âItâs courtship. Itâs natural to give prey to your mate, right? I thought humans did the same.â
The beastman grinned with the corner of his mouth raised.
âThink about it. What if that young man from the orphanage you guys are saying this and that about had been a girl? A girl heâs known since childhood whoâs struggling to protect the orphanage all by herself with a lot of poor children. He gave her his salary every month, made time to visit her, and wrote to her diligently. Whenever he was traveling, if there was a sweets store with a bit of a reputation, he would go out of his way to stop by and seriously ponder about which one to buy.
âWell? Would you think Gioâs being threatened? Actually, if you just look at Gioâs behavior, it is really simple and easy to understand.â
Everyoneâs jaw dropped.
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âHow far along is the relationship? Are you having sex? Only kissing? Donât tell me youâre not even holding hands? Come on, how is it going?â
âHow is it going, Gio?â
Gio was a man who seemed to think that love was a trivial matter and put the results of battle first. Given the unexpected development of his love life, his companions showered him with questions filled with more excitement than before.
Gio became more and more grumpy.
ââŚShut up. I ainât done nothing.â
When his companions heard this, they were shocked and they all looked at him pitifully.
âUwah poor youâŚâ
âI canât believe youâve given him so much and yet thereâs nothing to show for it⌠Even the number one, high-class prostitute in the capital has a bit more mercy⌠Wait, Gio, I didnât mean anything bad, so please stop glaring at me.â
âGioâŚarenât you too inexperienced? Or is the young man too ironcladâŚ?â
âDo you have any physical difficulties by any chance?â
Everyoneâs eyes opened wide at the healer, who asked sympathetically. They never thought there would be a day when the topic of male impotence would come out of her mouth.
âAh, no, um, cause occasionally, there are people who come to the sacred shrine for consultation for that condition.â
There are countless nobles who come to her, who usually belong to the sacred shrine, for her advanced healing magic. Although she looked like a lady, she had a lot of superficial knowledge about sex due to the many opportunities she had to learn about the true state of the nobilityâs bodies as a third party.
âWhat the hell is wrong with you people all of a sudden? I donât get it.â
Gio seemed to be taken aback. While that sour look was still on his face, he looked perturbed.
âHahaha,â the beastman laughed and patted Gio on the shoulder. âI could tell the days when Gio went to see his mate. He smelled different.â
The beastman said that it was easy to tell because Gio normally does not have much of a change in smell.
âGio, humans canât tell by smell like me, so if you donât show them a story that is consistent, they will misunderstand.
âThere was once a man and his brother in a certain place. Although they were called brothers, they were not related by blood. And yet, the man diligently brought food to his brother. The reason for this is that, although he kept it a secret, he was actually thinking that he wanted to be in a relationship with his brother.
âIf the last part remains a mystery, humans will try to fill in the inconsistency with their own imagination; they will create other narratives.â
âIs it the duty of the misunderstood party to point out the malicious falsification or fabrication of the story and demand correction? If thatâs the case, there has to be a limit of bad laws that disadvantages the victim.â
âHey, look, Iâm telling you honestly. Thatâs whatâs wrong with you, bastard. Gio, if you had been a little more conscious about what others thought of you in the first place⌠then well, you wouldnât be Gio anymore.
âItâs tough. I just regret it a little, that I should have told them about it too. In human society, male couples arenât that common, so itâs understandable that it doesnât hit home. But beastmen basically donât say anything about the situation between mates as an outsider. Maybe itâs a cultural difference?â
âGio, if we had known it was like that, we would have been more⌠more⌠no, itâs not possible, is it? No matter how I look at it, he has no interest in you, right? Gio, I understand that you were doing those things because you liked to, but that young man doesnât seem to be interested in you in the least.â
âTo be honest, I find it a bit hard to say that I support you. If I said, âgo for broke,â it seems like you would actually break. Iâve never seen that man smile at Gio before.â
âFrom what Iâve heard, he doesnât seem to like Gio. I mean, regardless of his actions, even Gio doesnât seem to like him at all based on his attitude. Isnât he too awkward? Thatâs why we suspected⌠itâs just an explanation.â
âYou are rightâŚI apologize for saying things based on my impression alone. But, Gio, is there a reason why you donât disclose your feelings to him?â
Gio scratched his head in exasperation.
