While I was leaning against a firm shoulder, going on and on, the great gods finally informed me of two different realities.
â⌠Your Ladyship.â
First, they reminded me of who I was clutching onto with my two hands.
ăâŚMy. ă
Second, only I could hear Haniel speaking.
âAchoo!â
Those were not the only two things I realized. After hearing the sneeze I let out, I realized that I was currently in a lake during the winter, and I had jumped into its ice-cold waters.
âCome⌠Come here.â
With a shaking hand, I took in Haniel, who was with Rashid. I didnât have the courage to look into his eyes, but judging by how he had kept me alive so far, it seemed I still had another day to live.
If he really wanted to kill me, he wouldâve grabbed me by the head and submerged me in the water right there.
ââŚâ
Maybe he shouldnât have followed me in the first place.
âTh-thank you.â
ââŚâ
As expected, there was no answer, but I found that more reassuring. Although I had no idea what I was saying at that moment, whether I live or not was not as important as Hanielâs current state.
ââŚMoâŚmmy⌠EâŚElder brother⌠heâŚâ
âI know.â
You donât have to look. Itâs not something you have to look at.
I wrapped Haniel with my drenched shawl, quickly loosening it from my shoulders.
Judging by how she was merely blinking her eyes like a broken doll, the kid mustâve been shocked greatly.
With the wet mud unable to be shaken off, and Haniel starting to convulse, I grew impatient. I needed to return and wash her with warm water as soon as possible.
ăâŚMadam! What should we do? What happened to the Young Lady? ă
ăYour Ladyship! ă
Starting with Selene, all the birds in the lake started making a fuss, surrounding us.
Even Lady Melleo waddled over. She absentmindedly gazed at Rashid, it seemed she had figured out who Rashid was.
ăOh⌠Oh my! To think that we would meet here! I must greet the Emperor who has been given the prestigious protection of the sun godâŚâă
âHu, what kind of birds are these!â
ăKeuheuk! ă
After seeing Lady Melleo, who had fallen down backwards, my heart felt half-solemn. Although he didnât put much force into it, just being kicked by this man was a lethal weapon.
What should I do?
I couldnât lift up Lady Melleo, who was sprawled on the ground, instead, I could only keep swallowing back my faltering breath.
âJumping into the water just for one little bird, are you insane?â
ââŚâ
While holding Haniel, I could hear his fierce scolding above my head. I was still struggling to catch my breath.
â⌠What do you mean âjust for one little birdââŚâ
Itâs your little sister!
There was a lump in my throat.
They say that once a person is driven into a corner, theyâre unable to see anything. I too was like that.
Wow. I was barely keeping it together.
My body, which was already tired from the excitement and worrying, shivered as the wind hit it.
âIn Your Majestyâs eyes it may just be a little bird, but to me, itâs the only family I have left! Itâs a family member thatâs even more important than my life! Heugh.â
â⌠So you think you did well because of that?â
âWhat am I supposed to do when my childâs drowning in front of me? Heugh. If you have to hesitate over this kind of stuff, itâs like you guys arenât family. Heugh.â
ââŚâ
âHeugh⌠You donât even know a-anythingâŚâ
As soon as I said those words, my rationality started to return to me.
I didnât want to say those last words, but seeing that with his personality, he had no remarks, there was a chance he mightâve not understood.
Seeing Lady Melleo, who was rolling on the ground with all of her dignity lost, every single drop of rationality returned to me.
Before I become like her, I better come back.
âAhâŚâ
However, things did not go my way.
Two thick somethings were placed on my quietly retreating shoulders. They were almost like shackles, yet they were shining brightly at the same time.
As I slowly turned, the appearance of a brightly shining brooch with the Imperial familyâs symbol filled my view.