Khalid truthfully told Nasir what had been bothering him for a while. Since his meeting with Renato, there was some kind of problem that continued to make one side of his chest uncomfortable.
âAyy, how is that possible? If that was the case, both you and I would have remembered him, your highness. And as far as I can remember, today is the first time we met.â
Nasir immediately denied Khalidâs words. As he lived as Khalidâs aide for the past few years, they had many mutual memories. And Renato was not in Nasirâs memory.
âItâs the same for me as well. But he feels strangely familiar. Did I perhaps see him before when we came to the Empire?â
âWe have been to the Empire a few times for military aid negotiations, so itâs not impossible that the two of you have already metâŠâŠ But if that was the case, Iâm sure you must have remembered him. To be honest, he doesnât have the kind of look that can be easily forgotten, right?â
Nasir asked back while referring to Renatoâs appearance. He knew it was impolite to judge other peopleâs faces, but Renato had a beautiful appearance and a unique aura that would make anyone admire him.
âYouâre right. His face isnât common, so if I had passed by him even for a moment, Iâd definitely remember him. So itâs even weirder.â
Having spent years on the battlefield where a momentâs inattention could cost his life, Khalid had a habit of observing and memorizing details wherever he went. Just like Nasir said, if he saw that face properly even for a brief moment, he wouldnât easily forget.
âHe doesnât look like anyone I know, and Iâve never met him before, so what is this feeling?â
Khalid muttered as he couldnât understand. And there was another strange thing. It was Renatoâs attitude that seemed to be very delighted toward him.
A grand prince who was an illegitimate child, and the youngest Knight Commander in the kingdom.
Due to the circumstances in which he lived, Khalid was quicker and more sensitive than others. He could read the emotions in those lavender-colored eyes that were reminiscent of pale violets. He could clearly tell the joy and delight in Renatoâs eyes and expression toward him.
Since he said he had wanted to meet Khalid a long time ago, it was not strange that he expressed goodwill, but what about his delight? Didnât he seem to have met someone he already knew?
Khalid crossed his arms and fell into deep thought. After a while, he made a decision and spoke up.
ââŠâŠSend someone to the Imperial Palace early tomorrow morning to tell them that I will accept Prince Renatoâs request for escort.â
âExcuse me? I donât think thatâs a very good idea. Wouldnât it be better to have Dame Alia as your partner to prevent useless gossip?â
âIf I go together with Dame Alia, those kinds of words will still come out anyway, no? They will say that we are sticking together or something.â
âThatâs true, butâŠâŠâ
âAnyway, even though it was a request that the Prince made first, I donât think itâs polite to just refuse. Weâll see each other often, so I should just go with him.â
âUnderstood. Then Iâll ask the janitor if thereâs anyone I can send as a messenger.â
Nasir nodded his head with a slightly disapproving expression and went outside to find the janitor.
Khalid, left alone in the office, stared at the majestic Imperial Palace in the distance with eyes noticeably darker than before.
Renato, who finished breakfast a little earlier than usual, opened his eyes wide in surprise when hearing the news that Louis had brought.
âYes, his aide just contacted us a little while ago. He asked you to take good care of him.â
Louis answered while clearing the tableware with mechanical motions, then looked at Renatoâs face and tilted his head.
âWhy do you look like that? Do you perhaps not want to be the grand princeâs partner?â
âI do want that, butâŠâŠ I thought of course I would be rejected.â
Renato answered Louisâ question with a puzzled expression. He brought up the escort offer to Khalid without much expectation.
Because anyone that knew even the slightest bit about the imperial family would likely reject Renatoâs offer.
Knowing this but still wanting to take a chance, he sent an escort offer to Khalidâs aide through Louis. It was to get close to Khalid as quickly as possible.
He did so because it would be better to bring it up now rather than regretting that he should have tried it later, but now that he got an unexpected result, he was more surprised than happy.
âUhm? Why did you think you would be rejected?â
âWhy elseâŠâŠâ
Renato awkwardly smiled, slurring the end of his words. Louis could deduce the answer from that smile and frowned. He hated Renatoâs self-blame or self-deprecation because of his trait.
âWhatâs wrong with being a Beta?! I told you over and over already, right? Your trait is by no means a flaw!â
âItâs not because of my trait, but my situation. Even the grand prince would know how I am treatedâŠâŠ If he hears bad things because of meâŠâŠâ
âWhat are you worrying about? Iâm sure he accepted it despite knowing that as well.â
âIs that so?â
âOf course! And what will happen if you already show a weak appearance like this? You said you need the grand princeâs power to protect His Imperial Highness Trudy, right? Then please donât worry about what goes on behind the scenes or whether he is getting into gossip, and just work hard!â
âThatâs rightâŠâŠâ
Renatoâs face darkened when Louis spoke sternly just like a teacher who scolded a child. As Louis said, Khalid was essential to his plan. It was also true that in order to confront Marquis Medus, he must use everything he had.
However, when things went according to his intentions, he felt anxious about whether it would turn out well, and guilty about whether this was the right thing to do. He lacked confidence because he had never succeeded in anything until now.
How are you going to get through this difficult world?
Louis looked at Renato with his shoulders drooping and clicked his tongue internally. He already guessed this since yesterday, but the tender-hearted Prince-nim seemed to feel guilty for bringing Khalid into his scheme.
Indeed, he didnât fit well in the Imperial Palace, where all kinds of conspiracies and veiled enmities were taking place every day.
âIf you have made up your mind to do this, please donât be swayed, Your Imperial Highness. If you hesitate, things that were supposed to be good will not work.â
ââŠâŠâ
âIf you canât do it, please just stop now. You can do so because we havenât even started properly yet.â
Louis held Renatoâs shoulders with both hands and looked at him, giving advice more seriously than ever.
In the 20 years since he entered the Imperial Palace with his mother who became the Princeâs nanny, he had been with Renato and had seen many things that he had never seen before.
So he was worried. Having personally experienced how shady politics was and how terrible power was, he both understood and didnât understand why his Prince-nim, who was already struggling enough, was walking down an even more thorny path now.
He decided to support him because it was something Renato really wanted, or else he would have stopped him.
âI also like His Imperial Highness Prince Trudy, butâŠâŠ The most important person to me is Renato-nim. So if you are tired, you can stop here.â
At the words full of worry and concern, the violet eyes shook like fluttering petals. Renato slightly moved his lips, perhaps not knowing what to say, then let out an awkward soft laugh.
âSorry. It seems that I showed weakness again. Youâre right. I havenât even started properly yet, so I canât be like this already. Iâll pull myself together.â
âYou thought well.â
Louis confirmed that hesitation had disappeared from Renatoâs face and gently curled his eyes. He always thought that it was a mystery how such a kind and gentle person could have come out of the vicious Blancheâs belly.
âIâll just add one more word. Your Imperial Highness, you need to be a little brazen. Just look at Marquis Medus. How thick is his skinâŠâŠ Ugh, Iâm not saying you should be like him, but you have to be more determined than you are right now. Do you understand?â
âI got it.â
âNow then, shall we prepare for the banquet?â
Louis let go of the hands that were holding Renatoâs shoulders and clapped once to change the heavy atmosphere.
âAre you preparing for the banquet already?â
âIf you want to escort the grand prince tomorrow, weâll only have barely enough time even if we prepare right from this moment! So please get up now!â
âUh?â
âTo decide what clothes to wear to the banquet, you have to try them on one by one. I was in a hurry to prepare, so I could only complete three sets.â
Louis clicked his tongue in regret. He originally had to make about five or six sets and choose from there, but time was too short. Fortunately, he could obtain these sets by pestering the imperial seamstresses every day.