âListen, Iâm not giving him money particularly because I want to have sex with him. Also, itâs not that Iâm giving him money. Itâs for the orphanage, remember? Itâs money for the little tykes.
âObviously. Itâs not that Reiru is using my money, Reiru is just using the money donated to the orphanage for the legitimate needs of the little ones. And heâs doing it smartly while thinking carefully. That place doesnât accept the nobilityâs precious charity. In the past, there were perverts who wanted the children to be sent to their bedrooms in return. Thatâs why itâs always strapped for cash.
âAnd yet, the little ones are growing well and mentally stable because Reiru has worked hard to create and support an environment where they can be so.â
Those who had been to the orphanage were surprised by Gioâs explanation.
They had not felt that the orphanage was that impoverished. The children were polite and lively, and the rules for playing were set according to their age, and the education they received was evident in their casual behavior.
Their clothes were frugal but clean, and the building, though old, was clean and tidy. There was no atmosphere of poverty to dull the wits.1
To maintain that kind of livelihood without the support of wealthy people is certainly an extraordinary feat of ingenuity and effort.
âYou say this and that about my money, but the Knightâs dormitory provides food and a place to sleep. They even give you some clothes. Thereâs nowhere to spend money. Whatâs the point of eating expensive food somewhere else?
âEven if you eat a lot of delicious food, you will only fatten your stomach. Itâs also written in the Secret Book of the Sword of the eastern countries. It says gluttony is bad; a gourmet meal is fine, but simple food is the best. If you want to eat a meal that costs several gold coins, I think you should just eat it.
âHowever, Iâm not interested in throwing away my money. Itâs a waste of time to drink and get drunk, not thinking straight. And I donât see the point of buying a woman. Calculate those things into a yearâs worth of costs. How many meals will that money buy for the little ones? How many magic books can you read during that time? I donât want to spend my money or time on something I donât need.
âBesides, Iâm spending as much money as I should on necessary things like equipment and books. Donât exaggerate, because Iâm not cutting expenses on myself as much as you guys think I am.â
Surprised, everyone looked into the distance.
Gioâs overwhelming fighting ability and instantaneous assessment of the situation was of course due to his talent, but it also seemed to have been highly trained by Gio himself in his everyday life. He was solely interested in training himself effectively and gaining knowledge useful in battle.
So while it was true that it was typical of Gio, one couldnât help but think that there would be something more to it.
It was a claim that the Wise Man youth could relate to greatly. He was also a person who had come this far by investing the maximum amount of his lifeâs passion into a field that he can devote himself to.
However, he was the son of a wealthy noble, and from his point of view Gioâs life could be summed up as: ânot worth it.â
If you produce results, you get an equivalent price. Whether it was freedom or authority, it was worth no less than gold. But Gio even gave that price to others, or tried to decline it. The title of hero would be given back along with the holy sword, and if you didnât get a position to replace it, youâre no different than a disposable soldier.
In this social game where the objective was to increase oneâs wealth, both tangible and intangible, doesnât this make it impossible to know the fun of living?
âYou can say that my living is poverty-stricken all you want. But the orphanage isnât like that. Nowadays, Reiru pays attention so thereâs never a shortage of food, but during our time, we were usually hungry. I had never eaten my fill. Reiru is skinny because he used to share his food with the younger ones in the past.
âEven then, he was thinner than me, who was younger than him â he was an idiot. He has grown up with a very small stomach and even if he were to eat now, he wouldnât be able to eat much or gain any weight. Even if I especially gave him a small amount of candy to gain weight, he would give it all to the little guys.â
Gio truly looked unhappy.
Thatâs whatâs so complicated about you. The swordsman thought.
