Of course, I was taken aback by Amberâs unexpected remark, which I thought would be strange. I thought people would look at it strangely.
No, that was certain. After all, we were brothers and sisters in the family register. However, when Amber said that there was no problem, who was usually thorough in manners, my confused head became more confused.
I really couldnât understand the standards here. Did she think that weâve already fallen in love as brother and sisterâŠ?
It may not be something to say as he already kissed my lips.
âBut, we are still siblings.â
At my feeble protest, Amber burst into laughter.
âLady is still too much.â
âWhat?â
âIn the Leonis Empire, close marriages are still possible. The Imperial Family had a close marriage, too.â
âWhat?â
âYou do know that the Empress has silver hair, right?â
âAhâŠâ
Come to think of it, the Empress also had silver hair. Perhaps, it was because I had the thought that all the Imperial Family members had silver hair, I overlooked that important fact.
ââŠReally?â
Seeing Amber with eyes trembling with shock, I replied with a lost face.
âItâs strange. Surely, you have finished studying history, have you? The nobles put importance on close marriages in order to strengthen their bloodlines. Of course, close marriages were rampant about a hundred years ago, but in the imperial family, the Emperor and the Empress had the most recent close marriage. Now, it seems that there are quite a few love marriages as well as arranged marriages.â
âŠWow, I didnât know that.
Why didnât I know? I must have learned it in history class in the South, right? Did I fall asleep back thenâŠ?
Embarrassed, I drank the rest of the iced tea at once.
âSo, Lady.â
Full of bewilderment, Amber called me in a secretish tone.
âYes, why?â
The atmosphere got tense.
âI am always on the Ladyâs side. So, do as you please.â
ââŠThank you.â
Her words were so encouraging. It was something I had always wanted to hear before possessing this place. Even though there was a rush of emotion, I pressed it firmly and smiled bashfully.
I learned again that I could even shed tears of joy.
* * *
On a leisurely afternoon, Camila and Pedro were drinking tea together at the orangerie in the garden full of white roses. The two of them met after a long time while living together in the Duchy, and they drank tea without talking for a while.
Then, it was Camilla who spoke first.
âNow that you have handed over the dukedom, what are you going to do?â
As was customary, the two predecessors did not have to be in the Duchy. The predecessors who passed on their seats to their successors from old times returned to their estates, and those who had a good relationship as a married couple went on a trip together.
Pedro turned the teacup round and round for nothing, and then he answered slowly.
âYou?â
ââŠI want to stay longer until the child is settled. He wonât be able to manage the internal affairs yet.â
âYes, itâs hard to do the Dukeâs work and internal affairs management at the same time.â
ââŠIâm sorry.â
Camilla knew what Pedro had done when he managed the internal affairs and his own duty when she was living in seclusion. Thinking about it now, she may have been expressing her apology in her own way.
âYou donât have to be sorry. Iâm the one who has nothing to say to you.â
Camilla rolled her eyes at his calm words.
âDonât you hate me?â
ââŠI donât know.â
âEven if it was me who tore you apart with the Liam you love?â
ââŠEven if it wasnât for you, it might have happened someday.â
âIs that so?â
âYes. It is an empire where close marriage is possible, but same-sex marriage is absolutely impossible. It seems that there are many people who enjoy that in secret now, though they are still desperately hiding it.â
Camila could not respond to Pedroâs words. He put down his teacup and stared blankly at the white roses that bloomed around him.
She also drank her tea without further ado, admiring the roses while thinking thought it was the first time she had had such leisurely tea with her husband. Feeling the quiet and moderately cool breeze, he suddenly spoke his words.
âI abandoned Liam first.â
As Pedro said, she listened quietly. Still looking at the white rose, he murmured calmly.
âI couldnât afford to abandon the Dukedom, so I followed my fatherâs instructions.â
âSo, thatâs why you feel indebted to him.â
Pedro did not respond to her words and thought about the past for a moment. As he stared blankly into the air, he confessed at once.
âI killed him.â
At this sudden confession, Camilla put down the teacup she was holding.
âWhat? No, it was just a carriage accidentâŠâ
âNo. He killed himself before that.â
ââŠWhat?â
Camilla was confused. She clearly knew that the Count had brought Rachel when Liam was killed in the carriage accident.
