While we were walking home after leaving Alice-san and the others, Kirara suddenly said something like that.
She looked up at me with a happy smile on her face, as if she was still happy that we were holding hands.
I was bewildered by her, but I was hesitant to let go of her hand, so I tried not to show my emotions.
âIâm kind?â
I asked her with a frown, wondering at her words.
âYes. Even if Alice-san hadnât brought up the deal, you didnât really want to do anything to Aria, did you?â
I scratched my cheek with my finger at Kiraraâs words.
I hadnât told Kirara that I had obtained evidence of Ariaâs insider trading and that I was going to hunt her down.
I donât know if it was because of the atmosphere or because of the way she saw me in general, but she knew I wouldnât do anything decisive.
But the reason why I didnât want to end Ariaâs life was not because of kindness.
Besides, it would have been more kind of Kirara not to punish Aria in any way after what she had done to me.
âIt wasnât kindness that made me decide to let her go, you know?
âEh? Then why?â
There were multiple reasons why I didnât want to end Ariaâs life, but the biggest reason was because she was Alice-sanâs sister.
Alice-san was my benefactor, and she was also someone I cared about.
Thatâs why, no matter how bad Aria was, as long as she was Alice-sanâs sister, I wasnât going to push her to the breaking point.
Alice-san herself wanted Aria to change her mind, but she didnât want her to disappear.
But there was no way I could end Ariaâs life.
It would be a betrayal of Alice-sanâs feelings.
However, I wouldnât be able to honestly tell Kirara about this.
If I told her about Alice-san, I would probably have to tell her about our past as well.
So Iâll give her a different reason.
âIn the first place, the person I made a deal with this time is Alice-san.â
âEh!?â
When I told her about my deal with Alice, Kirara raised her voice in surprise.
I suppose thatâs true, too.
After all, this means that Alice-san had betrayed her own sister.
âŚWell, no matter what the circumstances were, she still betrayed herâŚ
âAlice-san wanted to help you, and she wanted Aria to change her attitude after this game. Thatâs why she made the deal with me and gave me the information. Without that information, we wouldnât have won, and we wouldnât have gotten proof of Ariaâs insider trading. And of course, since it was a deal, Alice-san had set some conditions for us. This is what I told Kirara beforehand, that I wanted to be flexible with my compensation. However, although she didnât say it, she also included a minimum guarantee for Aria.â
âWhatâs that?â
Kirara looked up at me with her head tilted, unsure of what the minimum guarantee was in her deal with Alice-san.
I wondered how much I should tell her, but I told her the truth as best I could.
âThis time, Alice-san knew everything except that I had obtained the evidence of Ariaâs insider trading. She also has the evidence to prove our insider trading. So if I had ended Ariaâs life, she would have ended mine as well.â
Of course, the true evidence that Alice-san has is that she can prove that I am KAI.
After all, she knows all the accounts and websites that KAI uses.
Iâve made a way for KAI to be involved in the game itself, but not in the purchase of the stock, but that wonât matter if Alice-san gets serious.
Thatâs why Iâm going to be proven guilty of insider trading and charged with a crime.
But that doesnât include Kirara.
I didnât give her any information about Byodoin Systems, and Kirara doesnât know that Iâm KAI.
In other words, even if they questioned Kirara about insider trading, they wouldnât be able to find any conclusive evidence.
And if it was proven that I did the insider trading, I was going to disclose the fact that I was the one who brought the story to Shirousagi.
âHowever, I donât think Alice-san will ever reveal that Iâm KAI.
âThe evidence Alice-san has is proof that Kaito is KAI, right? Is Kaito, KAI after all?â
The fact that Aliceâs mere mention of having evidence would lead to that idea, I guess Kirara is very smart and perceptive.
âThatâs not true. Iâm not KAI.â
But I couldnât tell her that I was KAi, so I shook my head and faked it.
âI-I guess thatâs trueâŚâ
When I denied it, Kirara nodded with a wry smile on her face.
Perhaps she still doubted it.
She knows Iâm familiar with the program because of the incident with SakiHime.
âKirara, do you know how Aria was raised?â
To change the subject, I decided to tell her another reason why I didnât push Aria to the brink.
âNo, I donât know. Iâve known her since elementary school, but weâve never been closeâŚâ
âI see. I heard from Alice-san that she was also raised in a very bad way. I felt sorry for her because of how she was raised and I also wanted to make her change her attitude. But if I ended her life there, she wouldnât be able to start over, right?â
Kirara nodded as if she agreed with my words.
I had succeeded in making Aria feel the same despair and abandonment as Kirara.
Even if she didnât have to end her life, just a moment of serious despair would have been enough.
However, I originally planned to give her the punishment thoughâŚ
But since Kirara refused to do so, there was no way I was going to tell her.
But from the looks of it, she probably hasnât changed her mind.
Iâm supposed to talk to Alice-san again tomorrow, and Iâll check on Aria then.
âŚWill Alice-san be angry with me for committing three acts that the world will not tolerateâŚ?
I definitely wanted to save Kirara this time.
Iâve also decided to use my life for the people around me, so I donât really care what happens to me.
Iâm all aware that what Iâm doing is the worst thing a person can ever do, and I think thatâs fine as long as I can protect the people I care about.
Butâ is what Iâm doing really the right thing to doâŚ?
Whatâs the point of going through all the troubles of helping your loved ones if youâre going to be charged with a crime?
âKaitoâŚ?â
When I was alone with my worries, Kirara looked into my face with a worried expression.
âAhâ no, itâs nothing.â
I quickly denied it, and Kiraraâs face clouded over for a moment, but then she quickly smiled brightly at me.
âHey Kaitoâ letâs get married!â
She said this with a smile and hugged me around my neck.
âOh, hey! Why are you doing this all of a sudden?â
âItâs fine! Weâve fought a battle for our lives together, so weâre destined to be together!â
âI donât know what you mean!â
âI wonât let you go until you say yes!â
Kirara declared, squeezing my neck even tighter.
Because of this, the people around us were looking at me in an indescribable way.
More than anything, I couldnât keep my composure with Kirara clinging to me.
Iâm sure that Kirara was concerned about something that was bothering me, and she was paying attention to it.
Howeverâ if she was concerned about me, she should have done it in a more decent wayâŚ
In the end, I forgot about what was bothering me and continued to be swept around by Kiraraâ.