Instinctively, I felt that I shouldnât lie here.
âThatâs right, Iâm scared.â
At my words, a shadow fell in Yutaâs eyes.
âAh⊠â
Yuta let out a sigh and dropped his head.
That boy tried to get his hand away from me.
I gave him the strength to keep his hand off.
When Yuta looked at me again, puzzled, I said.
âBut as much as that, Iâm thankful.â
Hoping that my sincerity will be conveyed, I put my heart into each syllable.
âIf it wasnât for the Duke, I would have gone to Lodgemund and stuck there, and if it wasnât for the Young Lord today, I would have been beaten by Heiner and my face would have been swollen.â
Yutaâs hands trembled.
âThe Young Lord fought for me, right?â
I wrapped both of my hands around Yutaâs hand, hoping that his trembling would calm down a bit.
âThe method was a little wrong, but isnât the fact that you fought for me important?â
âBut FatherâŠâ
The topic of Kellerhan came out of Yutaâs mouth almost reflexively.
I let out a small sigh.
âThe Duke will never forgive you for breaking Heinerâs two ribs, no matter what the reason is.â
Because Kellerhan is such a person.
I canât complain.
Because Kellerhan is that kind of person, he can protect me and Yuta, and he can lead this family.
ButâŠ
âBut I forgive you.â
Thatâs a presumptous remark.
All I can say is I forgive what happened between Yuta and Heiner.
But it was what Yuta needed right now, and the boy wanted it so much that I couldnât help but say that I forgave him.
Yuta stared blankly at me.
It happened suddenly.
âUhâŠÂ Hicc.â
Utah lowered his head and placed his forehead in my hand, then began to shook and let out a suppressed sob.
âYoung Lord? Young Lord!â
I was startled and grabbed Yutaâs shoulders, trying to raise his upper body.
However, Yuta shook his head and stubbornly continued to press his forehead into my hand.
âHiccâŠÂ hic, hicc⊠AaahâŠâ
It was such a sad cry that it made my stomach churn just from hearing it.
âAaa, hicâŠâ
I was flustered, not knowing what to do. I barely regained my senses and leaned over as if I was hugging Yuta.
The beast, still small and young, continued to cry in my arms.
***
Yuta stopped crying after a while.
âAre you okay now?â
At my words, he nodded his head with swollen eyes.
ââŠMy eyes are burning.â
âBecause you cried so much.â
I called Magda who was standing outside the door and asked for an ice pack.
Magda was startled to see Yuta, who must have been crying a lot, then let out a sigh of relief when she noticed that Yutaâs eyes were twinkling as usual.
Soon after, Magda brought an ice pack.
Yuta calmed his swollen eyes, drank the milk Magda reheated, and ate cookies.
âIâll be going.â
After swallowing the last cookie, I looked out the dark window and stood up in surprise.
Kellerhan told me not to stay long, yet somehow I was here for more than half a day.
Yuta silently nodded his head at me as I told him I was leaving.
I was worried that the boyâs condition would worsen again, but Yuta seemed to be fine now.
I took an empty silver tray with Magda and left Yutaâs room.
âI donât know what kind of magic the Miss used, but the Young Masterâs condition has improved a lot.â
I went into my room and changed into my nightgown when she said so.
A smile appeared on her face as she cared for Yuta and me.
âBecause the Young Lord is strong. He overcame himself.â
I said that and got up on the bed.
My eyes closed as soon as she covered me with the blanket.
âOf course. Both of you are strong.â
After that, Magda turned off the light and went out, then I fell into a deep sleep after a long time.
***
As soon as Yuta Barmuth opened his eyes, he recognized that this place was in his dreams.
The rejection was familiar.
The scene he had seen when he was four was unfolding before his eyes again.
[This monster! How could you wear a human mask and do something like that!]
A beautiful blonde woman was crying in a mess.
[Ah, poor Brother. My poor Brother. If I had known it would be like this, I would never have come to Barmuth!]
The woman buried her face in her hands and wept bitterly.
At the sound of the womanâs cries, Yuta felt that his heart was breaking.
He thought that if only he could make her stop crying, he would do anything, he even could give his soul.
However, Yuta couldnât do anything.
When he reached out his hand to comfort the woman, she was astonished as if she had seen a monster.
[Go away!]
The woman freaked out and dismissed Yutaâs hand.
[Youâre also Barmuthâs bloodline. One day you will betray me just like him! Youâll push me into the pit and comfort me that Iâve upheld that petty justice!]
Utah was confused.
[But⊠But Uncle isâŠ]
Before Yuta could say anything, the background of his dream changed.
Yuta was peeking inside through the slightly open door of the study.
He was in the study, lit by an orange light, sitting in a chair with Kellerhan hunched over.
Yuta saw the despair in Kellerhanâs eyes as they fell to the floor.
