I Became The Younger Sister Of A Dying Woman - Chapter 21
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Chapter 21: You Should Lay Down Some of Your Burdens
âLinzel, is there anything more you wish to say?â
Hernan looked back at her.
âI thought we were supposed to think together about what His Highness will wear the next time!â
âWe did.â
âI want your Highness to wear a Three-Piece Suit!â
âThree-PieceâŠâŠ?â
Hernan gave her a puzzled look.
âNext time we meet, Iâll tell you why.â
âOkay. Iâll listen then.â
Hernan left the room. She watched the door slam shut behind him.
How awesome would that three-piece be on him?
***
Hernan returned to the palace just as the sun was setting.
In fact, he wanted to stay with her through the night and into the next dayâs sunrise.
He had enjoyed talking to Linzel.
Anything, any small conversation would be fine. He didnât mind just listening to her talk, since he wasnât much of a talker himself.
In other words, anything was fine. As long as it meant he could talk to her.
Still, his reason for returning to the palace was as he had told Linzel. For a family dinner hosted by his father.
Unless he was engaged or married to Linzel. Unless he was officially engaged, he could not spend the night at the ducal residence.
The emperorâs orders were absolute. At least as long as Hernan wanted to be crown prince.
If he had given up the crown earlier, as Illiya had, he would not have followed his fatherâs orders so closely.
Hernan went to the dining room without changing his clothes. He had barely had time to change before arriving at the palace.
This was also because, as he had told Linzel, his father was very punctual. If you were even a minute late, you would be in for a scolding.
There were three other people at the dinner table.
Delta, Angel, and Izekiel.
As usual, the youngest prince, Illiya, was not present.
Hernan greeted the emperor and queen briefly before taking his seat. Deltaâs gaze followed Hernan intently.
In truth, tonightâs dinner had been arranged more out of a desire to hear Hernanâs story than for a meal.
They were curious about Hernanâs late start in life, and they were also interested in Linzel, who had a way with words.
Delta spoke to Hernan before the food was served.
âHave you met with Lady Linzel again today?â
âYes. Today she said it was like paradise to be with me.â
âParadise. Thatâs a good word.â
The empress also joined the conversation.
âIâm so glad that Lady Linzel thinks so fondly of you.â
âWith all due respect, she even finds me cute.â
A huge exclamation point appeared on all three of their faces as the word âcuteâ came out.
ââŠâŠ!â
Izekiel was even so surprised that he dropped the fork he was holding.
Clang!
Hernan was furious.
âWhere am I not cute?â
Then he realized that this was a terrible thing to say.
âForget it, I only need one person to find me cute, and thatâs Linzel.â
Izekiel thought as he slowly picked up his dropped fork.
ââŠâŠMiss Linzel. Donât you have the strangest taste?â
At that moment, Deltaâs booming laughter echoed across the dining room.
âHahaha. I should live long enough to see a young lady who thinks youâre cute.â
Delta actually liked Linzel now that he had met her.
So much so, that he didnât mind if Linzel was someone who only liked his looks.
Because he didnât think there was anyone else who would see Hernan in a positive light. Most people were intimidated by Hernanâs bluntness and intimidating aura, and didnât see his true colors.
Feeling better, Delta called out to Hernan.
âHernan.â
âYes, Father.â
âLook at my face.â
Hernan looked into Deltaâs face.
âWhat do you see on my face today?â
Hernan tried to reply in an inoffensive way with âWhat are you talking about?â but then he closed his lips.
Suddenly, he remembered what Linzel had said.
âThere is a handsomeness that is the most handsome of all the handsome men.â
Wouldnât it make his father happy if he repeated what Linzel said? That day, he was so happy to hear what Linzel said.
Hernan said sternly.
âHandsomeâŠâŠ?â
His guess was correct.
âRight, just what I was hoping for.â
The corner of Deltaâs mouth rose to near his ear and didnât bother to come down.
Hernan smiled a little.
âIâve never seen Father so happy.â
Dinner, which had been more of a formality, seemed to be more convivial today. The people, the tableware, the dining room, the dishesâŠâŠ Everything was the same.
Itâs just that âLinzelâ had wormed her way into the conversation.
Was her presence really that big?
Hernan suddenly missed her.
As if he had something left to say, Delta continued.
âHernan. You should lay down some of your burdens.â
It was an abrupt comment.
âYou mean my baggage?â
âYes.â
Hernan thought about it.
Since the end of the civil war, his responsibilities and burdens had been somewhat lighter.
But what was his father talking about?
