I was coming home from a bookstore, rubbing my shivering arms.
It was already dark as I had had dinner outside today.
Summer had almost arrived, but it was colder than normal today.
Itâs probably because of the unusual weather today.
I went up the stairs of my apartment, to my house on the second floor.
Letâs take a quick bath and relax.
âHuh?â
I stopped in my tracks.
Going up the stairs, one can see the back of the building, from where I was standing.
There wasnât anything special about it, but I saw something unusual.
âTachibana-san?â
A figure could be seen standing in front of a room on the second floor.
From here, you can only see the upper half back of her body because of the railing but thatâs definitely Tachibana.
Thatâs because beautiful girls have a different aura.
But still⌠pajamas?
Damn⌠Itâs frustrating that I canât see the front.
Tachibana didnât notice me standing there, rather she kept silent and still.
I had no clue what was happening.
I looked at the situation for a while, but Tachibana didnât move.
Was she waiting for someone?
Or was she locked outside?
I donât think she could be locked out.
Itâs not a hotel where the room auto-locks.
ââŚâ
As I thought about that, I went down the stairs to building B.
I went up to the second floor to see a girl in pajamas standing there.
I mean, itâs Tachibana after all.
If a person you knew stood alone in front of a room on such a cold night, anyone would be worried.
So, itâs just natural to help her out right now.
Itâs not that thereâs something wrong with you.
âHey.â
âHA?!â
When I called out to her, Tachibana jumped back to look at me.
It was an unusual, distraught expression.
But when she realized that it was me, she looked somewhat relieved and blushed slightly.
Whatâs with that reaction?
âKusuba-san, you surprised me.â
âSame here, you surprised me too. Also, what are you doing here?â
ââŚI donât want to say it. Itâs not related to you.â
Her way of refusing was straightforward as expected.
But, indeed, itâs not related to me.
I was worried and curious but I had no energy to question her until she answers.
âAlright then.â
âYes.â
Leaving her, I went back to building A.
Tachibana isnât a child, she can do what she wants.
I took a peek at building B again as I went up the stairs to building A.
Tachibana had still not moved from there, she was standing there like before.
A sudden cold wind blew.
Going up the stairs, I saw Tachibana again. She was hugging her body as if she was frozen.
âŚAh, it is cold.
There must be a light jacket in the closet somewhere.
I went and got a navy-blue jacket I had worn a few months ago.
I ran down the stairs and went back to the other building and went up to Tachibana.
âHere, take this.â
I handed over the jacket to Tachibana while sticking out my hand.
âWhatâs this?â
âJust wear it. Or I canât stop worrying.â
ââŚItâs alright, I donât need it.â
She was as stubborn as ever.
Trying to persuade her will just be a waste of time.
So, I threw my jacket at her.
Tachibana reflexively caught it, as expected.
âI donât need it either. Bye.â
âEh, hey!â
Before the question-and-answer session began, I quickly ran away and left her.
As I returned to my building, I looked toward Tachibana. She had a grudge-like expression on her face.
My focus was never to be appreciated.
So, I didnât take much notice of the reaction.
However, I think she should quickly wear that jacket in her hand.
I returned home. I boiled some water to eat a cup ramen.
By the time I had finished and took a break, 30 minutes had passed.
Has Tachibana gone back in?
I left the house to go to the stairway.
But I didnât find Tachibana standing there anymore.
But stillâŚ
Just in caseâŚ
I lost count of how many times I went up and down the stairs today.
I was an indoor type student, so it was quite a pain.
I went up the stairs of building A once again and looked towards the house.
âŚand she was there.
Tachibana was sitting down with her back against the wall.
Apparently, she was hidden under the railings so I couldnât see her.
And, she was also wearing my jacket I had lent her.
I ended up laughing involuntarily as it looked quite funny.
âEh?âŚ.AH?!â
Tachibana finally noticed me and started to take off the jacket in a hurry.
However, probably because of the size, it was hard to take out.
âEh? What are you doing?â
Even though she was so resolute, she ended up wearing it again.
I donât know if she was honest or not.
âItâs cowardly to sneak a peek!â
âYou were sneaking over there too. You can just wear the jacket, you know?â
ââŚItâs cold today, it canât be helpedâŚâ
I didnât dare say that it was the reason I lent her the jacket.
