Chapter 8 â I donât understand how my stepsister feels
(TLN: Momoiâs POV)
I am known as an honour student.
Thatâs not a lie, but itâs not entirely true either.
Iâm not the kind of honour student every thinks I am.
I had a hobby that I hid from everyone, other than my imouto.
That wasâ
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ăHey onii-chan, are you in a good mood today?ă(Sakura)
During dinnerâSakura spoke to the boy sitting in front of her.
That boy had long bangs, you couldnât see his eyes at all.
His atmosphere was gloomy, he didnât have any friends at school.
He was a so-called âlonerâ
I will never accept such a boy as my stepbrotherâŚ.
Even though his atmosphere is gloomy, thatâs only when heâs at school.
He quarrels with me and happily talks with my imouto.
I was a little worried he would act that way in school.
But I donât think I need to worry about that now.
Besides, surprisingly Sakura immediately grew fond of him.
That kid may seem friendly at first glance, but sheâs actually quite cautious.
Itâs like she can see the essence of people, and stays away from untrustworthy people.
As such this kid was the same as me and didnât have many friends.
Well I think itâs still better than being a loner without any friends at all.
However because of that, Sakura easily gets attached to people she accepts.
In other words, he might sink his poisonous fangs into her if Iâm not careful.
He brought Sakura to his room when I wasnât there yesterday.
Well maybe it was Sakuraâs fault, but I made him sit in seiza and lectured him for about two hours.
Sakura is cute so I have to be cautious.
It seems that Sakura made a promise to cook with him, but I forced her to cook alone. Sheâs sulking, but I hope youâll forgive me.
After all, that boy is evilâ
But he did manage to get the approval of the vigilant Sakura, so maybe he is kind.
âŚ.I donât see that part of him at allâŚ.
I wonder why?
Is he a so-called tsundere? (TLN: Someone who isnât honest with their feelings)
Well, no matter how much he likes me, I donât want to get involved with him much.
I hate him.
Because itâs physiologically impossibleâ
ăâwell actually the latest issue of my favourite light novelăAkashic Records of Bastard Magic Instructorăwas release today and I bought it. After dinner Iâm going to read it in my roomă(Kaito)
His words made me stop in my tracks.
ăAkashic Records of Bastard Magic Instructorăâwas also my favourite light novel series.
Thatâs right, my hobbies are the exact same as his, reading light novels and watching anime.
Is that surprising?
Isnât it strange that I, a perfect girl, have otaku-like hobbies?
Why is the world like this?
Who decided that itâs bad for an honour student to watch anime and read light novels?
Light novels are better than normal novels right?
So when I heard from Sakura that he had lots of light novels in his room, I became very jealous of Sakura.
Itâs not like I want to talk to him or anything.
I just want to read his light novel collection.
If Sakura who is on good terms with him asks for a light novel, Iâm sure he will lend her one.
But even if I ask, I have a feeling Iâd be turned down.
Because heâs a tsundere.
âŚ..thatâs good.
ăWhatâs wrong, onee-chan?ă(Sakura)
Whilst I was watching the interaction between the two, they noticed and both looked towards me.
ăâŚ.you made this dish right? No wonder itâs so grossă(Momoi)
To disguise what I was thinking, I complain about the âsweet and sour porkâ he made.
âŚactually it was surprisingly delicious, rather than gross.
ThisâŚhow did he make it? the meat is very tender to chew.
The pineapple that comes with the meat is probably used to soften it, but the onions and peppers are also sweet and delicious. (TLN: Pineappleâs contain a protein called bromelain which can break down other proteins into acids)
I heard from Sakura that he made the seasoning sauce himself, rather than purchasing a pre-made one.
Why is he so good at cooking?
This type of skill is more suitable for me rather than himâŚ.
Iâm not good at cooking.
âŚ.actually Iâm bad at most housework, let alone cookingâŚ
The only thing I can do is cleanâŚ.
If I try and cook, it will end up as either a charred lump, or a purple poisonous looking gloop.
Itâs strange, I put a lot of seasonings in it to make it deliciousâŚ.
If I try and wash clothes, the moment the washing machine starts, bubbles will overflow and it will break.
âŚ.Iâm sure I followed the procedure properly.
I put a lot of detergent in so that my clothes would be cleanâŚ
Why are there so many defective washing machines nowadays?
