Chapter 39
*Minor change: Have switched from Luzhou to Lu Zhou*
Lu Zhou's house was still the same, it was a just little messier than when Xiao Yi had left. Things were strewn everywhere. Xiao Yi turned on the lights and asked, "Do you want to eat fruits?"
Lu Zhou: "......"
Xiao Yi said: "I'll cut some fruits for you."
Xiao Yi was familiar with the routine. He took off his shoes, put on his slippers and went to the kitchen. Nothing had changed. There were lesser cups and saucers, they must have been broken by Lu Zhou. Lu Zhou wore the same clothes from when he went to watch Xiao Yi's game in the afternoon - a hooded sweatshirt and sports trousers. He sat on the sofa when he came in, and did not utter a word. He just took the remote control and turned on the sound.
With a song playing on the speakers, Xiao Yi cut some fruits for Lu Zhou and brought it out, and he said: "Bath?"
Lu Zhou: "What on earth do you want to do?"
"Not doing anything." Xiao Yi said, "Go home, my task is complete."
"Go home?!" Lu Zhou said, "Are you not going to compete anymore?"
Xiao Yi said: "No, I have retired from the competition."
Lu Zhou: "......"
Xiao Yi packed up Lu Zhou's things in the living room. Lu Zhou said, "You get out now."
"This is my home!" Xiao Yi said, "You get out!"
Lu Zhou did not expect Xiao Yi to say this at all. He was almost angered to laughter. Xiao Yi laid down on the sofa and said softly: "Chase me away, call the security guard over. You can make headlines again tomorrow......"
"You......" Lu Zhou couldn't do anything to Xiao Yi, and said: "Why did you retire? Dumei paved the way for you......"
"I have my own dream." Xiao Yi peeked out from behind a cushion, glanced at Lu Zhou, and said: "Did I ever say that my dream is to become popular? I just want to compose, I don't want to show my face in front of the public, can't I?"
"Dream your ass!" Lu Zhou said angrily, "Do you know what reality is?"
"Anyways I've decided." Xiao Yi said, "I resigned. And President Du initially made an arrangement with me, it was not to push me up. I really can't sing. My voice is not as good as Jing Lu's, and when compared to the rest of the good singers, I'm far from them too."
Lu Zhou was almost angered to death by Xiao Yi, and said: "You thing with no prospects!"
Lu Zhou's face was black. He did not want to talk to Xiao Yi anymore, and got up to take a bath.
Xiao Yi asked from outside: "Brother Zhou, I thought it over. I will find President Du to resign tomorrow. The job that I'd promised to do for her is done. I will come back and be your nanny alright?"
Lu Zhou: "......"
Xiao Yi: "Muah——"
Lu Zhou: "! ! !"
Lu Zhou fell down in the bathroom, and Xiao Yi was taken aback. When he wanted to go in, Lu Zhou had staggered to his feet.
"You go out." Lu Zhou's aura weakened so much in an instant, and Xiao Yi went out with joy.
After Lu Zhou came out of the shower, Xiao Yi said again: "Then we shall happily decide, I will come back to accompany you. I have nowhere to go anyway."
"Have you attached any importance to me!" Lu Zhou roared at Xiao Yi while wiping his hair.
Xiao Yi laughed with a haha. Lu Zhou ignored him and went back to the bedroom, so Xiao Yi went to open his own closet to take a look. He had not packed all his things yet, and there were a few pieces of clean underwear stacked. He could go back to the rental house in a few days to get the rest.
After taking a shower, Xiao Yi knocked on Lu Zhou's door and said: "Brother Zhou, are you browsing Taobao?"
"What do you want now?" Lu Zhou said, "I’ll let you stay for a day. I’m going out tomorrow, you will get out then."
"Where do you want me to go......" Xiao Yi laid pitifully on the bed.
Lu Zhou glanced at Xiao Yi. He did not speak, and instead browsed Taobao with a black face. Xiao Yi rolled twice on Lu Zhou's big bed, got all the way in, and placed his head on his lap. Lu Zhou immediately pushed him away and covered the quilt properly.
"Don't you miss me, m——u——ah——!" Xiao Yi said.
"You are crazy." Lu Zhou said, caught between laughing and crying.