If I did, she would probably pout.
âOk then, why are you standing out of your house anyway?â
Letâs just stop the troublesome discussion of wearing a jacket.
Looks like the other one had similar thoughts. Tachibanaâs expression softened, and she spoke.
ââŚI went inside my house.â
ââŚYes?â
ââŚThere was a cockroach.â
The expression on Tachibanaâs face, surprisingly, was actually a serious one.
âCockroach?â
âCockroach.â
ââŚâ
âThere were three.â
âThatâs quite a lot.â
âIt was a numerical disadvantage. I was forced to move out.â
âThisâŚâ
As my voice leaked, Tachibanaâs face stiffened.
âThe horror of cockroaches is that you think there is one, but there are actually many. Donât you even know that?â
âEven if there are many, thatâs disgusting, not scary.â
âAnyway, I canât go to sleep in a place like that. I donât know where they are, so I was standing outside here.â
I get it, now I can understand the situation.
If a cockroach hides, itâs hard to find it again.
And there are probably many.
It canât be ignored
Now thatâs a problem.
âWhat are you going to do?â
âIâm still thinking, Unfortunately, today is quite cold.â
Before I realized it, Tachibana had completely covered herself with my jacket.
âCanât you contact a friend?â
âI only have 2 friends I can contact in this situation, but both live far from here. And my phone is also in the house.â
I wonder if they are the ones I saw out of the classroom the other day.
One of them is Kyoyaâs girlfriend, Hinata Satsuki.
The other being the one wearing glasses who was standing with Tachibana.
âSurprisingly, you only have a few friends.â
âThe amount does not matter. Itâs the trust and intimacy thatâs important.â
Tachibanaâs reply was perfect.
Well, I completely agree with that.
Kyoya is the only one I call a friend.
âDo you have âBarusan?â
âBa-ru-sa-n?â
ââŚyou donât know what Barusan is?
âI donât.â
Eh?! Really?
Whatâs Barusan? Itâs the best weapon for pest control.
âWell⌠with it, you can eliminate all the pests in a room.â
âEH? Thatâs Amazing!â
âYes, I have a non-smoke model. With it, the smoke alarm of the building doesnât go off, itâs perfect for apartments.â
Tachibana looked deeply impressed by my speech.
I never meant to say it to show that Iâm an amazing person, but I didnât say that cause I felt cool.
âIt takes time though, around 2 hours.â
âHmm⌠2 hoursâŚâ
Tachibana went into serious thought while putting her hand on her chin.
Thatâs not an unreasonable time.
But now when you think of it, more problems spring up.
âFirst of all, who will apply it? And where should we wait?â
âHow does it work?â
âYou just place it in the center of the room and just press on the switch. Oh, also, you have to cover the TV, got it?â
As I asked if she understood, she shook her head.â
Her face was pale.
Seems like she really hates cockroaches.
âThen you have no choice but to ask someone who doesnât mind cockroaches. Do you want to call someone on my phone?â
âNo, I donât remember my friendâs number. And itâs not a good idea to call at this time.â
âOh, I see⌠soâŚâ
ââŚâ
We were both standing in silence.
Maybe we were thinking of the same thing.
Meaning, that I should go instead.
But, needless to say, there are a few issues.
Mainly, the laundryâŚ
âŚ
Yes, itâs not a good idea for me to propose.
If I ask in the wrong manner, it might seem that I am using an excuse to take advantage of the situation to enter her house.
For my innocence, I shall leave the decision to Tachibana.
As soon as I had thought to keep silentâŚ
âKusuba-san, Iâm sorry, but can I ask you for a favorâŚâ
I nod reflexively.
But⌠Is that really a good idea?
âAlright, Iâve set up the Barusen.â
In the end, it was decided that Tachibana will come over to my place.
And, obviously, things that shouldnât be seen were hidden in advance.
Also, I cleaned the room a little.
Thatâs because itâs usually really untidy.
As long as people donât come over, Iâll be able to live comfortably.
âThank you.â
âWait for about 2 hours, theyâll be gone by then.â
âYes⌠Thatâs really good.â
âYou are making a scary faceâŚâ
Or is it a dreadful expression?
Anyway, there was nothing particular in Tachibanaâs room.