I want the manufacturers to get better.
âŚwhen I told Sakura about that, her face looked like she was about to cryâŚ.
ăIs that not okay?ă(Momoi)
To my surprise, she didnât sympathize with my hardship, but looked disappointed instead.
âŚ.if you look at me like that, it makes it seem like Iâve done something wrong.
âŚ.no maybe I am bad no matter what I thinkâŚ.
People who eat delicious food and say that itâs not delicious have strange taste no matter what.
They should immediately go to hospital.
âŚ.Iâm that type of person now.
Sakura looked at me in embarrassment.
I realize I shouldnât have said that, but it was too late.
ăThanks for the foodă(Momoi)
I said so and stood up to run away.
ăAh, unâŚ.ă(Sakura)
Feeling their eyes on my backâI took the dishes to the kitchen to wash them.
ďź
ăHaaâŚ.ă(Momoi)
I sighed as I walked up the stairs.
Iâve done it againâŚ.
I dislike him, but I donât want to fight with him.
However it seems like thinking that has led me to being cursed.
Also since heâs a tsundere, he naturally tries to find ways to get involved with me.
As a result, it always leads to a quarrel.
Because I dislike him, Iâve maybe said one or two bad things.
But thatâs only because I want him to be a better personâŚ.
When I returned to my room, my smartphone was glowing.
Iâm not going to let it get to me right now.
Thatâs because I just received a message from âhimâ
ăI bought the latest issue today! Did you manage to buy it, Hanahime-chan?ă(Umi (Kaito))
ăOf course (*´â˝ď˝*) Iâm about to read it nowăž(â§â˝âŚ)ăă(Hanahime (Momoi))
I reply and send the message to umi-kun.
I bet everyone at school couldnât even imagine that I would use emoticons like thisâŚ.
Iâm a girl too.
I want to use emoticons normally, I want to laugh with everyone as we make a detour to have fun on our way home from school.
But I canât do that.
Thereâs a reason why I act like an honor student, when reality is different.
Iâm wearing a mask right nowâŚ..
The mask of a cold-woman.
If I use cute emoticons or laugh and talk with everyone, the mask will quickly come off.
So I treat everyone coldly and donât interact with them normally.
The real reason why I wear this maskâis due to my trauma from middle school.
When I was in middle school, I had a personality like Sakura.
âŚâŚIâm sorry I lied, my personality wasnât as cute as hersâŚ..
But, I had the same personality as the girls around me.
At that time, many boys approached me.
It was scary.
Even now, Iâm still scared of boys.
Regardless of the amount of boys, that fact doesnât change.
The only differenceâis that Iâm able to ignore them easily due to my mask.
So I canât take my mask off, nor can I break the image of an honour student.
However only in front of umi-kun will I remove my mask.
I can talk to him as my real self.
Thatâs why I liked interacting with him.
Heâs not scary like the other boys.
Heâs very kind, and I enjoy talking to him because we have the same hobbies.
We met two years agoâwhen I commented on a blog he wrote as a hobby.
He explained his favourite light novel works on his blog.
I was just beginning to get into light novels at the time, so I took the plunge and sent him a message saying that we like the same works.
He replied immediately, and after many exchanges since then, he became a close friend to me before I knew it.
Most of the light novels I currently own were the ones he recommended on his blog.
So, our collections match.
He doesnât know that though.
He probably thinks itâs a coincidence because we like the same novels.
I know itâs a little sly, but I really want to read his favourite books, so please forgive me.
Besides, I really like light novels myself.
WellâŚ.itâs about time to readăAkashic Records of Bastard Magic Instructorăâ-
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(TLN: Kaitoâs POV)
Haa, that was fun.
As soon as I finished readingăAkashic Records of Bastard Magic InstructorăI opened my blog.
Updating my blog had become a daily routine.
I have no one I can introduce my favourite novels to, so I express myself this way.
As soon as I finished writing my updateâ
ăI finished reading~ăž(â§â˝âŚ)ă This time too, the combination of the teacher and shironeko-chan was good~ (*´â˝ď˝*)ă(TLN: Shironeko means white cat and is the nickname of Sistine Fibel whose white hair is held back by a headband with cat ears on, hence âWhite Catâ)
There was a comment.
I can tell even without looking at the name who wrote it.
