âI havenât really thought about your marriage until nowâŚâŚ Truthfully, I am surprised.â
Tristan looked at Renato with a complicated expression. Even though it was a contract, his heart felt heavy when he thought that Renato would become Khalidâs companion and build a family.
No, it was an even bigger problem because it was a contractual marriage. He would not have felt so bitter if Renato had said that he had a loved one and wanted to start a family.
Itâs my fault, itâs all my fault.
Tristan inwardly sighed. Born as an Alpha, he ascended to the throne without any twists and turns amid everyoneâs blessings, and he knew better than anyone how miserable an imperial family member who was born as a Beta would be. Renato in front of him was the living witness.
Renato suffered all sorts of abuse by the one who gave birth to him just because he was born as a Beta, and had to live while being despised as a sidekick Prince and a deformed Prince.
A dark shadow cast over the manâs deep green eyes when he recalled how Renato had lived. It was also his fault that his childâs life was so miserable.
âHis Imperial Highness wasnât born as a Beta because of his own will, butâŚâŚ everyone is too harsh! Iâm disappointed with you too, Your Majesty! How could you be like that as a father?!â
Tristan, who grew up receiving only benefits in an atmosphere where it was natural for Beta imperial family members to be discriminated against, was an idiot who did not even realize his own faults until being criticized by Ludmilla. He had committed a crime against Renato that he could not repay for the rest of his life.
So Tristan hoped that Renato would one day find someone he truly loved and build a happy family. Just as he knew the delight of loving and being loved thanks to Ludmilla, he wanted Renato to have that kind of haven for himself.
However, for the sake of Trudyâs safety, not for his own happiness, Renato chose to marry a man he had only met for a month or so. It was a contract made up of thorough calculations and sacrifice, not love.
âIâm sorry.â
Tristan despaired, thinking that it was all because of his incompetence. He helplessly lowered his head and apologized to Renato.
âEverything is my fault. I made you think of your marriage and yourself as a trading toolâŚâŚâ
âPlease donât say that. Nothing is your fault, Imperial Father. This marriage is what I want.â
Renato consoled Tristan who was blaming himself. But the man didnât believe Renato.
âNo, itâs all my fault. This would not have happened if I had properly protected the Imperial Consort and acted wisely to prevent the Empress from running rampant.â
âI understand your concerns. I know you are confused by the sudden announcement as well. But please do not blame yourself.â
âEven if you say you are okay, I still donât think of it as okay.â
âImperial Father, please let me say this again, I do not regret this choice. On the contrary, I am very happy that this is happening.â
It was completely sincere. Realizing from Renatoâs voice that he wasnât lying, Tristan raised his head again. When their eyes met, Renato softly smiled.
âYou are happy with this?â
âYes, the grand prince is a really nice person.â
Renato said, emphasizing the word ânice personâ. He hoped that Tristan and Khalid would be on good terms. That would make things easier in the future.
âHe was actually angry when I offered a deal in the form of a marriage proposal. After hearing my conditions, he was worried because the contract was only favorable to him.â
âWhat?â
âThe grand prince kept rejecting my offer like that, but accepted my proposal when I asked for help. He is that kind of person. As a knight, he helps the weak and keeps his faith.â
When he thought of Khalid, Renatoâs lips involuntarily curved up. Renato didnât bother to hold back his smile. A small smile blossomed on his curled lips.
âI will help you achieve what you want, soâŚâŚ Please donât cry.â
Even though it had already been two days, the hand that wiped away his tears and the voice that softly whispered to him were still clear as if it had happened just a moment ago.
Until then, he tried not to overlap Khalid in his previous life with the man in his current life, but that day, Renato had no choice but to accept that the two were the same person.
Even if he didnât remember, Khalid was still Khalid. Just like in his previous life, he was a kind and warm person in this life as well.
So he was both thankful and sorry. As much as he appreciated Khalidâs willingness to reach out, he also felt guilty for forcing him into a fight that had nothing to do with him.
âYouâŚâŚâ
Tristan looked at Renato who was smiling softly while thinking of Khalid and widened his eyes in shock.
