After a short talk with Miss Maika, we also talked with the families of the sick people coming to the village chiefâs house to make sure that no one in the village was seriously ill. We hope to welcome the next spring with all the villagers, and look forward to a new year with even more productivity. With a vision for the future in my mind, I returned home to my tragic home to find my father waiting for me.
âOh, no! Hey, sit down!â
It wasnât just that his speech was faulty, his tongue wasnât working. I couldnât understand what he was saying, but I could tell from his gestures and our daily acquaintance that he was instructing me to sit at the desk across from him. Sadly, I can tell that I am the son of this no-good father.
âHey, youâre always reading books! A man has to work in the fields!â
âYes, working in the fields is a manâs job, isnât it, and the knowledge I gained from reading books has made my work a little easier, hasnât it?â
I automatically pass over my fatherâs words because I am tired of hearing him preach or complain. We havenât used any pesticides yet, but we have divided the field into small blocks, managed the labor work such as plowing and maintenance, checked the growth status, and kept a record of the yield.
Since we donât have any records of yields or labor hours prior to the division into blocks, we canât make any reliable comparisons, but we are aware that we have improved our work efficiency to some extent.
âItâs all a bunch of hooey! The more work you put into the field, the better the harvestâŠâŠ.â
âThe more work you put into your field, the better the harvest, right?ăEven my field records are a great deal of work. If you donât take a good look at the field and study the fruits carefully, you canât make it. Itâs not that Iâm going against the teachings of my ancestors.â
I donât like it when people say that just working in the field is a hassle. Such work is self-satisfying and does not lead to any results. I took a glass of water from the well mixed with some dried and powdered medicinal herbs and offered it to my father.
According to the book, it has a sedative effect, so I wanted to experiment with it. I have no idea if it is safe to take it with alcohol. My father drank it all at once, so I was a little excited.
âHey âŠâŠhow are you so smart?â
âWhat? Smart?â
Itâs because I have memories of what seems to be a past life. It would be easier if I could tell the truth like that, but I canât say anything because I donât know what effect it would have if people around me knew.
âAre you sure youâre my son?â
My father was looking at me like I was an abandoned dog. I wonder if itâs because male parents donât experience childbirth, so they always wonder if their children are theirs or not. It is true that I have memories of what seems to be a previous life, so there are other parents for me besides the ones in this life. I canât deny that I recognize my parents in this life as different from them, since my previous life precedes them in the timeline of my memories. However, I am sure that my father David and I are related by blood. I sigh with a mixture of regret.
âWhat are you talking about? For all intents and purposes, Iâm your son.â
There are multiple reasons for this, although it is only from my perspective. First, my mother is a very strong, chaste, and ethical woman who would never have an affair. Secondly, my father and I share the same genetic traits in appearance. We have very different moods because of the way we talk and behave, but we have the same eyes and ears. Third â well, this has nothing to do with blood ties at all.
âUnless weâre a father and son, how can I possibly understand the inaudible words of my drunken father so well?â
âAre you sure?â
âItâs true. I grew up watching your back, you know.â
This is very helpful as a counterpoint. It makes me cringe to think that if I let my guard down, I could become like him.
âOh, yeahâŠâŠ.â
My father started to cry. Heâs lying down on the desk, crying profusely. I wondered if something had happened when he was drinking with his buddies. Specifically, was he being teased about whether I was really his son or something like that? I donât think he needs to worry about that, because Iâm just special.
However, if he can make so much noise, I doubt the sedative effect of the medicine he took. Just as I was thinking this, my father started to snore loudly.
âHmmmâŠâŠI canât tell from this if heâs drunk or if the sedative is working.â
The experiment was a failure. I learned my lesson that I shouldnât let them consume alcohol at the same time. But Iâll probably do it again. I donât like to deal with drunk people, so I feel like doing dangerous experiments. My body is probably as strong as my fatherâs, so Iâm sure I can handle it.