"Don't you miss me at all?" Xiao Yi said, "You’re so cruel. You didn't say a word, and just drove me away."
Lu Zhou looked at the iPad in his hands and did not glance at Xiao Yi directly.
Xiao Yi said again: "You must miss me very much, otherwise you wouldn't come to see me at the competition today."
Lu Zhou was silent.
Xiao Yi: "Did you lose ten million* in Macau?"
(*china currency - yuan)
Lu Zhou: "Aren't you annoying?"
Xiao Yi: "Then let's change the topic. Did you ask Sister Yaqing to come today?"
Lu Zhou: "No."
Xiao Yi: "Oh."
Lu Zhou impatiently said: "Ning Yaqing herself wanted to go. A friend of hers cooperated with the deputy director before. Zheng Xiaocong went with me. Xiaocong conveniently went to discuss some matters with the leader of their station. Li Changzheng was brought over by the nephew of President Du."
"Oh——" Xiao Yi thought to himself, No wonder. Lu Zhou said again: "Those people from the production crews all went to cheer for you themselves."
After Xiao Yi had returned from the competition, he sent WeChat messages to thank his friends and made appointments to invite them for dinner. Lu Zhou sent a message, and then said: "How much did Dumei pay you?"
"What?" Xiao Yi said puzzledly.
Lu Zhou: "You helped her to support people. She didn't give you any remuneration?"
"I don't know." Xiao Yi said, "There should be."
"You don't know anything." Lu Zhou simply could not lose his temper with Xiao Yi. Xiao Yi said: "Oh right, I got back the sponsorship fee given by Brother Xiaocong. You can pay him back when you're free."
Lu Zhou did not speak anymore, and focused his attention on browsing Weibo.
Xiao Yi said: "What did Weibo say?"
"Discrediting me." Lu Zhou said coldly.
Xiao Yi said: "Don't think about it, do something else. How about browsing Taobao?"
Xiao Yi met Lu Zhou again after they had been separated for a long time, and actually wanted to talk to him, but Lu Zhou didn't say a word. He guessed that Lu Zhou was very happy when he saw him. Seeing that Lu Zhou did not tell him to go back, he took advantage of the situation and held onto Lu Zhou's thighs to continue to drone on.
Lu Zhou kicked him a few times to get him away, but Xiao Yi didn't let go, so Lu Zhou had to let him remain holding his thighs.
"I found out that I have many fans now..."
Xiao Yi sang while holding onto Lu Zhou's thighs. At the same time he took advantage of the opportunity to slowly climb upwards while singing.
Lu Zhou: "......"
"If you do this again, I will call the police." Lu Zhou said.
Xiao Yi didn't move anymore. He maintained the posture of holding Lu Zhou's thighs, and said: "I have decided to clear Weibo a few days after the show is broadcasted."
Lu Zhou: "It's up to you, your fans are going to be crazier than mine soon, scolding people everywhere."
"Sigh." Xiao Yi said regretfully, "There's no solution, one fan can block ten antis."
Xiao Yi was a little sleepy and laid on the pillow. He had experienced both great joy and sadness today, and was overexcited, and now he had returned to Lu Zhou's side. He was so sleepy that he was speechless, his mind was muddled, but he still wanted to find a topic to chat with Lu Zhou.
"Sleepy?" Lu Zhou said, "Get lost and go to sleep."
Xiao Yi went back to his room in a daze, and immediately fell asleep.
In the middle of the night, he sensed Lu Zhou coming in and even turning off the lights for him.
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The next day, Xiao Yi woke up very early and took the initiative to make breakfast for Lu Zhou. He discovered that the plates and bowls at home were almost gone. Only the bowls he had frequently used before were still there, and there were only two cups that had survived from an entire set worth tens of thousands of dollars.
The cleaning aunty had changed from coming in every day to once a week. Xiao Yi tidied all of Lu Zhou's documents——most of them were still in the old place. He had breakfast first, and then logged into Lu Zhou's daily account in passing to see his expenditures.
