Camillaâs words seemed plausible when she heard it at first, but in fact, her words all had hidden meanings.
At that time, no one thought that the Crown Princeâs curse would be lifted, so Ancia went all out to lift his curse.
She didnât take even a day off to relax and always kept an eye on his condition.
But despite Anciaâs warning, Camilla kept talking.
âIâve been with him longer than you have. But as soon as you came back, I was kicked out. The world is unfair. No matter how hard you try, your luck could run out soon.â
Ancia was irritated when she heard Camilla say that her effort was luck.
She had worked so hard, but before she could reply, she heard another voice.
âYou talk too much.â
Camilla turned around in surprise.
âYour HighnessâŚâ
Blake stood in front of us.
Camilla called him with a pitiful voice, but Blake walked past her and approached Ancia.
âSo you went to the Amoria PalaceâŚI was so startled when you were gone.â
âI need to talk to her for a moment.â
Only then did Blake glance at Camilla.
âAll the maids except Chelsea were fired, so why is she still here?â
âDid you know that I was a maid?â
Blake looked at her coldly, but Camilla was moved by the fact that he recognized her.
At least he knew she was there, so her time wasnât wasted.
But her expectations soon fell apart.
âThe maid who tried to throw away Anciaâs dishes.â
Blake had no idea of Camillaâs nice deeds even though she had served him for five years.
She was just remembered as the woman who bullied Rose. Camilla was shocked.
âI donât want my wife to feel burdened so I tried to end it with only firing you. I shouldâve gotten rid of you faster.â
âBlake.â
Ancia was startled and called Blakeâs name. Then, Blake smiled affectionately at her.
âSo he had that side of him tooâŚâ
Camilla became sad. She couldnât tell whether it was disappointment or something else.
And on the other hand, her anger soared.
âIâm a maid of Forens Palace and Iâve stayed here for a long time.â
âIs that what you have to say about your rudeness just now?â
âI love you! I love you more than she ever did!â
Since Blake knew of her existence, she tried to confess.
As soon as she was notified of her dismissal, she wanted to say those words that she couldnât say before.
âEven if your curse hadnât been lifted, I wouldâve still loved you! Iâm the only one who will love you without hoping for anything in return!â
âIs this a joke?â
Blake spat out cynically.
âPardon?â
âIâve heard that a hundred times already.â
Camilla bit her lips. She knew that other women wouldâve already said that to him. ButâŚ
âIâm not like them! I mean it! I donât have the power of light. But, I would protect you with my life!â
âYou overestimate yourself.â
âWhat?â
âThe things you do are your own efforts, while what others do are mere luck?â
Blake looked at Camilla coldly.
âYouâll protect me? What a shallow thought.â
âI-IâŚâ
âYou didnât even know me back then when I was cursed. You donât even mean it.â
Camilla went pale.
She thought she understood Blake better than anyone else.
She thought Blake was similar to her, that he suffered a similar pain, so only she could fully understand him.
But he said that Camilla had never even faced him properly.
âGet out of here right now. If you act disrespectful to Ancia again, I will not forgive you.â
Blake left with Ancia after warning her.
Camilla, who was left alone, slumped to the ground as she sobbed. Her unrequited love ended just like that.
***
Blake and I went back to the Forens Palace. Camilla shed tears until the moment we left, but I didnât feel sorry for her.
When I read the original novel, and even at this moment, I thought Camilla had never been sincere.
In the original novel, she thought she could understand Richardâs pain, and this time, he was replaced by Blake.
In the novel, Camilla was on the verge of being executed because of Richard.
But right when the guillotine was about to cut her throat, she expected Richard to come to save her.
âIâm sure Richard will come to my rescue. I understand him. He will come. Thereâs no way he would abandon a woman who really loves him.â
But her expectations broke down in a terrible way, and her head was sliced off by the guillotine.
Unlike the novel, the man Camilla chose this time was Blake. And she was not unjustly executed. She was only fired.
Until now, she couldnât tell exactly what she really felt.
âIâll have to wash it.â
While I was lost in thought, Blake rubbed my earlobe and whispered.
âWha-wash what?â
I shouted in a fit of surprise.
âYou thought of something dirty huh? I meant that I need to wash your ears.â
Oh, Iâm sorry. I shouldnât have been surprised.
âItâs okay.â
âDonât listen to things like that from now on. You donât have to deal with them.â
âOkay, I wonât do that next time.â
âI regret it. I shouldâve gotten rid of her right away.â
âYouâre joking, arenât you?â
ââŚof course itâs a joke.â
Blake smiled awkwardly. I felt that he hesitated for a moment before he answered, but maybe I was mistaken.
âYou act a little different from before.â
âMe?â
âIs it because of me?â
I thought of Blake, who was always gentle back then.
If he had changed, I was probably the cause.
But Blake shook his head and denied it.
âIâve never heard such a thing. Of course, I was a little sensitive back then because I was worried about you, but I never acted too harshly, so donât worry.â
He smiled awkwardly like before.
âAnd donât mind what she said.â
âDonât worry. I forgot about it as soon as I heard it. The founding day is just around the corner. Thereâs no time to care about anything else.â
I really meant it.
Three days later, Blake would officially announce my return.
It was the first party I would attend in seven years ever since I became an adult.
Of course, I was not directly in charge of the party since I was the Crown Princess, but there was a mountain of things to prepare just for my attendance.
âWeâll attend the party soon, so letâs enjoy it together.â
He held my hand as he said sweetly, as if he knew of my worries.
âAnd Iâd like to ask you a favor.â
âTell me.â
Blake smiled brightly.
âAre you aware of what I will be asking of you? What if I ask you for a weird favour?â
âI donât care. Iâll do whatever I can.â
I could do anything for Blake. Besides, I believed that he wouldnât do anything that could hurt me.
âDonât. I hope my wife always puts herself first.â
His expression was sad. He was probably blaming himself for the sacrifices I made for him.
No matter what I said, the guilt wouldnât go away easily.
So instead of comforting him, I smiled brightly.
âYouâll do whatever I ask you to, right?â
âOf course.â
âBut what can I do for you?â
âPlease pick out your dress.â
âMy dress?â
Does he mean my dress for the party?
He led me into the hall on the third floor, and I saw a row of beautiful dresses.
âPick a dress for yourself. If you donât like it, Iâll buy other dresses.â
âNo, no. I like everything.â
In fact, the most agonizing thing was the dress.
It was a grand party to celebrate the founding day. At the same time, it was also a place to announce my return.
But there was not enough time to create a dress.
It would be best to get an already completed dress and alter it.
But even if it was only modified, it would still be difficult to make a dress for the occasion.
But as soon as I saw the dresses that filled the hall, my worries disappeared in an instant.
I went closer and inspected the dresses. The fabrics and decorations were all beautiful and looked as if they had prepared it carefully.
âHow long have you been preparing this?â
âThe day I brought you back to the palace.â
He was already planning to attend the founding day with me while I was still Rose.
He did it secretly. If I knew he had prepared dresses for me to choose, I would definitely refuse it.
âThank you.â
âNo, thank you for coming back.â
Blake wrapped his arm around my shoulder and I leaned against him for a while.
***
When the problem of preparing the dress was solved, another problem arose.
The dresses were all so pretty that I couldnât choose one.
After much thought I chose only one dress and was going downstairs, when I suddenly heard a loud noise.
âSister!â
A woman wearing a black academy uniform with her hair tied in a ponytail was running towards me.