Hanahime-chan.
She always immediately comments on my blog updates.
Although she probably has notifications on, I think itâs amazing that sheâs first every time.
Iâm happy that she commented first.
But the spotlight should have been on the teacher this volumeâŚ.it seems that Hanahime-chan still loves shironeko-chan as always.
However, I still go along with her.
ăI also thought that was good! But I like hime-chan better than shironeko-chan~ă(TLN: âHimeâ is Rumia Tingel from the akashic records LN, NOT hanahime-chan)
ăMuu~ (>_<) shironeko-chan is a better match for the teacher ( ď˝â´)ăă
My favourite character was a princess who was exiled from her country, but her favourite character was girl with the nickname âshironekoâ.
However, even though our favourite characters are different, we donât fight with each other.
Rather we continue talking about our favourite characters.
That wasâ-our promise to each other.
Time passed as we exchanged such a conversationâ
ăSorry itâs time to go to bed, so I have to go and sleep now (>_<)ă
ăUn, Iâm going to sleep too, good night!ă
ăGood night~ďźÂ´-`ďź.ăoOă
Thatâs how we ended todayâs exchange.
Well then, letâs go to the bathroom and then go to sleep.
Momoi told me that my food wasnât delicious and it made me feel depressed, but thanks to hanahime-chan, I feel like I could sleep well tonight.
When I open the door to go to the bathroomâ
ăăAhăă
Momoi was thereâŚ
The scene from before flashed in my mind.
Itâs awful.
It felt like I was going to get a good nights sleep, but now Iâve met someone I never wanted to meetâŚ.
AnywayâŚ.
I look at Momoiâs appearance.
This is my first time seeing Momoi in pajamas and to be honest, I think itâs cute.
I get it nowâŚ.I can understand why this person is so popular.
Momoi is a beautiful girl, provided she stays silent.
I wish she was silentâŚ
ăWhat?ă(Momoi)
Mori asked as she noticed that I had been staring at her.
ăAh..my badâŚă(Kaito)
I turn away from her.
Sheâll fire abuse at me againâŚ..
I prepare myself for Momoiâs rant.
Butâno matter how long I waited, Momoi didnât say anything.
Out of curiosity, I looked at Momoi only to find her staring at me.
It seems like sheâs worried about something, but whatâs wrong?
Just as I start wondering thatâ
ăHey, the book you bought today, was it interestingâŚ.?ă(Momoi)
I suddenly heard such a thing.
ăâŚ.eh?ă(Kaito)
ăI asked if the book you bought today was interesting, can you not even understand that?ă(Momoi)
ăNo, thatâs no the case! I was just surprised that you suddenly asked about my impressions on the book!ă(Kaito)
Momoi squints her eyes at my words.
She seems to be telling me âgive me your thoughts quickly!â with her eyes.
ăHaaâŚâŚah, it was interestingă(Kaito)
ăWhich part?ă(Momoi)
Haa?
Even though I donât understand why youâre asking meâŚ
It would cause more problems not to answer here.
ăEttoâŚâŚthis time the main story focused on the main character, a magic teacher. In the second half of the story, one of the heroines goes to the aid of the teacher and both of them get involved in an accident that almost kills them, but because of the tenseness of the situation, it causes their relationship to grow stronger instead. Besides there was a cute scene of my favourite character hime-chan who was worried about the main character being stolen and I thought that it was extremely cute!ă(Kaito)
âdammit, Iâve done it now.
Why am I talking about such things with Momoi!?
Moreover the longer I talked, the higher my tension rose and the louder my voice got!
Da..dangerous�
I look at Momoiâs face.
âeh?
ăI see, you really like the book. Then, with thisă(Momoi)
With that said, Momoi started walking away.
She went in the direction of the bathroom.
More than thatâŚ.was she listening to me and laughing?
Even if it was a laugh, it was a strange way of laughing.
It was a type of laughing that could be misunderstood as âsmilingâ
âŚ.why?
Iâve never seen her laugh like that before.
For some reasonâŚI suddenly thought she was cuteâŚ
I wonder why she listened to my thoughts on the bookâŚ.
Was she in a good mood?
I thought she was angry about my food, but to think she could smile like thatâŚ
Whatâs up with this guyâŚ
After that, I was so worried about Momoiâs attitude that I couldnât sleepâ