âYes? Is there anything wrong?â
Renato tilted his head when seeing Tristanâs lips twitch in surprise.
ââŚâŚNo, no. It was nothing.â
Tristan opened his mouth, trying to say something, but then shook his head, saying it was nothing. However, the image had already been etched in his mind. Renatoâs expression not long ago was that of someone who had fallen in love.
Does the grand prince also have the same feelings?
Tristan struggled to hold back the question that reached his throat. Unless he was mistaken, Renato was still unaware of his feelings, let alone conscious of them. He didnât want to say anything that could ruin things.
I donât think it is serious yet, so should I watch it a little longer?
After pondering about it for a while, Tristan decided to take a step back. He himself wasnât sure about that yet, and it was also a bad thing to meddle in other peopleâs feelings.
Those feelings for another person might deepen or fade away, so he thought it would be better to just quietly watch Renato first.
However, he couldnât help but feel his heart become heavy. If Renato had feelings for Khalid that were above goodwill, he felt fortunate that Renato wasnât getting married without any kind of feelings, but he was also worried if Renato genuinely liked Khalid.
He didnât know how Khalid felt, and it was a time-limited relationship that would end in three years. Agitated, Tristan opened his mouth with a dark expression.
âIâll set up a place for dinner next time.â
âThat meansâŚâŚ Do you allow our marriage?â
âYes. But you canât get married right away. There must be a short engagement period.â
âOf course. If all goes well, the engagement ceremony will likely be held in the Khan Kingdom.â
âThatâs right.â
On the Tiana continent, marriage was an equal union regardless of titles and status. For that reason, if the engagement ceremony was held on the groomâs side, the wedding would be held on the brideâs side.
After marrying Renato, Khalid would come to the Empire as a patrilocal son-in-law, so the engagement ceremony would be held in the Khan Kingdom, while the wedding ceremony would be held in the Fleurette Empire.
âSo what can I do to help you in the future?â
âI have decided to meet the grand prince tomorrow and write a marriage contract. First of all, I need help with that. Itâs better to do this thoroughly.â
âHmm, you mean you need someone to help you with the contract?â
âThatâs right. I am not good enough for this.â
âOkay. I will send Viscount Roman tomorrow. Although not well known, he is a talented person in that area. He doesnât have a big presence yet, so Iâll send him to avoid Marquis Medusâ eyes.â
âThank you very much. I think it will prevent words from coming out if the Viscount goes to the diplomatic office alone rather than going with me.â
âThen letâs do that. Come to think of it, it would be better for you to have at least one aide in order to do various things in the future. Iâll get you a decent person sooner or later.â
âNo, itâs okay. Iâm already thinking of someone to have as my aide.â
âIs that so? Who is that?â
âAbout thatâŚâŚ Iâve been so busy thinking about various things lately, so I havenât made an offer to that person yet. Iâll let you know if that person accepts it.â
âOkay. It would be better to deceive the Empress by disguising it as I am forcing that person to your side rather than having you directly appoint that personâŚâŚ When you tell me who it is, I will immediately issue a letter of appointment.â
âThank you for your concern. Then, Iâll be leaving for today. I think people will think itâs weird if the conversation goes on longer here.â
âOkay, you may do so. If you need anything until the next meeting, tell the chamberlain.â
After getting up from his seat, Renato carefully called out to Tristan when he suddenly remembered something.
âExcuse meâŚâŚ Your Majesty.â
âHmm?â
âI would like to visit the imperial tomb as soon as possible, so could you please permit me to enter?â
âThe imperial tomb?â
Tristan became puzzled because of his unexpected request. It was because Renato, a direct member of the imperial family, could go to and from the imperial tomb at any time without his permission.
No, there was one space that required the Emperorâs permission. In the center of the tomb where the first Emperor and the Fairy King were sleeping, even the imperial family was not allowed to enter except for special events such as coronations of the Emperor or the Crown Prince. Ordinary visits to that place required the Senate leaderâs approval or the Emperorâs permission.