I had a premonition that I was going to get a bruise that day, so I insisted to Mini that I would sleep without a bath. For the record, Mini is my personal maid, and itâs not that I donât like to bathe.â
ââŠâŠ.â
âDonât get me wrong,â Linzel went on. âAnd this bruise isâŠâŠ.â
And with that, she explained the story of each of the bruises on her body. In great detail. Pointing out times and places.
The reason for the detail was this.
In the novel, Izekiel couldnât give a proper answer when Angel asked him, âWhat are all the bruises on your body?!â after seeing the marks that marred his pristine skin.
He couldnât answer because he couldnât reveal that he had been abused; those were stains on his memory caused by his own shame.
So, Linzel wanted to act differently from Izekiel. She needed to let him know that her bruises had a different story than his.
âDonât project your past onto me. I was not abused.â
Before long, she was done explaining.
She was a little out of breath from all the talking, and she was making funny breathing noises.
Then Hernanâs hand reached out and gently stroked her back. His touch was soothing, as if he were comforting a child.
Linzel looked up at Hernan, and he nodded. She could tell he trusted her.
This time, Linzel looked at Izekiel.
He was frowning slightly. He looked like he didnât agree with something. Izekiel was stubborn and didnât seem to be able to admit that he was wrong.
Linzel decided to give Izekiel a word of advice.
âDonât project your own past onto someone elseâs situation.â
His abuse was common knowledge to most nobles, so she felt safe in saying that.
âI am not being abused, Your Highness, do you understand that now?â
âBut your marriage isâŠâŠ.â Izekiel said, his voice filled with regret.
It was Hernan who spoke up to decisively cut his brother off.
âIzekiel. I wish you would stop misinterpreting things. Because your misunderstanding is offensive.â
Linzel leaned her body against Hernanâs forearm. To show that she hadnât been forced to marry him.
His forearm was solid, like a tree firmly rooted in the ground. She wondered if there was a place on this manâs body that wasnât solid.
Izekiel remained silent, watching them with a puzzled expression. It was a somewhat sad look.
Linzel went on to explain how close she and Letty were.
âThe fact that we often sleep together, the fact that I love to cuddle with her, the fact that she cries whenever Iâm sickâŠâŠ.â
And at the end of her monologue, Letty finished it off.
âLinzel is more important than my life.â
âIncredible, amazing, â thatâs my sister!â Linzel exclaimed, overwhelmed with emotion.
After listening for a while, Izekiel finally surrendered.
ââŠâŠ Okay. I guess I misunderstood.â
âNow you donât think Iâm being abused, do you?â
âWellâŠâŠ to a certain extent.â
Izekiel remained completely unconvinced until the end. Linzel wished he wouldnât be so stubborn with Letty.
Still, it was clear that Izekielâs misunderstanding was about 90 percent resolved.
The remaining 10 percent was a mystery that she could work through one day at a time.
If she married Hernan, Linzel would have to deal with him from time to time anyway.
It was then that she heard Hernanâs voice again.
âNow, in place of Lady LettyâŠâŠahem,â Hernan cleared his throat shyly.
It was his chance to replace Letty.
âAre you asking me to hug you?â Linzel challenged playfully.
He didnât mean to suggest heâd cry for her. It was something else he was getting at, s0 Hernan answered in a small voice.
ââŠâŠYes.â
Of all the things she had said, Hernan seemed to focus on the part that said, âI like to cuddle Lettyâ.
He focused on that â not the abuse, not the bruises, but what on earthâŠâŠ.
âPfft.â
Linzel burst out laughing.
âI was being completely serious.â
Hernanâs straight eyebrows rose like he didnât like her laughter.
âI will do that,â Linzel placated him.
It was more of a promise.
âI just want you to know that youâre the only one who will ever get to hold me,â Hernan grumbled.
Honestly, she was flattered by the confession of a handsome man who had given her exclusive cuddling rights. Linzelâs cheeks felt a little warmer.
âHey, I want you to know that you two arenât the only ones here,â Izekiel, who was watching us, said with a hint of grumpiness. Letty, who liked Izekiel, listened to him.
âThatâs right, Linzel. And why did you say something about me crying? You should be ashamedâŠâŠ.â
She was indeed embarrassed. Linzel looked at her, and saw that Lettyâs cheeks were as red as her own.
The four of them chatted a bit more. It wasnât much of a conversation.
Izekiel complained about Hernanâs constant copying of his clothes, and Hernan asked what was wrong with that.
ââŠâŠ I always analyze the weapons of the warriors I admire. Izekiel, youâre famous for dressing well, so isnât it only natural for me to analyze you?â
Linzel realized for the first time today that Hernan could speak so eloquently.
He had a point. Unmistakably.
Izekiel was stubborn, but he was weak to flattery. His shoulders rose three centimeters at Hernanâs words of praise.
The corner of his mouth twitched, and he spoke up.
âIf you say so, I forgive you for taking my clothes today.â
Hernan chuckled softly. Almost as if he liked to fawn over his brother, Izekiel.
Letty and Linzel talked about the little things that went on in the manor.
For example, how pretty the flower garden that Letty tends to is, and how often Linzel used to trip and fall.
She complimented Letty a lot, hoping that Lettyâs charms would appeal to Izekiel.
Linzel glanced at him from time to time to gauge his reaction, but the strange thing was that every time she did, his eyes locked with hers.
It was as if he was looking at Linzel the whole time.
When their gazes locked, he would pout his lips or give her a narrow glance.
For some reason, he seemed offended.
She truly couldnât figure out why he was upset. Of course, that didnât stop her from wanting to ease his mind, to soothe him.
She knew she wasnât close enough to him to do that.
On the other hand, if Linzel had seen Hernanâs expression darken, she would have tried to make him feel better.