Chapter 58 ā In Exchange of that āAgreementā
Weekends were supposed to feel relaxing.
Weekends were the days when you could get your well-earned rest after a gruesome work or school week. It was the time we always looked forward to.
It wasnāt supposed to be like this. Sure, there were weekends when you would brood over trouble at work or something, but this⦠I wasted the whole weekend brooding over thisā¦
I love youā¦
The words that Umi whispered to me when we parted last time. A lot of things happened during that day. This and that led to that moment.
āAh, jeez, Umi⦠Whatās with that timing?⦠Because of that I canāt spend my weekend in peaceā¦ā
Those words convinced me that our feelings were mutual. After all, the timing, the atmosphere, the gesture she made, she didnāt seem to be teasing me.
āThat was a confession, right? ā¦Iām not deluding myself, right? ā¦She did say āI love youā to me, right?ā
I mulled over it again and again, trying to convince myself that it was indeed a confession.
I was ninety-nine percent sure that it was a genuine confession. That meant if I were to accept it, from now on we wouldnāt just be friends anymore, but something more.
If thatās really the case⦠Yeah, of course Iām happy. The girl that I love told me to my face that she actually loves me, f*ck yes, Iām happy about this.
āā¦But how should I reply?ā
Iām happy, but what should I do now?
She told me that she loved me, but I hadnāt given her a response. Itās Monday now, and we havenāt called or texted each other since that night.
ā¦Itās embarrassing, you know?
Even though it shouldnāt be that hard to reply. Type āI love you tooā, send it, and thatās it.
But I canāt do it.
āMorning, Maki. I have a meeting today, so Iāll be leaving first⦠Huh, whatās wrong?ā
āā¦Nothing, reallyā¦ā
āYou sure? Youāve been like this for a few days now. Iāve been refraining from asking you, but⦠Did something happen with Umi-chan?ā
āā¦ā
So mom had been watching me. Iāve spent my weekend brooding over Umiās confession. I didnāt notice it at all.
āItās nothing.ā
āHmm~ Well, if you donāt want to tell me, thatās fine. Anyway, if youāre gonna bring her home on Friday like usual, make sure to tell me. Iāll give you extra money.ā
āGot it, mom. Have a good day.ā
āIām off.ā
After seeing her off, I started my morning routine. I didnāt get much sleep because of the confession thing, so I looked like a mess right now.
The dark circles under my eyes seemed more pronounced than usual. I donāt want Umi to worry about me over this.
Iāve had rough Monday mornings like this before, but today was special. I didnāt lose sleep because I stayed up gaming, but because of a confession from a girl.
I still couldnāt believe that it happened.
āā¦Still, a girl falling in love with someone like meā¦ā
I looked at my reflection on the reflective surface of the kettle. I looked really gloomy and my eyes looked like that of a dead fish.
Umi might be the only one who would love someone like me.
Thatās why I must not let her go. Umi might not realize it, but she is better than Amami Yuu in every way.
The only one who knew that was me, but it wouldnāt take long for others to realize as well. And chances are, that someone would be better than I am.
I would easily lose to that person.
I currently hold the advantage, so I must strike while the iron is still hot.
That cute smile of hers, I donāt want it to be directed toward someone else.
āā¦Mhm. Iāve decided.ā
I made up my mind after brooding over it a little more.
Iām going to tell her how I feel today.
The sooner I do this, the better.
As I sipped my coffee, the doorbell rang, announcing the arrival of a visitor, a rare occurrence in our household.
{Ehehe, good morning, Maki-kun!}
{ā¦G-good morning, Maki.}
Through the screen, I saw the same faces I saw last Friday.
Amami-san with her angelic smile and Umi with her awkward expression.
I let them enter the house.
āIām sorry for barging in so suddenly, Maki-kun!ā
āItās fine, Iāve done my morning preparations⦠Anyway, whatās up?ā
āMm⦠Well, I heard everything from Umi.ā
āā¦Ah, I see.ā
I thought that might be the case. So Umi decided to tell Amami-san everything.
Also, if my eyes arenāt deceiving me, I saw dark circles under Umiās eyes.
ā¦Was she also brooding over her confession over the weekend?
Seriously, why are we both like this?
āOkay, thatās that, but why are you two here so early in the morning?ā
āMm, well I want you two to do something for me. You know, in exchange for our āagreementā.ā
āLike, right now?ā
āYes! Iāll tell you the details later though~ā
Here it comes.
āAlright, fineā¦ā
āMaki!ā
I accepted Amami-sanās words without thinking any further, but Umi gave me an uneasy look.
āAre you sure youāre gonna accept this? Yuu hasnāt told you anything about what sheās going to ask you though.ā
āWell, yeah. I mean, Iām kinda scared, but you gotta do what you gotta do, right?ā
Besides, this is Amami-san, she wouldnāt go out of her way to harm me.
ā¦Well, her request might be a little bit troublesome, but thatās it.
āUm⦠Also, Umiā¦ā
āMm?ā
Amami-san is in front of us right now, but who cares. If I donāt do it now, I might be too embarrassed to do it later. I should do it while I can.
āā¦Iām going to tell you now⦠I feel the same way as youā¦ā
āAh⦠M-mhm⦠got itā¦ā
Her face turned red as she quickly turned her face away from me.
She muttered āidiotā when she did, but it sounded like music to my ears.
āHehehe⦠Well, thatās what he said, Umi. What are you gonna do?ā
āAh⦠Uhm⦠F-fine. If Maki said heās gonna do it, then Iām gonna do it too.ā
āThen, itās decided!ā
Iāve made up my mind already so Iām currently ready for anything.
Amami-sanās evil-looking smile worried me a little though.