I nodded my head heedlessly. This is why you need to be nice while living.
ââŚIâm not that kind of person.â
âThatâs a relief.â
He was somewhat feeling discontented with my answer and creased his forehead, but I followed him as if I didnât know.
*Step*
*Step*
The sound of footsteps was heard ringing in the long hallway. When only the sound of footsteps and their breaths reverberated in the space for a long time, it was the Duke who began to open his mouth again.
âButâŚ..did you really think that I was going to do that?â
A slightly uneasy voice came out from the Duke who was ahead of me. As if he never thought of himself that way before.
âItâs worse than you think.â
I clenched my teeth at the handsome back of his head.
âWhy arenât you answering?â
When I was swearing inwardly at him, I momentarily closed my mouth.
âItâsâŚ.Itâs because of the rumors.â
Thereâs no way I could tell him that his reputation is worse than dog shit. My life is precious!
âRumors, huh? Donât believe that. Rumors are created by foolish people who want to drag others down just to protect themselves.â
His sharp eyes looked very uncomfortable. As if he was having a seizure just by hearing the story about his rumor.
The Duke, who looked so displeased, took the lead. Like a dog who follows its master well, I faithfully followed him from behind.
I was amazed that every servant I encountered throughout the way didnât even care about me.
âWell, two stepmothers had come before, so they must be familiar with it.â
It seems that weâve arrived at the destination, so the Duke in front of me stopped his stride. His hand stretched out to unlock the old wooden-door.
âYou can stay here.â
My gaze naturally turned to where he pointed. Anyone can tell itâs an old room. The wooden room that didnât look fancy at all, looked weak as if it would be opened just by shoving my shoulder onto it.
âIs this not to your liking?â
Contrary to my expectation, the room was surprisingly neat. The warm sunlight shone through the wide window, and all the furnishings looked new.
This room was too good for this bodyâs owner, Leona, who had suffered a lot in her own house.
Even though sheâs the daughter of that family, Leona practically dwells in the attic all her life.
âI thought the Duchessâs bedroom would be too excessive for you.â
âI think so, too. This room is nice.â
âHuh?â
As if he was bewildered by the unexpected answer, the Duke caressed his chin awkwardly. Only then did I realize that he was testing me.
âI donât think youâre a fool. You know your position very well.â
âBastard, bastard, bastard.â
I tried to let out a genuine smile as much as possible and swallowed my resentment. Itâs clear that the âirrevocably darkâ wasnât only about Rebecca, but also the Duke himself.
âThen have a good rest. You have to take care of the child tomorrow.â
That was his last greeting.
Having said all he had to say, he left without even closing the door. I closed the door only after I made sure that he has left.
âHaaâŚI hate him more than Rebecca.â
No. I want to run away.
I wouldnât be concerned if I was the second or fourth stepmother, but the third time is an automatic death penalty.
When the contents of the novel flashed into my mind, my future was getting murkier.
Rebecca Petri, the supporting character and the villainess. Her mother died in childbirth. There were even rumors about Rebeccaâs birth because her motherâs identity remained hidden.
In the meantime, Rebecca was sick. So her father did everything she wanted, and she grew up to be a wicked woman.
âJust like now.â
No matter who my opponent was, my downfall was inevitable.
Rebeccaâs wickedness went too far to the point it exceeded what a human could do. She poured hot water at the young noble ladies that she hates, and she even impaled her escortâs arm with a sword just because he didnât properly discard the rocks that were hindering her path.
Thatâs not all. She treated her fiance, the Crown Prince, similarly.
âHow could you raise a child to grow up awfully like Rebecca?â
Eventually, when her fiance, the Crown Prince, took another woman to be the Crown Princess, she fed her with poison.
Of course, sheâll get executed for it.
I sat in front of the mirror after organizing my thoughts about Rebecca for a while.
âI have a greater problem than Rebecca.â
I looked over the mirror, which had been polished smoothly without any cracks. The silver locks and blue eyes that glisten under the light. Itâs obviously Leona who was reflected in the mirror.
In fact, âLeonaâ was never mentioned in the novel. But Rebeccaâs third stepmother has been mentioned.
According to the book, the third stepmother who was formally listed on paper was slightly different from before.
Perhaps thatâs why the third stepmother, who was different from the previous stepmother, ended up crippled because of Rebecca.