Hernanâs thoughts wandered.
Even Angel and Izekiel were confused, unable to understand Deltaâs words.
âThe burden you must lay down isâŠâŠ.â
Delta trailed off, and all three of their eyes focused on his lips.
Then Delta gave them the answer.
âBeing cool.â
There was an eerie silence in the dining room. Delta was the only one excited.
âHahahaha. I donât know who he looks like to be so cool.â
Delta found Linzelâs way of speaking amusing.
After a moment of surprise at Deltaâs pun, Angel replied, âOh, no. Your Majesty. Itâs no secret to everyone in the palace that Hernan and you look alike, isnât it, Izekiel?â
ââŠâŠ.â
Izekiel didnât answer, and Angel stared at him.
âIzekiel?â
There was an unnatural smile on Izekielâs face.
âYes. You are right, mother.â
âYour Majesty, you should see the look on Izekielâs face. He doesnât mind your Majestyâs puns, now.â
âUh-huh. Izekiel. Do you want to put down your cool too?â
Izekiel smiled his perfect smile.
âHaha. No, father, I want to carry my coolness with me for the rest of my life.â
As their conversation continued, Hernan was deep in thought.
âHow did father come up with that pun? I wish I had done the same for Linzel.â
* * *
As Hernan was leaving the dining room after dinner, someone called out to him.
âHernan, stop for a second.â
It was Izekiel again. This time, Izekiel was following him.
Hernan stopped walking, and Izekiel stood in front of him.
âHey, Hernan.â
âI just want you to tell me briefly about your business.â
âThose trousers youâre wearing, they look very familiar.â
âThatâs a very strange line,â Hernan snorted. âIâm sure youâre not the only one who frequents the shops in the capital.â
Izekiel lifted one corner of his mouth to express his disbelief.
Hernanâs stoicism left him speechless. He couldnât understand why his brother, who had never known a lie, had become so brazen.
âSo, what are you going to buy next?â Izekiel asked, and Hernan answered without blinking an eye.
âThree-Piece SuitâŠ..?â
The boldness was so absurd. Izekiel let out a frustrated snort.
âIâm warning you, donât take my reservation first.â
âIâll keep it in mind.â
Why did he have a feeling he wouldnât?
Izekiel decided that was enough about clothes. Hernan was right, he wasnât the only one using Annetteâs shop.
Izekiel had stopped Hernan for another reason.
âI didnât call you back to talk about clothesâŠâŠ I need to talk to you about Miss Linzel.â
â LinzelâŠâŠ?â
âBecause I believe Iâm on to something.â
Izekiel swiped the tip of his tongue across his lips. In his memory, he pictured Linzel, her bruises prominent.
ââŠâŠ.â
Hernan honestly didnât want to talk to Izekiel. It was because he harbored negative feelings towards him.
It was the first intense emotion he had ever felt in his life.
Hernan had never loved anyone, but he knew the name of the feeling.
Jealousy. He was feeling this jealousy towards Izekiel.
He hated that Izekiel was interested in Linzel, regardless of the fact that she was interested in himself.
He wished he could keep her to himself.
It was a stupid, ugly wish, but there was nothing he could do to stop it.
So, for a while, he avoided Izekiel and only tried to copy his clothesâŠâŠ. And then Linzelâs name came out of Izekielâs mouth.
He even noticed something about her.
Hernanâs mind raced. His emotions now were jealousy and curiosity. Curiosity was the winning emotion.
Hernan clenched his fists and opened his lips.
âWhat did you find out about Linzel?â
There was a chill in his voice.
Izekiel answered with a stern face.
âThereâs something I need to ask you first.â
âWhat is it?â
âHernan, did you know that your bride was originally Miss Letty?â
Hernan nodded.
When he had returned to the palace after the long civil war, his father had suggested an arranged marriage.
At that time, it didnât matter who the bride was. Younger or older, more or less beautiful.
But if there was one small thing he wished for, it was that she wouldnât be afraid or hate him. He didnât want her to be afraid of him or hate him, because he might have to live with her for the rest of his life.
He didnât expect her to love him.
Thatâs why there was no particular excitement about the bride changing.
Except that after meeting Linzel, he was glad that his bride was now Linzel.
âAnd you didnât find that strange?â
Hernan shook his head.
âWhy should I find that strange?â
It was not unusual for the partner of an arranged marriage to change. Hernan hadnât felt the need to attach any meaning to the fact.
Izekielâs face grew more serious.
âLet me put it differently, then. Did you know that Lady Linzel has bruises all over her body?â