Lu Zhou did not tell Xiao Yi about his largest assets. Xiao Yi only took care of his previous food and daily life expenditures. There were two cards, one for meals and expenses, and the other to settle the random online spending. Xiao Yi knew all of the passwords for these, and Lu Zhou did not guard against him. Hundreds thousands of millions of dollars could not be stolen even if he wanted to steal it. With Lu Zhou's identity, he would be able to get it back no matter what, as long as he lodged a case.
There was still millions of money left for food, and Xiao Yi felt a little relieved. Looking at his Taobao account, he still bought a bunch of random things as usual.
Lu Zhou yawned as he came downstairs. Xiao Yi asked: "Where are we going today?"
Lu Zhou looked at Xiao Yi in disinterest and said: "Why are you still not leaving?"
Xiao Yi said: "I came back to work for you."
Lu Zhou said: "Don't even think about making money from me. I won't give you any money."
"No need." Xiao Yi said with a smile, "How about I raise you? It's good to raise my male god."
Lu Zhou stared at Xiao Yi. Xiao Yi went to bring him breakfast. Without changing his clothes, Lu Zhou wandered around the house for a few laps, then sat on the sofa and played games.
"Why isn't the aunty who does housework and cooking coming in anymore?" Xiao Yi asked.
"I don't want people to come to the house." Lu Zhou said coldly, "I changed it to once a week."
Xiao Yi: "Then what did you eat?"
Lu Zhou: "Ate shit, don't ask anymore."
Xiao Yi: "Oh."
"Are you not taking on any shows recently?" Xiao Yi said again.
"No." Lu Zhou answered coldly.
Xiao Yi didn't ask anymore. He just stayed by Lu Zhou's side and browsed the net. Lu Zhou played games all afternoon, while Xiao Yi browsed an afternoon's worth of Weibo.
"What's on the web?" Lu Zhou asked.
"Nothing." Xiao Yi said, "Flaming me."
Lu Zhou: "Do you understand my feelings now?"
Xiao Yi laughed and said: "I think them arguing seems pretty fun."
Xiao Yi flipped through the most recent trending news. One of them was a gossip post about Lu Zhou. It was a content after the previous Macau gambling news. It said that ever since Lu Zhou broke up with Zhang Xinran, his shows got worse and worse, and has been going downhill.
It also included Lu Zhou's constellation and birth date, and gave various calculations.
"Where do you want to go for your birthday this year?" Xiao Yi asked.
"Are you looking at the post that has my fortune telling?" Lu Zhou asked.
"Yeah." Xiao Yi looked up at Lu Zhou. Lu Zhou sneered: "If fortune-telling is accurate, I worshipped the god in Thailand on my birthday last year, the outcome wouldn't still be like this."
"If you lose something, it might turn out to be for the best." Xiao Yi said, "I was fired and then when I broke up, I felt that my life was over, but didn't I meet you later? Brother Zhou, it will definitely get better."
Lu Zhou laughed and said: "Forget it."
Lu Zhou got up to change his clothes. Xiao Yi went to clean up, took the house and car keys, and acted as his chauffeur as usual.
"Where?" Xiao Yi asked.
Lu Zhou mentioned a restaurant while making a call. Xiao Yi drove him to the restaurant for dinner. This was a relatively high-end restaurant. Lu Zhou took him to eat there before, it was where he often arranged to meet Zheng Xiaocong for discussions.
Today Lu Zhou chose a private room with floor-to-ceiling windows, and ordered food. Xiao Yi wanted to head out of the room, but Lu Zhou said: "You eat in here."
So Xiao Yi ordered Lu Zhou's favorite dishes, and after a while, the dishes were all ready, but the people had not arrived yet.
Lu Zhou: "Eat."
Xiao Yi: "......"
"Is nobody coming?" Xiao Yi was puzzled.
"No, what's wrong with me coming out for a meal alone? Can't I!" Lu Zhou said.
Xiao Yi had dinner with Lu Zhou, during which Xiao Yi answered a phone call from Dumei, who asked him to head down to the company tomorrow. Lu Zhou asked a few questions about the company, and did not continue to say anything else.
After the meal, Xiao Yi drove Lu Zhou back again. He wondered Was he just taking me out for a meal? Upon reaching home, Lu Zhou went to take a bath. Xiao Yi then realized that Lu Zhou was really simply just taking him out for a meal. This was too overwhelming from favor for him.
