After school, after I parted with Umi and went home, I was inside my room.
āUmi told me to wear something appropriate⦠But what should I wear?ā
Since Umi would be waiting for me in her roomwear, I donāt think I should wear the same clothes I wore back when we went on a date.
In the end I decided to wear a pair of jeans, a gray hoodie and a black jacket. Mom bought me a new pair of shoes for me recently, so Iām going to wear them.
āIām sorry about my son⦠No, no, itās fine, he seems energetic after allā¦ā
After I finished getting dressed, I heard momās excited voice. She was probably talking with Sora-san on the phone.
What was she so excited about, I wonder? Iām just going to stay for dinner.
āYes. Then, Iāll leave him in your care. Good bye.ā
āā¦You donāt need to call her for every single thing, momā¦ā
āRight, but this is just for formality, you know? Besides, Iāve been wanting to talk with Sora-san again for a while now.ā
Her voice sounded excited when she was on the phone, but when she hung up, her face turned gloomy. She looked listless. Iāve been seeing a pile of cigarette butts inside the ashtray lately.
āMom?ā
āWhat is it? Do you wanna stay over at Umiās house? Thenāā
āDid dad say something to you?ā
Hearing that, her face instantly turned serious.
āWhat are you talking about? There isnāt anyāā
āMom.ā
āā¦ā
āI knew it, he said something to you.ā
I wasnāt planning to ask her about this, but seeing her like this, I felt like I had to do it.
I mean, she took a break from work right after I met with Dad last weekend without telling me beforehand. It was kinda obvious that this happened because of Dad.
āā¦Mm⦠Your dad found out about my job⦠And he got mad at meā¦ā
Apparently Mom had been keeping Dad in the dark about her work situation. About her overworking herself and how she made me do all the chores.
He found out about it after meeting me and touching my hand.
I remembered that the last time we met, he told me something about taking care of my hand or something. As expected of him though, he could notice small details like this.
āBut dad should have known that if you didnāt work that hard, we wouldnāt be able to live comfortably like this, right?ā¦ā
āā¦ā
She didnāt respond to me.
Donāt tell meā¦
āMom?ā
āā¦Iām sorry, Maki⦠Actually, your dad gave me enough money every month for us to get by⦠I donāt actually need to workā¦ā
āThen, why did you?ā¦ā
āIāve never touched your dadās money. I was determined to raise you by myself, using my own money. Besides, the work kept my mind off of himā¦ā
Things were going well for her and then Dad and I happened to run into each other. The visiting day gave him enough time to roughly figure out our condition.
After we parted, maybe he immediately contacted Mom about it.
Mom refused to tell me the details aside from āhe used rather strong wordsā, but from her reaction, those words seemed to hurt her. After that, she decided to take a break from her work.
āIām sorry, Maki. Iāve been hiding everything from you⦠And because of me, youāve been lonely⦠But Iāll try to change⦠From now on, everything will be alright⦠Me, your father and you will never be together again, but Iāll always be at your side, Makiā¦ā
āā¦Are you okay with that, Mom?ā
āMhm. I love my job, but youāre much more important to me, Maki⦠Iāll gladly quit my job if it means that youāll stay by my side.ā
She let out a weak laugh.
She must have had her own anxiety about everything.
But stillā¦
āIāve always admired you, mom⦠I love seeing you working hard, you look really coolā¦ā
āThank you, Maki. Then, after you graduate from college and get married to Umi, Iāll get back to my work. Oh, if you want to get married earlier, Iām okay with it too. Will you marry her after you graduate from high school?ā
āWhat are you talking about, mom?ā
Yeah, sure, she gave me the okay, but I donāt think her family will also give me the okay.
Also, for some reason she seemed certain that Iām going to marry Umi in the future.
ā¦We arenāt even lovers yetā¦
āNow, now, letās stop talking about this. Hereās some snacks, I got them from work. Give them to Sora-san, okay?ā
āGot it, butā¦ā
āNow, now, you should leave quickly. Youāre going to make them wait.ā
āI got it, I got it⦠Then, Iām offā¦ā
I got kicked out of the house, but I wonder if sheās going to be alright?
This night will be a long oneā¦
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Iāve recognized the path to Umiās house since Iāve been dropping her off at her home recently, but this was the second time that I actually stepped inside. The first time was back when she stayed over at my house.
āSince today is cold, weāre going to have a hot pot for dinner. Do you have a food that you dislike, Maki?ā
āAh, Iāll eat anything.ā
āAlright, then, Iāll leave my carrots to you.ā
āI donāt mind, but itās good for you, you should eat some of them at least.ā
I passed through the gate while chatting with Umi. She was waiting for me near the railroad.
I heard the sound of the gate closing. Thereās no turning back.
As soon as I entered the front door, Sora-san immediately greeted me, dressed in an apron.
āMy, welcome, Maki-kun. Sorry to make you come all the way here today. Donāt be shy, come here.ā
āPlease donāt be sorry⦠Um⦠Excuse meā¦ā
When I entered the house, the atmosphere inside the house felt different than the last time I came here.
At the front door, I saw a pair of shoes. They were 1.5 times bigger than mine. They looked worn, but there was no dirt on them, the owner must have taken care of them. The owner of the said shoes should be Daichi-san.
Since his shoes were there, that meant he was inside.
āMaki, are you okay? You donāt look too goodā¦ā
āIām fine⦠Gulp⦠Maybeā¦ā
I took a deep breath before entering the living room.
The thing that I should do first would be greeting him, right? If I make a good impression on him, he would probably think twice before deciding to cut my head off⦠right?
āExcuse meā!ā
āUgh!ā
āWhoa!ā
When I was about to say my greeting, something suddenly blocked my view.
That something was bearing a certain amount of force. It bumped into me and I fell down because of it.
āMaki, are you okay? Did you get hurt?ā
āAh⦠Yeah, Iām fine. I was just surprisedā¦ā
I stood up, taking Umiās hand. When I turned my gaze ahead, I saw him, a tall man.
He looked young and he was wearing a sweatshirt⦠This should be Riku-san.
āBrother? You should notice that a guest is trying to enter the room, right? Why are you trying to leave the room?ā
āI want to take a piss, you stupid little sister.ā
āHuh? Donāt call me stupid! Besides, you just went there a while ago!ā
āā¦I drank too much coffeeā¦ā
Riku-san glanced at me as he walked past me toward the direction of the toilet.
āā¦Umm⦠Iām Maehara, nice to meet youā¦ā
āā¦Ahh⦠Mmā¦ā
His reaction seemed⦠lackluster⦠I was expecting a more stereotypical reaction like āHow dare you lay your hand on my sister!ā, but I guess this was okay too.
That was my first contact with Riku-san.
āJeez, that guy⦠Ah, Dad, this is him.ā
āMm. Maki-kun, you should sit down.ā
I obeyed Sora-sanās words and sat on the sofa.
āNice to meet you, Maehara-kun. My name is Daichi. Umiās father.ā