It was the first time his father looked at him like that.
[For today, just go away.]
Kellerhan said without looking back.
It seemed that he had been aware of Yutaâs existence for a long time.
[I donât have the power to comfort you.]
Kellerhan reached over the table and grabbed a glass.
Yutaâs eyes widened.
It was the first time he had seen his father drink.
He carefully closed the study door.
The orange light that leaked from the study slowly faded and eventually disappeared completely.
It was in the dark.
Weâve probably failed.
I couldnât protect Mother.
Yuta squatted in the dark, unable to do anything.
And buried his head in his lap, just as his mother had done.
It seemed that he would never be able to get out of this place.
It was then.
Someone grabbed Yutaâs hand.
And they led him, starting to run breathlessly.
[Where are we going?]
Yuta asked out loud, yet the other person didnât answer.
They just ran and ran in the dark.
[Itâs useless. It is impossible to get out of here.]
Yuta exclaimed angrily.
However, the other party didnât listen to him.
No, they just looked forward and ran as if they couldnât hear at all.
And a small light began to appear in the distance.
It was so small that it looked like it would go out when blown on, or fly away when held, but it was definitely light.
The girl led Yuta into the light.
Yuta opened his eyes.
He saw a familiar ceiling.
Realizing that he had awakened from his dream, he got up and went to the window.
When he opened the window, the cool spring night air flowed in through the wind.
And the moon floating in the sky.
Yuta looked at the moon and thought of his bride.
Isabella, I definitely gave you a chance.
You were the one who said you would stay.
So, you canât leave me.
Donât worry about messing up. I will protect you at all costs.
As Iâll never lose you again.
Thatâs why⊠Stay by my side.
Yuta vowed that he would never become like his father.
***
At the time Yuta was dreaming about Isabella, an unusual uproar was taking place in the Duke of Lodgemund.
âFather, Iâm a patient! Do you really have to be so mad at the patient?â
Heiner, who was lying on the bed, was giving off a tantrum.
âYou should be glad that it ended like this! Do you know how much I have raised you?â
However, the Duke of Lodgemund, who was dealing with him, didnât have it easy either.
âThen what are you doing? Your son broke two ribs and you couldnât even protest properly!â
âThisâŠâ
Duke Lodgemund glared at Heiner with wide eyes.
Heiner, a little taken aback by his fatherâs sullen appearance, turned his head and grumbled.
âAnyway, itâs too late to bring that girl in. Sheâs looking at me like trash. Damn it, only a viscountâs daughter.â
âThatâs why, didnât I tell you to gently twist Schwiresâ daughter? Itâs because you canât coax a nine-year-old girlâŠâ
âAh, I donât know!â
Heiner, who had no interest in Radgrunâs Crown or engagement in the first place, screamed and turned over.
Embarrassingly, a groaning sound was soon heard.
Having infuriated his father so much, he fell asleep.
Duke Lodgemund looked at his sleeping son with cold, sunken eyes.
There was a thousand fires inside.
However, he couldnât help it because he was the only heir.
When dealing with other people, even a fool can be calm, yet he couldnât understand why his son became excited in front of the Barmuthâs hound and his son.
âLetâs calm down. There is still a way.â
Duke Lodgemund let out a big sigh before returning to his office and calling for Rodolph.
Rodolph was stumped by Duke Rosimundâs declaration.
âWhat should we do? Do I have to tell you all about it?â
The Duke of Lodgemund frowned at him.
âOf course, we have to attack Radgrunâs Crown directly. Itâs a bit early, but thereâs nothing wrong with moving quickly.â
ââŠ! That meansâŠâ
âHelvard, hit the Central Bank run by that cunning fox.â
Duke Rosimundâs eyes flashed with greed for Radgrunâs crown.
However, Rodolph was skeptical.
âBut, Duke, we canât afford that.â
Lodgemund had soldiers.
Not to mention enlisted soldiers, the number of people who could be used in battle was limited, except for the minimum number of knights escorting the direct descendant.
At Rodolphâs point, Duke Lodgemund snorted.
âWe donât have enough capacity. But donât we have âfriendsâ?â
Rodolphâs eyes widened.
A faint fear welled up in his eyes.
âA-Are you thinking of calling them?â
âThey have to cooperate anytime. Why is it not now?â
âB-ButâŠâ
âWhat are you saying? Contact them right away.â
âI understand.â
Rodolph bowed his head and left the office.
Left alone, Duke Lodgemund took a small stone on the table and started rolling it.
Then, black smoke erupted from the stone, slowly began to wrap its hand around the Duke of Lodgemund.
âPhew.â
Duke Lodgemund let out a long breath with a more relaxed face and waited for the black smoke to cover his entire body.
âHelvard⊠I have no ill feelings toward you. Itâs just that youâre in charge of Radgrunâs Crown.â