The next day, Xiao Yi went to the company and had a discussion with Dumei. Xiao Yi planned to officially stop mixing in the entertainment industry after the show started its broadcast, and proposed to resign.
Dumei was a little surprised, and although there were still more than four months before the end of the three-years contract, she did not force him, and allowed him to leave after the handover.
On the day that Xiao Yi finished the handover at the company, he breathed a sigh of relief and ran into Wu Henggu again. Wu Henggu apparently knew of Xiao Yi’s elimination and resignation.
"Hi Brother Gu!" Xiao Yi greeted with a big smile on his face.
Wu Henggu: "Oh."
Xiao Yi laughed wildly in his heart, and carrying Lu Zhou's doll, he returned home.
"Why are you back again?!" Lu Zhou waited for Xiao Yi at home for a day, only to see Xiao Yi come in with various bags.
Xiao Yi said blankly: "I have resigned."
"Have I promised to hire you?" Lu Zhou said impolitely.
"Nope." Xiao Yi said, "You don't need to hire me, I will serve you for free my male god!"
Lu Zhou: "......"
Xiao Yi said: "I'll buy you whatever you want to buy. Yes, President Du finally settled a 200,000 yuan for me. I now have 300,000 yuan."
Lu Zhou was about to have a heart attack, but Xiao Yi was quite happy. He ran up and down to move things in, pack them, and cook for Lu Zhou at night. Lu Zhou did not mention what he was going to do. Xiao Yi did not ask either, it would be good to just accompany him like this every day.
That night, Xiao Yi registered a bunch of accounts and was fighting to the extreme with Lu Zhou's antis on Weibo. Lu Zhou said, "Give me......"
"Don't be noisy, I'm attacking people." Xiao Yi said.
"Attacking who again?" Lu Zhou said impatiently, "I don't attack anymore, why are you attacking? Isn't it annoying?"
Xiao Yi said: "I've discovered that a lot of people are weird, you look at this person."
He showed that person's remarks to Lu Zhou and said: "Look at this person, he's obviously your fan and likes you very much, but he talks badly about you every day, saying that your acting skills aren't good and that you look ugly...... Can't do anything, and even predicted that you will go downhill, saying that there'll be setbacks in your career development. How can there be such a person?"
"Anti-fan." Lu Zhou said, "Don't blame him, don't scold him."
Oh, so this was called anti-fan? Xiao Yi thought You did it the same way last time. You slandered me on one side, then gave me muahs on the other side...... He glanced at Lu Zhou as if he wanted to say something. Lu Zhou immediately guessed it from his expression and said, "You don't need to care. I will also delete Weibo in a few days. What the eyes don't see, the heart remains calm."
Xiao Yi immediately said, "Don't!"
Lu Zhou's glass heart* obviously had not healed yet. Xiao Yi said again: "Are you still accepting shows this year?"
(*meaning he scares easily)
"No one is looking for me." Lu Zhou said, "I will pick it up if they look for me."
Xiao Yi said: "I'll still be your assistant."
Lu Zhou said: "I have no salary for you, you are poor. It's like a wine villa following a bottomless pit."
"It's okay." Xiao Yi immediately said, "You don't need to pay me a salary, just providing food and lodging will do."
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The next day, Xiao Yi’s competition program was broadcasting. Lu Zhou did not say he wanted to watch it. Xiao Yi was nervous to death. He now remembered that he had rashly ran to the program to confess, he was so impulsive that time. He couldn’t see Lu Zhou before, but now that he had seen him, he did not know what Lu Zhou would think after seeing that section!
When Xiao Yi had made the decision, he assumed that Lu Zhou was in Canada, but now they were in the same house again. If Lu Zhou found him disgusting and drove him away straight after watching the show...... then it would be over.
But going ten thousands of steps backwards to consider, what if Lu Zhou could accept it? Hadn't he been with men before? Xiao Yi felt that no matter how poor he was, at least he was still a handsome person who could be the bottom, and he had confessed so many times. There were many men and women who had confessed to Lu Zhou... He should have no longer paid attention to those.