âHaaâŚ.How pitiful you are.â
I looked at Leonaâs miserable face over the mirror. Her slightly dry skin was as white as porcelain as if she was nurtured in a loving family, but thatâs not the case at all.
âThis is why they sold me. Am I going to be crippled?â
I wouldnât even have to worry about this if only I became Leona a little faster. Iâm living a shitty life.
Leonaâs life is much worse.
Eventually, I decided to remove my worries and leaped into the bed. Contrary to what it looks like, the bed was soft and didnât make any creaking noise so I burrowed myself comfortably into the warm, soft sheets.
âTomorrowâs work begins tomorrow!â
Talking about this and that alone doesnât change anything right away.
The fact that I became Rebeccaâs stepmother remains unchanged.
âHaâŚâ
Perhaps because I spent the entire day being nervous about going to the duchy, as soon as I lied down and closed my eyes, the feeling of fatigue went all over my body.
Even when I was on the verge of a life and death situation, my instinct could not defeat my exhaustion. Shortly after, I fell asleep.
***
Ever since I heard the word, âGet lost.â I havenât seen Rebecca for days. The biggest reason is that I canât meet Rebecca.
The vast duchy mansion consists of three buildings. Three buildings were attached with a cave-like hallway.
Thatâs why I canât find Rebeccaâs room when I first came here. Let alone finding her room, thereâs no way I could go around looking for Rebecca by opening more than a hundred doors.
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I asked the passing servants about Rebeccaâs room, but I was ignored.
They would either speak vaguely or run away saying they donât know.
By the time I was ignored for the seventeenth time, I could understand it perfectly.
âAh. I guess Iâm being cast out.â
Realizing the truth in a few days, I returned to my room at ease.
âIâve done my best.â
Thatâs how I reassured myself.
Still, I donât have to worry about being starved to death because the meal was placed in front of my room, although it was delivered irregularly.
âIt was a hard bread though.â
Two hard loaves of bread were always delivered without soup or a drink. Just like a criminal, I spend my days leisurely while picking up and eating the bread.
I wish they would just forget about me like this.
Unfortunately, a week later, the duke came to visit me personally. Without knocking properly, he opened the door and looked very angry.
âI brought you in to take care of my child, but you didnât look for her even for a day? Youâre a lot different from the women before.â
As I was enjoying the view outside the window, I turned my head and greeted him with a big smile.
âAh! Thatâs great.â
âGreat? Whatâs so great?â
âBecause someone finally here to guide me? No matter how many times I asked, nobody would tell me the room. Where is the room, and should I go now?â
Rather, it was he who made an absurd expression.
ââŚAre you making excuses that you couldnât go because you donât know where her room is?â
âExcuse? Itâs the truth.â
âHa. Do you think Iâll believe that?â
The Dukeâs face was contorted for a moment.
It was me who should be annoyed. Why would I want to stay here for a week?
I asked all the passing servants about Rebeccaâs room, and I even opened up all the fancy doors because I couldnât stay still.
Of course, I was stopped every time.
âWhether you believe it or not, itâs your choice. But Iâm sure you knew that.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âAre you sure you didnât know? Did you not knowâŚthat the servants ran away when I tried to ask them?â
I looked at him while narrowing my eyes.
Thereâs no way that he could stop me from running away without knowing it.
Those servants, who pretended to not know when I asked them about Rebeccaâs room, always appeared at a wonderful time and stopped me whenever I attempted to get out of the duchy.
âIt might be Rebeccaâs work that prevented me from coming into her room, but the Duke also neglected me.â
Watching his subtle change of expression, I took out the paper from my arms.
âI asked a total of 38 people, and their answer was written precisely there.â
When someone tries to bully me, all I have to do is collect evidence.
âWhat is this?â
âItâs to prove that the Duke, who thinks I did nothing at all, is wrong.â
I laughed proudly at him, who was perplexed.
ââŚâ
âYouâre already here to show me around, so letâs go. Now that the Duke is here, I can finally see the precious princessâ face. You donât know how much I missed her.â
I took the lead by acting exaggeratedly.
The Dukeâs gaze was sharply pointed at the paper that I held out to him for a long time.
Then, as if he had made a decision, he took and folded the paper, then put it in his chest while turning around.
âThis way.â
I, who proudly followed him from behind, even lost my direction with confidence.
âWhere are you going?â
Even when he was going to the left, I turned the opposite way.
ââŚThat way.â
ââŚIâm beginning to believe that you didnât know the way.â