1-4. An Old Friend When they returned to the cape with the windmill, an unexpected guest was waiting for them.
âHeeey, Fin!â
The loud voice traveled far. Fin could clearly make out the figure waving their hand with the setting sun in the backdrop. He strained his eyes because of the light, but before he could identify the guest, they had come running up to him in a hurry. No sooner did Fin raise a surprised remark did the person open both arms and roughly tackle Fin. The momentum caused Fin to stumble and plant his feet firmly into the ground in a panic.
âTaz!?â
âHey hey. It really is you. Youâre alive! You got the devilâs luck, you bastard!â
A voice coupled with surprise and elation was his response. Fin was taken aback, but after they separated a little while later, he composed himself and stared at Tazâs face. This was the smiling face of the childhood friend he grew up together in the orphanage. He couldnât forget it even if he tried. His black hair was dry because of the salty sea air and his skin tanned by the sun. His bare arms had become thick and burly beyond recognition, but his mischievous way of smiling hadnât changed a bit.
âYouâŚI see. So you were in this town?â
Taz was two years older than Fin, but he wasnât blessed with foster parents until he turned 15. It was around the same time Fin was adopted into Oandusâ home that Taz was picked up and boarded a merchant ship alone as an apprentice sailor. Since then, he had occasionally returned to Nanais and visited Fin, but the number of times this happened was not an impressive number.
âItâs been a while.â
Fin showed a wide, relieved smile while Taz agreed with a nod, âIâll say.â They tightly hugged each other again. This time, Fin also returned the tight embrace, both of the checking that the other was alright. Afterward, Tazâs gaze turned to Finâs accompanies and his eyes began to water.
âI see that Nellis is safe, too. Iâm really glad⌠Since Nanais had turned into such a state, I was completely convinced that everyone had died.â
ââ! What did you just say!?â
Fin and Nellis shouted at the same time and drew closer to Taz, causing him to falter and avert his gaze. He questioned himself whether or not those were the right words to have said.
âTaz, please tell us. What did you see in Nanais? We had left about 3 months ago, and at that time, the army corps was managing to push back the Beasts of Darkness. After that, NanaisâŚ.â
Fin hesitated. He searched for milder words and continued.
âFellâŚ.or so Iâve heard. Did you see what happened that day?â
There was a long silence before Taz answered. His gaze dropped and he mumbled in a vague tone, different from his usual manner.
âYeah. If youâve heard the rumors, thenâŚyeah, it probably as youâd guessed. It was a complete mess. The city burned. Rubble covered in soot and ashesâŚIt looked like the temple had also crumbled.â
ââŚâŚâŚâŚâ
Nellis covered her mouth with both hands, but a faint cry leaked out. Fin remained silent with a sorrowful look, his gaze dropped down to the ground. As expected, Nellisâ intuition was right. There was no mistake.
Taz tried to comfort the sullen brother and sister with a forced bright tone.
âBut, you know, we didnât even disembark. Some people were going to take a small boat to go and replenish our water supply, but it was already late in the day so it would be dangerous. In the endâŚ.what Iâm trying to say is that we didn't do a thorough search. Thatâs why, there still may be a chance, right?â
âYeah,â Fin matched with a strong reply. âI donât think that Captain Masod would easily kick the bucket. Plus, there's the possibility that they managed to safely escape in the nick of time. They could be arriving in Winea or even Vertia by boat by now.â
âTheir destination was probably Winea.â
Taz shrugged his shoulders. Fin asked with a look, âWhat do you mean?â Taz scratched his head for a bit before explaining.
âBoats can no longer approach Vertia. Itâs packed full of refugees⌠If you carelessly approach them, you will have your food rations, clothesâŚeverything ripped from you before they drive you away. And if youâre unlucky, you could be killed and have your boat stolen. Itâs been about half a year since then. For a while, you could at least replenish your water supply there, but now, itâs definitely no good. Thatâs why this will be the last time our boat will make the trip north.â
Taz finished by saying, âAt any rate, there arenât any decent customers there,â but Fin gave a dumbfounded nod in response. Was that so? Was that why Masod couldnât escape by boat? He must have made at least an attempt once. ButâŚ
âTaz? Is that you, Taz?â
âAh, Mr. Oandus! Long time no see!â
In order to get rid of this gloomy atmosphere, Taz deliberately greeted Oandus with a loud voice. Fauna popped up from behind her husband and raised a delightful voice.
âOh, it really has been a while. Iâm glad that youâre safe.â
âIâm impressed you found us here.â
Caught up in the coupleâs friendliness, Tazâs face broke out into a smile again.
âWell, I was really surprised. My mates had gone out to have some fun but came back super disappointed, saying that the windmill turned into a mill. I didnât really get what they were talking âbout. I mean, well, yeah, shouldnât that be obvious? But, apparently, this place had the best drinks and womenâŚEr, I mean, it was a location where sailors could buy various pleasures.â
âNo way. Was that your intention coming here as well?â
Fin flashed a sarcastic look yet Taz took no offense and slapped Finâs shoulders.
âStupid. You know that ainât true. Iâm the type to stay away from danger. Thatâs the secret to surviving. Anyways, the group that came back mentioned Mr. Oandusâ name. I couldnât believe my ears, so I came running here. Yeah, this was quite the surprise.â
âYes, thanks for coming by.â
Oandus nodded, and Fauna proposed that they all eat dinner together. Since this group didnât have a reserved relationship, Taz excitedly joined the family at the table.
Because this building had a large number of adults living there before, there were plenty of useful things left behind for everyone in the Millers to live comfortably: a wide kitchen, a cauldron, a hearth, a modest yet wide table, and solid benches. Those from the main country would either sit cross-legged on a carpet or lie sideways on a couch while they ate. However, in the north, that manner of eating was limited to those who had money.
