Chapter 100 ā What I Can Do And What I Canāt Do
The next day, Saint-sama ā Ellen visited the room where I was staying.
āYes, aahh.'s
āUmā¦ā
āAahh.ā
āNo, you see.ā
āAahh.ā
Ellen stares at me, holding out a spoon with a scoop of porridge.
āā¦Aahh.ā
I lost.
The spoon that Ellen was offering went into my mouth, and the porridge, which tasted lightly of salt and milk, melted in my mouth. Yes, itās delicious. Itās delicious, butā¦
āEllen? I can eat by myself.ā
āYes, aahh.ā
āā¦Ahhh.ā
Apparently, the saint was very pleased with this action. I tried to appeal with my eyes to Amalie and Berta, the sisters in charge of my room and the sisters in charge of accompanying the saint, but they just looked at me smiling. I was alone and helpless.
In the end, I was forced to eat all the milk porridge that was prepared for me with an āahhh.ā Oh, I feel like something important in me has cracked. And Ellen seemed to have awakened to something, her cheeks were flushed, and she seemed to be full of motivation. I donāt know what sheās trying to do, but Iād rather she didnāt.
Satisfied with giving me the āaahh,ā Ellen skipped away from the room without even saying a word.
āWhat the hell was that all aboutā¦?ā
My eyes met Amalieās, who was cleaning up the dishes, but she just smiled and didnāt say anything. I wondered if she was asking me to guess?
Itās not hard to imagine that, given her position, sheās had a bad life so far or that sheās had a lot of depression. I can only imagine how she was found to be a saint and how she lived her life, but she must have been forced to live in such a way that she needed to wear that expressionless mask on her face.
Perhaps she was even on the verge of losing her faith. Then the oracle came to her, and she acted according to the oracle, and as the oracle said, she met me, the man of her destiny. Now, her faith may have reached its peak.
And with the support of her faith, my existence has come to occupy a large part of her mind. I donāt think sheās in a proper state of mind⦠But I think Ellen is aware of this.
Iām sure heās aware of that and is trying to close the distance between us.
āSighā¦ā
The problem is me. I think Ellen is a good girl. Sheās as beautiful as Sylphy, and sheās fun to talk to.
However, she and I are essentially enemies. Iām a key figure in the Liberation Army, whose goal is to reclaim the Merinard Kingdom, and sheās a saint of the Holy Kingdom, which has made the Merinard Kingdom a vassal state. The two of us are in positions that should never have crossed paths.
And no matter how much affection she showed me, I still have Sylphy, Isla, and the Harpies. My place to return is to them.
āAre you worried about something?ā
āYes.ā
It was unusual for Amalie to talk to me. It must be painful to accompany me without doing anything, but she has been accompanying me and nursing me without complaining. She is a gold-grade priestess.
āDo you feel uncomfortable to be Eleonora-samaās spouse?ā
āIām not talking about that kind of thing.., but I have a partner that Iāve sworn to be by her side, even though weāre currently separated for some reason.ā
Of course, that person is Sylphy.
āI see⦠But, itās not like thereās only one person who can stand next to you, is there?ā
āThatās⦠No, is that acceptable in Adelian beliefs?ā
āAdel-sama forbids stealing from oneās neighbor, immoral adultery, and plundering oneās wife.ā
āIsnāt that wrong?ā
āBut it is not forbidden for a man to have more than one wife. In the first place, Adel-sama had multiple wives, married them, and had multiple children between them. We are his descendants.ā
He made wives and had children with them. Hey⦠I thought that Adel was some kind of alien with super technology. He embodied his 2D waifus, made them like 3D custom waifus, and settled on this planet with thriving offspring. As the number of sinners increased, he genetically improved them and created subhumans. I can easily imagine a flow like that.
āWell, I understand that there is no problem there, though. I also have a lot of circumstances to deal with.ā
āIs that so?ā
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āYeah.ā
Anyway, thereās no point in trying to guess Godās true intentions. Heās the one who threw me into this world without warning in the first place. Iām not sure if itās Adel or another being, but itās probably not an ordinary being. Maybe. At the very least, itās not a being that has human ethics or anything like that. Itās not something with which I can relate.
