I raised my fork again, cherry tomato and all, and brought it to my lips. I chewed the food carefullyâthinking of a good answer equally as carefully.
I can naturally postpone my answer if I keep my mouth full like this.
The round, firm cherry tomato slipped between my teeth, and instead of chewing on that, my molars bit down on the inside of my cheek.
âWhat the heck, isnât this crazy?!â
At that very instance, a sharp bolt of pain absolutely arrested me.
The pain brought me to tears.
ââŠIf itâs difficult for you to talk about it, then itâs alright for you to say nothing. Whatâs the point of going as far as crying.â
My cheek was in such stinging pain right now, yet I couldnât even let out a groan. Nonetheless, the duke hurriedly held out a handkerchief after saying that.
âHah? Arenât you misunderstanding somethingâŠâ
But whatever. Thereâs no need to sweat the details.
I just thought that Iâll fix this situation later, so I simply nodded and accepted the handkerchief.
âWell, I can approximately guess why youâve given up, but, ku-hum, hm.â
I couldnât hear what he murmured afterwards because I was already so out of it.
A few days later, daytimeâ
Itâs the day when the new theology teacher was scheduled to come.
âGood. Iâll definitely show the image of a model student this time.â
While inwardly vowing this, Mary spoke up as she was fixing my hair.
âMilady, what kind of hair accessory would you like to wear today?â
Answering promptly, Mary showed the hair accessories that had been prepared.
And as I was faced with the rows upon rows of hair accessories, I had no choice but to doubt my eyes.
âWe had⊠all this here at home?â
âAh, Milady normally chooses one that youâd like, but are these no good?â
Itâs not that theyâre no good, but werenât all these too fancy-looking?
All of the accessories here in a row were just for the hair.
Gemstones, ribbons, flowers and more. First of all, itâs as if they went over a checklist of anything and everything that could be used as an accessory.
Right then, Jane came back from the closet, so many clothes in tow.
She rolled over an entire rack that was jam-packed with dresses.
âMilady, which dress would you like to wear today?â Jane asked proudly.
Yet again, I could do nothing but doubt my eyes.
Those dresses were as fancy as those hair accessories.
âWhat the heck is wrong with everyone.â
Was this some kind of high-level prank or what.
If thatâs the case, then everyoneâs so good at it.
âWhatâs wrong, Milady? Do you not like any of the dresses? Oh, should I go and get more colorful ones?â
There were even fancier ones?
Snapping out of my reverie, I quickly shook my head and replied.
âNo, you donât have to. Rather than that, I think these are too flashy already.â
âBut today is the day that Miladyâs new teacher comesâŠâ
âAnd what about itâŠ?â
As I tilted my head to the side, perplexed, I belatedly realized why these two were doing this.
âAh, Roellaâs intimidation tactic.â
The same moment I realized this, my head started to throb.
In the past, whenever a new theology teacher would come, Roella would try to scare them away.
And the first step to this tactic was to âget all dolled up before going to classâ.
Thatâs the explanation behind all these flashy clothes and accessories.
âBut what was she thinking with that intimidation tactic?â
Truthfully, Roella earnestly tried to present herself as an âidiot whoâs not a pushoverâ from the get-go.
Nothing more, nothing less.
I looked back at this dark history. Though it wasnât mine, its consequences were mine to bear.
I pursed my lips and smiled.
âRight, thatâs what I did. I forgot for a moment.â
âThen, Milady, your dressâŠâ
âPlease prepare a dress thatâs as normal as possible. As you all know, Iâve taken an interest in being frugal and spending as little as I can these days.â
As I answered with a strained smile, my teeth clenched together the entire time, the other two glanced at me sentimentally.
Look at this. Again, again.
Since Iâm somewhat used to it now, I just went with the flow and put on a sad expression as well.
Two out of three people in this room were feeling sentimental, so I inevitably decided to follow the majority.
âIf the entire worldâs crazy while Iâm not crazy, then Iâd nonetheless be the crazy person anyhow.â
In such a sentimental atmosphere, I chose a new dress and finished getting ready.
Before I knew it, it was almost time for class.
With my books and writing instruments in my arms, I headed towards the library.
âHmm, thereâs more time left than I expected.â
There was still a considerable amount of free time left.
Actually, I didnât really need to come out this early. I just left my room a little early to escape that weird sentimental vibe.
After checking the time, I gradually slowed down my steps.
âBy the way, whoâs going to be my new teacher?â
I tried to recall for a moment, thinking that it might have been described in the original novel. No one came to mind though.
Indeed, the villainessâ side hadnât been described in detail.
âEh, I guess Iâll know âem when I see âem.â
Nodding to myself, I continued walking.
However, I had to stop in the middle.
Somewhere, I could hear the glug, glug, glug of running water.