There was no laundry or clothes thrown around.
The word, âtidyâ would be appropriate.
WellâŚThatâs given.
Or you wouldâve never allowed me into your room.
âHere, your smartphone, right?â
âAhh⌠yes, Sorry for the trouble.â
âNo, Itâs alright.â
I had just found the smartphone on the bed.
So I picked it up. It had the nice smell of futons on it.
But I didnât smell it voluntarily of course.
âIt doesnât have a smartphone case on it.â
âYes, itâs much easier to handle this way. If you donât drop it.â
ââŚThatâs trueâ
Yet again, I was surprised, I have the same view as hers.
As usual, our thoughts strangely overlap each other.
Iâm not going to be surprised anymore.
âThank you again, Kusuba-san.â
Tachibana sat upright on the cushion and bowed.
(TN: Sitting in âSeizaâ. Then bowed.)
âDonât worry about it, I donât use Barusen anyway.â
âReally? Why do you have it then?â
âMy father gave it to me when I started living alone.â
And what else did he giveâŚ
A good futon or a good chair.
While I was cursing at my fatherâs lack of common sense, I suddenly realized something.
The reason I was so late to realize was that it was too normal for me.
âKusuba-san also lives alone.â
âWell⌠so do you.â
There arenât many high school students who live alone.
This, as well we share in common.
The reason I am living alone is because my father wanted me to get âlife powerâ.
Well⌠I definitely havenât got any of it till now.
âI will return your favor in the near future.â
âYou donât need to⌠well, even if I say that, I donât think youâll listen to me.â
âYes. Thatâs right.â
âI understandâŚâ
Itâs pretty clear from the lunch incident that itâs useless to argue with her.
It would be safer to take the favor.
âKusuba-san.â
âYes?â
Tachibana avoided my eye contact and looked away.
As I looked around my room, she continued to speak.
âI think youâre a good personâŚâ
ââŚThanks.â
It was the day after I put âBarusenâ in Tachibanaâs room.
Kyoya didnât come and talk to me so todayâs lunch break was quiet.
I took out the bread I had bought from my bag and started chewing it while fiddling with my smartphone.
Being who I am, Iâm really grateful that using a phone here is allowed.
The school rules are not so strict, probably because itâs anyway a good school.
I eat my meal quietly, not being called by anyone around me.
In the center of the class, Kyoya is having fun with several guys.
Looking at the hallway, I saw many students walking past heading somewhere.
People who get lunch boxes tend to go to the courtyard.
Only normies can go to such a place filled with people like themselves.
I have never gone to the courtyard before.
Nor do I want to.
âHmm?â
As I was watching the hallway, a familiar figure came past.
The aura that can be seen clearly in the sea of students is, of course, Tachibana.
Also, Kyoyaâs girlfriend, Suzuki Hinata was present with another girl who was wearing glasses.
With just the appearance of these 3 people, the corridor became much brighter.
This the ability of a beautiful girlâŚ
âKyoya, letâs get going.â
âYes, coming.â
Hinata called Kyoya in the classroom from the door, while Kyoya left the classroom with a lunch box in his hand.
I was just looking around, but my eyes met Tachibanaâs, who was standing nearby.
Before I could redirect my eyes, Tachibana gave me a small nod.
She is definitely looking at me.
After some hesitation, I nod back at her twice, giving a response.
Even though there are people around, I still canât just ignore her.
She is as polite as always.
Tachibana and her friends then went away for lunch.
Ding Dong.
I woke at the sound of the doorbell.
Who is it?
Is it for the newspaper subscription?
I look at the intercom camera while rubbing my tired eyes.
But, suddenly, all my drowsiness disappears.
Rika Tachibana was standing outside with something like a plastic bag.
What on earthâŚ
When I went to the front door and opened it, I saw Tachibana relieved and loosened her shoulders.
âGood evening.â
ââŚGood Morning.â
(TN: Heâs just drowsy, as he was sleeping, itâs evening.)
âI had planned to visit you earlier, but I didnât know how to return the favor, so I was late. Iâm really sorry.â
As I heard her voice, speaking quickly without stopping, it seemed like it was on her head for some time.