The question is, what should I do? Whatās best for me? Whatās best for Sylphy and the others? And what would be best for Ellen and the others?
Of course, I canāt treat Ellen and the others whom I just met in the same way as Sylphi and the others. Ellen, Amalie, and the others, the boy who guided me, the innkeeper, her daughter, the mercenary I met at the castle gate, and the money changerās clerk.
They were people from the Holy Kingdom, but at least they werenāt vicious people without a shred of humanity. I think they are generally normal, good people.
However, to Sylphy and the others, they are invaders who have taken their country by force and are occupying their homeland with their own faces. And to the people of the Holy Kingdom, Sylphy and the others are inferior sub-humans who are like bandits threatening their lives.
Is it possible for the two sides to come to terms? It wonāt be easy. The gap between them, drilled over twenty years, is endlessly deep. The hatred between them has accumulated to the point where they have no choice but to pull out their weapons and kill each other whenever they see each other.
However, difficulty is not the same as impossibility.
Both humans and subhumans are creatures of language and reason. They are capable of communicating with each other. Itās not as if their minds are so flowery as to think that no matter how much they disagree with each other, they can understand each other if they just talk⦠but they should be able to find a compromise somewhere.
In the first place, humans and subhumans coexisted in the former Merinard Kingdom. Even though it was twenty years ago, the memory of it still remains in the Liberation Army, and in fact, the soldiers of the former Merinard Kingdom army and their families who were hiding in the Merinard Kingdom territory, as well as the old Merinard royal citizens, have joined the Liberation Army.
In other words, the Liberation Army has the groundwork for accepting humans.
The problem is the disdain for sub-humans that prevails among the people of the Holy Kingdom. However, ideological reform is not something that can be done overnight. It would take decades, even centuries.
Even on Earth, discrimination based on skin color has not yet disappeared. It will be very difficult for subhumans and humans, who differ not only in appearance but also in various physical abilities and lifespan, to truly break down the barriers between races. That is, unless there is a common enemy that could destroy them both if they donāt join forces to fight. No, even if such a thing appears, it might be difficult.
My thoughts have wandered.
What I can do, what I should do⦠Hmm. Iām apparently a marebito, accepted by the Liberation Army, and, according to Ellen, an existence clothed in the glow of platinum coins.
In other words, Ellen says that I am an existence of the level that can be called an apostle of God in the sense of Adelianism.
If I use this status, wonāt I be able to do something?
For example, a new sect that rejects the subhuman disdain of Adelās religion⦠No, Adel has churches and cathedrals, so it can be said a religion instead of a sect. How about starting a new denomination?
I persuaded Ellen to start a new denomination with the two of us. With the religious symbolism of Godās apostle and saint, it might not be impossible.
Ellen seemed to be dissatisfied with the upper echelons of the Adel religion. Considering the presence of the white pig bishop who was appointed to the royal castle in Merinesburg, it can be predicted that corruption is going on in the upper echelons of the Adel religion.
If I can get around this, I might have a chance. Could this be the goal of the one who brought me to this world? I donāt know. But the situation is too good to be true.
The problem is that if I were to establish a new denomination and declare the independence of the former Merinard Kingdom, there is a possibility that the Holy Kingdomās mainland would do everything in its power to crush me⦠If they try to suppress me by force⦠I will do everything in my power to resist. If things go too far, I wonāt hesitate to do the same.
A lot of people will die, but thatās nothing new. Iām already prepared to be covered in blood.
No, I donāt think Iām ready for that yet. After all, I just donāt want to get hurt myself. I donāt want to go back to the Liberation Army and kill Ellen and the others, the innkeeper or that boy. I donāt want to do that. I hate it.
Thatās why Iām troubled. I desperately tried to think of something I could do with my poor brain. And then I take action.
Thereās not much I can do on my own. Iām not even that smart. Thatās why I have to rely on others.