âDestiny. Itâs a phrase that women seem to like.
Most of what people call miracles or destiny are probably just the product of coincidence, but as for Tsugumi, he believed that such a flow of fate existed. Or should he say, itâs more comfortable to think that way ă»ă»ă»ă»ă»ă»
âŠBut he had something to say to Suzune before the matters of believing or not believing.
âI would like to refrain from talking about religion.â
The only god that Tsugumi now believed in was Bell. Unfortunately, if it were a religious solicitation, the conversation would be unacceptable.
When he said this with a serious face, Suzune sounded a little angry.
âNo! Itâs not that!â
âI see. Thatâs good to know.â
He exhaled in relief. Well, he knew it wasnât that kind of story, but just in case, he needed confirmation.
âFate, huh? It would be nice if it exists.â
The original meaning of the word âFateâ is a blessing or a curse that befalls a person regardless of their will. This is exactly what Tsugumi was going through these days.
When he answered, Suzune smiled, as if she were a little relieved.
âYes. âItâs a long story, but I hope you donât mind.â
Tsugumi glanced at his watch. Lunch break was in about twenty minutes. He didnât know how long it would be, but he probably wouldnât make it to his next class.
But the next class, coincidentally, was math, which Kisara was in charge of. Even if he was a little late, Kisara should be able to understand it.
âYes, Iâll be fine.â
âThank goodness! Well, this happened when I was ten years oldâŠâ
â â â â
When I was ten years old, I had a little accident and hit my head really hard. It wasnât a serious injury, but I still have a little scar on my head.
After I got out of the hospital, I started seeing strange things from time to time. A reddish-black, haze-like light.
I consulted the doctor at the hospital just to be sure, but he didnât seem to find anything out of the ordinary.
A while later, I bumped into my neighborâs brother in front of his house, and I was very surprised. Why do you think that was?
âI saw a red thread intertwining with his body.
I thought it was the red thread of fate. You see, at 10 years old, itâs about time to become interested in love, isnât it?
The older brother next door was eight years older than me, but he was very kind, and I knew he was the one! I was so excited at the time. I told him right then and there. Please marry me! I was so happy.
âŠWell, he laughed it off at the time and let it slide. It was a shock to me at the time, although it was obvious. It was my first heartbreak.
I went home and cried by myself, but after a while, I noticed that the house was getting noisy and I asked my mom about it. âWhatâs wrong?â
She said with a sad face.
âThe next-door neighborâs brother died in an accident.â
â â â â
Tsugumi swallowed. Suzuneâs speech was soft, yet somehow chilly.
âHe was so shredded limb from limb and head to head that he couldnât have a proper burial. When I heard that, I knew I was in big trouble.â
ââŠThat is.â
âWhere do you think the red thread was entangled in the neighborâs brother? âYes, limbs and neck ă»ă»ă»ă».â
Then Suzune smiled. That smile, which usually made him smile when he saw it, was now somewhat frightening.
Suzune continued her story.
âAt first I thought it was just my imagination, but something similar happened to me several times. When that happens, you have to be aware of it, even if you donât want to be. âIâm seeing the fate of deathă»ă»ă»ă»â
When she explained it to him, he realized what Suzune was trying to say, even if he didnât want to. Tsugumi bit his lip with mixed feelings.
âIâm sure I saw that thread that day⊠Yeah, it was so tangled up in it that I couldnât even see your face.â
Ordinarily, anyone would have laughed it off as a ridiculous tall tale. But Tsugumi couldnât laugh at her story anymore.
âIf he hadnât met Bell that day, he would have died. Just as Suzune had predicted.
âThe amulet I gave to Nanase-kun was given to me at a shrine that belongs to a relative of mine. That person said to me like this. ââYou know, sometimes there are children whose channels of vision are connected in strange directions. âBut what you are seeing is undeniably real. I feel sorry for you, but youâll have to live with it for the rest of your life.â Itâs a terrible story. I never wanted this kind of power.â
Suzune gently lowered her eyes and folded her hands as if mourning something.
âThe magical eye that visualizes the destiny of death as a thread. In this day and age, it would not be surprising if she were celebrated as a child of the gods. But he didnât envy her at all.
How many deaths had she seen in her life? Just thinking about it made his heart ache.
âI can only see the fate of death. No matter how hard I tried, none of us could escape that fate.â
There, Suzune stared at him with a straight face. The expression on her face, which seemed to have slipped away, agitated Tsugumiâs frustration.
âWhy? âWhy is Nanase-kun alive ă»ă»ă»ă»ă»?â
âIt was too pure and cruel a question to ask.
Her eyes eloquently doubt âTsugumiâs survivalâ.
âŠSurely it was Tsugumiâs fault that Suzune collapsed in the morning.
He wondered what he looked like to Suzune right now. A man who went to school with a nonchalant look on his face, even though he was supposed to be dead â if he saw it like that, he wouldnât be surprised if he felt as sick as she did this morning.
-Oh, really, itâs a miracle that Iâm breathing like this now. When he thought of this, a feeling that he couldnât put into words slowly flooded his heart.
âI was feeling regret⊠So much regret that I feel I can never die.â
-He wanted to live. He thought he couldnât die. Most of all, he didnât want Chidori to cry. That was the only reason.
âI was just lucky. My destiny was overturned by a miracle. I was sure that I would have ended up just as Sensei had predicted.â
If he hadnât met Bell that day, Tsugumi wouldnât exist today. What would you call it if itâs not a miracle?
âYouâre not going to tell me what happened, are you?â
To Suzuneâs question, Tsugumi shook his head a little.