So that was the storyâŚ
âI really appreciate what you did yesterday, Thank you very much. There are no signs of the cockroaches in the room anymore.â
âAh, thatâs a relief. Seriously, use a cockroach trap next time.â
âYes, my friend had told me that. Itâs already been installed.â
âYou have a smart friend.â
âIf you donât mind, can I come in?â
ââŚWhy?â
âHere, see.â
Tachibana brought out her palm and showed me a bag.
It was a bag from the supermarket that I use a lot.
Inside were various vegetables and chicken meat along with curry.
âWhen I saw you cook yesterday, I understood your eating habits. So, I decided that the best way to repay the favor was to cook a nutrition balanced diet for you.
âOhâŚâ
I was really impressed.
To be honest, I still hadnât forgotten that taste of Tachibanaâs bento from the last favor.
Itâs a weird story, but to be able to eat her homemade food againâŚ
ButâŚ
âNo⌠Thatâs too much. The favors are not equal.
âHmmâŚ? Is it?â
As I said that, Tachibana became wide-eyed and shook her head.
âFor me, itâs still not enough. Our values are different, so for both of us to be satisfied is quite hard,â
âThatâs trueâŚbutâŚâ
âDonât think too much about it. Weâre friends, so as you helped me, Iâm just returning your favor by cooking for you.â
âHuh? Friends⌠us?â
I said in a stupid voice because Tachibana unexpectedly said these words.
We are friends?
Tachibana and me?
âAt the very least, I do think so. I donât know about Kusuba-san.â
Tachibana replied after those words.
It was a direct statement, with no hesitation to it.
FriendsâŚ
We bothâŚ
âI will not be discussing that, because I donât think clarifying the relationship is worth it.â
Tachibana slipped past me and went into the house, not wanting to be questioned by me.
âŚsurprisingly stubborn.
ââŚsomehow, It looks much more untidy than yesterday.â
âUhhâŚâ
âWell⌠Iâll be borrowing your kitchen.â
âSure.â
Tachibana wore an apron she had brought along and moved steadily.
She is good at cooking.
Maybe she is used to it so she doesnât mind it much.
While Tachibana was cooking, I decided to clean the place a bit.
It was so untidy, that there was no space for Tachibana to sit down.
Still, Tachibana came over to my house to serve me food.
It was a strange way to step forward in the relationship.
âBy the way⌠I forgot to buy the barusen as I used yours.â
âNo no. Itâs okay. I didnât use it anyway.â
âThen Iâll make up for it with something else.â
âWhat âsomething elseâ.â
âIâll think about it.â
Tachibana talks to me while she continues to cook.
I was getting more and more excited as I had not been told what she was cooking.
âAnyway, how can you enter a boyâs hose so carelessly? Arenât you afraid?â
It was a topic I didnât want to speak of.
However, I canât just stay still.
âIf it is any boy, then yes. But not when itâs Kusuba-san.â
âHey, what does that mean?â
Am I not a normal boy?
âThere is a risk if something happens. But some people donât understand it and do stupid things. But Kusubu-san isnât like that.
ââŚoh.â
I felt like I couldnât breathe properly.
Did I just get a compliment?
Letâs just take it as âTrustedâ for the time being.
âBut youâre such a beautiful girl, itâs better if you are a bit cautious.â
Involuntarily, my true thoughts leaked out.
Tachibana didnât seem disgusted as I had thought she would, rather, she didnât seem to care.
Maybe such compliments are common for her.
âIn such a situation, I will take a defensive stance according to the situation. But Itâs not the time to do that right now.â
ââŚI see.â
An exceptionally simple response.
As expected, itâs been 16 years for this girl, so she might have already gone through such situations.
âHmmâŚThatâs a lot of food.â
While looking over to Tachibanaâs hand cooking food, I was neither happy nor surprised by the amount of food.
âI made it so it can be stored, so I cooked a lot of it.â
âOh⌠nice idea.â
âItâll last around 3 days, you will probably finish it before you get bored eating it.â
As she finished speaking, Tachibana removed the frying pan and started to place all the dishes on the plate.
We used all our serving dishes to place the food as there were a lot of dishes.
âDone.â
An aroma that makes you hungry comes from the dishes placed there.
They look really good.
âBacon and vegetable curry stir fry and Negimayo Chicken.
âOh⌠It looks really good.â
As I said that, Tachibanaâs hand extended to her waist as she slightly puffs her chest.