But no matter what, Xiao Yi was still very nervous. He was afraid that when he watched the show while sitting on the sofa with Lu Zhou, both of them would be embarrassed to death when watching that confession, so he hid in the room after dinner.
Lu Zhou knocked on the door outside and said: "Aren't you watching your competition?!"
Xiao Yi said in the room: "I'm not watching it! It's too ridiculous!"
Lu Zhou: "......"
"You also know you're ridiculous!" Lu Zhou said loudly, "Come down and cut fruits!"
Xiao Yi didn't say a word. Lu Zhou said a 'Crazy' and went downstairs, turned on the TV and sat on the sofa to watch tonight's program.
"You come down!" Lu Zhou roared again.
Xiao Yi locked the door, and pushed the bedside cabinet, table, and chairs against the door. With a frightened expression on his face, he turned on his iPad and started watching the broadcast online. He also began to delete Weibo post by post while listening to the songs in the show. He thought, Let the good times stay at the most glorious moment of my life.
The show was very well edited. Sure enough, it was Super Scissorhands. After cutting out the part where Xiao Yi had run out on a chase, it was smoothly connected to the next part. After it was over, the camera focused on the faces of Qi Quan and others, and in the shots they continued to laugh and talk as if nothing had happened in the middle.
One of the shots was also given to Li Changzheng who was in the audience.
Xiao Yi browsed Weibo and found that the whole Weibo started to heat up.
Someone immediately started gossiping away. Xiao Yi stopped looking at Weibo after he deleted it. After he saw himself and Jing Lu singing, he was full of emotions. Although the defeat was a glorious one, he had to say even for the people acting in the show, they would get teary while watching it. After Jing Lu exited, Xiao Yi stood on the stage.
Xiao Yi's heartbeat was about to explode.
In the show:
"Yeah." Xiao Yi said, "Well, participating in this competition, I have met many friends and it is the happiest period of time I've had."
The camera shot was turned to Qi Quan.
"But let's be serious." Qi Quan said with a smile, "You have gone through five levels, defeated six generals, and killed a bloody way to your confession. Have you thought about how you want to develop in the future?"
The camera shot was turned to Wang Jing.
Wang Jing smiled and said: "After the preliminary game aired, you became popular overnight."
The camera shot was turned to Xiao Yi.
Xiao Yi: "Well, but I may not sing in front of everyone anymore. First of all, I want to thank my fans for their support. No matter where I am, I promise that I will only disappear from the camera. In fact, I will always be around......."
Xiao Yi: "................................."
Your mother, where's my confession?! Return my confession! You guys are too wicked! My entire confession's been cut out!
Xiao Yi almost went to hang himself to death at the door of the program group, How can it be like this ahhhhhhh——!! You guys...... you guys...... I...... who will come save me......
Xiao Yi fell on the bed after getting 'poisoned', and his prerecorded video came on after he was eliminated.
"When I understand myself, nothing can stop me from running fast."
"If you are my fan, please give me strength!"
In his dying state, Xiao Yi suddenly sat up in shock and opened the window with an apathetic face. He was about to jump off the building when he realized that it was only the second floor, and he wouldn't die even if he jumped down.
"Hey!" Lu Zhou bellowed from outside.
Lu Zhou was so angry that the whole house was even shaking.
With a face full of rage, Xiao Yi squinted at Lu Zhou from the top of the stairs.
Lu Zhou: "What's with your attitude? You completely deleted Weibo?"
"That's right." Xiao Yi said.
Lu Zhou: "You are crazy! What are you thinking? Can you be a bit more normal?"
Xiao Yi did not speak. Lu Zhou was almost driven to madness from anger because of Xiao Yi, and said: "What dreams can you have without any money? You're not even participating in the competition, what are you going to pursue?! Go! Why are you still relying on me?!"
Lu Zhou emitted anger as he walked past Xiao Yi and kicked his room door open. After entering, there was a crash, and the things on the table in the room had fallen to the ground.
Xiao Yi: "......"
Lu Zhou sat on the bed like a provoked lion. Xiao Yi knew that Lu Zhou was distressed for his sake, maybe he (LZ) felt that he had failed to push the inferior good up.