Tell him honestly that you bought it because you wanted him to eat it. From the sound of it, you know heâs not going to eat it if you just give it to him. Damn, Iâm not a good judge of character either. I said some awful things to that young man.
âItâs a large family of kids, ranging from abandoned newborns to 15-year-olds until they get hired somewhere. There will always be some kind of problem. If one of them catches a cold â they all get colds. If a baby has a high fever or something, Reiru wonât be able to sleep properly for a few days.
âLast year, the orphanage got more babies, so that alone seemed like a lot of work. The least I could do was let him take a nap while I was there, but heâs always been so sleep-deprived that it wouldnât add up to anything. And yet, heâs concerned about me and wants me to leave as soon as possible.â
âPerhaps,â the mage thought.
The mage recalled how Reiru looked when he first visited the orphanage with Gio. When he disappeared, looking pale and very unhealthy, Gio said, âI think heâs sleeping.â as if it were a matter of course.
Did Gio go to him to give him a bit of reprieve?
Did he urge Gio to go home because he was thinking of Gioâs busy schedule?
He was angry with Reiru for not welcoming Gio without knowing the circumstances, as Reiru was exhausted from taking care of the children.
Gio was not simply visiting the orphanage as a guest who supported it.
He was trying to support Reiru as his partner who was protecting the orphanage by himself.
âItâs a series of things like who fights with who, or a certain someone goes on an errand and doesnât come back, or a girl who gets a job and leaves the orphanage comes back crying to him because her employer sexually harassed her, or someone fought with a neighborhood kid and his parents unilaterally snapped at him. At the orphanage, it is natural for the older kids to take care of the younger ones, but even if they are 15 years old, they are still kids.
âIn the end, Reiru has to take responsibility for everything. Heâs to deal with all the troubles, take care of the little guys, scrape up the money, manage the bills, and on top of that, does he even have to thank me? If he doesnât put on a polite smile, does he have no right to receive money? Of course not.â
Gio snorted and said decisively.
âHeâs fine the way he is. I donât need to hear him say thank you or smile. Heâs finally learned to take it easy in front of me. How many years do you think it took for that to happen?
âThere was probably hardly a time in Reiruâs life when he didnât have to do anything. Thereâs no such day when he can only think of himself; where there was no one he didnât have to worry about. And yet, now what am I supposed to do? Damage his mental health by asking him to lend me his ass in exchange for giving him money?â
The room was dominated by silence.
Those who had harbored ill feelings about Reiru felt as if they had been struck by a witness, Gio, of Reiruâs hardships, efforts, and underlying sincere love for the children, which they had never seen before.
They realized that they had abused the weapon called the Sword of Justice and stabbed a young man who was just trying his best to live.
And again, they were overwhelmed by the unfathomable heat of Gioâs emotions, which he strongly suppressed but could not control. Gio, while holding back on both passion and pleasure, tried to devote himself to Reiru with utter tranquility. They realized the praiseworthiness, which could have been called innocence, of the true desire that came from within Gioâs heart.
Gioâs expressions were a bit obvious, but Gio directly expressing his feelings to Reiru may burden him, and it might even come across as quid pro quo. Thatâs why he didnât say anything.
If that was the case, Gioâs feelings for his brother would never be known or reciprocated. Gio thought âThatâs also okay,â and had steeled himself for the worst.
He was so devoted that his devotion was seen as pitiful.
The crown prince smiled bitterly.
ââŚMy sister did not stand a chance. The hero has always been interested only in his brother.â
âThatâs a different matter. Iâve got my hands full babysitting the little ones from the orphanage.â
âShe is already seventeen, though.â
âHeh, sheâs got a small chest for that. I donât know what you think a hero is, but I am just one of many people who have a decent amount of magic and want merit. You idealize me too much.â
âYouâre the very picture of an honorable knight, as long as you keep your mouth shut.â
As he listened to their frivolous talk, the swordsman thought that the crown prince was right.
