Laontel was the first human who knew of Serâs name.
Ser got to know Laontel and Phillip and they grew up together like a family.
Phillip said he loved Ser, but his eyes were always on Laontel.
Still, Ser loved Phillip.
Phillipâs father was the Emperor of the Zelcan Empire.
But soon after Phillip was born, the Emperor abandoned his son and his wife.
Phillip was deeply hurt by the incident.
Ser wanted to heal his wounds.
In fact, she knew that he always hid his wounds so she felt sorry for him.
Laontel loved Rakshul. Ser prayed desperately for the two to get together.
If Laontel got married, Phillip would give up on her. When Laontel and Rakshul got together, Phillip proposed to Ser.
âSer, I want you to become a real human being. Can you do that for me?â
âOf course!â
Ser smiled brightly.
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However, Phillipâs expression was grim as he proposed to Ser.
âWhatâs wrong Phillip?â
âIâm anxious.â
âAnxious?â
âI am pathetic and donât have anything. I was abandoned by my father. Serphania, you wonât leave me, would you?â
âI wonât leave you! Of course I wonât leave you!â
Ser shook her head.
But Phillipâs expression didnât change.
âEven if we get married, you might go back to being a goddess.â
âNo, I wonât. Iâll be with you forever!â
âThen can you completely become human?â
âCompletely?â
âYes. Completely.â
This meant that Phillips was asking her to let go of her powers forever and become human.
ââŠYes, I will.â
Ser nodded.
She instinctively noticed what Phillip wanted.
So she gave him what he wanted.
âIâll give up all of my powers and give it to you.â
âThank you Serphania.â
Phillip looked at Ser with an affectionate gaze.
He looked at her with the same gaze that he always had when looking at Laontel.
Ser was pleased by it.
âIf I become a human being like Laontel, Phillip will love me.â
Perhaps Phillips proposed to her to take away her powers.
Ser had thought about that once.
She tried to cover up her anxiety.
He was a human, so it was natural that he wanted strong powers.
But that couldnât be the only reason why heâd proposed.
âIf it was, he wouldnât look at me with that kind of gaze.â
Ser comforted herself.
Ser was in the midst of marrying Phillip when Phillip suddenly shouted.
âWhat did you say to Laontel?â
âHuh?â
âIf you didnât want to be a human then donât! You shouldâve told me, not Laontel! How can you let her misunderstand!?â
âNo, Iâve never said that.â
Ser shook her head but Phillip stared at her coldly.
âI trusted you. Iâm so disappointed, Serphania.â
âNo! I really didnât say anything.â
âSo youâre saying Laontel lied?â
Laontel lied?
No, Laontel wouldnât lie.
âShe wouldnât lie, but there mustâve been a misunderstanding.â
âSo youâre saying you lied?â
âDo you believe in her more than me?â
âNo, I donât. Then, was it Laontel who lied?â
âUhâŠâ
Laontel nodded under Phillipâs pressure.
âWhy would Laontel do such a thing? She wouldnât lie.â
Right, Laontel wouldnât. Phillip knew about it. Ser was about to nod again, but Phillip continued.
âIs she trying to break us apart?â
âWhat?â
Laontel?
âThatâs right. Thatâs it. Otherwise she wouldnât make that story up. She told me that you didnât want to marry me because you didnât want to give me your powers.â
Laontel tried to break us apart?
Ser knew Laontel. Laontel only had Rakshul in her heart. She had really never considered anyone else.
Besides, Laontel considered Phillip as her family, so she didnât notice his feelings at all.
She had never even realized that Phillip treated her differently.
But was it not like that? Did she already notice Phillipâs feelings?
She knew it, but she pretended she didnât know and deceived me?
Ser said to Phillip that she was extremely disappointed by Laontelâs betrayal.
âThatâs right. Itâs all lies. Laontel made all that up because she was jealous of us!â
âBut Serphania, did you really not say anything?â
âNo.â
âYou mustâve said something because Laontel wouldnât act like that for no reason.â
After he left, Ser was filled with rage as she made her way to Laontel.
âWhy did you say that to Phillip!?â
âIt was what I wanted! I chose to do it because I wanted to give Phillip my strength!â
âLaontel, weâre no longer friends.â
Ser vented her anger at Laontel, and then she went to Phillip and apologized.
She was afraid that Phillip would leave her.
Ser loved Phillip.
It was the first time she felt that way towards somebody.
She could give him anything he asked for.
âPhillip, Iâll give you all of my strength, so please donât abandon me.â
Ser begged him again and again.
âThis is the last time. If you betray me one more time, I wonât forgive youâ
âOkay, I wonât do it again.â
She had never betrayed Phillip, but she nodded at his words.
Moreover, listening to him made her feel like she really had betrayed him.
âSerphania, letâs leave. Letâs go to a place where itâs just two of us. Weâll live together peacefully. I canât trust anyone anymore. Not even Laontel.â
âYes, I will. I will do as you say.â
Ser answered with a bright smile.
If they left the city, Phillip would forget about Laontel and only look at her.
They immediately headed for the valley in the west.
They had their own wedding there.
That night, Ser gave him all of her strength.
She lost the power of the goddess and became completely human.
But it wasnât too bad. She felt happy.
Now, she was really Phillipâs wife.
Ser taught Phillip how to use her powers.
Phillip was very nice to her and cherished her well.
Then one day, Phillip asked.
âSer, is there any way to distort the light?â
âHuh?â
âCanât we distort the light and use it for things other than treating people and growing crops?â
ââŠwhy?â
âI sensed a lot of evil powers in here. Ser, youâre a human now. I need to do this to protect you.â
Phillip stared at Laontel.
The power itself had a mission to heal and protect people that came with it.
Thatâs why itâs offensive ability was lower than other powers.
âIâll only use it when Iâm with you. I need to protect youâŠâ
âBut that sort of thingâŠâ
It was actually possible to distort mana. But using the power incorrectly would lead them to greater tragedy.
Ser hesitated as Phillipâs expression grew impatient.
âSer, donât you believe me?â
âOf course I do!â
âAre you disregarding me now? Do you regret following me?â
âNo, itâs not like that! Iâll let you know. Iâll tell you everything!â
Ser taught him how to distort the power.
On the day Ser taught him that, Phillip suddenly left.
The valley of chaos was always full of powers.
Although Phillip put a protective spell there before he left, the demons continued to swarm around the shabby cabin.
Ser wasnât afraid of them. She was just terribly lonely.
She missed Laontel.
Ser gave Laontel a necklace as a symbol of their friendship.
She cast a spell on it so that Laontel could call for her anytime, and they could visit each other.
Ser had given all her strength to Phillip, but the powers on the necklace still remained the same.
Yet, Laontel never visited her.
âShe said sheâs my friend, but she doesnât want to see me? Did she forget about me too? Did she really drive me and Phillip apart?â
As Serâs resentment and loneliness slowly built up, black spots suddenly appeared on her body.
Since the power of light was distorted, she had to pay the price, and the disease began to consume her body.
âWhat happened?â
The power of light was originally Serâs. But if anyone misused her powers, the responsibility would still fall on Ser.
Ser had also given Laontel her powers, but Laontel wouldnât abuse them.
âSer, is there any way to distort the light?â
Suddenly, she remembered Phillipâs voice.
It was Phillip.
Phillip had learned how to distort the power and now he was doing something with it.
Ser ran out of the small cabin that she had built with him.
At that moment, she heard Laontelâs voice.
âSer, thereâs a mysterious disease spreading in the Imperial Palace.â
âSer, where are you? Please help me. RakshulâŠRakshulâŠâ