âBecause Iâm patheticâŠâ Sigren bit his lip.
My eyes widened at his unexpected answer. Why did he feel pathetic?
âThis is the empressâ goal.â
âHer goal?â
âYes, itâs all intentional. She deliberately pushed a woman who resembled your mother into the emperorâs bedroom to lure you out. She must have thought that you couldnât turn a blind eye to a woman who was in the same situation as your motherâŠ.â
Sigren let out of sigh of frustration.
âAnd I did it even though I knew it.â
Yeah, I guess. Sigrenâs heart was not iron-blooded. He certainly has weaknesses. And the empress understood him.
âThatâs even embarrassing.â
I shrugged. I have nothing to say. âWell, I wouldnât have like it either if you pretended not to know a woman who is in danger.â
Sigren laughed bitterly. âI felt trouble when youâre so broad-minded about me like that, Fiona.â
âIf I have a big heart, shouldnât you just be thank you?â
Anyway, I have a soft side when it came to Sigren.
Sigren hugged me, and whispered, âThen I was afraid that you would go on a rampage and run away without knowing the reasonâŠ.â
Go on a rampage? That was so mean! What excessive words he said about me.
âAnyway, I swear to you, I have nothing to do with her.â
âOkay, Iâll believe you.â Now that he was being honest, it was okay. I couldnât be angry at him anymore. I also felt responsible too. I also didnât want to speak about his dead mother because it was a very sensitive matter for him. So letâs end the conversation here.
âI would help her escape the empressâ eyes and send her back to a moderately safe place.â
âOkay, let me know if you need help.â I hugged him on the back. But somehow, I thought it was too easy that this would end just like this.
***
Livya told me. âLady Fiona, should I introduce you to some good fresh young men?â
âLady Livya, Iâm dating someone.â
Livya opened her fan and let out a big smile. âThe rumors about that person have been ugly these days.â
Ah, Livya was angry.
I laughed awkwardly. But I couldnât refute it. Because that was exactly what she said. Recently, the rumors that Sigren favored the mysterious young songstress were the topic of everyoneâs conversation. The one who spread the rumor must be the empress.
Now I understood why she suddenly broke her period of self-reflection and became active in the noble society. So that was exactly what she was aiming for. What a high-level move she had.
She brought a woman who was in the same situation as Sigenâs mother, who she herself killed, then showed him that she held a lifeline and shook it in front of him. She then used it to create rumors that damaged Sigrenâs reputation. What was even more sad was that in a situation like this, I could do nothing but only defended myself.
âThere is a misunderstanding.â
However, no matter how well I explained it, for Livya, it must sound like the words of an innocent girl who denied her loverâs affair.
âAll the girls in this world say that when they witness their lover cheating for the first time.â
Wow, Livya, that was kind of a bit mean.
Livya laughed softly, âSo, you have to get a better partner.â
It was obvious what my image would be in the social world. Before, there was already a rumor that the prince deliberately approached me to use the Heilon force. Now, peopleâs opinions were more in favor of that rumor. In the end, I became the innocent foolish young lady who was tricked by a man and taken advantage of.
Empress and the ladies who were close to her must have worked hard to spread these rumors.
Now, Livya made this kind of proposal, which made me get more frustrated because I couldnât even explain it properly to the people on my side. Another thing was I was afraid that this rumor had fallen into Abelâs ears. Well, I was pretty sure he had heard it. That was why I came out today. I was afraid of his reaction, and to be honest, I also didnât want to face the marriage letters that kept coming recently.
âIâd rather see you happy!â
Her intention was good. She even said such touching words.
I sighed. What a problem.
âExcuse me. Lady Fiona Heilon?â
I looked up. A man of my age stood in front of me. I was kind of familiar with that face. Who was it again?
âI donât know if you remember. I gave you flowers last time.â
I came to my sense quickly. Oh, this damn bastard dared to show his face after gave me that flower? What a big courage he got! Should I go and tell Abel right away? No, there was no need to go to Abel. It was better if I took care of him. For my personal purposes of course. Iâve gotten a lot cranky because of rumors about Sigren and the singer.
Yeah, what an irony. I pretended to be very cool in front of Sigren, but I still have a feeling in the end. I couldnât help but be jealous.
Letâs find a good way to deal with this damn bastard. He was a noble, so it would not be good to deal with him in a quick way.
I grinned widely.
âWhatâs the matter?â
The man responded calmly.
âMy name is Paul Steven.â
Or course, I didnât care whether this bastardâs name was paul or fool. [1]
Paul gave his social smile.
âDid you receive the flowers last time?â
âOh, of course.â
âIâve repeatedly submitted marriage proposal to Heilon family, but there has been no reply.â
âMy father doesnât want to. So that should be enough for the answer.â
But my problem was why this man gave me flowers like that. Did the flower have a different meaning?
âI knew what it meant. But Lady Heilon, could we talk for a moment?â
âIâll refuse.â
Paul looked sad.
âLooking at the reaction. It looks like you get to know something about the flower.â
âYes, did you send it to me to mock me?â
He shook his head.
âAbsolutely not. If you donât mind, would you give me a chance to defend myself?â
Then he lowered his voice.
âItâs hard to say it hereâŠ.â
In the end, weâll have to see each other alone. I wondered if this was a trap or if there would be useful information. Well, I was a mage. So, I think it would be fine even if there was something dangerous.
However, when I was about to agree, someone called me from behind.
âMiss Fiona Heilon?â
It was a deep, but also soft voice.
I turned around and saw a familiar face. It was the face that has been disturbing me lately, the songstress.