The swordsman recalled the day he had first met Gioâs brother. A skinny man with dull blond hair over his shoulders. He was wearing a tight-fitting shirt, and had an expensive blue stone pendant around his neck that peeked out. He was subtly pale, with an inconspicuous stubble on his chin and a languid look on his face as he accepted the money from Gio.
He offered a cup of tea to the swordsman who had followed Gio uninvited, told him to enjoy himself, and then looked at Gio and went away. He was impressed to see that Gio gave a small nod back.
Gio and the man did not greet each other properly, and their conversation was minimal, but they still shared something that allowed them to understand each other. It was something that hadnât been established in their team at the time.
When he casually looked out the window, he saw a lady and Reiru talking in the garden.
The man looked petite alongside Gio, but it was clear that he was tall and just skinny. The lady handed Reiru a bundle that she was holding in her hand, and he politely accepted it.
They were just smiling and talking, but the swordsman had the impression that he was a gigolo; the kind of gigolo that accompanies cheap prostitutes. It was because he seemed too young to be stuck in an orphanage and he also had a somewhat frivolous air about him. He couldnât deny that his views of Reiru had become prejudiced, perhaps because of that.
An honorable knight and a has-been gigolo. The beastman was right, he had created a false narrative based on superficial information about them.
âSay, are you going to go to meet the young man after this?
âI plan to.â
Gio nodded with a look of obviousness.
âSince itâs you, Iâm guessing you already know where he is. Iâm coming with you.â
âI insist too.â
âThen I will too.â
âIâd like to join you too.â
âI refuse.â
âHey, why?â
âI heard you guys said some unnecessary things to Reiru recently. Willie⌠heâs like the head of the little ones at the orphanage, and heâs banned you guys. Whenever Reiru has guests, those guys are hiding and eavesdropping. And for the record, me and the little guys think that anyone who looks down on Reiru with contempt deserves to die.â
Gio scowled at them with an irreverence that suggested they should be grateful they werenât already dead.
âSo youâre that kind of character when it comes to love⌠no, yeah. Iâm really sorry about that. Let me apologize.â
âWe orphans are used to good intentions coming from a condescending attitude. If itâs just superficial bullshit, itâs not necessary.â
âGio, how about letting your brother decide if he wants to accept the apology or not? I also want to apologize directly to the person in question for my rudeness. And I donât want my friendship with you to end like this.â The mage intently looked into Gioâs eyes and continued, âI should apologize to you as well. Iâm sorry for hurting your loved one.â
Although Gio was strong in violent situations, he wasnât good at this kind of emotional development to the point of getting goosebumps.
ââŚYou should leave as soon as you have apologized to Reiru.â
Gio reluctantly said with a complicated look on his face.
âI am glad! Then, as an apology to Gio, Iâll tell the young man that Gio is as popular with men as he is with women. The young man might become a little more aware of you. Even if Gio doesnât confess, it doesnât matter as long as the young man wants to, right?â
âI knew I shouldnât talk to these guys about anything.â Gio thought under his blank expression.
âAs an apology to Gio⌠with my teleportation magic, you can go meet your brother right away.â
âErr, well then, I offer the sacred shrineâs special love potion for the coupleâs exclusive use.â
â!?â
Once again, the healerâs controversial statement left everyone at a loss for words.
This girl had the appearance of someone who might say, âIs sex some kind of pagan religious ritual?â in a ditzy, confused tone but in reality, she was like this.
The crown prince was needlessly concerned whether the education of girls in the sacred shrine was okay.
âItâs a legitimate product. The potionâs motto is âsafe and secureâ, and it is so popular that there is a waitlist for its production.â
Everyone thought that that wasnât the point, but Gioâs curt, âI donât need it.â settled the matter.
In the end, everyone was eager to go.
âNow that weâve decided that, letâs get moving.â
âAre you going too?â
âI must make amends for my sister.â
âIf the crown prince were to disappear via teleportation magic, all hell would break loose.â
âIf I return immediately, it wonât be a problem.â
Thus, the group of former heroes set out to meet a commoner man.