As the appetizing steam from the fresh fish and vegetables boiling in the pot rose, the group who had left for the tavern just came back. The Millers couldnât make enough money to buy enough food for everyone to eat outside, and there was no way that Fauna and Nellis could prepare enough. As such, this became a strange compromise, eventually turning into a habit.
In the middle of the idle conversations happening at the dining table, Nellis interjected.
âMom, a customer might come over to visit in the future and bring some snacks for us.â
âWhat do you mean?â
Fauna blinked, confused, so Nellis and Max retold their encounter with the girl before. Varte whistled and jeered.
âYo, Phineas! You, lady-killer!â
âThatâs not it.â
Fin hid the pain in his chest and showed a wry smile. Unaware of Finâs look, Nellis and Taz snickered and teased the boy.
âWhat are you talking about? Sheâs definitely interested in you! You love precious things. You gotta catch her!â
âSo envious. Iâm surrounded by bastards all day and live a benefit-less life. Ah, should I change my job?â
Although the two bantered, Fin remained silent.
âThat night, Fin had a dream.
A dream about the girl he saw in the evening.
Unlike his peers, Fin had hardly felt any desire towards the opposite sex, so he was shocked at his own dream. Only as of recently had he experienced sensations of lust, but they were only on the level where they can be repressed by reason.
This dream was different.
Fin held the unnamed girl in his arms, kissed her, ran his hand through her hair, and removed her clothes. It didnât matter to him what the girl thought of this or of him.
The tenderness of her warm and round breasts and the smooth curves of her hips. He wanted a taste-- Before he realized it, he devoured them greedily. Literally.
Instead of placing a kiss, he grew fangs and sunk his teeth into her, tearing off her flesh.
With the same intention as his first, kind touches, his sharp claws dug into the skin, cutting deep.
He ate her flesh and drank her blood like a starved beast. His own form had begun to change. Claws. Fangs. Horns with sharp edges. Wings on his backâ
ââŚ..!!â
He forced his eyes open the same moment he jumped up. His hands tightly gripped the thin blanket, and cold beads of sweat formed on his forehead.
Without waiting for his rapid heartbeat to slow down, Fin jumped out of bed and ran outside, unconcerned that he had stumbling over the men sleeping on the floor.
The roar of the waves hit his ears, and the lukewarm wind wrapped around his body.
[Leena!]
He shouted in the direction of the sea. There was no response. Fin hugged himself and called out even louder.
[Leena!!]
A surprised presence responded. Fin let out a sigh of relief and looked up at the dark sky. Immediately after, a white, glimmering dragon flew down and landed on the cape. Eyes like full moons stared at Fin and blinked several times. Leena tilted her head and brought her nose close to him. Fin pressed his body against it, surrounding himself in its gentle warmth.
[Where did you go?]
[I wanted to fly for a bit. I canât really come out during the day, so I wanted to at least look at the sea at night.]
Fin remembered how he had shown the sea in Nanais to Leena before and felt a little bad about it. He felt ashamed that Leenaâs freedom was restricted because of mankindâs absurd circumstances.
[But, the sea at nightâŚis a little scary.]
[Scary? Youâre scared?]
[Yes. I meanâŚJust as Master Audia reflects the brilliance of Master Deia, she also surrounds Master Naruge.]
Naruge was the God of Darkness. Hostility and disputes among the gods did not exist, but there was incompatibility in terms of their nature. The Sky God Deia was the God of Light while Naruge was the opposite. However, Audiaâs vast oceans embraced both of them.
Since Leena belonged under Deia, the sea at night conflicted with her and was dangerous.
[Was it because of this?]
[Eh?]
[I had a bad dream.]
Fin exhaled and sat down. Leena transformed into a person, sat down, and snuggled up against him.
[I know that dragons donât eat living creatures, but stillâŚ]
With those words, he recalled that dream. This very action probably conveyed everything to Leena. She anxiously furrowed her brow and gently touched Finâs cheek.
[Youâre afraid. Afraid thatâŚthe part of you that differentiates you from others will hurt people.]
[âŚmaybe.]
That or maybe the fact that he was a Dragon Lord meant that he would destroy this girl symbolizing his ordinary and peaceful world, devour her, and turn her into a mass of blood and flesh.
He placed his hand over Leenaâs. Her soft light passed through his palm and seeped into his body. He knew that this light wouldnât hurt anyone or burn anyoneâs eyes and heart.
(Donât be afraid.)
Fin told himself and shut his eyes. He felt Leenaâs brightness shine through, covering his anxiety and hesitation.
(Itâs fine. Even if the dream I once had wonât come true, I havenât changed a bit.)
As his desire for an ordinary and peaceful life grew out of reach, he still had his family with him. There was also Leena. What was important wasnât how he was going to live that life, but with whom.
Fin slowly opened his eyes and smiled at Leena.
Relieved, Leena giggled. She leaned her body against him, and he extended his arms to catch her whenâ
ââŚâŚ?â
He was suddenly seized by a strange sensation and turned around. He frowned as he took a look around them.
âWhatâs wrong?â
Leena whispered. Fin unconsciously rubbed the back of his head and tilted his head. For just a moment, he definitely and strongly felt âsomething.â Just as quickly as it came, it disappeared.
âI felt like we were being watched.â
He also felt like he heard something faintly. âFufuâ âThat Beasts of Darknessâ voice.
âI didnât sense anything though.â
Although she blinked her eyes, she did take one look around. But there was no one there. With a grave look, Fin glared at the darkness cowering in between the houses.