appalled by how slow I was .
I hadnât been this exhausted when fighting the battalion from Sousa .
I just prayed that we bought a little time .
âYouâre attacking this me head-on⊠It looks you canât afford to do anything else . This is the end, God of the Sword . â
Before my brandished swords I saw the demonâs claws .
This is as far as I go .
Before I could attack, my head would fall off .
Butâ .
âWhat!?â
Arist mustâve seen my body disappear .
I moved behind Arist with a speed impossible with my remaining strength .
This was the final ace up my sleeve â my living armor .
The jet-black armor I was wearing was a living magic tool .
As I couldnât use magic, this was the only magical tool that I could use . It was a legacy of an ancient civilization unearthed in ruins in the empire and had been passed down throught generations of the imperial family .
This magical tool had a will of its own, and autonomously protected its wearer .
âYou got careless, demon . â
Making full use of whatever strength I had left, I swung my sword downwards .
ââ Careless, huh . This just means I didnât need to be careful, empress . â
The sword I swung down to deal the killing blow cut into something that wasnât a demon and stopped .
âCoward⊠No, wrong . â
âYeah, anything goes on the battlefield . Right?â
An ogre threw his body in front of the demon .
My sword cut halfway through the ogreâs horn and snapped .
âYou were strong, empress . But, goodbye . â
Aristâs claw pierced my right breast .
I could instinctively tell .
It was lethal .
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âWhat is it? Is it your will? Iâll make sure to tell your daughter . â
â⊠me . â
â? You have to be louder . â
As the demonâs head drew close to my ear, I gathered my fading strength and grabbed it .
â⊠Iâll take you with me . â
â!? You bastard!?â
In the next moment, black flames poured out of my armor, engulfing the demon in flames .
âGaaaaaahâŠ!!â
âItâs a fire of the ancient civilization . Savoir it and die . â
The flames, which ignite as the wearerâs life burns out, can even melt the adamantite the gods forged .
The black flames entwined around Arist like living tentacles, consuming his body .
âYou bastaaaaard!!â
âHaha⊠HahahahahaâŠ!â
I couldnât keep my promise to Philine, but this wasnât bad .
Contrary to my expectation, it didnât feel bad .
(Forgive me, Philine . Iâm laughing off my own death . )
I lived my whole life alone, and yet at the end I thought about my daughter, who I couldnât say Iâd loved .
While losing myself in laughter that welled up inside me, I let go of the last bit of my consciousness .