âI heard that you didnât have many friends, so I was curious about that.â
âYou are curious about that?â
âFufu, have you ever?â
I unintentionally sighed.
I wonder what I could do to dodge that question.
But the way Susami looked at me made me lose all the ability to think about such things.
âI donât have any experience with itâ
âYouâve never fallen in love?â
âNoâŠwellâŠmaybe?â
âSo, you are experienced.â
âItâs not like Iâve ever confessed to someone, gotten confessed, or gone out with someone. I have never done anything like that.â
âOh, Itâs not like that.â
For some reason, Susami laid her face on the table and bought her face closer to me
(TL: Actually-Â Put her face on the table. I have a picture under the chapter for reference)
She stared at me with a gaze that seemed to glue a person at the spot, but without any hostility.
âMerely knowing what itâs like to love someone is a lot different than not knowing.â
âIs that so?â
âThat is. Especially for you right now.â
Just as she said that, I knew what this was going to be about now.
And that topic was even more unpleasant.
And especially for me right now.
âIâm sure you were there when Ichinose confessed to Rika.â
âAhâŠwellâŠâ
âI have a question for you Kusuba-kun, why do you think Rika rejected him?â
âBecause I donât like youâ
Thatâs what Tachibana had said.
It was a simple reason. Nothing more, nothing less.
However, the fact that it was simple, shows that various implications could be assumed in this line.
Thatâs also why I wondered why Ichinose backed down at that time.
It may seem like saying âyou donât like the other personâ is the correct way to refuse.
But actually, thatâs not a reason to refuse a relationship.
âEven if she didnât like Ichinose, itâs not a good enough reason not to go out with him. The idea that you wonât go out with someone you donât like doesnât exist in the first place.â
(TL: SusamiâŠSTFU)
Susami is right.
People are often happy when they are asked to be in a relationship, even if they donât like the other person.
And if you donât know the person well, it just gets more exciting that way. And if the other person is good-looking, you will expect to like him or her even more.
(Reminds me of Making lovers, lmao.)
There are times that the confession is the trigger for falling in love with someone.
âBut Ichinose is a good person as far as I can see. Which girl wouldnât be happy to receive a confession from him?â
âI guessâŠâ
But why?
I donât know why Tachibana rejected Ichinose, who is handsome and has a good reputation.
I deliberately stopped my thoughts from going any further.
âBut I think it was quite like her, donât you?â
âYes, it was really like herâ
The second I said that, Susami looked like a military strategist who had found a fatal mistake in her enemyâs planning.
The pink finger which was at the corner of her eyes bent slightly while both her eyes narrowed sharply.
My body froze.
Unable to speak, I just listened to Susamiâs next words.
Straightforward, clumsy, cute, and easy to understand. Donât you think so, Kusuba-kun?
I donât think so.
I donât think anything.
âWhat is the chance that when someone confesses to you and you turn them down other than that when you donât like them?â
(TL:Basically, Susami is using a roundabout way to tell Kusuba that she knows that he likes Tachibana)
I wonder what she was trying to do.
Why is she telling me all that?
What does she want me to do?
ââŠIâm leavingâ
I forcefully stood up and went out of the room awkwardly.
If I stay here and this continues, everything will get exposed.
And Iâm definitely not ready for it.
Kusuba-kunâ
For some reason, I stopped when I heard that.
I must have been so concerned that I stopped suddenly
(TL: probs he talkin bout how much susami knew, kewk)
âIâm sorry, I didnât mean to offend you.â
â⊠really?â
âReally. Youâre my best friend, Rikaâs friend. So, youâre my friend too.â
When I was about to close the door, I saw that Susami had a mysteriously calm smile on her face.
I think I understood what she meant by offending me.