He went into the room and saw another broken cup. Eight cups worth 40 000 yuan, one for 5000, and 5000 yuan just disappeared in a snap. He could only go downstairs to take a broom.
While Xiao Yi swept the glass on the floor, Lu Zhou laid on the bed and said: "You say it now, what do you want to do? There's somewhere for you to sing but you don't want to. What are you going to chase after?"
"Be your assistant." Xiao Yi looked up at Lu Zhou and gave a smile.
Lu Zhou was startled, and then with an unbelievable expression on his face he said: "You have almost three million fans, and your popularity exploded from just the first drafting. You're being unreasonable! Do you know how many years I've been in the industry for before I became popular?"
Xiao Yi didn't speak. He hummed a song and shook his head to the tune while sweeping the floor. Lu Zhou couldn't help but say: "What the hell are you actually pursuing?"
"I love you." Xiao Yi said.
"Don't fucking say this again!" Lu Zhou said, "Can love feed you like a meal? My popularity has passed and I also can't act, what freaking love? Are you trying to piss me off? Lao Tzu has already pathed the way for you, and you just exited the competition! You can admire idols to the point that you don't even want your future! You just love me so much! What love is so powerful! It should have reached heaven!"
"It's not the love for idols......" Xiao Yi said, "It's that kind of love, that kind."
Lu Zhou: "......"
Xiao Yi's voice became softer, and as if he was mumbling to himself he said: "It's...... that kind of love, the romantic kind of love...... I also said it on the show, but they cut it off, maybe they thought...... it wasn't suitable."
Xiao Yi lowered his head. His face was completely flushed, and his heart beat wildly. He dared not look at Lu Zhou.
Lu Zhou looked shocked and did not speak for a while.
"You...... Brother Zhou...... Don't need to have any...... psychological burden." Xiao Yi said, "Well, this is it."
Xiao Yi went out and managed to close the door smoothly. He almost collapsed when he had taken that one step out the door.
Heavens—— earth—— I just said it out like that!
Xiao Yi cried without tears while he crawled back to his room like a palace court lady. He finally crawled up onto the bed, covered his head with a pillow, and rolled around a few times.
It's over it's over, I actually said it out...... Lu Zhou didn't say anything, was he very shocked? He wouldn't be so shocked that he'll wet himself right...... Whatever, I've already said it out...... It's already so embarrassing.
Xiao Yi settled down, picked up his phone and glanced at it.
What was to be done? Although he had wanted to confess for a long time, if Lu Zhou did not feel anything for him, it would be him bringing about his own death. Xiao Yi once again deeply realized the true meaning of the sentence if one did not seek death, then one wouldn't die. However, the words had been spoken and there was no turning back for the arrow that had been shot. At most when he saw Lu Zhou tomorrow, they would pretend that nothing had happened. There must be many gays in the filming industry who harbored crushes on Lu Zhou...... He should be used to it. As long as there was no response, he would never mention it again.
Xiao Yi browsed his phone. After he had said those words, it had actually made him more relaxed than ever before, as if he had completed a major task in his life.
All of his Weibo were deleted. Xiao Yi thought Tonight I should be the talk of the town. No one would expect an unknown singer to dominate the headlines of major medias. Lao Tzu finally am popular once.
He browsed through several entertainment forums and saw a post.
【Taking a glimpse of the contestants】
Be yourself! To the gentle big boy Xiao Yi, I hope you can catch up to your dream, and fans wish you will become Strong Xiao.
Xiao Yi thought to himself My dream was almost destroyed by my own hands... But when he clicked into that post, he was moved to tears in an instant. The second post had a picture of a large close-up poster of him singing loudly in radiant spirits.
Of course, there were still all kinds of antis replying to the post. Someone made a solemn vow that he was trying to hype up the situation, and that believe it or not, he would return in a few months. Then that someone was attacked by fans who said Aren't you done yet, he has already completely deleted his Weibo!
With the exception of some untimely curses, the rest were posts from Xiao Yi’s own fans, wishing him happiness. There were even some who wished him to get along well together with Lu Zhou. Xiao Yi almost wetted himself, and he thought You people are too insightful.
Xiao Yi thought about Lu Zhou who was in the room beside his...... How is he, he wouldn't be scared due to me right.