âYes. âI canât tell you that. But Iâm fine now, no injuries, so donât worry. âŠIâm sorry, Iâm just being selfish.â
Tsugumi then bowed his head to Suzune. She spoke up for herself properly, but he said nothing. Thatâs not very fair. But thatâs as far as he could go.
With little intuition, she would have guessed that he was involved in something Magical Girl-related. It would be best if she thought he was saved by meeting a Magical Girl in the field. No one would even think that the Tsugumi had become a Magical Girl.
âOh⊠I understand. Sensei wonât ask anymore. There are many things in the world that are better left unknown. âPlease donât talk about my power. Well, I donât think they would believe it if you told them.â
âItâs okay. But if you have any trouble, donât hesitate to ask the teachers for help, okay? Even if weâre like this, Kisara-sensei and I have acquaintances in [Rikka].â
ââ to that [Rikka]?â
Rikka refers to the six Magical Girls who were elected by popular vote once a year from among the Class A defeatists. They were an elite group of Magical Girls who had more power than a lowly member of the parliament and were treated as a national force in times of emergency.
âHow could the teachers be acquaintances with such great people?
It was this thought that made him look at Suzune with a disturbed look in his eyes.
âOh, thatâs a look of doubt on your face. You donât have to believe me. But keep it in the corner of your mind.â
ââŠYes.â
âSuzune-sensei is a really kind person.
She probably prepared an escape route in consideration of the time when Tsugumi was in a situation where it couldnât be helped.
Normally, she seemed a bit unreliable, but when it came down to it, she was a very dependable adult â he thought such a person existed only in books.
âSensei, you are strong.â
âOh my, thatâs the first time anyone has ever said that to me.â
Suzune smiled happily. Her smile showed no sign of the patheticness she had shown earlier.
âBy the way, is Suzune-sensei close to Kisara-sensei? I wonât tell anyone about this either, so can you tell me a little?â
Tsugumi asked lightly. Perhaps because it was something close to her heart, he was still curious about it. And he also had a little calculation in wanting to keep a hold on Kisaraâs weakness.
To his question, Suzune told him that it was nothing
âKisara-sensei is a childhood friend from long ago. Of course, he knows about my power.â
âOh, thatâs why he looked so worriedâŠâ
âŠThis might be a little bad. If they had such a relationship, Suzune would surely be praying and talking further about Tsugumiâs condition. Itâs safe to assume that this conversation would be almost entirely overheard.
As he himself said, Kisara had a sharp nose. If there was an opportunity, the worst-case scenario was that Tsugumiâs situation would be exposed. Kisara was such a person not to be underestimated.
He shouldnât be too close to someone like that.
âDonât worry so much, Kisara-sensei is a kind man, even though he looks like that, okay?â
âI donât think heâs a bad person. But he is a strict man.â
âIs that so? Oh, itâs already late. The class has already startedâŠâ
âWell, itâs Kisara-senseiâs class and he probably knows whatâs going on, so Iâll probably be fine.â
Tsugumi said, and got up. He didnât feel like it, but he supposed he couldnât miss class.
Suzune stopped him.
âWait. âTake this with you.â
âThe amulet?â
She gently offered him a bloody amulet that he had left on the desk. He wondered if it was okay for him to still have it, even though it was in such bad shape.
He hesitated a little to accept it, but Suzune took his right hand and held the amulet in it.
Tsugumi stared at Suzune in surprise.
âI think it would be better if you still have it. âŠPlease.â
As if making a plea, Suzune said.
âŠThat look from Suzune sent a chill down his spine.
âI have a bad feeling about this. Tsugumi hoped the feeling was wrong, but it was as expected of him.
âIs it still visible to youă»ă»ă»ă»ă»?â
Suzune gave a small nod in response to the modest question. It was a hit.
âThe amount is smaller than before, but now itâs all over Nanase-kun. Iâve never seen anything like that before. I just canât help but think itâs not a very good thingâŠâ
âI see.â
While listening to Suzuneâs explanation, Tsugumi came up with a hypothesis.
âSuzune said that the thread was red⊠Something similar to that, Tsugumi already knewă»ă»ă»ă»ă».
I see. âSo this is where the âThreadâ skill originated.
If this idea was true, then the [Thread] that Suzune seeing now was harmless to Tsugumi. It wasnât him, but the red thread that had been caught up in fate.
âNanase-kun? Are you okay?â
Worried about his silent Tsugumi, Suzune shook him by the shoulder. He looked at Suzune with a huff. It seemed he was a little too absorbed in his own thoughts.
Tsugumi smiled deceptively and grasped Suzuneâs hand. Suzune looked up in surprise. Her cheeks reddened.
He opened his mouth with a cheerful smile.
âSuzune-sensei.â
âWhat is it? Um, your handâŠâ
âI, for one, am absolutely convinced that fate is in play. Talking to Sensei convinced me. Thank you.â
âEh, eh, even if you suddenly say thatâ!â
Wondering about Suzuneâs sudden blush, Tsugumi let go of her hand and carelessly pocketed the amulet. Ah, this meeting had yielded more than he had expected.
Tsugumi walked toward the door with a clear mind.
âWell then, Iâm off to class! Excuse me.â
âHey, Nanase-kun, wait a minuteââ
The door to the student guidance office rattled shut. He thought he heard Suzune say something, but it was probably just his imagination.
Her face was a little red, which worried him a little. Maybe she was feeling sick again.
âWhen he entered the classroom late after that, he was given a bunch of assignments just for him only. He didnât understand why.