But. what did he mean by that?
âŠHe killed himself?
Camila stared at Pedro incomprehensibly. Still handsome at his age, he was gazing at her with a grim expression.
âCamilla⊠You did not fulfill your duty as a Duchess, right?â
ââŠYes, Iâm really sorry about that.â
At his sudden rebuke, she couldnât raise her head. She had forsaken the duties of a wife and a mother, pitying only her own past. Because of the wrongs she had committed then, she could not now be qualified to be a wife or a mother.
âSo now, I have to tell you. Even now, I have a secret to tell you, who is in charge of the Duchy of Leon.â
She didnât answer and waited for him to speak. Although Pedroâs face was still full of haggardness, only his eyes were vividly alive.
âIn the Empire, there are people who are citizens of the Empire but are not citizens. In short, they should be called possessors.â
ââŠWhat is that?â
âItâs a strange thing that has been passed down since our ancestors. People who should have died are reborn, borrowing someone elseâs body.â
ââŠ.â
âLiam committed suicide the day I abandoned him, though Liamâs body didnât die.â
Camilla couldnât keep her mouth closed because the story he was only telling now was unbelievable.
âThe person I loved died that day. And yet, as I watched the man of his flesh marry another woman, I felt unbearable jealousy⊠When actually, I threw him away first.â
âThen, who is that person?â
Pedro gently wiped his face at Camillaâs question. He had a hard time just recalling the memories of that time. Even though he tried to find their identity, finding the possessor was not an easy task at all.
âThere are certain rules for this bizarre thing. It was said to be the ancestor of oneâs own family. The person who possessed Liamâs body was Count Erlandâs first head.â
âDoes Rachel know about thisâŠ?â
âNo. I wish Ray wouldnât know.â
ââŠHow could such a thing happen?â
Camillaâs hands trembled. She couldnât control it, so she grabbed her own hand instead. Seeing that, Pedro went closer and took her hand.
âOn this matter, only me and the Emperors know. Oh, yes, the Empress also knows⊠so shouldnât you, too?â
ââŠHoney.â
Camila couldnât stop the tears from welling up.
It wasnât until twenty years after she was married that she seemed to be the true duchess. Pedro couldnât hug the sobbing Camlila. He couldnât do that much, so he just grabbed the small, delicate hand and patted it.
âThere is one thing to keep in mind. There are characteristics of possessed people.â
âYes, please tell me.â
Wiping her tears away, Camilla answered.
âI donât know if youâll be able to meet them, too, so if there is a noble who exhibits such a peculiarity, please tell me. I havenât told Lucian about this yet.â
âYes, I understand.â
He spoke to Camila, who replied with determined eyes. Words that are the only clues he had found so far.
âThe possessors always say the opposite. We call cold things hot, and sometimes we do things the other way around. Maybe, itâs like they couldnât break the habit of being a ghost?â
âWhat in the world is thatâŠâ
âFor example, the possessor I met recently said something like this.â
Pedro got up. Before he got up, he didnât forget to tap the back of her hand one more time.
It seemed to warm Camillaâs heart with just that alone. In the meantime, she had suffered a long heartache because of it, yet she wanted to forgive him for everything in that little act.
He picked up the teapot on the table and poured it into the cup she was drinking.
Camila wiped away the tears and burst into a small laugh as she watched him turn one of his hands behind his waist like a servant. She never thought he would have such a playful look. Wasnât he the one who always had a cold expression on his faceâŠ?
Camilla gazed into the clear, yellow succulent tea he had filled.
It was her favorite darjeeling first flush.
âDo you like this tea?â
âYes.â
Camillaâs cheeks flushed shyly at his words, knowing he knew her favorite tea.
âThen, you will know better than anyone. The unique aroma and taste of this tea.â
âSure.â
âWhat if there are people who drink this tea and say that it has a good smoked flavor?â
âSmoked?â
Camilla was a little surprised. Was there anyone who expressed the sweet and fragrant grass-scented tea like thatâŠ.?
âWho is that?â
At her question, he put down the teapot and smiled deeply.
âNoah de Castilla said so.â
Pedroâs eyes, who hated the possessor, flashed fiercely.