Lu Zhou's WeChat message came in.
【What you said is true?】
Xiao Yi glanced at the posts showing on the iPad that were filled with blessings and support, Be yourself!
【Yes.】
Xiao Yi was typing Brother Zhou, don't worry about it, I will restrain myself, you can just think of me as blahblahblah, but Lu Zhou's message came again.
【I also love you.】
Xiao Yi: "......"
Xiao Yi flung his phone away in an instant, and hurriedly twisted the door knob, but failed to twist it open several times. When he heard the sound of the door from the neighboring room, he finally got out, stood in the corridor, and stared at Lu Zhou in a daze. Lu Zhou still had not recovered from the shock, and he also stared at Xiao Yi blankly.
With tears in Xiao Yi's eyes, he pounced on Lu Zhou, who almost went crazy. He held Xiao Yi tightly, pressed him against the wall, and kissed him fiercely.
Xiao Yi's mind went blank at once. He reflexively hugged Lu Zhou's waist, and then changed to embracing his neck. Lu Zhou's kiss was savage and violent. When their lips separated, both parties were nervous and gasping for breath. As if rocked by a major disaster, Xiao Yi's heart beat wildly. At that moment, he had no time to think about anything, he was not willing to think anymore, and there was only time and mood for kissing.
Xiao Yi: "Let's go to your room."
Lu Zhou: "Go to your room..."
Xiao Yi laughed. Lu Zhou pushed him into his (LZ's) room and pressed him down on the bed. Xiao Yi fell backwards, and was just about to speak when Lu Zhou fell on him and kissed him without hesitation.
"Wu......" He and Xiao Yi were in a tight embrace. Both men's body temperature transmitted to each other through the texture of their cotton pajamas. They were reluctant to give each other a breathing opportunity. As soon as their lips parted, Xiao Yi immediately kissed him again. Lu Zhou turned to the side, and Xiao Yi placed his arm on his back. Lu Zhou put his arm around his back to grasp his shoulder, clamped their legs together, and kissed fiercely.
It was the first time that Xiao Yi had gotten such a strong pleasure from kissing a man. It was something he had never experienced before. Lu Zhou's body was full of power. They interacted together all the time, and were so familiar with each other's body temperatures, breaths and personalities. It was all so familiar yet unfamiliar. That sense of shock and freshness almost made Xiao Yi's whole person fall into ruins.
When their lips separated, Lu Zhou stared at him in a daze.
"When did you start liking me?" Lu Zhou said, "Is it true?"
"Yes......Yes." Xiao Yi said, a little embarrassed, "A long time ago, I can't remember...... No, I don't think I can tell when I started to like you."
Lu Zhou smiled. Xiao Yi then asked: "What about you? I always thought...... you don't feel that way."
"I can't remember either......" Lu Zhou let out a sigh and said, "It might be...... when I went to your home."
Xiao Yi said: "What do you like about me?"
Lu Zhou said: "Don't..... Don't know."
Xiao Yi smiled and hugged his neck. Lu Zhou's body was clean and the smell made others feel comfortable and safe. Xiao Yi straddled him and lowered his head to kiss. He was so happy that he was about to faint, and he even felt like he was dreaming. Lu Zhou flipped over, pressed on him, lowered his head and kissed.
The two pressed the remote control by accident and it jumped to a channel. It was the mv that Xiao Yi had done for Lu Zhou. Xiao Yi smiled and looked up, but Lu Zhou turned it off with the remote control and said: "Don't waste time."
Xiao Yi opened his eyes. He was unwilling to close them when kissing. He and Lu Zhou kissed earnestly, sucking each other's lips. He felt that when he was kissing Lu Zhou so closely, Lu Zhou's appearance felt a little different from the usual—— That was the feeling when intimate lovers got close to each other.
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Translator's Notes:
I HAVE FOUND THE H SCENE FOR YOU ALL. COMING SOON.
Censored part will be out as chapter 39.5, so for those who are uncomfortable with it, please wait for chapter 40. It's a whooping 5000+ words so I had to separate it out, or else this chapter would be wayyyy too long.
Excited now? |  ω・`)
Also, I have included some snips of the manga for this chapter.
Good idea
Time efficient