Needless to say, it was really adorable and cute.
The rice, by the way, was warmed in the microwave.
Both of us sit across each other and hold our hands together.
ââItadakimasuâ.â
WellâŚ
The food was delicious.
I had just said that it tasted good with rice, but my chopsticks couldnât stop, especially for the Negimayo Chicken.
âIt was really delicious.â
âThank you.â
Tachibana looked really happy.
To be honest, even I am quite satisfied.
To eat this food again, Iâll burn as much Barusen I can.
âHmm⌠I wonder if the cockroaches will come out againâŚâ
ââŚ?â
Tachibana, of course, had a strange expression on her face
âGochisosamadeshita.â
âIt was delicious.â
We both bowed our heads at the same time.
It was so delicious that I couldnât stop eating.
âKeep the rest in the refrigerator, youâll be able to eat it again if you heat it in the microwave.â
âAlright, got itâŚThank you, really.â
âNow onwards, eat nutrition based meals instead of ready-made food.â
ââŚeh.â
(TN: instead of âHaiâ, he said âHyaiâ, I didnât know what to translate it as)
âThat answer was suspicious.â
âCup noodles and pasta are the companions of boys living alone.â
âItâs a typical bad habit, donât you ever cook for yourself?â
âItâs troublesome.â
ââŚI am saying such a thing because your complexion looks pale, and so do your eyes.â
âMy eyes were already like that.â
âIs that so?â
Tachibana looks surprised.
I have a feeling that I have said something unusual.
Or is she serious about being worried about me?
âDoes Tachibana cook well?â
âWellâŚas it is.â
âAs it is, hey!â
You can cook such delicious food, what do you mean by, âAs it isâ.
I mean, Tachibana is a ridiculously beautiful girl, who can cook. Isnât that already way too high?
And, she can study as well.
Even if she is afraid of cockroaches, that can be taken as an advantage.
The only downside can be that we are a bit similar.
After the meal, Tachibana doesnât show any signs of returning to her apartment.
But itâs rude to just tell her to go home.
Letâs just wait and see what happens.
âNow that I remember, Tachibana-san isnât doing any club activities, right?â
âYes, I donât have any interest in them.â
Tachibana answered the personal question that I had asked as a trail.
I wonder if she is an open person.
âHmm⌠What do you usually do at home?â
âRead a book, watch a movie, then study.â
âHmmâŚâ
It was surprisingly normal.
Well⌠Tachibana might be quite pretty, but she is still a high school girl.
âWhat does Kusuba-san do?â
âEither eat or sleep.â
âStudies?â
âDo studies count? Did you count studying?â
âI did that earlier.â
âOh, come to think of it, you did.â
âAfter your studies, what else do you do?â
âEat or sleep.â
Tachibana tried to endure it but yet giggled.
I felt like I had done something.
(TN: As in getting closer)
Before I knew it, Tachibana and I started talking like friends.
So many things have happened in the last few days that it couldnât be helpedâŚ
âHey, Kusuba-san.â
âWhat is it?â
Or maybe Iâm just in high spiritsâŚ
Tachibana is happy and calm as she says, âI think youâre a good person.â
If so, I have to immediately calm down.
Because Iâm sure it will be a source of regret and disappointment.
I would probably do something unexpected.
âDo you actually hate me, tell me?â
ââŚNo, really.â
As Tachibana answered, I thought she had a suspicious look.
âWhy?â
âIs there a reason for me to hate you?â
âNo⌠but⌠IâŚâ
I was speechless.
Because Iâm disgusting
Because Iâm dark.
Because itâs obvious.
âI think itâs going to be a tough game,â he said.
No matter what I told Tachibana, I felt like she would just tilt her head.
ââŚI donât what kind of relationship you have with people around youâŚâ
ââŚâ
ââŚbut, I am grateful to you and donât have a bad impression of you. I like talking to you here, like today. If you donât like it, I wonât come here.â
ââŚI see.â
There was no hesitation or a hint of deception in her voice.
To me, it seemed like she spoke from the bottom of her heart.
I want to purge these expectations I have in me.
The reason I asked this question was to be rejected.
âŚBut that was not the answer I received.
If I were to be honest, I might have been waiting to hear this answer all this time.